Chapter 251 – Secrets, Friends (3)

No… You shouldn’t think like this…
It wasn’t me who defeated the magical girls… At that time, it was just an accident because the commander object was so good.
The infestations were flimsy, and I only collected those weakling infestations.

If I collect papers and a magical girl who can cut trees with paper appears and cuts down trees, it’s not my fault for collecting papers.
If you think about the cause in the first place, the reason why I started such a situation was because Rapid misunderstood me… Because of the rapids.
Commander and Rapid are bad.

Having almost turned me into a bad guy in my mind, I logically defended myself.
I’m not bad
The bad thing is the circumstances that forced me to do it.

“Whew…”

Good… Calmed down
Now is not the time to dwell on the past.
I wiped the sweat from my forehead with my sleeve and turned my gaze to Rapid.

“… Then, it… Was it because you were embarrassed to be caught?”
“Oh… Eww… Ugh…”

When asked while glancing at Rapid’s chest, Rapid closed his eyes and nodded slowly.
The problem was found out to be inverted nipples… I was definitely aware of the problem.
There are three solutions… You can get rid of the fact that you have inverted nipples, make you feel ashamed of having inverted nipples, or eliminate the cause of inverted nipples.

If you want to get rid of the fact that you were caught, you have to get rid of me or get rid of my memories, so I can’t.
The second easiest thing to do is to not be ashamed of having inverted nipples.
I said to Rapid with a smile.

“What… It’s okay, it’s just cute.”
“Yes… ?”
“Inverted nipples aren’t weird at all, they’re cute…”
“Hey, Anger?! Me, there… ! Something like that, so casually… That’s it, that’s it… ?!”
“Is that it?”
“Woman, you can’t do that to a girl! I am dying of shame!”
“Inverted nipples… ?”
“Oh! Ah… I really… Why, why did you say… Aaah I must be a real fool… Why…”

Rapid squatted in the dark hallway and buried his face between his knees.
It seems to be more shy than I thought.
Is this something to be ashamed of? .

It wasn’t something to be ashamed of to me, but it seems to be a very serious problem for Rapid.
Letting them know that things are fine as they are right now only stimulates Rapid.
I looked down at Rapid and pondered for a moment before thinking of another method.

“Me too… Being excited about Rapid… I said it even though I was very shy…”
“… Yes?
“Rapid… Do you regret telling me your secret?”

I deliberately averted my gaze from Rapid, putting on a look that clearly showed that I was upset.
Sad thoughts… The thought of dying to Ash… Recalling the memory of when Rapid ignored me, I tried to make it as dark as possible.

“Oh no?! No…That’s not that…”
“Rapid and I are secret friends… ?”
“Uh? That… Right?”
“It’s not like we can tell each other secrets… ?”
“That… That… Place… Uh… ?”

When he mentioned the hypnosis he had placed on Rapid, Rapid tilted his head in bewilderment.
Secret friends are people who tell and share secrets with each other.
So it’s natural to share these secrets, and since you shouldn’t tell others, you don’t have to worry about the secrets spreading.

“Rapid… I guess you don’t believe me…”
“Oh no?!”
“I told you a secret too… Rapid doesn’t want to be secret friends with me…”
“That’s not it!”

Rapid jumped up from his seat in embarrassment.
I put my hand over my mouth and closed my eyes to hide the raised corners of my mouth.
As I trembled as if I was overflowing with upset, Rapid hurriedly grabbed my wrist.

“Ah, Mr. Anger… It’s not… It’s not that I hate it…”
“You hate that I found out that Rapid has inverted nipples…”
“No?! What I don’t like… What I don’t like…”
“No… ?”
“Not… No, I do not want…”

Good… First of all, I got an answer saying that I didn’t hate that Rapid told me that I had inverted nipples.
All that’s left is to make it not just verbal, but genuinely hate it.
I said while glancing at Rapid with a suspicious look.

“You really don’t like it?”
“It’s not that I hate it… Embarrassing… It’s…”
“I kept feeling upset because I thought Rapid hated me so much…”
“Sorry, sorry… Do… You were upset…”
“Even before… I’m not even going to talk…”
“Sorry…”
“Ha…”

I sighed upon hearing Rapid’s sincere apology.
Inevitably, it was a sigh meaning that I liked Rapid and put up with it.
Rapid was startled by my sigh and began to look at me.

“… Please don’t do this again.”
“Yes…”
“What are you not going to do?”
“Yes?! That is… Depression… Nipples… I told Anger… I won’t hate…”
“That and the other… ?”
“The other thing… Anything else… Hey, contact… When I see a text, I reply…”
“Don’t run away just because you’re embarrassed.”
“Yes…”

I guess this is enough…
As expected, it was used on Grape and the effect was verified.
Rapid, spurred on by his guilt and forgiven, became weary as if he had lost his energy.

