Chapter 134-No. 124 (7)

I don’t understand what the hell happened to me.
It’s messy, confusing, messy.
It’s refreshing and unpleasant, refreshing and disgusting.

It seems that the intestines have been twisted and jumbled.
Something has settled in the body.
No, rather than settling down… Hardened

It’s not that my skin or muscles have physically hardened.
A sense of stability that I have not felt before is giving me a reverse experience of a sensation that I had not noticed before.
A well-fixed feeling, a clearer feeling… I can’t think of a way to express this state.

My head is tangled up in a mess, and I feel suffocating and dizzy to the point that I wonder if my brain is about to explode.
Strange memories are mixed here and there, then disappear.
Like an outlet that mistook the voltage, the memory evaporates as if it were turned on for a while and then set on fire.

His left arm is engulfed in terrible pain, as if his entire arm had been ripped off.
After peeling off all the skin, making a cut, and covering it with sharp salt, it hurts like biting.
It is painful to the point of resentment that the arm is hanging.

“Huh… Heo-eok… Ugh… !”

The only place that feels good in a messed up body is in the mouth.
It’s sticky like strawberry syrup, yet the sweet taste remains sticky.
The heart, poisoned by Esther’s secret fluid, throbs and the blood circulates rapidly.

The speed of the blood flowing along it accelerated, and something small stuck in my left hand twitched.
Something that has settled in my head also quickly washes my body.
The sediment that was filled in the body is forcibly torn out and clumped together in one place.

Memories that were complicatedly tangled are contained in a solid frame and are gradually organized.
If you see identical pieces, the larger of the two is put in place and the smaller one is discarded.
There is no place to match the crackling noise and memories that seem to have been burned and torn.
It’s still jumbled together, but… The pieces fit together just fine.

“… Uh?”

The mental progress that had been slowly returning has now reached a level where I can know that I am me.
Along with a sense of stability established as an independent person, a sense of disillusionment and separation fills my body.
It is refreshing as if you came out after soaking in a large pool.
Got out of something

“What happened… This…”

Information I did not know remains in my head.
Among the fragments of broken memories, useful information remains vague, recalling bizarre facts.
Feeling emotion as taste is not a sense that a person can have.
And… I don’t feel that sensation now.

The absence of sensations that suddenly appeared and disappeared, as if the tongue and tail had been cut off, is awkward.
The subtle blankness I felt when other people were talking in the bath was completely gone from my ears.
The things I didn’t even know and felt until a moment ago remain like afterimages and slowly disappear.
But… It’s refreshing.

The muscle pain is great, and the cock is erected to the point where it hurts, but the head is really refreshed.
Before the monster appeared, I think I had felt such a refreshing feeling when I was young.
As I put up with the pain that slowly subsided and focused and corrected my blurry vision, I saw Esther with her hand on her forehead right in front of me.

“Huh… Omg…”
“Kuh… What the memory… ?”
“Esther… ?”
“Is it a side effect of magic… ? But… The magic structure is…”

Esther is just as confused as I am.
Looking at it, I feel a difference in me.
Esther, who had been frightened just a moment ago, is not at all frightened.

Esther is strangely friendly.
No, beyond friendly… Relaxing.
It’s not about getting better or looking lovable or anything like that.
Just comfortable

“What have you done to me?”

The fact that Esther is comfortable is creepy.
All of the vigilance, fear, and submissiveness that I felt just a moment ago have disappeared, and Esther doesn’t look bad, as if she’s being manipulated.
Negative’s executive is the enemy… Not scary

The eyes that used to look crazy look haughty, and the red hair that looked like it was burning looks like it’s just softly dancing.
Even her sharp horns, I just want to hold them in my hands, and it doesn’t seem to hurt much if I get stabbed there.
I want to touch the wings and pull the tail.
The taste of the tentacle pussy keeps lingering in my mouth.

“It’s okay not to worry too much, it’s 124, it’s nothing special.”

From what I’m saying, it’s clear that Esther did something to me.
However, it is difficult to sympathize with the saying that what just happened is not a big deal.
Isn’t that ignorant feeling a big deal?

“I happened to awaken a good magic… It may seem like there are some side effects, but definitely… This is the magic I wanted.”
“Ugh?!”

The back of his left hand twitches as Esther extends his hand towards me and slowly squeezes it.
The invisible power feels very weak.
I’m here, let something know where I am

“For a moment… What?!”

I’m not a magical girl, and I don’t know much about magic, but I know that this thing on the back of my left hand and this strange feeling right now are the result of Esther’s magic.

“It’s like this… Hehe, I like it.”
“Don’t just know it yourself, explain it to me… !”
“Explanation… ? Hmm… It’s just like a sign. A sign that if any other negatives attack you, I will kill them myself.”
“What?”
“Therefore… My, my… It is a mark of possession. Only the negative can know.”
“… This?”

Why the hell are you putting that on me?
You’re saying you put something on the back of your left hand so that the negative doesn’t attack?
Why am I Esther’s property?

When I looked down at the back of my left hand with a question in mind, something that felt like a thin tentacle was slowly descending from within the veins.
Oddly enough, I don’t feel much resistance.
Rather very stable… It is comfortable.

