Chapter 67 – Final Exams. (5)

“Do you like my sister?”
“What?”
“Do you like Jisoo unnie?”
“Who doesn’t like their family…”
“I hate it.”
“It’s not like that.”
“I’m not talking about that either.”
“…”

From a distance, they stare at us as if they were fighting for love, but when you hear them up close, a story so horrifying that it gives you goosebumps is about to begin with So-yeong’s eyes.
Eyes mixed with anxiety and contempt. Seeing the slightly trembling lips that did not come off easily, I sighed and opened my mouth.

“Then what is it?”
“Therefore…”

Without saying a word to each other, we only sighed deeply, and before we knew it, So-young ate all the remaining ice cream by herself.

“Let’s go to a cafe.”
“You then…”
“I don’t gain weight by eating all day.”
“Okay.”

What should I do now…

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“I will live here.”
“Thank you.”

That’s how I came to the cafe near the school. Soyoung, who ordered the latte and chocolate cake, crossed her legs in front of me and took a bite of the chocolate cake while sucking on the latte.

“Hey.”
“Huh? Why?”
“That… What can I do here?”
“Maybe… Do?”

It seems that he came to the cafe because he was nervous, so he came in anywhere. Otherwise, there would be no way this awkward atmosphere could exist.
So-young, as if it was still awkward to bring up the story, kept looking at me as she emptied the cup containing the latte.
I’ve never been so awkward with him, but today it was especially awkward.

“Is that delicious?”
“Huh. Want some?”
“Just a bite.”

Meaningless conversations came and went, and time passed by. By the time I noticed, 30 minutes or so had already passed. I’m not as awkward as I am with someone I’ve just met, but as if I met my ex-girlfriend by chance, there’s an awkward air going around.

─Jisoo sister… I like you?

As soon as I heard it, I got goose bumps. What was the intention of those words, So-young probably noticed the relationship between me and my sister. I can’t think of what to excuse.
Still, I don’t want to deny my heart.

“Ha…”

Holding straws to each other’s empty cups filled with ice, we stopped sucking on each other, and I opened my mouth with a sigh.

“A moment ago… No, not earlier. What did you say?”
“Do you like my sister… I did it.”
“…”

I wanted to believe that I had heard it wrong, but I wasn’t. After I said it, I couldn’t remember the next word, so I just let out a sigh.
Since when did you notice, and why did you tell me now? It is full of things that make your head hurt from one to ten.

“Hmm…”
“What happened?”
“That is what I want to ask.”

The ice melted and there was a crackling sound.

“What were you thinking when you asked?”
“What are you thinking… Literally.”
“So what are you going to do with that?”
“Why are you so scared…”

I don’t want to deny my feelings for my sister. I don’t even want to spread it openly. It’s not illegal, but it’s not dignified. As a result, his tone naturally became aggressive.

“… Sorry.”
“No… I’m sorry I said something weird. I must have been crazy for a second… Haha…”
“No… Ha…”

Fortunately, there are a lot of people in the cafe, so if it was a cafe run by an individual these days, it would have attracted people’s attention. I thought I was lucky even for a moment, but I looked a little pathetic.
After all the remaining ice melted and she drank most of the melted water, Soyeong spoke.

“Since when?”
“Before I was discharged.”
“… Was it like that when you met me?”
“Ah… Mado.”
“Don’t you remember that too?”
“Because I was crazy at the time… Haha…”
“It’s nothing to laugh at, you asshole…”

Surprisingly, the story progressed calmly. I didn’t make any fatal threats, such as telling my parents or spreading it to the school, I just checked the facts.
I don’t know if the reason is just to avoid confusion or because of some feelings towards me.

“When did you know?”
“Since you came and went to my house.”
“… Sorry.”
“I didn’t want to believe it back then… I knew it because she kept hanging out with her sister. We are still holding hands… And with my sister…”
“Sorry. That anyway…”
“Because I can’t do something like compensation…”

No wonder. Every time we run into each other at school, we talk awkwardly. There must have been an awkward reason. I made you suffer for nothing, and I’m really sorry.

“Me. Can I just say something?”
“Huh.”
“I will only say one word as a friend.”
“Huh.”
“It’s not like that.”
“…”
“Really…”
“… Huh.”

