Chapter 59 – Valentine’s Day.

“Haam…”

A refreshing morning has arrived.
A perfect morning with no wake-up calls, fluffy, and good smells has arrived.
Now you don’t have to change into combat clothes anymore. Just as it is, when you go out, wear plain clothes and sneakers, and you can go out.
Next to me is my older sister, the person I love, not my classmate or successor.
It’s so cute to sleep while snoring.
If you wake up, you won’t wake up. I inadvertently think of it. Even if it’s half a day.
Actually, I just want to keep seeing this.

“Sister.”
“Yes…”

When I woke up my sister with a low sound, my sister who was cutting my arm opened her eyes and raised her body. As the body I was holding fell, a chill filled the space between them.
A dreamy older sister asked me.

“What time is it… ?”
“One o’clock.”
“Already?”
“Huh. Surprisingly already.”

As I lightly kissed my older sister who raised her body, I felt ashamed as if I remembered what happened yesterday. I’ve done more embarrassing things so far.
Maybe it’s because he’s closer to his old personality than before, so instead of hugging me, he kept his distance and secretly went to the bathroom alone.

“Where.”
“Go take a shower…”
“Why.”
“To Jiwoo… That… Because it’s dirty.”
“But…”

Covering her private parts, she followed her sister to the bathroom. She shuddered and her eyes met, but she let me come in as soon as she gave permission.

“Transformation.”
“How many times have you said that?”
“Joy…”

A stream of water flowing without words. In fact, in the essential situation that arises in the morning after waking up, my sister has already encountered mine. That’s why it’s so quiet. I’m afraid I’ll hit you again.
Or you want to pounce.

“No, let go… !”
“Am I not giving you strength?”
“Oh…”

To see if I was right, I just hugged my older sister while she was pouring water on her. I didn’t even get a real erection this time.
… Half way?

“It’s hot, so let go…”
“Okay.”

Maybe I was wrong, my sister never allowed her body. I tried forcing it with a bit of force, but it was the same. I guess I don’t want to do it today.
It doesn’t matter though. Because I’m a civilian now.
Because I can continue to live with my sister.

“I cleaned everything…”

After all, the shower ended without anything happening, and I changed my clothes refreshingly. Usually… It’s not, but just like when I was at my sister’s house before, I finished tidying up my room.

“It’s erased.”

And just as she was about to lie down on her sister’s bed, which was almost a new bed, she spoke to her.

“Why?”
“That…”

Her troubled sister crosses her arms, revealing her breasts in a bra for the first time in a long time. She didn’t know what to say if she was embarrassed or ashamed.

“Would you like to leave the house?”
“… What?”

Until I heard a sound like thunder from the blue sky.

“What are you talking about… ?”

In an instant, my body froze and the atmosphere froze. As if a joint had gone out, my body creaked every time I paid attention to it. In addition, a cold wind suddenly blew through the window that was left open for ventilation, and it seemed that something tremendous was about to happen.
It wasn’t such a big deal.

“Oh, no, that… I mean, please leave for a second. I’m not asking you to leave at all, don’t misunderstand.”
“Ah… I again.”

I almost came down to the house alone and lived there until I died.
As she stretched her stiffened body in relief, she asked her older sister again.

“Why?”
“Hmm… It is a secret.”
“Why is it a secret?”
“Anyway, it’s a secret.”
“Where is that?”
“Because I am here… Hurry… It!”
“Okay. Don’t push…”

I already know what to say. Because today is a rather special day.
School days, that day was a bit important in the old days, but these days, as school days are getting shorter and shorter, that day has become less important.
Because it’s Valentine’s Day.

“Quickly!”
“Ah, just take your cell phone!”

If I use my strength, I get pushed back, but if I don’t use it at all, I get pushed back. I mean, my sister is very strong.
After holding on for a while, I was forced to leave the house.

“What are you doing… ?”

The weather is starting to warm up, and people who have been lounging around at home are slowly starting to crawl out. The unit also started to fly bugs, but I thought it was fortunate because it was society.
Still, the weather was still chilly, so the need to wear padding was still the same, so I had to bury my face in the padded collar to get out of the cold.
Maybe that’s why the cold wind created emptiness, and really made me a jobless man with nothing to do.
I think I’ve been like this before. What did you do then
After wandering aimlessly, when I came to my senses, I found myself on the now familiar Gyeongui Line Forest Road.
I went all the way to Hongdae to buy a present for my sister, and when I was walking with the thought that I could come back, a vibration rang to prove that it was my sister’s talk.

