Chapter 75 – Concern Counseling.

It’s been a while since we entered the karaoke room, but the rain hasn’t stopped yet.

“I don’t want to break up yet~ I love you so much that it hurts like I’m about to tear↗↗↗pa and don’t say that~”

Sick.
My ears hurt.
My eardrums are about to burst.

“I’m sorry if I’ve done anything wrong!!!!!!”

I’m really sorry. I did it for nothing. I’m sorry.

“Please don’t leave me~”
“Please don’t sing…”

The origin of the incident was that he sings high-pitched songs well, so when he selected the songs he was listening to these days, it became a critical hit. As far as I know, the original song was literally a sad breakup song, but I think it was selected for no reason.

“Haa~ It relieves stress.”
“I’m glad you’re free too.”
“You sing a song too!”
“It’s okay. You know I can’t sing.”
“Hey, let’s just sing together!”
“It’s annoying… “

When I was in middle school, there was a time when I sang high songs without knowing anything and felt everyone’s sad expressions. After that, I didn’t sing when I went with others.
In the end, Soyoung forced me to hold the microphone, creating an atmosphere where she had no choice but to sing.

“I will cherish and love you until the end for you who gave up the world to my love♬”
“Promise me~~ Let’s only look at each other, and then we’ll leave on the same day~♬”

At the same time as the song ended, they sat down in exhaustion. It seems that the handing over of the remote control became the cause of the problem. Soyoung pointed at me with a satisfied expression and said.

“What are you good at?”
“I understand that it is a compliment for now…”
“Is that a compliment?”

Even when I thought about it, I thought I really couldn’t sing it, but I think it’s fortunate that it sounds good to other people’s ears. Or maybe he got too drunk on the song and couldn’t hear my voice.
Anyway, pick up the water bottle lying between us——

“Ah.”

Soyoung and her fingers touched. Like a scene from a romance cartoon, we both got so startled that we put our hands away. It was a mistake to buy only one water bottle, thinking that only So-young would call.

“… Why are you trying to steal it?”
“Right. This is yours.”
“Idiot.”
“I’ll get you some water.”

After speaking in a cracked voice, the moment I was about to leave the booth, Soyoung grabbed my collar.

“This… Drink. It’s okay if you don’t speak.”
“… Thank you.”

Rather than liking it because the money was solid, I felt anxious inside because it seemed to keep sending signals. First of all, as long as I know how Soyoung thinks of me to some extent, I have to avoid situations like that.
After I quenched my throat with an awkward movement, Soyeong gulped down the water.

“Are you feeling better?”
“Huh?”
“You look better.”
“Was it that bad?”
“Huh.”
“I see… “

I thought I’d just skip it, but I guess I was still bothered by it. So-young said, “Tell me what happened.” She stroked my hair, but she still didn’t say anything.
She ran out of coins and left the room.

“Are you going to call more?”
“No… I’m tired.”
“Has the rain stopped… ?”

It was still raining, and everyone was walking around with umbrellas. Just on a day like this-

“The weather is perfect for drinking.”
“… That’s right.”

My precious words… After all, drips like this are timing.

“Then would you like a drink?”
“Let’s just go. It’s raining a lot.”
“Eh… Usually when it’s like this, don’t we drink together?”
“Aren’t you going to school tomorrow?”
“Am I a public lecturer?”
“Um… Come to think of it, I was also a public lecturer.”
“Then let’s have a little drink.”
“Why do you want to drink like that. Did you like alcohol so much?”
“Because I haven’t had a drink in a long time.”
“Okay?”
“Uh. The last time you drank when you came to my house?”
“Aha.”
“Ha…”

Soyoung suddenly sighed. She hit me hard on the back. She felt completely different from her older sister’s loving smash.

“I really don’t notice!”
“It hurts! I’m not aware of anything!”
“I want to drink with you!”
“…With me?”
“Yes, you duntan!”

✘✘✘

“Jiwoo, I’m sleepy…”
“Who asked me to drink that much? I got drunk in less than an hour.”
“You’re not hitting me?”
“Yes.”

After So-Young declared war, she entered a nearby bar full of people. Does she have something important to say? I was anxious inside.
The menu was beer, and the side dishes were decent fish cake soup and salmon. Although she usually hates fish cake soup, she decided to try it because it had udon noodles in it. The soft salmon was surprisingly delicious when I dipped it in the sauce.
After that, I wondered if he had been drinking well, but he said he didn’t drink beer, ordered two bottles of soju, and collapsed without even emptying a bottle.

“You’re a joqueta. You drink well.”
“I don’t think I drink that well.”
“How much do you drink?”
“About three or four bottles?”
“You drink well!”
“Well… I drink better than you.”
“Are you not hitting me?”
“Yes yes yes I am hearing that for the 30th time.”

She had long since let go of her hand, and So-young was barely supporting her body with her elbow. She sat across from her, and her breasts were pressed between her collar, so she felt ashamed of this side for no reason.
So she thought of going back soon, but her rain wouldn’t stop… She didn’t want to go back because she hadn’t made up her mind about her sister.

