Chapter 171 – Awareness (6)

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After another long night of sex, I got myself up from the mattress.
Grape tore condoms and underwear all around the mattress.
When I turned my head and looked around, I heard the familiar song of Grape along with the sound of running water in the shower.

“Ughhhhh… !”

I sat down, scratching my messy hair, thinking that Grape must be in a great mood, then frowned and stretched.
The muscle pain concentrated in the back, stomach, and legs is terribly intense.
As I was still twisting and stretching, Grape came out of the shower with a towel wrapped around her body.

“Oh, are you awake?”
“Huh… Are you going to work?”
“Yes~”

He is covering himself with a towel he has not seen.
Grape put the towel he was covering in the washing machine, took out his underwear from his closet drawer, and dressed in front of me.
I yawned and lay back on the bed without saying a word at his natural appearance.

“I want to cut some more… I’m sleepy from having too much sex…”
“Okay~ But since I cooked, do I have to wake up later to eat and take medicine?”
“Huh…”

After having sex to the extent that it goes beyond the level of satisfaction, I am surprisingly sleepy.
When Grape saw me lying back in bed, he smiled and came over to me, covered me with the blanket, and spoke in a very pleasant voice.

“Is there anything you want to eat later?”
“Later… ? Hmm… Egg?”
“Do you like eggs?”
“No… But I want to eat something.”
“Okay, I’ll do something with eggs today then.”

I don’t know why, but somehow I want to eat eggs.
Grape listened to me, covered me with a blanket, and put his hand inside the blanket and massaged me.
After waking up, the body temperature rises, and the aura that was hot inside the body spreads to every corner of the body following Grape’s hand.
Grape, who had been giving me a massage for a while, checked the time and hurriedly stood up.
It seems that it is time to go to work.

“I’ll be back~”
“Huh… Huh?”

When I heard Grape close the front door as he went to work today, I opened my eyes slightly at a sudden thought.
Are you saying that you are coming to my house again today? ?
Do you want to have sex that much? ?

I feel good… It feels good, but…
I feel so good and satisfied that it’s okay to feel so much muscle pain right now…
If you have sex today… Surely it’s the weekend soon, so it’s not like you’re going to have sex all day on Saturday and Sunday.
Just in case you didn’t know, I should say I’m busy on the weekends.

I lay there for a while and still felt my body getting strangely hot.
The scorching heat starts from the stomach and fills the body, gathering in the area where the muscle pain is felt, around the cock.
Even then, cold energy rises from the left hand to cool the body and release it, repeating.

“Uh, um…”

I try to sleep but I can’t sleep well.
The heat spreads all over the place as if Grape’s hand was still in contact even though the hand that was massaging had fallen off.
Muscles in every corner of the body twitch at will.

After lying on the mattress for a while and sweating, I got up from my seat.
The sheets are all wet and damp.
Embarrassed, I got up and went into the shower.

After washing my body thoroughly with shampoo, toothpaste, and body wash Grape had bought, I looked at my reflection in the mirror for a while.
Somehow, when I look in the mirror, I look like I’ve lost more weight than before.
Looking at my cock, which seemed to be slightly erect, bigger than usual, I immersed myself in the uneasy imagination that Grape would have too much sex and end up with a body that would never stop erecting.

Can I just live with sex like this? ?
I’m worried that every time I have sex with Grape, other thoughts and worries seem to disappear.
I need to have sex with Rapid… I keep thinking about having sex with Grape.
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When I got out of the shower and checked the time, it was almost lunchtime.
Hungry and thinking I needed something to eat, I ate Grape’s food and checked the location of Rapid as a habit.
For some reason, Rapid came to District 4 and was wandering around.

I immediately checked my messenger, but there was no message from Rapid.
Upon checking Ash’s location, he was out of bounds and moving.
Once Ash leaves the area, that day does not return for a while.
In other words, today is Ash’s day off from training.

The day you were supposed to meet me was a weekend, so I think you’re probably alone now.
One of the magical girls who originally played with me with Rapid retired, one was infected, and one spent time with me yesterday… I’m sure you’ll be alone
After thinking about it for a while, I started preparing to go out thinking that I should go see Rapid.

Rapid feels that the more chance encounters with me, the better.
Also, I can develop relationships and get hair, so the more I meet, the better.
I’ll have to meet you for a while.

“Huh?”

As I prepared to go out, I took out clothes from the closet and put them on, but I stopped my hands at a strange feeling.
The shirt is very light, but it fits, and the pants flow a little.
Thinking that I might have lost weight because I’ve been working so much lately, I pulled out my belt and tightened my pants.

“Oh right.”

Then, pouring the nutrients Grape bought me into my mouth, I tidied up my clothes in the mirror, and this time I didn’t forget to pick up the bag containing the tools to gather Rapid’s hair.
As soon as I step out of the front door, I see people eating lunch, sitting at a cafe, or walking down the street.
People still have strange expressions, eyes that are out of focus.
I walked toward the subway station, people watching, as I do every day on my way to work.

