Chapter 203 – The Impulse (9)
“Hmm…”
After reading the entire text, I let out a sigh while biting my teeth with a strange feeling.
Curiously, I feel that this article resonates with me more than the feelings others have about magical girls.
More violent behavior than usual… It’s the fact that she lost her reason and acted like she was only thinking about sex, but to say that she’s excited about a magical girl who reacts to magic and becomes incapacitated… I agree in particular.
Surely… I’m excited about a magical girl in a weakened state.
In the past, I was hypnotized by negatives, and if that’s the basic behavior of negatives… It makes sense
And even now… Since the tentacle is stuck in my left hand… But, I usually don’t have any problems…
If the tentacle on your left hand is normally silent, but reacts whenever you consume monster medicine… ?
Since Rosé said that monster substances were accumulated in her body, the possibility is high.
If you usually stay silent and take medicine, monster ingredients build up in your body and you can’t stand the urge as a negative.
That’s a pretty plausible idea.
But the negative impulse… It’s creepy to even think about.
Thinking this way makes me feel like I’m being manipulated by the negative.
Am I an ordinary human with a tentacle stuck in my left hand?
Human infectious agents are subject to quarantine by the National Defense Forces.
Esther said the tentacles didn’t hurt me, but can he trust Esther… ?
My muscle pain disappeared in one day… Probably because the tentacles healed my body.
It helps me get out of hypnosis and come to my senses, improves my stamina, makes my cock stand up well…
If he had any thoughts of harming me, he would have settled in his brain, not his left hand, like the monster called Octo Plasma.
“Ha…”
I deliberately squeezed and opened my left hand, pressed the veins on the back of my hand with my right hand, and touched the tiny tentacles the size of two fingers.
Certainly, if you touch it, you can feel that the organization is a little more detailed than other blood vessels.
It feels more like a rubber tube than a blood vessel.
Even if I touch it like this, it doesn’t feel like anything…
If this tentacle disappears, will I be hypnotized by the negative again?
It’s getting harder to recover quickly like now, your stamina doesn’t get better, and your cock doesn’t stand up well… ?
That… I don’t like it very much.
Come to think of it, these tentacles didn’t do anything wrong to me.
Rather, it’s probably closer to the side where I’m doing well, but the monster element came in and went out of control.
But… Even though I have been hypnotized by the negative, I did not recognize that I was hypnotized.
I don’t know if I was being manipulated, or when I was being manipulated.
If these tentacles are controlling me without my knowledge… ?
If my sudden excitement was caused by tentacles manipulating me… ?
No, that doesn’t make sense…
If that were the case, it would have stopped me from even thinking about it now.
When I was hypnotized, I didn’t even suspect this… The fact that I can think like this right now proves that I am not controlling my thoughts.
Being in heat is not controlling me, but rather being addicted to vaginal juice or being in a state where instincts take precedence… It’s kind of like a runaway state.
When the runaway is over, the condition returns to normal once the sexual desire is fully satisfied.
If you’re trying to manipulate me, you don’t have to repeat grabbing and releasing like this.
In other words, the tentacle on my left hand isn’t controlling me… I have no intention of controlling it.
It’s just that the medicine I took had a little bad effect…
If I don’t take the medicine, the tentacles won’t do me any harm.
I clenched my fist with my left hand and organized my thoughts.
Since I have a tentacle embedded in my left hand, the side effects of the medicine are even greater for me.
The drug’s side effects are similar to what Negative does to magical girls when excited.
The tentacles don’t do anything to harm me unless I’m drugged.
But… Why did it have to be at such a timing…
If it was really because of the drugs, shouldn’t you have been excited from the moment you met Rapid?
The timing is too precise to be simply a coincidence.
… Is it because Rosé gave me a massage?
Previously, she had sex with Grape every day to the extent that she was satisfied, so she didn’t feel anything, but just by not seeing Grape for a day, monster ingredients accumulated in her body… There was no problem when it was put together, but when it was released, there was a problem…?
Then, is it thanks to grapes that the side effects of the medicine have not occurred until now? .
Is it a coincidence that I was suddenly excited by Rapid? ?
Something bothers me… Once it was sorted out.
After thinking about it, I went to the sink and took the nutrition supplement Grape bought me.
The way to prove my reasoning so far is simple.
Take the medicine and see if there are any side effects.
If side effects happen, most of what I’ve been thinking so far can be seen as true.
If it doesn’t happen… There are other factors.
