Chapter 157 – Confusion (7)

I’m thinking about it now after Grape goes to work, but… A lot of things happened yesterday.
I still have a lot of confusion in my head, and things are not organized well.
I was so busy having sex with Grape that I couldn’t organize my mind, but no matter how much I thought about it, there were so many strange things that I was confused.

I need time to organize my situation and thoughts.
And finally, now is the time when I am alone.
I took some clothes out of the closet, put them on, and, as always, sat in front of my laptop and started going over my questions one by one.

First… The most curious thing right now is why the grapes are so pretty.
No, it’s not that she’s pretty, but why she looks so pretty… To say beautiful is not enough.
Why is it that I feel how great the charm of such a sensual and healthy body is and overflow with strange colors… Is questionable

It’s good, but… It’s so exciting when you have sex and it feels so good, so it’s good…
I was so aroused that in this state I could get an erection just by smelling Grape’s hair.
It reminds me of me, who was much more sexually motivated than I am now when I was in middle school.

It’s not that I can’t figure out what caused the grapes to suddenly feel different.
The fact that the physical response has definitely changed means that something has changed in my body after all.
And in my left hand, a very definite change has taken place.

A tentacle monster is a monster whose body fluids are mixed with a lot of vaginal fluid.
Could it be that the tentacle stuck in my left hand is making me feel erotic all the time?
There are plenty of possibilities.

It is clear that it is affecting my body, as I can still feel something cold flowing out and relieving muscle pain.
Instead of recovering from fatigue and wounds, as a side effect, the magical girl looks much prettier than usual…
… All of a sudden I think that’s not the case.

I can’t say anything, but I know this isn’t it.
Grape didn’t suddenly look pretty because of the tentacle on his left hand.
Then why?

For now, put off questions you don’t know the answer to.
Next, I recall in my head the problems of hypnosis, which are the most important tasks to be solved.
More than anything else, the hypnosis he put on Grape bothered me.

Removal of trauma using hypnosis.
Hypnosis to help in battle.
How to use to help magical girls become stronger…

It was a bit of a shocking hypnosis for me, who was simply thinking about having sex with a magical girl by hypnosis.
I bet it once out of a sense of urgency, but it seems to have been much more effective than I thought.
Perhaps Grape exerted more power than I remember, even more than Esther’s memory… Could it be because of hypnosis?

… This is a question for which the answer is currently unknown.
The side effects of hypnosis incorrectly are great, but I have a hunch that if done well, it can produce a tremendous effect.
I feel the need to learn more about hypnosis.

To have sex with Rapid, not to be dangerous… Need to look into it in more detail.
Sex with Rapid…
… Maybe it’s because I had sex with Grape so much that I don’t feel much of a need right now.

Still, the thought of wanting to have sex with Rapid is firmly embedded in my head.
I want to have a quiet, romantic first experience by the tall hotel window, looking at each other with affection.
… For some reason, my conscience is pricked.

And the tentacle on the left hand… What is this?
Esther planted something in me, and I know she didn’t mean it badly.
I’m curious about what it is, but it doesn’t seem to have a bad effect on me… Strangely, I feel that having this would be good for me.

… Could these tentacles have something to do with how light and sensitive my body is right now?
The senses of the whole body are as sensitive as if a cloth was removed from the skin.
But rather than being more sensitive than before, it’s more like feeling like I’ve regained a sense I’ve forgotten.
Until I didn’t come to City A and prepared for the National Guard, my body had been this light.

Next question… It’s like there’s a hole in my memory.
It’s not that I don’t remember what happened. I remember clearly everything that happened from a few weeks ago to today.
Yet something… The feeling of forgetting something important doesn’t go away.

… The most confusing thing is the strange words that pop into my head right now.
Personal reality, territory, imprinting…
I think I know the meaning of the word itself, but I have a feeling that’s not the case.
I am certain that the word is being used with a meaning different from what I know.

“Uh…”

Come to think of it, I remember seeing one word for sure somewhere.
If I remember right… It’s definitely a word I saw when I was studying hypnosis.
I immediately connected to the majinsa and looked for the conversation between the 2nd doctor and the hypnotist.

