Chapter 45 – A Masturbation Friend, Not a Girlfriend

For a moment, my face went blank.

Lee Hyeon-woo’s words come out of nowhere.

The one thing he said when he saw me and asked me to go out with him.

As I was hearing those words that I never thought I would hear in this life, I began to question whether I had heard correctly.

Hyunwoo Lee.

Lee Hyun-woo, who treated me like a man, let alone a woman.

You’re asking me out.

‘∙∙∙Is it a dream?’

It seemed like that.

This couldn’t be reality.

This man is kissing me. It must be the pillow I hugged and slept on.

What’s inside the pussy. It’s probably not Hyunwoo Lee’s cock, it’s a dildo.

I have this dream because I fell asleep while masturbating. All of this is just fake.

I was so dazed that I couldn’t even think of moving my tongue. Hyunwoo Lee’s face fell as he was kissing me.

“What. “Why are you doing this?”

“∙∙∙That. That. Ugh∙∙∙ you. “You∙∙∙”

“Is it because you asked me out?”

Looks like he forgot how to speak. When he saw me making only a groaning sound, his hand stroked my head as if it was cute.

As his fingers brushed through my hair, I felt something reassuring.

It’s reassuring at the same time. My heart is pounding loudly.

“What am I? “Am I really doing this because I want to date you?”

“∙∙∙That. Then∙∙∙”

“I told you. He told me to be his girlfriend again today. “Isn’t that why you asked me out?”

Hearing his voice say it as if it were obvious. My swollen heart sank in an instant.

‘That’s right∙∙∙’

This time, I was told to pretend to be his girlfriend just to make masturbation fun.

Because there’s nothing worse than acting like a girlfriend when it comes to clinging to each other and having sex.

It’s not that people like Soon-ae for no reason. That’s because it’s that good.

I felt foolish for believing, even for a moment, that what he said was true.

In the end, what I heard was: It was just an illusion like a dream.

“Or not. “What? Do you really have feelings for me?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙Huh?”

“Not like this slave act or anything like that. “Do you really like me?”

As I was feeling sad alone, Lee Hyeon-woo said something strange again.

Words that ask about my true feelings.

Before confessing. Asking what the other person thinks. Those are the words.

“∙∙∙I don’t know if I can say this.”

Meanwhile, Lee Hyun-woo drags his next words.

The gaze that was looking directly at me just a moment ago is slightly turned to the side. He let me know that he was embarrassed to say this.

The color of your cheeks is not bright red from excitement. It was red from shame.

“I am. As long as you like it. “That∙∙∙∙∙∙”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

Lee Hyun-woo hesitated for a while. Finally, he spit out the words.

“∙∙∙When you want. “I can do at least stay by your side.”

“∙∙∙What is that? “It was always like that!”

“∙∙∙Do I have to say that out of my mouth for you to understand?”

Take a sigh and stop the tempo. Soon his mouth opens.

I can hear his whispers.

“∙∙∙Not acting like this. “I can make you a real boyfriend.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙!”

A real boyfriend.

The meaning of this word was clearer than any other.

It meant that he liked me.

‘∙∙∙∙∙∙Really?’

You like me?

Hyunwoo Lee?

Oh no way. It doesn’t make sense.

But what I heard now was his clear confession.

‘Uh. What should I do∙∙∙?’

Actually being put in this situation, I had a hard time finding the words to respond.

In my head, I often had delusions of becoming a lover and having a sweet relationship with him.

But that’s just a picture of our daily lives after we’ve already started dating. I didn’t picture the scene of me receiving a confession myself.

Because I knew better than anyone else.

That Hyunwoo Lee doesn’t have feelings for me.

But what? I thought that I was the one who knew his heart best. It was just an illusion.

That facial expression and that tone of voice.

Looking at that, it was clear that Hyunwoo Lee had feelings for me.

Similar to me. It’s hard to say with your mouth. A warm and affectionate heart.

He is. My childhood friend of 15 years. My unrequited love is.

Now he had me in his heart.

I wonder if he has finally seen the side of me that he couldn’t see while we were fighting each other.

Even though his eyes weren’t looking at me, his heart was looking straight at me.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

Given that fact, I didn’t know how to deal with him.

Can I just say let’s date here?

Can this relationship change so easily?

Just playing as a slave. We used each other’s bodies as masturbation devices to have sex.

Can you become flirty lovers in an instant?

To these numerous questions. The answer was fixed.

“∙∙∙What. What. “Don’t talk nonsense.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙?”

“∙∙∙It’s me. Are you doing this to make fun of me when I confess? You don’t like me! “Do you think you like me because I played Master?”

The answer is. It’s still too early.

“It’s really funny. Hey. Don’t get me wrong. “You’re just my biological dildo?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“∙∙∙I. This is because I want to soothe my pussy. “I don’t have any feelings for you?”

While replying with a blunt refusal. I scream in despair inside.

‘∙∙∙∙∙∙You stupid bitch!’

The person I like confesses to me. I can’t even accept that feeling.

I felt resentful of myself.

Let me give you a few excuses for not receiving a confession.

First, if we start dating like this. It’s not that he likes me for some reason. It seemed like he was asking me out because he liked my body.

