Chapter 1 – My House.

Jiwoo Kim. 22 years old.

Sgt. It is the name of the person who came out to the outside world again on vacation in his later years, and it is me.
There was a lot of talk and a lot of trouble, but I think I will be discharged safely without any injuries.

“At las…”

My parents are at work, so my house is empty. Nothing has changed, but since it’s been a while, I feel a sense of emptiness.
After saying hello that I had been to empty space, I entered my room and prepared for a sacred ceremony.
He quickly threw off his combat uniform. It’s become a digital tee and panties wind, but I’m not ashamed of my clothes. Because it was gold for two months.
I hurriedly sat down in front of my computer.

[CPU: Ryzen 3 3700X]
[RAM: 32GB]
[GPU: RTX 2060 Super]

Specs of my computer. There is only admiration for the performance that is on a different level from the four regions. It wasn’t that I couldn’t use it at all, but my home computer was still the best. I am also using a 21:9 monitor.

Whoops.

The computer turns on with a beating heart and the RGB LED on the cooler catches my eye. Perhaps my parents used it occasionally, but it was surprisingly clean.
A clean desktop and the icons of installed games. Updating these alone will take time, but before that, there is work to be done.
Quench the desire. It’s the first thing you do anywhere, anytime.

“It’s still there.”

A record of the sites visited so far. KakaoTalk records are deleted, but not as much as this.
I went to the site I usually enjoyed and found the video right away.
It seemed to be telling me to prepare the toilet paper quickly.

[Haaaaang-!]

It’s been a while since I’ve seen you, but it’s no joke. Again, sexual desire can never be tolerated voluntarily. There is only illness or compulsory abstinence by one’s will. Or that hormones are produced less as we get older.
Anyway, I need to get rid of the worries in my head and organize my luggage–

─Padopa Midora Sol↘Padopa Mipa Sol↗Pado♬

The call always comes in the best of times. It was from my mother.

“Hello.”
[Oh yes. Did you arrive at your house?]
“Uh. I’m tidying up.”
[Is your sister here?]
“…Sister?”

I have one older sister. She is a 24-year-old older sister with a two-year age difference from me, and I haven’t heard from her about what she’s doing now after graduating from college.

“Didn’t you come?”

My sister goes up to Seoul and lives on her own. I also went up for a while because of college, but I couldn’t talk to my older sister at that time because I wasn’t very close. Maybe they’ve been awkward with each other since then.

[Okay? You said you would come down today. Oh, when Jisoo comes along, go up together. You say you are that one.]
“That’s just…”

To be living with my sister again, to be honest, it’s a little uncomfortable. Even when I came to visit, I couldn’t say a word properly, and even now, when I see your face, I don’t think I can say a word.

[Anyway, when Jisoo comes, the two of you are fine. Eat it because it’s cooked. Mom will be back soon.]

“Okay.”

Knocked up, and the phone hung up.
I let out a complicated sigh and played the paused audio-visual material, but it tells me that it is not time to resolve the place that has already withered. I had no choice but to get up and organize the clothes I had thrown away.

“Uh.”

The left armrest has become a habit. It’s bittersweet for no reason, so I’m laughing nonsense.
After cleaning up the scattered clothes and coming out to the living room, I see the rice my mother has prepared. I didn’t see it earlier, but could it be that it’s a snailfish? Or did I not see
I left the trivial questions behind and entered the bathroom.

“Hmm…”

After using the bathroom full of comrades, the bathroom at our house looks cramped. Is this how the rich feel when they come to the homes of the common people? The black tiled floor is stylish and even has a bathtub, but I couldn’t help but feel cramped.
I took a bath in the water and soaked in it for the first time in a long time.

“I want to get discharged quickly…”

Next 2 weeks. And if it’s another 2 weeks, you’ll be discharged. Since the two weeks are on vacation, time will pass quickly, but I am worried about the remaining two weeks of military service.
After taking a bath, I went to the room where no one was there, wiping my body in the beginning.

