Chapter 44 – Is That Even Possible…? (2)
Pregnancy! Pregnancy!
Of course, pregnancy is great. No matter who I have sex with, my ultimate goal is pregnancy.
From Eun So-young to Jeon Mi-ryeong, my thoughts never changed even while having sex.
The only important thing is…
“Fuck, this is not the time to be thinking about this!”
When Dang Hye-won left crying, I blamed myself for not analyzing the situation properly and immediately ran out of the room.
First, we need to talk. We need to have a proper conversation.
I need to hold her and talk to her…
“There she is!”
Surprisingly, Dang Hye-won was walking unsteadily and couldn’t go far.
I thought it was fortunate and immediately hugged her.
Anyone could see us, but who cares? Right now, taking care of Dang Hye-won was the priority.
As soon as she saw my face, Dang Hye-won started pushing me away while crying.
“Let me go, please… Don’t make me more miserable…”
She was hurt. I would have said I was happy to have my baby, but I said it was impossible. I’m such a fucking idiot.
I need to say something, anything…
“Thank you.”
I said the first thing that came to mind.
Dang Hye-won’s hand, which was pushing me away, stopped.
I spoke improvisationally, saying whatever came to mind.
“I was happy. What Hye-won said. I wanted to meet our baby too.”
Tears formed in Dang Hye-won’s eyes, and she finally hugged my neck and cried silently.
“Yoon… Yoon…”
Her voice calling my name while sobbing was so pitiful.
I’m really sorry. I was thoughtless.
Dang Hye-won’s crying subsided, and I carried her back to my place.
I was a little disoriented too, but no one could have seen us, right? I searched the surroundings, but I didn’t detect anyone passing by.
I can only pray that no one saw us.
I took out a handkerchief and wiped Dang Hye-won’s face, which was covered in tears and snot.
“Come on, cheer up! Cheer up!”
“Huhuhu!”
After wiping her rabbit-like eyes, and blowing her nose, she looked like a little girl.
Maybe it’s because her skin has become prettier recently.
“Why are you laughing?”
“I laughed because you’re cute~ Don’t be mad~”
This time, I made a face that was full of wrinkles. There’s no baby, there’s no baby.
I stopped teasing her and decided to have a serious conversation.
“Well, first of all. I want to say thank you. I also wanted to have a baby with Hye-won.”
And then I started explaining one by one.
Chapter 44 – Is That Even Possible…? (2)
Pregnancy! Pregnancy!
Of course, pregnancy is great. No matter who I have sex with, my ultimate goal is pregnancy.
From Eun So-young to Jeon Mi-ryeong, my thoughts never changed even while having sex.
The only important thing is…
“Fuck, this is not the time to be thinking about this!”
When Dang Hye-won left crying, I blamed myself for not analyzing the situation properly and immediately ran out of the room.
First, we need to talk. We need to have a proper conversation.
I need to hold her and talk to her…
“There she is!”
Surprisingly, Dang Hye-won was walking unsteadily and couldn’t go far.
I thought it was fortunate and immediately hugged her.
Anyone could see us, but who cares? Right now, taking care of Dang Hye-won was the priority.
As soon as she saw my face, Dang Hye-won started pushing me away while crying.
“Let me go, please… Don’t make me more miserable…”
She was hurt. I would have said I was happy to have my baby, but I said it was impossible. I’m such a fucking idiot.
I need to say something, anything…
“Thank you.”
I said the first thing that came to mind.
Dang Hye-won’s hand, which was pushing me away, stopped.
I spoke improvisationally, saying whatever came to mind.
“I was happy. What Hye-won said. I wanted to meet our baby too.”
Tears formed in Dang Hye-won’s eyes, and she finally hugged my neck and cried silently.
“Yoon… Yoon…”
Her voice calling my name while sobbing was so pitiful.
I’m really sorry. I was thoughtless.
Dang Hye-won’s crying subsided, and I carried her back to my place.
I was a little disoriented too, but no one could have seen us, right? I searched the surroundings, but I didn’t detect anyone passing by.