Of course, I have known for a long time that Lee Hyun-woo likes my body, but∙∙∙

Still, the feelings I felt were on a completely different level between what I liked in general and what I liked while dating.

He had to be able to tell me that he liked me other than when he was having sex with me.

However, unless you are in a situation like now where your mind is dominated by sexual desire while having sex. Should he tell me he likes me?

The answer was no.

It’s nonsense to say you like it. He is the one who will make fun of me and say things like, ‘Do you want to hear that from me?’

And secondly∙∙∙

‘∙∙∙∙∙∙.’

What is the second reason?

Actually, there is no reason.

I know that all my thoughts are useless excuses.

If you like each other, you can just date and fuck. You might ask, why are we making such a fuss about masturbating each other like this?

I soon got used to this relationship.

While being friends with Lee Hyeon-woo. A relationship that relieves sexual desire by masturbating together.

Aka masturbation friend.

He helps me masturbate. It became a daily routine for me to help him masturbate.

Not yet for us. There was no room for real sex.

And. Putting aside all this noise. There was only one concern.

‘Even if we are dating. If I break up with him∙∙∙’

Even imagining the future was bleak.

I mustered up the courage to accept his confession. In the end, it’s an ending where they break up.

If that happens. I felt like I would regret today’s decision forever.

We’re not even dating yet. Although it may seem ridiculous to worry about this. It was a serious matter for me.

‘As long as I don’t see him anymore.’

Wouldn’t it be better to remain as a masturbation friend?

Should I go out with this person and take the risk of breaking up?

Of course, it would be great if we started dating, but I would also treat her with a lot of childish behavior that I haven’t been able to show off in a while.

‘Even now, sometimes people treat me like a child∙∙∙’

For now, I decided to settle for reality.

At least today. Let’s just think about masturbation today.

Anyway, Hyunwoo Lee likes me now. Because it’s not too late for me to confess later.

That’s how I organized my mind.

“Hurry up and fuck me. “Human dildo bastard.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

When he sees Hyunwoo Lee, he speaks harshly and urges him to masturbate quickly.

Such complicated concerns. It didn’t suit me.

Why am I saying this when I look at myself? Because I was a pervert girl obsessed with sexy things.

Of course, I only did this in front of him. Where would a woman be like this to her boyfriend?

This was possible because he was a pervert like me.

So I wanted to hurry up and masturbate.

Don’t let me think that he likes me. He wanted to pound inside me.

I’m not yet ready to truly speak my mind. It was impossible except when I climaxed alone while daydreaming.

“∙∙∙Put your lips out while fucking me. “Because I’m going to kiss you.”

When Lee Hyun-woo kissed him earlier, he pressed his head as hard as he could, wanting to mix his tongue, which he was too embarrassed to mix.

Waiting for you to kiss me quickly.

Although he always grumbled and acted hateful toward me. Because I was kind deep down.

Same thing with my first experience last time. He was the person who always thought of me first.

So even now. He was the one I thought would follow my touch and kiss me.

“Nope?”

“∙∙∙Huh?”

This time you didn’t listen to me.

“You. “You like me.”

“∙∙∙Uh. Uh?”

“Why aren’t you talking? I showed you my whole heart. “Why are you hiding yourself?”

I desperately pulled on his neck, wanting to kiss him, but he didn’t pull me in.

He just stood still and got angry at me with a static face.

Like I know his heart well. He already knows how I feel.

The question is, why are you rejecting me?

I was speechless because I had nothing to say to that question.

“Answer me. “Are you going to date me?”

“∙∙∙∙∙Huh?”

“Don’t you know how to speak? Or do you not want to talk about it?”

∙∙∙What is it?

Is this an unexpected development?

If I refuse, shouldn’t he just give up and think it’s not his time yet?

Why are you suddenly hitting me like a bulldozer?

Watching Hyunwoo Lee actively push forward, many question marks were created in my head.

He doesn’t really have that kind of personality. I’m not the type of person who hits on women like that.

He seemed like he was desperate to have me.

“∙∙∙It comes out like this.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“Okay. “Let’s see how long you can keep your mouth shut.”

Hyunwoo Lee seemed to have made up his mind, he removed his upper body that was close to me, sat down on the bed, and looked down at me lying down.

A cold, yet sad expression on the other side.

He looked at me with that expression for a while, then turned my lying body around.

“∙∙∙Now. For a moment! Haaaaa∙∙∙!!”

“What are you waiting for? “Be prepared.”

My body is turned with the dick inserted. His bulging glans crushes the inside of the vagina.

The vaginal wall folds unexpectedly, giving me an exhilarating feeling of pleasure as I remain still.

“Until you tell me you like me. “Because I won’t stop.”

With my butt slightly lifted. His cock fucking me from behind.

He has perfect posture. Soon it started to bother me.

Even after confessing. They still scold me for not telling me what I really feel.

For a moment he turns into my master again.

Sigh—!

My tight ass makes a squeaky sound as he strokes me.

Moderate pain and stinging pain. It came to me as happiness.

The pleasure that comes when my pussy clenches around his cock in surprise.

A moan comes out naturally from the drug-like pleasure.

“Kwaaaaang∙∙∙!!”

My mind is becoming more and more insane from the sexual pleasure.

Taking advantage of the confusion, I try to unlock my inner thoughts.

It makes me want to say that I like him.