Chapters 133 – 124 (6)

He kept muttering words he couldn’t understand and slowly caressed my face.
I check the touch, being careful not to come into contact with sharp nails that can split my head into six pieces if I change my mind even a little.
The sensitive nose twitched to smell it, and the red and gold eyes twinkled, remembering the shape.

I don’t know why, but I’m very happy.
An unpleasant concentration of joy unsuitable for a negative flowed from Esther nonstop.
Did sucking your pussy feel so good?

“… Magic.”

Esther’s eyes, which were still looking down at me, suddenly become blurry.
The focus is completely out of focus, as if you are looking somewhere far away, as if you have temporarily left for another place.
At the same time, the surroundings are twisted around and there is a strange feeling of being gathered to Esther.

“Door… Satellite Moon Satellite.”

Esther muttered something blankly, and her eyes turned sharp.
But it’s not as savagely sharp as before.
It is the gaze that is careful and carefully focused on something with a strong will.

“No. 124… No, number one.”

What the hell is this doing?
A strange feeling of pressure restrains the whole body.
Over me sitting on his knees, Esther slowly bends over to his face.

“Still… There is.”

Stiffly nervous, Esther put a hand over my head and grabbed the tip of his tail as if holding a syringe.
He half-closes her eyes and puts on an inappropriately serious expression.
Just like that, Esther’s tail stuck in my neck.

“Keugh?! Uh, why?!”

I don’t understand what’s going on all of a sudden.
As he struggles to escape, Esther’s wings unfold and wrap around my shoulders, preventing him from raising his arms.
Pressing his head with his hand, he is pinning him down on his knees.

“Aaaaa!! What!!”

Something enters my body through the tail stuck in my neck.
It is an unpleasant sensation.
Something has entered my veins and is wriggling and swimming through my blood.

It started from the neck and gradually became thinner as it rubbed against the blood vessels as if changing the body to fit the blood vessels in my body.
The veins are bulging and bulging, telling you where you are moving.

It reached the arm in no time.
Blood vessels hurt.
I want to cut off my arm right now.

An unknown object stopped on the back of his left hand.
One of the veins looks much more prominent than usual, wriggling here and there.
It is firmly seated in the left hand.

My arm hurts like it was all bruised in that moment.
All the blood vessels from the neck to the arms tingled as if salt water had been poured into them.
My left arm is trembling.

“Ugh… Whoops… Ah… !”
“Anger…”

I can’t understand what the hell you’ve done
As I clenched my teeth and closed my eyes in pain, I heard Esther’s voice above my head.
I vaguely feel the emotions of crying, feeling sad, regretful, and regretful.

The words, “Why are you doing this to me,” “You got all the quizzes right,” Fail to come out of my mouth and disappear into the sound of painful breathing.
In the midst of the confusion, I belatedly realize something strange, and a big question fills my head.
… Anger?
Did I ever teach Esther a name?

“Anger… Sorry i… I… !”

As I lifted my head with difficulty, I could see Esther through my vision distorted by the pain of having all of my blood vessels torn and stitched back together.
Something is strange.
Not red

A golden color like the sun fills the field of view.
The two shining golden eyes, wet as if they were about to cry at any moment, then dried in the heat repeatedly.
The golden flames shining like the sun illuminated the surroundings in pure white enough to not feel that they were inside the shelter.

“… Sorry.”

Along with the apology, you can feel the chillingly intense mana belatedly.
Not unpleasant, not sweet, not sticky.
This…
Who is it?

“Aaaaa!!”

From the hand placed on his head, something enters my body again.
Unbelievable pain is tearing me apart.
It burns and burns with scorching heat and pierces something into me.

It’s not stuffed into the body.
Something without form is being implanted into me.
It feels like my body is being torn apart.

[And! Magic Girl! Wow!]

The image of myself as a child suddenly appears before my closed eyes like a fantasy.
Is it a kaleidoscope of unbelievable, terrible pain?
Before the negatives appear, I see myself as a child who likes to watch cartoons featuring magical girls.

[Monster, monster!]
[Why… Why!]
[Magic Girl… ?]