[Personal reality itself, magical girls have no choice but to be immune to hypnosis…]
[They say that ordinary people are vulnerable to mental attacks because they don’t have a territory…]
[It has nothing to do with that, but most people have a certain key code and weak defense against mind hacking, but magical girls are an exception…]

The reading time of the article I bought in the past has already passed and I can’t see it, but I can clearly see the same words as my memory in the short preview.
Still hard to understand what you mean… No, I understand the meaning of the words subtly.
Why… I don’t understand if this makes any sense at all.

Personal reality is one of the reasons why each magical girl’s magic has its own characteristics…
Territory is a magical influence area created by magical girls and negatives…
Imprinting does not appear no matter how much you search the preview section.
The dictionary meaning is imprinting, and the moment a baby bird opens its eyes, it also means recognizing the first object it sees as its mother.

… Why does this word make any sense at all?
I also feel that I haven’t grasped all the meanings.
Weird.
I wonder why I know this.

Even though I know it’s a ridiculous delusion, somehow I feel like someone else’s memory has entered me.
A really sudden memory is clearly embedded in my head.
… As if it was a dream, I even vaguely remember working as a salesperson.

A bit of acting as a salesperson, how to read and understand the other person’s tone of voice or expression… And the feeling of being shamelessly treated with an iron plate on your face… I remember it in too detail to call it a dream.
Why the heck do you know this…
It’s full of unknowns.

After putting all the things I don’t know now on hold, at least a few clues remain.
After all, my purpose is the same as before.
Meet Rapid and gather hair to collect points, and dig up the conversation records between the 2nd doctor and the hypnotist to obtain information.

Personal reality, territory, imprinting… From now on, we will not only look at hypnosis, but also the meaning of the word itself.
Find out, understand my condition, study hypnosis, and even seduce rapid.
To avoid side effects like when betting on Grape… For Rapid, a more certain hypnosis should be applied neatly.

“Whoa… !”

After finishing my thoughts, I exited the website of Majinsa, shut down my laptop, and let out a short sigh.
After sorting out all the questions, there is silence for a while in my head, and then a new question suddenly pops up.
… Come to think of it, why do I want to have sex with Rapid?

Even before coming to A, she had a crush on Rapid.
I liked Rapid, so I subscribed to Esther’s broadcast where I could get information about Rapid, and even applied for the National Guard to chase after Rapid.
To follow Rapid’s trail, he hid in the raid site where Negative appeared, collected his hair, and after obtaining a hypnosis application… He might be killed by Ash, but he is risking his life to have sex with Rapid.

… Why am I even doing this?
Weird.
Why… Do you like Rapid so far?

Rapid is… Good night.
Cute, pretty, kind, strong…
Her hair tied back in two ponytails is cute, and she is determined when she needs to be firm, but when things get tough, she becomes infinitely weaker.
Even so, I try with all my strength, and it’s cool to see you struggling and struggling to overcome it somehow.

She is a magical girl loved enough that everyone praises her as a saint.
She is kind, kind, and talented.
Even though her breasts are big, cute, and petite, her body is miraculously erotic… Every man has no choice but to like it.

Good night.
Good…
… Why did I come to like Rapid?
… What was the cause?

[Smart tock]
“Uh…”

As I was getting more and more lost in my sudden doubt, I suddenly heard a knock at the front door.
I stopped thinking, got up quietly, and walked toward the front door.
Could it be that Grape left something behind, went to work, and then secretly returned home?

It is a house where no one comes to visit from this hour and no one can knock so kindly.
People from pseudo-religions knock kindly, but they knock more often and for a longer period of time in case the person inside doesn’t hear them.
I think it’s probably grapefruit, but just in case, I put the chain on the door and slowly opened the door and spoke to the person outside through the crack in the door.

“… Who?”
“Oh no, hello… Do.”

He gasped in surprise at the voice he heard outside the door.
It is a voice in memory.
I don’t understand why he is here or why he is in front of my house.

“Uh… ?”

In front of the door, Rapid, wearing a dress, was standing still, blushing.