Chapter 52 – Confession

Shoot ah—

I wash my dirty body under the pouring stream of water.

I can hear the sound of a washing machine spinning next to me.

My pants, which had been soaked in Seo Jin-ah’s urine, were in the washing machine.

These pants are expensive, so you can’t get urine or anything on them. I can’t believe I’m in such a situation.

I don’t have the courage to look at these pants.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

As I was staring blankly at the washing machine, I suddenly remembered what had just happened.

The crazy things I did to get confirmation from Seo Jin-ah that I wanted to date her.

Why not take her naked out into the hallway and make her pee there? Doesn’t she have violent sex in the elevator?

None of this was something anyone in their right mind would do.

But even though I knew that the things I did were perverts that Seo Jin-ah would do, why did she ask me to do it with her?

No, rather, it was something I wanted to do first.

Since she was my childhood friend, I guess I’ve become influenced by her tastes.

If not, did she do such a foolish thing because she wanted to get closer to her?

Among them, my heart was saying the latter.

Because when I lost control of her, all she said was that she liked her.

“Seo Jin-ah is my girlfriend∙∙∙?”

To be honest, it was just a remark made out of anger.

Even though she likes me, she just hides it and doesn’t express it at all, which is disgusting. Without even realizing it, I realized her confession.

I didn’t want to remain in this awkward relationship any longer.

Her relationship with her where she just has a crush on me, takes advantage of her, and just stays as her friend.

I didn’t want to be in that kind of relationship.

If it is true that Seo Jin-ah feels this way because she does not want to see her hurt, then it is also true that I like her as well.

If her desire to care for you is because she is more important to you than anything else, then what is this other than a crush?

“Now what should I say when I see your face∙∙∙”

It was true that she liked her, but what was bigger than that was the feeling of embarrassment.

First we said we liked each other, but after that we had nothing to say.

For 15 years, we only talked about criticizing each other, and we never had a conversation about caring for the other person.

She wasn’t confident in her that I would treat her like my girlfriend.

Even so.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙I already ordered it.”

Until a few minutes ago, we were having sex like animals, screaming that we liked each other.

I couldn’t go back to how it never happened.

Since we decided to date, I had to become her boyfriend.

Even if it was just a remark made because I was frustrated with her hesitating alone. I had to take responsibility for those words.

Besides, Seo Jin-ah isn’t the only one who has a crush on me anymore.

I had to stay by his side even more.

Widely.

Turn off the shower by turning off the faucet, dry yourself, and get dressed.

The only thing she has eaten is her pussy juice, but she also brushes her teeth again and is clean and ready to go see her.

I don’t know what I’ll be doing when I go there, but I still have to prepare.

I put on casual clothes, left my room, and knocked on the door next door.

Seo Jin-ah lives there. Right next door.

Smart.

Normally she would have yelled at him to come out quickly, but since it was night and it would be noisy, she only knocked lightly.

She knocked and waited for a while but there was no news from her.

“∙∙∙Sleeping?”

The clock was already showing 3 am.

No matter how sleepless she was at night, she used up a lot of her stamina today. She was so tired that she almost collapsed.

So I gave up and turned around to go back to my house.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙Why.”

The door opened at an angle and Seo Jin-ah appeared with only her face sticking out.

Did she take a shower with me too? Her appearance is neater than before.

“∙∙∙∙∙∙Why are you calling me? You idiot.”

“Seojin.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙What.”

She just called her name, but her face became increasingly red.

Just a little while ago she seemed drunk and she was the one who had been talking to me, but after coming to her senses in the shower, she seemed to regret her past comments.

Before having sex. She was the one who kept her heart to herself, even when she climaxed outdoors.

Now that she was wearing all her clothes, her heart would have been locked again.

Still, I had to say it.

Our ambiguity. In a relationship where we only help each other with masturbation.

To develop into a romantic relationship.

“∙∙∙That. “Are we dating now?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“∙∙∙Please answer me. “Why am I even saying this?”

Seojin only purses her lips when I ask for a clear answer.

The blush that started from her cheeks soon became red enough to cover her entire face, and even her ears became red.

Bang!

Then she suddenly closes the door to her house.

“∙∙∙Hey!”

I kept knocking on the door to call Seo Jin-ah, who didn’t want to answer and was hiding.

I keep standing in front of her house, calling her, and knocking on her door until she opens it.

A persistent expression of intention to never leave this place until an answer is given.

So she reluctantly shows her face again.