“Well, even if you don’t make it into a tentacle monster, this is enough… If you make it with tentacles, the words will be difficult to understand and your personality will change a lot… With this, even a human can feel at ease.”
“Uh? Human… Yo. This?”

Does that mean you won’t take him through the portal or something to turn him into a tentacle monster?
When I look at Esther in surprise, Esther looks strangely happy and quickly wags her tail.

“Are you saying you won’t turn me into a tentacle monster… ?”
“… Yes, because you don’t have to change.”

I don’t know what it means, but it’s good news among misfortunes.
It means that even if we meet again in the future, Esther will no longer forcefully drag me into a tentacle monster.

“Because number 124 is special. Okay… It’s like a special membership card, a VIP sign. Good. Number 124? It’s the rarest among Esther’s goods that don’t come out anymore. A special rare that cannot be compared even with an autographed one.”
“No… That… Hmm…”

Ultra-small special rare tentacles wriggling in the veins…
It’s a gift that I don’t want to receive than a key ring.
As I raise my left hand with thoughts and subtle emotions, Esther’s triumphant expression blurs beyond my vision.

“Why? Is it so great that it doesn’t feel real? 124… No, I don’t even need number 124 anymore… Okay… Wait, you… What is your name?”
“Name?”
“Yes, name.”

The question is strange.
After I told you my name earlier, why are you asking me like you don’t know?
Is it a question with a different meaning that I don’t know about?

“Anger… But.”
“Anger… Anger… Hmm… Yes Anger… From now on, you are number one.”
“… Yes? No. 1… ? I am number 124?”

It’s like he really didn’t know my name.
No. 1 is definitely talking about the extra-large tentacle that Esther sits on… For some reason, I suddenly became number 1.
This must be talking about the fan club number… Why the hell did I suddenly become number 1?

“If I’m number one, I’m number one.”
“Ah… Um, yes.”
“Be a little more happy.”
“Wow, wow! Happy!”

I don’t know why, but when I was confused and didn’t show much reaction to the fact that I had become number 1, Esther said in a very bad mood.
Seeing her displeased with her left hand slightly tingling, I forced myself into a wide smile, feeling strange, and squeezed my left hand lightly.

“Uh?”

Did your left hand respond to Esther’s emotions?
I tried squeezing and twisting his hand, and even pressed the back of his left hand with my right hand… Shows no reaction.
What the hell is this… ?

“Well, number one… Anger, you won’t realize it at all, so you’ll understand, but it’s huge, so don’t brag about it to others. Tentacles will recognize it, but people can be jealous.”
“Ah… Yes… Heo-eok… ?!”

Even though Esther said that, I held my breath, thinking that this was nothing to brag about.
Esther’s fans were left with only those who had already become tentacle monsters, or who were hiding the fact that they were fans as much as possible in order not to meet Esther.
In the first place, having a tentacle on your left hand isn’t something to brag about, and if you tell someone, it’s only the moment you have to report a monster infection for extraction surgery.

The moment I thought about it, I realized that I couldn’t extract the tentacles from my left hand.
The moment a monster infection is reported to the National Guard, the infected subject undergoes a long-term intensive examination and various investigations.
In the process, to investigate those who came into contact with the infected target, the vision phone is confiscated and the house is investigated.
If you do that, the hypnosis app will be caught.

But it’s still too early to give up.
If you hypnotize Grape and ask him to do something, he might be able to help you… If Grape doesn’t work, Rapid might be possible.
With Rapid, it is also possible to treat people as if they had returned to their pre-injury state.

“Then… Yes, today is a happy day… From now on, a special 1:1 fan meeting time…”

When she was a magical girl, Esther’s expression suddenly hardened as she spoke with a wide smile that she had never seen on TV.
Standing in front of me with her back turned toward the shelter entrance, Esther’s right hand stretched out to the side, and at the same time a sword of fire appeared.

“… Will you please stop interfering?”
“Esther…”

As soon as I heard her voice coming from the entrance, all of her body was hypervigilant and her heart was beating fast.
As she turns her gaze toward the relatively bright entrance, she sees a woman aiming her hands into the dark shelter with her back to the light.
As if she was hiding her presence, I felt Rapid’s voice, Rapid’s silhouette, and Rapid’s scent belatedly.

The strangely pounding heart raises questions, but it is not an unfamiliar sensation.
She had always been like this every time she saw or smelled a rapid or followed her trail.
But she says now that she thinks about it, this is a bit over-pounding.

“You mean there are many times when you can’t grasp the true atmosphere and don’t get the timing right? Her magical properties are time and space.”
“Let him go.”

As if being led, the head is lifted and fixed to Rapid’s silhouette.
Rapid, slowly entering the shelter, raises his magic attribute.
The ignorant concentration of magical power presses inside the shelter.

Why the hell can I feel magic?
It’s strange why I didn’t think this was weird until now.
I felt the magical power of Rapid that I had never felt before.

It wasn’t painful or anything, but it was so much magic that it made me feel a little cramped.
I gasped for a bit and took a deep breath, and suddenly the congestion disappeared.
Esther spread her wings wide and blocked the gap between me and the rapids.

“Nope?”