I can only pray that no one saw us.
I took out a handkerchief and wiped Dang Hye-won’s face, which was covered in tears and snot.
“Come on, cheer up! Cheer up!”
“Huhuhu!”
After wiping her rabbit-like eyes, and blowing her nose, she looked like a little girl.
Maybe it’s because her skin has become prettier recently.
“Why are you laughing?”
“I laughed because you’re cute~ Don’t be mad~”
This time, I made a face that was full of wrinkles. There’s no baby, there’s no baby.
I stopped teasing her and decided to have a serious conversation.
“Well, first of all. I want to say thank you. I also wanted to have a baby with Hye-won.”
And then I started explaining one by one.
Dang Hye-won is a married woman, and we haven’t even had sex yet, so it would be problematic if she got pregnant.
But I didn’t want to force her to sleep with her husband just to cover up our mistake.
“So, in my martial arts, there’s a technique called ‘Jung-eo-beop’…”
It’s a special technique that prevents sperm from mixing with the baby.
At my words, Dang Hye-won’s face turned white again.
“No, no. This baby is really Yoon’s baby… Please believe me…”
“I believe you. I never even suspected that you slept with another man besides me, so don’t worry.”
Actually, the fact that we slept together in the first place is adultery, but let’s overlook that. Dang Hye-won is my woman now.
“Anyway, what I want to say is that I didn’t dislike the idea of having a baby with Hye-won.”
“Then…?”
“I was planning to release the technique and have sex with Hye-won after she was mentally prepared and ready to have the baby.”
My mistake was not properly explaining that my joke about getting pregnant was actually a sign of my desire to have a baby.
There was also the mistake of not explaining that part properly.
“What were you planning to do if you had the baby?”
“Anyway, the organization would run smoothly even without me. I was only a presence that controlled them according to my father’s intentions.”
My daughter is already living well on her own, and my husband doesn’t really matter. I planned to live separately from them.
“Wouldn’t your family interfere?”
“…”
Seeing that she didn’t deny it, it seemed like she was thinking that Dang Gaju might become an obstacle.
“Your husband’s hometown is Jeonjang, right? Would it be uncomfortable to have a relationship with them?”
“That’s not a problem.”
She said that she only held hands with them when they were struggling, and that it didn’t matter whether they cut ties or notChapter 44 – Is That Even Possible…? (2)
Pregnancy! Pregnancy!
I always aim for pregnancy, no matter who I have sex with. From Eun So-young to Jeon Mi-ryeong, my thoughts never changed even while having sex.
But right now, I can’t think about that.
“Fuck, I need to focus!”
Dang Hye-won left crying, and I blamed myself for not analyzing the situation properly. I ran out of the room to find her.
We need to talk. We need to have a proper conversation.
I need to hold her and talk to her…
“There she is!”
Dang Hye-won was walking unsteadily and couldn’t go far. I hugged her immediately.
Anyone could see us, but who cares? Right now, taking care of Dang Hye-won was the priority.
As soon as she saw my face, Dang Hye-won started pushing me away while crying.
“Let me go, please… Don’t make me more miserable…”
She was hurt. I would have said I was happy to have my baby, but I said it was impossible. I’m such a fucking idiot.
I need to say something, anything…
“Thank you.”
I said the first thing that came to mind.
Dang Hye-won’s hand, which was pushing me away, stopped.
“I was happy. What Hye-won said. I wanted to meet our baby too.”
Tears formed in Dang Hye-won’s eyes, and she finally hugged my neck and cried silently.
“Yoon… Yoon…”
Her voice calling my name while sobbing was so pitiful.
I’m really sorry. I was thoughtless.
Dang Hye-won’s crying subsided, and I carried her back to my place.
I was a little disoriented too, but no one could have seen us, right? I searched the surroundings, but I didn’t detect anyone passing by.
I can only pray that no one saw us.
I took out a handkerchief and wiped Dang Hye-won’s face, which was covered in tears and snot.
“Come on, cheer up! Cheer up!”