“Ah.”
“…”

And, I ran into my sister who came down from Seoul.

✘✘✘

Awkward air. Embarrassing moment.
I don’t know where the eyes are headed because the bangs are covered, but judging from the angle of the head, it’s clear that mine is there.
Once, taking advantage of the moment when her sister was dazed, she hurriedly put on her clothes and faced her sister again.

“Hi.”
“Oh, hello…”

Is this the awkwardness of a family I haven’t met in a while, or is it because of my older sister? I’ve never done it.

“Come in. It’s cold.”
“Huh…”

In the silence, my sister took off her shoes and came in, and came in front of me.

“…”
“…”

It’s not a joke, it’s awkward, I was originally short, but somehow it feels like my older sister’s height has become shorter.
Still, the shining eyes behind her bangs proved that she was not a beauty for nothing. And the breasts protruding in front of me.

“How have you been doing?”
“Huh.”

Even though there is nothing wrong, her throat is parched, and she feels a sense of distance from her sister in front of her. Even if I stretch out my hand, it seems that I will not reach it.

“…”

In the end, I couldn’t say anything and went back to my room. Maybe it’s because I’m alone, it’s colder for no reason.
She squatted down on the bed and stretched her entire body.

“Okay…”
It wasn’t bad when I was with my older sister before enlisting. We ate together and lived a proper life in our own way.
But now it’s different. Maybe it’s because I haven’t seen my older sister in a while, but the awkwardness has multiplied several times, so I can’t even say let’s have a meal together. You can’t repeat something like ‘It’s cold today’ over and over again.

‘I should say I’m not going to my sister’s house…’ .’

I’m sorry sister… No, my sister would want that too.
When the existence of me suddenly rolls into the space of my own, the space becomes narrower, and my older sister, who is already anxious, becomes more anxious. My sister and I are getting further apart from each other.
If I wait like this for my sister to go—

“Huh?”

There was a squeaking sound in my room where I shouldn’t have heard anything.

“…”

It was my sister

“Why did you come?”
“That is… It’s cold… No?”
“It doesn’t work.”

Maybe I forgot to turn on the boiler when I came in, and I didn’t feel the cold at all because I had only one thought to take off.
My sister took off her coat and sat on my bed.

“…”
“…”

Silence flowed once again, and my sister remained still. I want to say something, but I can’t think of anything.
When she moved away, her sister pushed her body further into a seat. If you’re uncomfortable, don’t say it’s uncomfortable.

“Army… Are you okay?”
“Depending on. The seniors are also doing well. Now that I’m a sergeant, there’s no one to touch.”

Finally, we have a topic for conversation. Come to think of it, I didn’t see my sister every time I went on vacation.

“What are you working… ?”
“Hmm… Just think of it as monitoring the North Korean army.”
“Really?”

Her tone rises, which is rare compared to her older sister. I guess it’s strange.
My older sister asked me in a tone full of curiosity.

“Did you see them then?”
“Huh.”
“What were you doing?”
“I can’t tell you because it’s confidential.”
“Okay…”

My sister puts on a sullen expression.
I wonder if this person was such an emotional person, he was a bit surprised, but he didn’t really tackle it. Come to think of it, it seems like it’s been a long time since we’ve had a conversation like this.

“Wasn’t it hard?”
“Nothing was that hard.”
“Thank god…”

It’s relatively less difficult to just stare at the monitor, the hardships are the same. If he said, he said honestly, fearing that he would be criticized by those in other positions.
Before I knew it, the boiler that had been turned on warmed up the floor of the room.

“When will your sister go up?”

There was silence again, and I threw my sister the mission her mother had left for me.

“Next week.”
“Next week?”

So, if you’re going to spend a week, I think it’s worth living with this distance. The distance I felt before is no longer felt.

“Should I go up faster… ?”
“I don’t mean that, don’t cry.”

It seemed like it would be an interesting week.