Chapter 168 – Awareness (3)

After arranging all of Rapid’s hair I had, I cleaned the room for the first time in a while.
I couldn’t see much of the trash, probably because Grape cleaned it up while I was sleeping.
However, the floor that fell down while having sex with Grape, the groove made by the legs of the bed frame dug into the floor, and the nail marks made when Grape scratched the wall once during sex caught my eye.

If you look closely, you can see traces of wild beasts in every corner of the house.
Even though it’s like this, it’s strange that I’ve been having sex lately without hurting me.
I continued to clean and prioritized my responsibilities.
First of all, getting close with Rapid… I will meet you somehow from Esther.

I want to ask Esther why I am like this now, but I also have a strong desire to get to know Rapid and have sex with him.
Esther will only be able to meet him if there is a raid alert anyway, so he just needs to focus on seducing Rapid for now.
Rapid…

How did I come to like Rapid… ?
You can give any number of reasons you like it.
But if you ask me when, how, and when did I start liking you… I do not know.

A sudden thought occurred to me and I took out the bag I had brought with me when I left the National Guard trainee a long time ago from the depths of my closet.
In order not to forget my goal the moment I left the National Guard, I put everything related to Rapid in this bag.
When I open the bag, I see items carefully wrapped to prevent further wear and tear.

Photos of me from my training days came into view first.
I’m taller than I am now, and my shoulders are broader… I, who looks like a completely different person, is pictured.
After getting a job as a programmer, I didn’t exercise at all and lived with my back bent and looking at the floor every day, so I think my height has become shorter, my shoulders have narrowed, and my legs are bent.
As soon as I put the picture aside, I can see items related to Rapid.

The membership badge of the now gone Rapid fan club… Ash himself ordered the dissolution of the fan club and disappeared, and now it has changed like a point organization.
Fan club support fans, towels, gowns, hair bands… At first, people who thought the negative was not a big deal even cheered on the magical girl from the roof of the building.
It was something I had never done, and it was something I couldn’t see anymore.
It never happened again after being attacked by the Twinkle Twins.

The first hair I picked up…
The sweet scent unique to Rapid has already disappeared, and it has become normal hair.
Rapid’s cheering photo card that was sold in the very early days… On the back of the card, which came out in the days when there were no shelters yet, emergency evacuation tips and precautions for escape are written.

Looking at the card, I remembered the moment I first got to know Rapid.
I became more and more interested in seeing a beautiful girl who survived the first raid and appeared on various broadcasts to give evacuation tips and various cheers.
Perhaps everyone else is like me.

It’s a pretty face with a dirty body, but it’s strong, and it protects people… I see it often on screen, so I have no choice but to like it.
And from the moment I evacuated before Rapid appeared, and found traces at the scene after Rapid disappeared… The sense of reality that Rapid is not a fictional character but exists in reality has rapidly inflated…
So I started chasing the rapids.

Why?
Why is that the reason why I became obsessed with Rapid… ?
Why do I love Rapid so much… ?

I’m not sure, but it’s certain that I like Rapid right now.
Just looking at it makes my heart beat, and even if I don’t look at it, just thinking about it makes my heart beat.
When Rapid is by his side, he feels a great libido.

Even now, just from talking to Rapid, his cock is as good as if he had never had sex with Grape.
So you can have sex anytime… Has recovered
This is definitely the power of love.

Deciding not to think about the matter any further, I put my bag back together.
It was complicated in my head and I questioned it for a while, but it doesn’t matter when I started liking Rapid.
The important thing is that now I want to date and have sex with Rapid.

After cleaning, I went outside again to take out not much trash.
After throwing away the garbage bag, a convenience store opened nearby comes into view.
Looking at the sky where the sun was setting, I took out my vision phone and saw that it was time to get off work.
I stopped at a convenience store and bought condoms.

A magical girl absorbs her semen from her womb and turns it into magical power, so she doesn’t seem to need condoms, but that also means that Grape continues to absorb my semen with magical power, so we continue to have sex.
Now whenever I have sex with Grape, it feels so good that my head goes blank, because Grape casts a spell on me to keep having sex with me.

Grape absorbs my semen, uses magic to make me semen, and then absorbs the semen again to fill up with magic.
Infinite climax heaven that makes you want to cum again after you climax, and even though you ejaculated… Hell? Heaven… ?
Anyway… That tremendous cycle can be stopped by me putting on a condom.