“∙∙∙What. “I’m not dating you.”

Seo Jin-ah expressed her refusal in a transparent tone of voice.

As I look at her restored to her original state again, a sigh comes out of me.

“What if we don’t date now? Are you going to keep avoiding me like this?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“You don’t like that either.”

“∙∙∙No. “What do you know about my heart?”

“At least if you didn’t like me, you wouldn’t have asked me to help you masturbate.”

That wasn’t all.

She masturbates while imagining me every day. Take a video of it. Watching it again, I realized she was a masturbation addict who was masturbating again.

And all those moments. There was a picture of me in her head.

“I know why you avoid me. “Am I here because I want to meet you?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“I feel the same way. Let’s just pretend today never happened. “I just want to be childhood friends?”

“∙∙∙Then.”

“Then. “What about you?”

I interrupt her as she tries to argue with me and say what I have to say.

“Like last time again. Masturbate while calling my name in the park?”

“∙∙∙That. They said they didn’t see it then! “I’m masturbating!”

“I’m sorry to see you. “Anyway, you like me.”

Now is the time to unlock your heart. I say.

“How long ago did I stop seeing you as a woman? That’s right. Am I doing this now? “It could be that he got so consumed by sexual desire while having sex with you that he only wants to hang out with you today.”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“So if you feel cold. I’m afraid he might ask me to break up. “Isn’t that scary?”

Seo Jin-ah was doubting my heart.

I can’t say anything about this. From her perspective, she had enough to think like that.

It’s been 15 years. For all those years, she had been in a relationship with each other, let alone the woman she liked. Even if other people tell her that they are lovers, it will never happen. I was the one who nailed it every day.

She suddenly changes so quickly and asks me to go out with her. For her part, she couldn’t help but be suspicious.

If. I started dating him right away because he said he liked me, but then we broke up after fighting over something trivial. Because it was obvious that I wouldn’t even be able to see her face.

I’ve had it in my heart for over ten years. Because I didn’t want the ending to end like a momentary dream.

“Aren’t you afraid of me? Even though I was scared. “Isn’t that because I don’t want to keep living like this?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

“I wonder if someone is not a mother-in-law. “Jjindati is so scary.”

“∙∙∙What do you say? Why am I so stupid? “You’re the idiot.”

“How many men are there in the world? Because I stupidly only like one guy, I’m calling him a jerk. “It’s not like I was in elementary school, but I think of love as a novel.”

“∙∙∙Shut up.”

As I started teasing him subtly, Seojin got excited and started fuming.

Still, this was a conversation that only I could engage in one-sidedly.

In this regard, I still have some experience.

“Anyway. I don’t know what it is like for you. “I don’t want to be left like this, right?”

“∙∙∙I don’t want to stay, so what should I do? “I’m not going out with you?”

“Then you don’t mind if we don’t do anything dirty together in the future?”

“∙∙∙∙∙∙.”

Starting today, we started masturbating together. My threat that sex is over now.

“To be honest. I told you that you liked me, so I hung out with you all this time. “If you leave me like this, I don’t want to do anything dirty with you.”

“∙∙∙I don’t want to do it with you either.”

“What’s wrong with not wanting to do it? “I climax every time he says he likes me in the elevator.”

“∙∙∙I didn’t do it!”

“And at the end, someone came downstairs and was going down the elevator, and they made a fuss because I didn’t give them a kiss∙∙∙.”

“∙∙∙No!”

Seo Jin-ah is about to die of shame as she recites the things she did when she was out of her mind.

I wonder if a beanbag was put on me too. Even the way he got angry seemed cute and made me laugh.

“It’s done. In fact, I knew you would refuse no matter what I did.”

“∙∙∙But why are you doing this here? Am I sleeping well? So get out!”

“Then let’s do it this way. “You said you didn’t want to date, right?”

At the same time, I was caught in a bean bag. I decided to tell it like this.

Seo Jin-ah now. Even though her face was just peeking out in the dark hallway, she looked more beautiful than ever.

I felt like my sincerity would come out in my words now.

“∙∙∙Okay. I’m not dating right now. “If you’re going to date, a little later∙∙∙”

“Then.”

I ignored her repeated attempts to put it off and said what I had to say.

“Marry me.”

Because if you date, you might break up. He asked me to get married, which was a slightly more serious promise.

To her who is doubting whether my feelings are real. She said something to get Deokji out of any doubt.

I ask you to stay by my side forever.