Chapter 147 – Question (6)

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[Uh? What?]
“Uh? What?”

My vision was blurred, and the moment I came back to my senses, the moment I saw the man in front of me, I immediately realized something strange.
The one in front of me is me.
I could feel that fact as if it was so natural that it went beyond instinct.

I was curious about where this place was because everything around me was crushed, but that fact also came from me.
Here is
Here, I am

Contrary to what I thought, I went.
Unlike me, the degree is low, so it doesn’t affect intelligence yet…
… Wait for a sec.
Something is strange.

[Wait, is this okay?]

Muscular, much bigger than me, I put my hand on my waist as my much bigger cock dangled.
Even though they are the same age, their physical requirements are so different… Hard to believe.
Even so, I can feel that it is me and know that it is me.

I knew once that I could know that I was me. Opponent is me
Then why the hell am I here, and why am I two?
At the same time as losing consciousness, I also understand that I suddenly got into this situation.
Why did you lose your mind?

Utilizing the experience of preparing for the final exam as a signal soldier when he was a trainee, he quickly grasps the situation.
The reason I lost my mind was because I was touched by Rapid.
Why is being touched the reason?
You can know that, but you can’t know. Because this space itself is.

[Hey, wait… Stop thinking about it, your head hurts.]

As I continued to organize the situation using the information that came into my head, the muscular me suddenly approached in anger.
I, who is one head taller than me and has twice as many shoulders, scratches my head and gets nervous.

[Ah, this bastard is several times smarter than me… Hey, my head hurts! Do it step by step!]
“Why do I think you have a headache?”
[Ah… Seriously, how did this happen? Didn’t you say something like this?]
“No, it’s not that you have a headache because I think about it, it means that I have a headache because I think about it. Does that mean you’re reading my thoughts and you’re getting a headache because you can’t take them all in?”
[… Do I have good hair? No, should I say you?]

Why am I suddenly in a place like this… Know.
I know, but I don’t know.
I know and I am overcome by a strange sense of not knowing.

[No… Is it really okay to do this? What am I thinking right now?]
“Perhaps because of Esther.”

… Why is it because of Esther?
Even though I said it, I don’t know why.
Still, if you think about it with the information you know, Esther is the only cause.

The problem is that I can’t remember the information I know.
I don’t understand what I’m saying, and the muscular me listens and thinks.
I am slowly understanding what I mean.

[Esther? Hmm… Ah… Is that Go, what you told me.]
“I can not hear you. This seems to have a deterrent, did you not hear properly? No, I said this wrong, not the side, but it just flew away.”
[What are you talking about? You too? That’s why smart guys are like this… You say it naturally that only you understand.]
“No… I’m talking about what you know, but what if you don’t understand…”

Conversation does not work in this state.
You need some trick.
I rummaged through the information that the muscular me knew, and remembered a useful method.

“I feel like I can only tell you what I know, but can you speak only in words that fit the time zone?”
[What do you mean by talking about the current time zone?]
“Ah-oh… Write…”

This child… Is this really me?
Why is your hair so bad?
The body is so good that I envy it… There is a difference in intelligence to the extent that words cannot be understood.

“I can only tell Esther what I knew before the tentacle was planted. Other than that, nothing.”
[Ah~ that time… Hmm… I do not remember.]
“… Let’s start with the situation, why I came here, why you are here… Please tell me only the information I can recognize now.”
[Do you know?]
“I can not hear you.”
[Hmm… Do you know the 2nd doctor?]
“A member of Majinsa.”
[Then what about Esther? Rang, go, do it. What about Esther’s, this?]
“I can’t hear everything.”
[Wow, this is so frustrating. Hmmm… I can’t tell you all the things that seem to be the cause of this situation.]

I can’t tell you all the reasons why this happened.
Even if I say it and understand it, it does not remain with me, but volatilizes and disappears.
Then… Give up situation assessment or investigation.

“What are you talking about in the first place?”
[I know yeah.]

This guy shouldn’t be able to talk.
It’s not me, it’s like my dregs.
It’s also messed up and can’t do anything… Still I am me

[What does Rapid’s magic deal with time and space?]
“Know.”
[And! You know this! And… Okay, so what can you do?]
“That and this are different… Since this is the same situation, didn’t the second doctor and Esther overlap with Ash? That’s Rapid, Go.”
[Do you think that’s right? But can you hear what you just said?]
“I can’t hear you, but I think it’s okay to call Bldg 2 Doctor.”

A conversation like this is enough.
Roughly, any information I can leave to you… Organized in lines I can recognize.