[Come in after dinner]

What are you really doing… ?

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When we arrived in Hongdae, it was time for lunch. Come to think of it, I came out without eating and my stomach was about to go out. My sister told me to eat until dinner, so I’ll take care of it, but my sister doesn’t… Oh, I’ll take care of it now.

“… Right?”

I’m worried about what to eat with the ramen restaurant and udon restaurant I ate the other day. Udon with a relatively clear broth, or thick ramen, should I eat a completely different menu that I will eat until dinner anyway, or—

“Is it erased?”
“Yes?”

When I turned around in surprise, I saw a familiar face. A woman with her bobbed hair, blue denim pants visible under long black padding, and fresh pink shoes.
It was Choi So-young, a freshman who entered the school I attended in March, and a high school classmate of mine.
I thought it was awkward because I hadn’t contacted him since I was helping out with the housewarming the other day and had a drink, but fortunately that wasn’t the case.

“Why are you so surprised?”
“Suddenly, of course, I am surprised. You don’t even live here.”
“Just a little. I have a job.”
“Alone?”
“Aren’t you alone too?”
“What am I… Alone.”
“What about your sister?”
“Are you at home? I just came out because I wanted to take a walk after a long time.”
“… Okay?”

I never said I was kicked out because today was Valentine’s Day. It’s embarrassing to be honest.

“What were you going to do?”
“Just. I’m hungry, so I want to eat.”
“You didn’t even eat?”
“Huh.”

As she spoke while avoiding her eyes, Soyoung sighed and said,

“I haven’t eaten either, would you like to eat together?”
“Didn’t you come here for work?”
“It doesn’t matter as long as you can eat.”
“Okay? Then what.”

Deep down, she thought she was going to say something again, but she didn’t dare show off to So-young. My sister also asked me to come in for dinner, and if I refused now, it would be rude to So-young or anyone close to me.

“What do you like?”
“Something simple.”
“How about udon?”
“Okay.”

Somehow, the problem was solved.

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“You’ve served!”
“Huh. Yesterday.”
“Time flies so fast~”
“Okay…”

We entered an udon restaurant and ordered karaage on the side to share. I bought karaage to commemorate my discharge.
Now, it doesn’t matter if you mention the time. ‘Cause I’m a civilian Do you feel this way now? I lost a year and a half of my life.
If you want to feel this feeling, you just have to quietly receive the active duty judgment from the new sword.

“Did you do OT?”
“Yet. Next week? I guess it was.”
“It is far.”
“Huh. But I didn’t do anything, but they’re already urging me to pay my dues.”
“Ah. There is.”

The new semester hasn’t even started yet, but there are many cases where students are asked to pay for oversleeping or to pay dues for really useless things. In the worst case, money in units of 100,000 won is ripped off, making the already difficult economic situation even more difficult.
However, if you don’t do anything, you don’t get any benefits, so most of them pay some amount.
In a way, college is a very vicious place.

“Are you going to go back to school too?”
“Huh. I want to go back to school right away and graduate quickly.”
“Do you have any reason to hurry up?”
“Reason…”

I want to graduate soon and live with my older sister. There is no reason other than that I want to get out of the place where the country restricts existence and enjoy complete freedom.
It would be a big deal if I said that, so I roughly made up a reason.

“It would be nice to graduate soon and earn money quickly.”
“That’s right. Because the time is coming when you can’t spend as much as you earn.”
“Are you pretending to be very knowledgeable?”
“Are you educated?”
“What would someone who doesn’t even know how to order say?”
“That’s because it’s the first time.”
“But. You were a country boy in Seoul.”
“How long has it been?”
“I am… Is it the same?”

Actually, it was me who came up to Seoul, but Soyoung stayed in Seoul during the gap period when I returned, so after all, Soyoung lived longer.
While laughing at each other, we finished all the leftovers and left.

“What are you going to do now?”
“I’m going to buy a present for my older sister while I’m out.”
“He is a good brother. Same as last time.”
“The other day?”
“You took care of my sister because she was drunk.”
“Ah… It was.”

Thinking about that moment still gives me goosebumps, thinking about what happened while So-yeong, the owner of the house, wasn’t there, and how she almost got caught, gives me goosebumps. She said I was also drunk, so I wonder if she organized it properly because of the frantic wind.
I’m glad Soyoung didn’t notice. At least she could have been in real trouble.

“Right. I picked this up while tidying up my room.”
“What?”
“These look like buttons on your blouse, right?”
“… !”

She vowed that from now on she would never drink at someone else’s house.