Having sex with Grape with this may not make you feel too good.
A condom won’t absorb semen, and I’m sure I’ll feel less wrinkles and heat in Grape’s cunt with a single condom.
After purchasing a box of condoms, I left the convenience store and went back to my room, looking at the people around me who were out of focus.

Everyone around me thinks it’s weird, so I feel like I’m the only one thrown into a laboratory somewhere.
In fact, these people are all robots, and maybe something is monitoring them.
It’s a ridiculous idea, but just thinking about it makes me feel like the surveillance cameras are following me.

Returning to my room as if running away, I placed the condom box next to the mattress on the bed, then unwrapped it and took out one.
I’m going to ask for a condom if the grapes come over me so I don’t feel too much.
The moment I thought about that, I suddenly felt something strange.

To buy condoms not to stop them from having sex, but to ask them to wear them…
Maybe this is something strange…
Grape is acting like it’s only natural for him to come home from work today and have sex.

But it’s natural… It seems obvious…
I said I would go… I don’t know why he said he’d come, but he clearly said he’d come anyway…
We’ll have sex again… ?

“Hmm…”

Something seems strange, but… It’s not a bad move though.
No… That’s it
Probably not

As I prepared condoms, I remembered that I was going to have sex with Grape today, and I went into the shower to wash away the smell of sweat.
Even in the shower, I have a vague idea that something is wrong.
Taking a shower before sex is etiquette, so taking a shower is natural.
But of course having sex with Grape… Is it free?

… Something is weird
But it’s not that I hate having sex with Grape…
It’s not something I’m looking forward to, but if I’m going to have sex, I don’t want to do it because I’m soaked in sweat… I think I need to wear a condom…

OK, I’m not wrong.
After thinking about it, I sent a message to Grape to ask when he would be back.
If it’s still taking time, I’m thinking of changing some bed sheets that smell like dirty sweat.

[Grape, are you off work?}
{I’m on my way!]

As soon as I saw Grape’s message, I checked the time in bewilderment.
It’s getting closer to work time, but it’s not work time yet.

[Are you off work already?}
{I just left work early.]
[What? Why?}
{I don’t think I need to be at work anymore, I want to do some shopping outside!]

Even though I can see the sentence Grape sent me, it doesn’t come into my head.
I don’t think it’s what the team leader, who was always the last to leave work that I knew, was sincere enough to leave work at the same time as me.
Is this something the Grape I used to know could say… ?

[Have you used half a cup again? You can just use your vacation like that… ?}
{When I thought about it yesterday, I thought I could do it.]
[Okay… ?}

While I was quite taken aback, I replied, thinking that if it was Grape, that would be the case.
Because Grape is the team leader… Even if you go to work as you wish, there is no one to say anything to you.
Still, Grape just got off work like this…

Maybe having sex with me feels so good…
After attacking me, the sexual desire that I had been holding back until now burst out and I wonder if I can’t work because I want to have sex…
I transcribed the questions in my head into sentences and sent them to Grape.

[Did you leave work early because you wanted to have sex quickly?}
{You can do it… ?]
[It’s not that I can’t… Hmm…}

Of course I thought I was going to have sex, but it’s embarrassing to hear this from myself.
I still typed, hoping to dry the grapes at least once.

[It seems like the room and my bed smell like grapes… Really want to do it again?}

I’ve heard somewhere that women are sensitive to the word smelly.
Clearly, Grape would be embarrassed to say this, so he must think about it for a while.

{Yes!]

However, since Grape is a magical girl, she said that she would have sex with no shame, as if she was different from an ordinary woman.
I sighed as my body reacted to the thought of having sex with Grape, feeling my cock erect.

[Okay… Come slowly}
“Ahh!”

After sending the message, I was startled by the sound of a window opening and dropped my vision phone.
By the window, again, Grape transformed into a magical girl and stepped on her door frame to enter my room.

“I’m home!”
“Yes…”

I even transformed because I wanted to come as soon as possible…
This time, she must have turned into a magical girl and kicked and kicked the building.
As soon as Grape entered her room, she undid her transformation and changed into a comfortable outfit of short shorts and a string thong with her bare feet, then lowered the envelope she was holding in her hand to the floor and took out her contents.
I wondered what I had brought and what I was taking out in a hurry as soon as I arrived.

“Eat this quickly!”
“Uh?”

What Grape held out to me was an unknown white medicine cabinet and what appeared to be pills in its contents.