“Huhuhu!”
After wiping her rabbit-like eyes, and blowing her nose, she looked like a little girl.
Maybe it’s because her skin has become prettier recently.
“Why are you laughing?”
“I laughed because you’re cute~ Don’t be mad~”
This time, I made a face that was full of wrinkles. There’s no baby, there’s no baby.
I stopped teasing her and decided to have a serious conversation.
“Well, first of all. I want to say thank you. I also wanted to have a baby with Hye-won.”
And then I started explaining one by one.
Dang Hye-won is a married woman, and we haven’t even had sex yet, so it would be problematic if she got pregnant.
But I didn’t want to force her to sleep with her husband just to cover up our mistake.
“So, in my martial arts, there’s a technique called ‘Jung-eo-beop’…”
It’s a special technique that prevents sperm from mixing with the baby.
At my words, Dang Hye-won’s face turned white again.
“No, no. This baby is really Yoon’s baby… Please believe me…”
“I believe you. I never even suspected that you slept with another man besides me, so don’t worry.”
Actually, the fact that we slept together in the first place is adultery, but let’s overlook that. Dang Hye-won is my woman now.
“Anyway, what I want to say is that I didn’t dislike the idea of having a baby with Hye-won.”
“Then…?”
“I was planning to release the technique and have sex with Hye-won after she was mentally prepared and ready to have the baby.”
My mistake was not properly explaining that my joke about getting pregnant was actually a sign of my desire to have a baby.
There was also the mistake of not explaining that part properly.
“What were you planning to do if you had the baby?”
“Anyway, the organization would run smoothly even without me. I was only a presence that controlled them according to my father’s intentions.”
My daughter is already living well on her own, and my husband doesn’t really matter. I planned to live separately from them.
“Wouldn’t your family interfere?”
“…”
Seeing that she didn’t deny it, it seemed like she was thinking that Dang Gaju might become an obstacle.
“Your husband’s hometown is Jeonjang, right? Would it be uncomfortable to have a relationship with them?”
“That’s not a problem.”
She said that she only held hands with them when they were struggling, and that it didn’t matter whether they cut ties or not.
Right now, just the thought of holding my growing child in my belly makes me so aroused that I feel like I’m going crazy.
Of course, it’s not like I only think about having sex with Botte. Definitely not.
As I placed my hand carefully on Dang Hye-won’s belly, I felt a familiar presence.
Even though the baby hasn’t grown enough to feel anything yet, is it just my imagination?
It didn’t seem like it.
I could faintly feel it, unmistakably. This presence that seems to resemble the power of the Dang clan.
Of course, my power has often wandered around, but it always comes back to my body, and there’s no way that power would remain in Dang Hye-won’s body… or is there?
“It’s there.”
On the second day when I was addicted to the Monghwancho, the moment I came to my senses.
The power of the Dang clan was definitely carried in my semen and entered Dang Hye-won’s body.
If that sperm survived? What if the power carried in that semen helped the sperm survive for a long time?
If that residue is the power I feel now?
At least logically, it makes sense.
“Yoon… is something wrong…?”
As my expression became serious with my hand still on her belly, Dang Hye-won seemed to become anxious again and asked hesitantly.
“It’s nothing. I just have a guess about how our baby was conceived.”
Then Dang Hye-won’s expression brightened. She must have thought that even though I trust her, there might still be some suspicion left.
“Since I can’t say that I know everything about the martial arts I learned, I think I need to confirm with the master.”
“Then let’s go to the master’s house right away…!”
As Dang Hye-won said that, her face suddenly frowned as if she remembered who the master was. I gently stroked her furrowed brow.
Oh no, thinking about the master is not good for prenatal education.
“You don’t like the master?”
“Yoon doesn’t know…”
It turns out that the master was a virgin killer who once ruled the entire martial arts world.
There was no way to stop the master from targeting pretty virgins, so at that time, the Jo-hon was popular.
For a woman with an indecent body, the name “Blood Mare” was on everyone’s lips.