Leaving her words behind, So-yeong left her cafe. So-yeong’s last words were mixed with sadness, and I couldn’t look at So-yeong’s face properly, so I only looked at her land.
If this happens now, there will be no change in school life in the future. She said that So-young was a junior in her first year anyway, and she didn’t have many things to do. And if she was So-young, she wouldn’t spread rumors. Rather, she just needs to live a normal life like now.

“Ha…”

But the fact that she lost a very good friend made me feel like something was missing in my heart.

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“I’m here…”
“Why are you here so late!”
“I just had a job…”
“What’s up?”
“That is…”

When I honestly talked about what had happened with So-young outside, the half-angry sister’s expression calmed down. Maybe my sister knows that our relationship is a shameless relationship.
Still, I was really grateful that he didn’t deny his feelings for me.

“Now what?”
“What should I do? You have to stay still.”
“If you spread rumors?”
“He’s not that kind of kid. You know because you’ve been good to your sister.”
“It is, but…”

My uneasy sister silently hugged me, and I gave her a little hug. The scent of her sister’s shampoo, ready to greet me at her house, crossed her nose.

“It’s erased.”
“Huh.”
“If… What if we’re not siblings?”
“They aren’t siblings… ?”
“My mom and dad remarried, so we actually… What would you do if I told you that she was a sister-in-law?”

There is something unusual about the atmosphere. I’m a brother and sister. That there was no blood

“Then… Wouldn’t she ask her mom and dad for a divorce right away? Ask me to dig my family register.”
“… It is also ignorant.”
“Still, it’s in Seoul, right?”
“Fool.”

Lonely eyes meet each other. Something, as if the end between my sister and me could be seen, a slight coolness ran down my spine.

“Still, my sister and I look alike. They are siblings without a doubt.”
“Also… Yes.”
“Huh.”

It would have been better if they were step-siblings. She does, and she thinks it can’t be done anyway, and she stroked her sister’s hair, and she asked her sister to push me gently.

“But where did you look like?”
“They have similar eyes… Their personalities are also a bit similar…”
“Also?”
“You mean we like each other so much that we get impatient?”
“I-I’m not really like that, am I?”
“It happens again.”

The conversation that went back and forth while bickering with each other was more affectionate than usual, and it was also longer. Please, I sincerely hope that today is not the end, and my sister and I hugged each other more.

“Right. Did you do well on the test?”
“What… So so.”
“That means I didn’t see it…”
“You will know when the results come out. I think it’s coming out next week.”
“Great job.”
“Isn’t there such a thing as a kiss from I’ve had a hard time?”
“Oh…”
“What’s the matter?”
“I was going to do it now… I won’t do it if Ji-woo says.”
“Ah, why would you be like this, sister—”

Why The kiss, which was usually nice to meet and excites me, is heavy today. We checked each other’s hearts. Neither I nor my sister are old, but my movements have slowed down.
Even so, the lips that did not come off were pulled affectionately, and it felt like they were struggling as if they didn’t want to come off.

“Ha…”
“Yes.”

I squeezed the defenseless older sister’s running without words and grabbed her breasts. As always, her bouncy breasts slipped into her palms, and her arms wrapped around her waist felt soft.

“Haha… !”

Hearing his sister’s moans, he threw off the raised running shoes and bit the pink nipples, which were already stiff, harder than usual. While enjoying the reaction while pressing the unfamiliar object in her mouth with his tongue, he stimulated the trembling older sister by sucking hard.
After that, the moment my hand, which was caressing her sister’s body, naturally turned to the inside of her sister’s dolphin pants,

“Now, hold on!”

My sister cut off my hand. Not pretending to win, but sincerely.

“Why?”
“That… What to say today… Just. Because I don’t feel like that…”

Her body, which had heated up in an instant, became cold in an instant. I can understand why my sister is doing this. She said something like that earlier, but there’s no way her heart will calm down.
I also felt that doing it for this purpose was a bit wrong.

“… I’ll take a shower and come back.”
“Huh.”

Perhaps it represents our mood, the clear sky quickly becomes cloudy. I know the weather isn’t the weather these days, but I never thought it would change so often. I was just angry.
After a while, along with the rain, the water from the shower head started running down my back.
And the anxiety in my heart also flowed away together, albeit for a moment.