On the day Negative tore apart the dimension and attacked, I saw myself at the moment I saw the news that a magical girl had eliminated all the monsters around me while running away from an accident.

[It’s a magical girl… There really are magical girls!]
[Rapid… ? It’s appearing on TV a lot these days… Is it publicity?]
[Near… A magical girl in battle? Are you taking down a monster? Rapid… ?]
[Rapid? Again… ? Caliber… Can you?]
[Rapid… Rapid…]
[I want to meet Rapid… Trainee… You can’t meet them as ordinary trainees.]
[Supporting the Communications Division? He definitely has talent, he has a commanding sense… Physical abilities are mediocre, but that’s enough with drugs… The ability to analyze and understand each member’s ability is excellent.]
[What is this injection… ? Body strengthening auxiliary drug repulsion test… ? All right. Yes… Why support the National Guard? I applied to support Rapid, isn’t it obvious? Rapid… To support magical girls, your favorite magical girl? That’s right, Rapid… I can tell you all the reasons why I like it… The reason why I like Rapid better than anything else…]
[Why… ? Why did I fall?]

I passed as a trainee to join the National Guard, but the moment I ended up failing after the training period, I couldn’t accept the reality and saw myself looking for various jobs to stay in A city.

[What is the company like? ? Ha… But there are no jobs available in A city… There are no good places to get a job… Even when I was majoring in development, I didn’t know that I would be treated like this at the company… Because of the negative…]
[Grape… ? It’s the same name as a magical girl…]
[… Why did you apply for the National Guard? Although there are other reasons… Leaving only magical girls to fight is a bit… A magical girl is also a woman. Is this a bit stupid… ?]
[Chief, don’t you have an umbrella?]

The first time I got a job at the company, and after some time, the events that happened when Grape came as the head of the dispatch team are drawn.

[View manager, are you showing me today?]
[Ah… There are still people from the National Guard, but we have to do it before the restoration team comes from True Vision.]
[Oh oh… ! Also… It’s a great skill.]
[Senior! This man is a salesperson for a pharmaceutical company! This catalog!]

It reminds me of the moment when I heard the news that Rapid appeared while working at a pharmaceutical company and picked up a data chip containing a hypnosis application at the place of the raid.

[Be quiet like a dildo!]
[Ahhhhh… ! Look crazy… ! I’m not good at it, really… !]
[Weird… There is only a few seconds to go back to ‘designated retrograde’… ? Backing… ? No, no way… No, because Rapid’s magical properties are time and space… But that’s strange… ? If the same entity collides in the same space, the ‘larger capacity’ will overwrite it…]
[Me too, Grape… I want…]

The moment I was raped by Grape, someone… To… The moment something happened, Rapid and…
… What?
Something is strange.
Memories that come to mind are torn here and there, distorted grotesquely, and then disappear.

[Where are you touching… This bastard!!]
[How did this happen… ?]
[We… A secret friend?]
[… I thought something was weird these days… What’s your relationship with Rapid?]
[Rice, pervert kid… !]

… What memory is this?
I don’t remember anything like this.
I don’t know who this person is.

[Don’t be crazy… Anger.]
[Anger? Hehe… As per the name… Does it make you very angry?]
[This quiz is wrong, the correct answer is Wish Upon a Star.]
[Ahh! Anger, Anger is real trash! It’s garbage!!]
[Adonis, Sun Blade.]
[Anger… I’m scared, what if Anger hates me too?]
[The world received from someone, the world created through others…]

This… It’s not a flashlight.
This is not my memory

[I will kill you again and again!]
[Forget all memories of me!!]

Overlapping crabs are torn, split, and reassembled.
Rebuild what was broken and build it up again from scratch.
Same parts merge, different parts collide.
The heavier swallows the smaller.

“Huh… ! Heo-eok… ! Heo-eok… !”

Memories disappear, they are assembled, powdered and clumped together, leaving only confusion.
My mind slowly returns and my vision, which had been dyed white, returns to normal.
In the dark Shelter, I see Esther with red hair and eyes of different colors in front of me.
My head hurts like it would break.

“What, what… ? This… ?”