Master… I’m ashamed of my disciple…
“I’ll ask the master when I have a chance later. It’s not urgent anyway…”
Dang Hye-won nodded her head and suddenly let out a sigh of relief.
“I’m glad. It’s my first child and I thought you didn’t like it…”
“…”
“Why?”
Come to think of it, I didn’t mention it.
“Hye-won, don’t be surprised and listen, I’m already…”
Did Eun So-young get pregnant too?
Eun So-young lay alone in the bedroom she used to share with her husband, gently stroking her belly.
Since receiving confirmation of her pregnancy from the doctor she secretly visited, she had been taking time to rest like this several times a day.
In about a month, her belly would start to show.
She had already secured a place to live and her subordinates were gradually taking over her duties, so she was preparing to leave smoothly.
Fortunately, her daughter-in-law, Jong-ri-so-so, was learning quickly, and in about two weeks, she would be able to take over as the hostess without any problems.
Thanks to her daughter-in-law’s management of the kitchen staff, Eun So-young could rest comfortably.
Although she was still young and had a lot of work to do, since the incident in Sachun, the Gosols didn’t bother her when she took a break.
Except for her two accident-prone sons.
“Mother!”
“You idiot, your mother is resting!”
The twins, who were almost twenty years old, still acted like children.
They were very different from their well-raised older brother. Was it a mistake to indulge the youngest ones?
Eun So-young smiled and opened her mouth.
“What’s the matter, Chang-ah, Hong-ah?”
“Mother, listen. A messenger from the Muhlimmaeng has arrived…”
Namgoong Hong, who became Eun So-young’s younger brother due to a mistake, handed her a crumpled letter.
“Kuryongjaengpae… an invitation…?”
“The invitation came directly from the Muhlimmaeng! And only to Brother Chang!”
“So, isn’t it because this brother is better than you and asked the Muhlimmaeng to invite him?”
The argument between the two sons, who always fought like cats and dogs, was nothing new, and Eun So-young carefully read the contents of the letter.
‘Regarding the recent unfortunate incident…’
Originally, Kuryongjaengpae did not issue invitations.
Many people wanted the honor of being a Kuryong, and the Muhlimmaeng only notified the time and place of the event, without requiring attendance.
However, the fact that some of the later generation members, including Namgoong Chang, were recommended to attend, suggested that the Muhlimmaeng had the recent Blood Demon Incident in mind.
Reading the letter, Eun So-young could see what the Muhlimmaeng was planning.
Namgoong Chang was one of the Blood Demons.
For now, his reputation as the best Blood Demon would be emphasized, and he might even receive admiration from those who were recognized by the Blood Demons as being among their ranks.
But as time passed, there would undoubtedly be more and more suspicion.
(Why did they let those guys go unharmed? Aren’t the Blood Demons one of the most wicked factions in the Four Factions?)
(They must have sworn loyalty to the Blood Demons, right?)
(Even if that’s not the case, they might have been evil enough to be sent back on foot!)
There was no end to the suspicions. Leaving them alone would bring no benefit.
Moreover, the Blood Demons were just a speculation among the saints, and the Blood Demons themselves left no words to them.
It was more likely that the purpose was to cover up their existence with the name of the newly selected Kuryong.
If they were married or became forty years old, the existing Kuryong would be replaced, and a new Kuryong would be selected through a battle for the Kuryong title.
There were six vacant Kuryong positions at the moment, which was enough to divert the attention of the saints.
“Upper Sky…”
She wondered if Kang Yoon would appear.
Kang Yoon, who was rapidly improving her skills, might have reached the level to aim for the Kuryong title by now.
However, she soon realized that it would be difficult to meet Kang Yoon on her side.
Would Namgoong’s widow, who had been pregnant for quite some time since losing her husband, attend the Kuryong battle with her swollen belly?
It was something that couldn’t be done without being prepared for the criticism of the saints.
“Our baby… misses her dad, right?”
Eun So-young stroked her belly with an affectionate touch, careful not to be caught by her sons who were still arguing in front of her.