I forgot about it while having sex with Grape… Are all these people in this state?
No matter how I look at it, I think that this is normal now that everyone looks strange.
If everyone else is weird and I feel like I’m normal, that’s actually me being weird.

Esther’s tentacle is stuck in my hand, and in my pocket is a vision phone with a hypnosis application that controls magical girls at will.
Neither of them can be called ordinary, and they are strange things that I do not know.
… Strange idea.

When I arrived at the subway with a strange thought of thinking that I was weird looking at strange people and thinking who was weirder, I came to my senses when I saw the no-entry light in front of the station.
The subway, where something related to the negative happened, is sometimes banned from entering like this.
Perhaps it was something they had already experienced several times, and the people around them were turning their steps in search of other means of transportation without saying anything.

The subway is the most suitable means of transportation for the common people among all means of transportation.
Unlike on the ground, where monsters open the portal and attack, they are placed underground and only have to deal with the infected, and a small number of infected simply open the shells and push through, so traffic is less likely to be blocked.
However, when a major incident occurs, it is sometimes stopped for a while like this.

Since Esther had completely destroyed a station, it was only natural that the service would stop for a while.
However, even if it was destroyed like that, it always kept in mind that it would be quickly repaired, so the current city, which was built in a block fashion, did not take a long time to recover.
On the electronic display board informing about the operation of the station, there was a notice that the construction will be completed this evening and normal operation will begin.

It was so broken that it was said that it would finish all the construction and operate normally in less than a week, which is great, but now it has become a matter of course.
If I had seen this notice on the way to work without leaving the company, I would have been angry and went to catch the bus, asking if I hadn’t fixed everything yet.
After coming out of the station, I took a taxi without worrying about money, thinking that I could make money anyway by selling Rapid’s hair.

“Please go to the shopping mall in District 4.”

Sitting in the fast-moving taxi, I was seized with a strange feeling as I watched the driver nodding his head while driving out of focus.
It’s out of focus, but just looking at it from the side, your eyes are in a strange state as if they were ornaments, but you drive so well… Even just looking at it gives me a strange feeling of incongruity.
But if everyone is okay with this… In fact, everyone is normal, and maybe I’m the only one who’s weird?

It wasn’t until tentacles stuck in my hands that my perception of my surroundings changed.
If everyone else is abnormal, there is something that makes everyone abnormal, and tentacles are what makes me normal.
If everyone else is normal, there is something about me that makes the people around me look abnormal, and that would be my tentacles.

Which is more likely: a magical girl not noticing the abnormality of me alone or not noticing the abnormality of society as a whole?
If I had to examine it, I think it makes more sense not to notice one abnormality.
Esther, who was one of the top-ranked magical girls who confidently stayed in third place even when she was a magical girl, stuck a tentacle into my arm.
Esther might be able to do something without the other magical girls noticing.

“Im here.”

After being lost in my thoughts, I came to my senses at the taxi driver’s businesslike voice. I immediately paid the fare and got out of the taxi.
Outside the taxi, I make eye contact with the taxi driver, and his unfocused eyes turn to me.
My eyes, in focus, are reflected in the window.
The taxi driver smiled unnaturally on his lips and waved goodbye to me.

I nodded at the friendly taxi driver and felt dizzy.
It seems to be in a strange state, but if you look closely, it is me who has something strange in my body.
But no matter how you think about it, people are weird.
But since everyone is weird, I can’t stop imagining that maybe I’m weird.

Eyes that lose focus move while looking blankly ahead.
Bizarre sensations flow as people move.
My head seems to be getting weirder.

As much as possible, try to avoid eye contact with the people around you by directing your gaze toward the floor.
Everyone feels strange, so I feel like I’m the only one who has fallen sane in a place where everything is a robot.
The whole city falls into the delusion of deceiving me and the illusion that surveillance cameras are following me around.
I ignored the delusional feelings and imaginations as much as possible and tracked Rapid’s location with my vision phone and moved on.

“Uh?”

After walking for a while, I had no choice but to raise my head to know where I was by reading the signboards of the surrounding buildings. I found a strange sight and frowned.
I immediately opened my eyes wide, surprised, and fixed my eyes on the lady who came out in front of the flower shop and gave me water.
Looking at flowers, watering them.

Even though it is an ordinary sight, it is very heterogeneous.
Looking at flowers
You can see that you are looking at flowers, that you are looking at them accurately.

It’s definitely a normal sight, but it’s strange.
Embarrassed, I approached the flower shop lady to talk to her, but I turned my head when I heard the sound of the fruit shop man filling the counter with fruits.
Looking at the fruit, filling it up.

“Uh… ?”

The uncle next to him and the lady next to him were all strange.
Focus is on.
It’s normal.
The normal sight gave me more goose bumps than the moment when the people around me recognized that it was strange.