I smiled contentedly and grabbed Rapid’s wrist.
Exhausted, Rapid grabbed my wrist helplessly and led me to my direction.
Rapid and I walked out of the dark hallway and back into the lobby of the cinema.

“By the way, what about inverted nipples is embarrassing?”

As soon as I got to where the crowd was, I whispered into Rapid’s ear to make sure he was really okay.
Although he blushes when asked about these things, he is not startled like he used to be.
Rapid continued to look around and answered in a low voice so only I could hear him next to me.

“It’s just that it’s not normal…”
“That’s not good… ?”
“Good… All?”
“Because when Rapid gets excited, it shows up right away… It’s so cute…”
“Ahhhhh…”

Even with inverted nipples… When Rapid gets excited, he can’t hide a reaction, so it’s just cute…
As soon as he said his honest impressions, Rapid wet his eyes as if crying and clenched his fists.
I think I know what it’s like to look like you’re going to die of embarrassment.

“That point… I’m ashamed…”
“Are you getting caught getting excited?”
“That, that…”
“It’s okay if I tell you because it’s a secret friend.”
“Oh… Yes eh… That’s the best… I’m ashamed…”

Also… Is Rapid shy about letting me catch you excited?
The lower part stiffens at the strangely excited answer just by hearing it.
I whispered to Rapid as I rode the escalator from the cinema lobby.

“Still… Rapid only shows through when hugged… So don’t be shy…”
“It was obvious… ?”
“Yes?”

While comforting Rapid, I heard a voice about to cry and dropped my face from my ear.
Rapid looked up at me with a face wet with shame and confused eyes.
After thinking about it for a while, I quietly nodded my head, thinking that it would be useless to hide it.

“Aaaaa…”
“Okay, it’s okay… Because it’s cute…”
“Aaaaa… Something like that… No comfort at all…”
“I get excited just holding hands with Rapid, it’s not strange that Rapid does that.”
“Oh… Ugh…”

Rapid covered his face with both hands and whimpered.
Fortunately, when I comforted him, he seems to have calmed down a bit and holds his breath.
Rapid sighed as he got off the escalator and changed to another escalator going downstairs.

“Haaa… I’m sorry… I’ll calm down, it’s okay… That’s fine…”
“Hmm… Yes.”
“Are you okay… Are you okay… Whoa… Whoa…”

Am I really okay… ?
Rapid closed his eyes and made regular breathing sounds, as if meditating.
After calming down for a while, Rapid said to me as he got off the escalator with his eyes closed.

“… Mr. Anger, but I… Is it okay if I ask you just one question?”
“Yes? Yes.”
“I… Cow, if you hold hands… That’s… Isn’t that strange?”
“Cute.”
“No, that’s not it… That’s normal… You know…”

Rapid pointed out to me a very obvious fact.
It is not normal to feel a pleasure that cannot be felt in your hand every time you hold my hand.
I pretended not to know anything.

“It’s not normal… ?”
“That, that… Anger… Mr… ? Uh, excitement… Chart… Not really, just like this… There is no such thing… Did you? The reaction… Because he doesn’t do that… ?”

I understood all of Rapid’s strange words.
This is the question of whether I feel like a pussy even when I am excited, or do I not climax.
Of course, even if I hold your hand, I don’t feel pleasure with it, so I don’t ejaculate.

“I feel good too, I want to join hands with Rapid.”
“Ah… Maybe more… Something that feels really good… ?”
“It feels so good to hold hands with Rapid, I want to keep working with Rapid because it is so attractive.”
“Yes… Yes… That… I see…”
“I’m worried about something… ? You have to keep it a secret from me… ?”
“That’s it, I’m more… Strong thing… Like, stimulation… A little, a lot… So, I’m ashamed…”

Even if you are like me, if you ejaculate every time you hold a woman’s hand, you will be embarrassed to even hold her hand.
I stood still and tilted my head to the side, as if I understood Rapid’s shyness, but I didn’t understand anything.
Rapid averted his gaze in shock when I didn’t seem to understand what he was saying.

“It’s nothing… Please forget…”
“If… Does Rapid feel good when holding hands with me?”
“Oh… Yes yes…”

He didn’t confirm it right away, but when he did not seem to understand, he confirmed it, and Rapid forgot his shame and nodded his head.
Seeing Rapid’s cute reaction, the corner of his mouth kept going up, so I hurriedly covered his mouth with my hand.
He squints his eyes to look like he’s seriously thinking about it.

“Hmm… Rapid, is it your first time holding hands with a man?”
“That… Yes… Hey, it’s my first time… With a man…”
“Then… Could it be that Rapid’s hands are too sensitive because he’s had little contact with men?”
“Yes… ?”