Then I’ll have to find another reason.
Maybe it’s after reading Dr. 2’s article, it feels frustrating to guess the situation only with reasoning.
It would be nice if I could use sensors and detecting devices to determine my condition as surely as Dr. Bldg. 2 did…
There are so many things going on in my body that I don’t know about, so I want to see a clear and detailed analysis result.
By the way… Looking at this article by Dr. 2, it seems that he is a very rough person.
Experimenting on a low-class magical girl and not letting her go for 4 hours…
Could it be that he was even looking at it as one of the results of the experiment?
A perverted person.
I don’t have a laboratory equipped with equipment to observe the experiment results right away like the 2nd doctor, so I have no other way than this.
Rapid’s current location in the hypnosis application is Area 0…
Even if I take this medicine now and experience side effects immediately, I will not be meeting with Rapid.
I swallowed the pill right away.
“Hmm…”
As I calmly tried to feel the feeling in my stomach, I felt something melt from my stomach and sink into my body.
A bit spicy… No, should I say heavy and bitter?
It feels similar to when your stomach struggles with eating spicy, sticky, and stimulating food.
After a while, the veins in his left hand began to wriggle on their own.
Am I reacting to the monster ingredient in the medicine as I thought?
Heat builds up in the stomach and the cock stiffens.
That was all.
“What… ?”
After that, I watched the condition for about two hours, but the side effects did not progress any further.
It wasn’t that I didn’t stay erect all the time, I just literally got an erection a little easier.
I wondered if it was because the magical girl was not in front of me, so I looked up pictures of Grape and Rapid, but my cock suddenly erected, but I didn’t feel like I was in heat.
This is enough to understand what the side effects written by the person who took the medicine were talking about.
Just a little more energetic… Slightly stiffer than usual, so literally wanting to have sex, I’m in trouble sometimes, I can imagine that my sexual function has really improved.
It doesn’t seem particularly violent.
… It’s different from what I felt yesterday.
It just wasn’t like this.
Right now, I don’t really want to walk to the subway and have sex with another magical girl.
That means… Is my reasoning so far wrong?
No… I wouldn’t be completely wrong.
It’s true that there are side effects that make you want to have sex anyway… It’s just that, the concentration is extremely light.
Maybe it’s because Rosé has released the things accumulated in my body from eating so far, so I don’t feel so special?
If so, you should consider taking it for a week or more before experiencing any side effects.
It could be that there is no reaction because the magical girl is not nearby.
If the gunpowder is accumulated in the body right now, it may only be ignited with a trigger called a magical girl.
Then… First of all, I’ll have to meet Grape so I can know more clearly.
Grape and I have arranged to meet tomorrow.
Meeting Grape tomorrow means having sex with Grape tomorrow.
The thought of having sex with Grape made my cock twitch.
… My body reacted like this even before we met, so I wonder if it’s a magical girl trigger.
But I don’t know if this reaction is caused by the drug or if it’s because I’m too accustomed to having sex with Grape.
I can’t trust my cock’s reaction to grapes.
It’s not that I want to do it because of the drugs, it just feels good to have sex with Grape.
Even if there is no specific medicine, I have a feeling that if the semen accumulates, the penis will be erected on its own as it is now.
Just as imagining lemons brings to mind sourness and salivation in the mouth, imagining grapes brings to mind sex and pleasant pleasures and makes one’s cock erect.
… It seems unreasonable to think that reacting to Grape is a trigger for the side effects of the drug.
Then… Maybe she’s responding to Rapid, not Magical Girl.
I recall one by one the events that happened when I was suddenly in heat.
I smelled Rapid, called Rapid’s name, and Rapid called out his name.
I took out the brown sheep doll and Rapid’s hair from the room and sniffed it.
No response…
The next thing Rapid calls out by name is… I guess we’ll have to meet Rapid to find out.
… It’s too risky to experiment like that.
It’s an experiment to try not to go into heat as much as possible with Rapid, but to find out the reason by going into heat in front of Rapid is no different from Esther, who has a shrimp allergy, eating shrimp to find out for sure if she is allergic to shrimp.
It’s stupid.
First of all, everything seems to be as I thought, except for the fact that the side effects are weaker than expected, so I think meeting Rapid when taking medicine is a trigger.
I usually take pills and have sex with Grape, and I should stop taking them before I meet Rapid…
Just in case, every time I go to see Rapid, I have to have sex with another magical girl on the subway.