“I think this situation came about as the speed at which you and I overlap accelerated due to the influence of space-time magic… The reason for this is that I can’t tell you right now.”
[Do you know personal reality?]
“The words come into my head.”
[What is the top word? Territory.]
“It doesn’t make any sense.”
[What is the capacity law?]
“I don’t know.”
[Can we leave it like this? Contact from imprinting target during territory formation due to spatio-temporal influence.]
“Even if you leave it, you won’t understand… ? Knowing doesn’t change anything.”
[But… I’m worried about this… I’ve done this, but that’s why it doesn’t overlap properly… There is too little information to leave behind.]
“If that’s what you want, wouldn’t the 2nd doctor go around collecting hair?”

Even if I explain the information I shouldn’t know, it doesn’t settle down and disappears.
Now I know the meaning behind that word, but as soon as I get out of this space, I’m sure I’ll forget all the meaning and only the sentence will remain.
What I know now is not important, I need information that I can continue to know.

“You are me, and you and I know different things, and when I leave this space, I forget that you are me, right?”
[What… Could it be? Recognizing myself as being divided into two in the first place…]

Otherwise, damage will occur to the brain that maintains this and to other places.
All you have to do is burn it and forget it.
All the memories or information of the time zone other than the information I know in this time zone and the memories I can recognize do not fit me.
Even if you try to leave it forcibly, it will slowly disappear from your mind because the connection part doesn’t fit or the quality and height are different.

“But how did this happen?”
[That’s because I’m dead, right?]
“That alone doesn’t explain the situation…”
[… I think it’s twisted too much…]

The moment I hear the word death, memories flash in my head and then disappear.
The sight of Ash tearing me to pieces comes to mind.
The lower part of the body was blown off, and, uh, so, the face…

The intensity of the memory of death pierces recognition and remains clear.
This is bad.
Even if there are memories that should not remain, the only effect on me is trauma or stress.

“… I’d rather not talk about this. It’ll be troublesome if you wander around and leave a bad influence.”
[But it’s only this one time. This will never happen again.]
“I’m glad I reached out to Rapid now…”

Otherwise, the chaotic state would probably have lasted longer.
There must have been a lot of things where you slowly assembled what you needed and felt a headache.
It wasn’t my intention, but… Things are going well for me.

“That year… Even though there is no problem in theory… I think it would have been impossible without Esther in the first place.”
[It can’t be helped, for now, keep it focused on you and pick up only what you need. Don’t mix too much.]

To be honest, I’d like to mix it up a bit.
I envy that body more than anything else.
I’m the same age, how can I have such a big dick and a big body?
I wonder if my shoulders will be twice as big as mine now, I’ll be taller, and my cock will be almost twice as big…

[Uh… There is no need to envy this.]
“Why?”
[Why… Grape… Well, no. Just know that you will be like this.]

When I was thinking about something else, I felt that my thoughts were overlapping each other, but now I don’t feel that.
Different memories or thoughts come together, and there is no process of maintaining the bigger one among the different parts or eliminating the ones that don’t fit.
It feels like talking to someone completely.
As time goes by, the gap between me and myself grows more and more.

“I see there is a time limit for this.”
[That’s right, our thoughts don’t overlap.]
“Are you disappearing now?”
[Of course? I have no frame.]
“… Help me clean it up before it disappears.”

Except for what I’ve organized from now on, I’ll probably lose all my memories except for that.
There are too many memories that must be forgotten.
It’s a size that I can’t stand even if I’m fine, but now it’s hard to say that my physical condition is normal, so it’s even worse.

“Okay, what’s your name?”
[Anger]
“What is your job?”
[Pharmaceutical company salesperson.]
“What are your hobbies?”
[Magical Girl Pussy Rubbing Collection]
“… It’s crazy?”

Even if it’s me, this is a bit like that.
Disgusting

[How disgusting is a bastard who collects hair?]
“No… Uh, yes… Come to think of it, my hair is disgusting too.”
[No matter how unavoidable it is… Uh? Aren’t you saying that? This is why programmers have poor social skills, so they can’t even talk well…]
“Are you ignoring the programmer? What is low intelligence? And that’s because.”
[If that’s the case, why don’t you just say I have low intelligence?]

… That is also true.
Both of them are me, so there’s no need to curse with strange stories.
I don’t have time, it’s just a waste of time.

“Let’s stop… Next, how to use the hypnosis application… Huh?”
[… I can’t do all of this, but there are too many. You will learn it yourself later.]
“Okay… Too bad, I thought this would be the most helpful.”

I thought being in this situation was a good opportunity for me… It doesn’t sound like you’ll get much out of it.
It’s much worse than I thought.
But… Because of this, I tried to develop something like that.