Chapter 3 – Her Secret

Normally, I wouldn’t have noticed that those sneakers were identical to the masturbating woman’s sneakers.

That’s right, I’m not a pervert with a foot fetish, and I’m not a crazy person who only stares at people’s feet on any given day.

I’m a childhood friend who I’ve known for 15 years, but today was the first time I found out that he wears sneakers like that.

The only reason I noticed.

I came after watching my favorite masturbating girl just a moment ago.

Because the camera filming her masturbating was placed on the floor, her sneakers were caught in detail by the camera.

The memory of her masturbating and urinating all over herself at the end is still vivid.

I couldn’t help but notice Seo Jin-ah’s sneakers at a glance.

‘Oh no way∙∙∙∙∙∙.’

So, does that mean that the urine on the side of the sneakers is Seo Jin-ah’s urine?

Didn’t that happen because the dog stepped on urine while passing by on the street?

‘That can’t be possible∙∙∙∙∙∙.’

Although it was a ridiculous imagination, Seo Jin-ah’s sneakers were very similar to her masturbating girl’s sneakers.

Moreover, Seo Jin-ah’s reaction was that she stuttered when I became interested in sneakers.

It was a situation where I couldn’t help but be suspicious.

So does this really mean that Seo Jin-ah films herself masturbating outdoors and she likes to watch it alone at home?

I can assure you that it is not me.

‘I’m a girl who doesn’t even date men in the first place∙∙∙.’

If her sexual desire had built up to that level, it would have been normal for her to relieve it by meeting a man.

It’s awkward to say it out loud, but Seo Jin-ah was quite pretty.

She is walking down the street with Seo Jin-ah, and she has seen a man asking for her number more than once.

It was funny to see people attacking me because they couldn’t even see me next to me, but I wasn’t her boyfriend either. What. It didn’t matter.

Then there was only one possibility left.

‘Does he like me∙∙∙?’

She is like that because Seo Jin-ah likes me.

In fact, my name was included in most of the videos of masturbating women.

My name is desperately sought with a tingling voice and dirty words.

If the target was really me.

‘Seo Jin-ah likes me. I actually treat him with no interest. So she had a built up sexual desire and she released it by masturbating outdoors ∙∙∙?’

It unfolds like this.

It was a development you would see in some B-grade pornographic story.

‘I’m not in my right mind either∙∙∙∙∙∙.’

How can a person change so much after not seeing a woman for three months?

How on earth did I survive, having been single for 20 years?

In the first place, it is rude to compare Seo Jin-ah with a woman with a heavenly body like a masturbator.

Breasts that are large but don’t sag, and a slim waist. Even the bent silence followed.

No place could compare to Seo Jin-ah’s body.

For a moment, I scan the body of Seo Jin-ah, who is standing in front of me.

‘∙∙∙∙∙∙Hmm.’

Out of my mind.

Are you okay?

Maybe it was my first time seeing her body because I always talked to her just by looking at her face.

Even when I was in middle school, I think her breasts were similar to mine. When did it get so big?

It wasn’t just my breasts that got bigger. So did the size of her hips and thighs.

However, the waist has not grown and is still the same as before.

Perhaps because it was the only place where bare skin was exposed, it seemed even thinner.

“What! “I won’t show you!”

Seo Jin-ah seemed to think that my gaze was scanning her body and that I was trying to steal her shoes, so she took a step back and walked away from me.

Then she went into the bathroom, hid her sneakers somewhere, and came out into the living room.

‘There were definitely a lot of suspicious things∙∙∙.’

No.

I guess I’m imagining things in vain.

I gave up thinking any more.

I couldn’t turn my best friend into a crazy pervert who goes out at night to masturbate when I have no hard evidence.

Although Seo Jin-ah looks similar to the masturbating girl I saw.

‘It must be someone else.’

That’s how I tied it.

Even if I continued her suspicions, I couldn’t even ask her if the masturbating girl I saw was actually you.

Even though we were close enough to watch porn together, I was embarrassed to ask if the person in the porn was you.

Besides, does Seo Jin-ah, who treats me rudely every day, like me?

That made the most sense.

The word romance didn’t fit between us. For that word to suit you, you should have dated him a long time ago.

We’ve known each other not for a day or two, but for 15 years.

There were ample opportunities to express one’s feelings.

I chalked it up to our usual bickering and turned my attention to the computer.

While Seo Jin-ah and I were bickering, the game matching had been decided, so there was only the game standby screen on the monitor.

I guess it was automatically submerged because I didn’t press accept for matching.

Seo Jin-ah watched me silently as I tried to match again without thinking.

It was as if a corner of her heart was being stabbed somehow.

***

“Karyu.”

“What are you carrying around? “What did you do?”

“You didn’t do anything either.”

“At least I’m better than you.”

Before we knew it, the moon had risen and it was past midnight.

At my house, there was Hyunwoo Lee and I playing a game with an empty chicken box.

The game had just ended.

The results screen showed victory, but our score was miserable.

[King Jjang Gina] 1/10/2
[Il Hyun-woo, not Lee Hyun-woo] 0/8/6

My score: 1/10/2.

This means that you captured enemy number 1, died to enemy number 10, and helped team number 2 catch the enemy.

A score like something from the trolls I always loathe.

We were given a bus ride by the rest of the team.

In fact, those who won all day were like that.

Normally, I would always carry in this tier, but today I made many mistakes and couldn’t concentrate.

“At least have a chat to say thank you to your team members.”

“Why me?”

“∙∙∙Do you have no conscience?”

Lee Hyun-woo looks at me as if I am pathetic as I shamelessly push myself forward.

That guy is the culprit that prevented me from concentrating on the game.

‘I suddenly became obsessed with sneakers∙∙∙.’

Because of that, I became impatient and made a lot of mistakes.

Hyunwoo Lee, who normally never talked about everyday things, suddenly became interested in the sneakers I washed.

I think he probably did it to make fun of me after seeing the dirty sneakers on the sides, but I felt a little bit annoyed.

‘Why can’t those traces be erased∙∙∙.’

I guess I should have taken it to a laundromat instead of washing it at home.

I tried to do it alone because I was embarrassed that it might be found out. It seemed like a mistake.

‘I wanted to show you how to carry∙∙∙.’

Hyunwoo Lee That guy only praises me when he plays games with me.

There was nothing more thrilling than hearing people react in amazement to my play right next to me.

This is the only time I can be like an older sister to Lee Hyeon-woo, who knows me like a boy!

That’s why I’m intentionally lowering my score when he’s not around. I don’t think I can drop it anymore so I’ll end up in the same score range as him.

Then that guy Hyunwoo Lee will be so arrogant and make fun of me.

‘∙∙∙∙∙∙I can’t leave it like that.’

After Hyunwoo Lee leaves, I need to raise my score by this morning.

I have to go into extreme game mode and raise it to a level where that bastard can’t catch me.

Of course, there is something to do before that.

“Are you going now?”

“I have to go. It’s already 2 o’clock. Hmm∙∙∙”

Lee Hyeon-woo leaned against the backrest, yawned sleepily, rubbed his eyes, and left my house.

“Good night. I’m going.”

“Uh.”

“Don’t think about me when you sleep.”

“∙∙∙What do you say? Go away.”

He made a joke and gave his middle finger to Lee Hyun-woo, who was entering the house next door.

Soon the door closed and I was alone in the house, so I slumped down on my computer desk and lowered my head.

And then he mutters to himself.

“Why don’t you think about something when Ji comes out as she pleases∙∙∙.”

From Lee Hyun-woo’s point of view, it may have been something he said as a joke without any meaning, but it was different for me.

If you can forget it, it was him that appeared in your dreams.

Maybe it was because I imagined it so much when I was alone, but the content of my dreams with Lee Hyun-woo was the same.

A sweet, pink romance.

I am becoming stiff, not knowing what to do when I see that he does not treat me like a friend, but like a lover.

But it was fake.

It’s just a dream that disappears with time.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙Bastard.”

I don’t know how long I will have to hide this feeling.

My heart was that I could never say anything even if I wanted to.

I like my best friend, not just anyone else, but my childhood friend of 15 years.

Moreover, I know that Lee Hyun-woo has little interest in me as a woman.

Even though I was tempted to wear short, tight clothes every day, I didn’t even bother to wear it.

‘It’s 2 o’clock in the morning∙∙∙.’

If a man and a woman are up to this point, shouldn’t she do something?

You know what!

What should I say∙∙∙.

That’s it. That!

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

My face turns red when I think of the words I can’t even say in my heart.

My easy-going personality only partially worked.

When teasing Lee Hyeon-woo, she spoke out loud as if she had a motor, but when she tried to talk about the relationship between men and women, she couldn’t stop talking.

She was so embarrassed that she couldn’t say those words.

The only way to say things that I couldn’t say when she was in front of me was to say them when I was alone.

And that’s only when you’re not out of your mind, but only when you’re extremely excited.

As a daily habit, I opened the SNS app on my computer.

Recommended posts fill the monitor screen.

Among them, click on my profile to display only the posts I have posted.

“Let’s watch something today∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

As I scroll down, I see a lot of posts that are marked as locked.

Most of them are video posts with a picture of a naked woman as a thumbnail.

All of those pictures were of me naked.

Originally, you weren’t supposed to post anything pornographic here.

What do you think?

Arranging them like this was easier to see and choose from than just storing them in a folder.

It was a secret message so there was no way anyone would see it.

I scrolled back up to the top.

A video posted just yesterday.

Play the video and enjoy it for a while.

[Hmm∙∙∙ Hyunwoo∙∙∙ Hyeon∙∙∙ Hyunwoo∙∙∙]

A moaning sound that tickles your ears just by hearing it.

[Hehe∙∙∙ Now∙∙∙ Put your dick∙∙∙∙∙∙∙ H∙∙∙∙ Hua∙∙∙!]

In the video, he was masturbating while thinking about his childhood friend who lived next door.

Seeing me spitting out such inappropriate thoughts,

“You bastard∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

The bottom is soggy.

My left hand automatically touches my crotch.

As I was watching the video while rubbing my soft pussy flesh, I saw myself climaxing in no time.

The day I took that photo was because I hadn’t masturbated for a few days, so I was already very hot.

[Off ∙∙∙∙!!!]

I put my finger in my mouth and suppressed the orgasm.

After shaking and convulsing for a while, I sat down on the floor and peed.

Reflected in the streetlight, I could see the yellow liquid soaking my shoes.

‘It was really great back then∙∙∙∙∙∙.’

My first attempt at outdoor masturbation was successful.

Until now, the only place I had been exposed to was the rooftop of my apartment, but this was the first time I tried masturbating on the street.

The anxiety of what if someone catches me… Turned into a sense of immorality and made my body go into heat.

I was so excited that I was urinating without even realizing it. I’ve said it all.

I’m reliving that erotic moment. I once again wanted to masturbate outdoors.

“Should we do it outside today too∙∙∙.”

Before I knew it, I was already wearing my coat.

He takes out the sneakers he had hidden in the bathroom and puts them on so that Hyunwoo Lee can’t see them.

I did catch it with a yellow stain on the side, though.

‘Because I’m going to be buried today anyway∙∙∙.’

It didn’t really matter.

After that, you can take it to the laundromat and they will take care of it.

Feeling at ease, I took my phone and went outside.

No one knows. To enjoy a deviation that only I know about.