“Your face isn’t looking good again.”
“Okay?”
“Fight with my sister.”
“…Are you still paying attention?”
“Of course!
“…”
“Hurry up. This older sister will take care of it.”
“Even if it’s by birthday, I’m on top.”
“Paris!”
“…”

She was drunk and couldn’t understand, she didn’t want to talk until the end, but she rushed around her to the point of being a nuisance.

“That…”
“…”
“Actually with my sister… Huh?”
“…”

For now, I’m taking a break. His eyes were also half-closed, no, completely closed now. Seeing the growing weight on her right shoulder, I was completely fed up.

‘It’s gone, it’s gone.’

She was a little upset that Jiji was asking her to sleep, but she was also a little relieved. When she told me such an important story in that state, she said, “What?! I was with my sister again Ohhhhh? ~!” Because the same thing would have happened.
After consuming only the udon noodle that was cooling down in front of her eyes, she took the fainting So-yeong outside.

[7 missed calls]
“…!”

When I pulled out to find a taxi, my sister’s missed call display ominously appeared on the screen of my phone. She obviously had the vibrator on, but she must’ve been drinking and couldn’t see it.
The night wind was cold, and I was awakened.
… I have to go back and explain to my sister.

“Hey. Wake up. I have to go home.”
“…”
“Leave it?”
“…”

It’s not like a dummy doll, but it’s quite heavy. Is this how you feel when you are wounded on the battlefield? I don’t even think about moving. I’ve only been to their house once so I don’t know what to do…

“Ah.”

It seems that he sent me his home address via KakaoTalk before, so I checked and luckily it was there. After all, if you pile up useless stuff, it will come in handy someday.
I immediately called for a taxi, bought a plastic bag while waiting, and prepared for any catastrophe.
Among the numerous taxis, one I had booked came this way, honking its horn once.

“Hello.”
“Oi. Your girlfriend is very drunk.”
“I will… Haha…”

While talking awkwardly with the driver, saying that she is not his girlfriend, she arrived safely in front of So-yeong’s house. Fortunately, the plastic bag in preparation for the catastrophe was useless, and perhaps So-yeong came to her senses slightly, she was able to walk on her own feet.

“I’ll take you home. Hurry up and sleep.”
“Yes…”

She took out her card key, opened the door, and went up the elevator to arrive in front of So-Young’s house, where the feeling was a bit chilly. Maybe she didn’t turn on the boiler.
When I opened the door and let them in, the boiler was off. She sat So-Young on the porch and said goodbye.

“I’ll go.”
“Erasing…”
“Why again——”

The scent buried in the sudden smell of alcohol. Her legs, which were barely supporting her body, drew closer and hugged me tightly so that I wouldn’t run away.
The front door closed at the right time.

“Hey… Let go. I have to go home.”
“What did you do with your sister…?”
“What…?”
“A while ago… I was talking… With my sister.”
“She… Wasn’t sleeping?”
“…I don’t know.”

Once I pushed So-yeong away with force, I was pushed behind her and her shoes came off naturally. She hugged me so that I wouldn’t fall, so if So-young had a chance, she pulled me into her house.
After scooping a cup full of her water, So-young drank it in a big gulp. She asked me to drink too, and she held up her cup from which she drank, but she barely refused.
She sat down on the floor and patted her side with her palm, so she naturally sat down next to her.

“Do you fight?”
“It wasn’t a fight.”
“…Then?”
“It’s just… Delirium.”
“Delirium…?”
“Uh.”

Shouldn’t she have just gone to the mental health department. As she started talking, her ears went red and her shame began to lift. Apparently, the only person listening is So-young, who is in a drunken state.
I don’t know if it’s because the boiler is getting warmer.

“Am I your sister or brother?”
“…Huh.”
“By the way… I like my sister. I want to marry her.”
“…”
“Is it wrong for you to like your older sister even though you’re younger?”

It’s a shame. I just want to do something that didn’t happen today. If I had passed by without knowing it, I might be at my sister’s house, not So-young’s, by now.
However, since we had already started, I wanted to be acknowledged by So-young, the only one who knew our relationship.
It’s okay for her brother to like her sister.

“…With my sister.”
“Huh.”
“How far do you go?”
“…What?”
“Where are you going…”
“I think I said it for nothing. I’ll go—”
“Be serious.”

So-yeong, who came in front of her nose, stares into my eyes. Her clothes had been rubbed against the floor, and one shoulder fell down, revealing her dark blue bra, but she didn’t seem to mind.

“…This and that.”
“Did you just put on a school uniform or something?”
“…”
“S…M? Something like that?”
“…”
“Wow…”
“Don’t be in awe, wear clothes——”

As if Soyoung was being noisy, she covered my mouth. Then something came into her mouth and hit her tongue.

‘I’ve been watching too many cartoons…’

I don’t know if it’s because they’re both drunk, but saliva is dripping from between their lips, and So-yeong’s posture is on top of me, so the by-products are all on my clothes. Her honest impressions didn’t do very well.
Even so, Soyoung did not stop and coveted her lips.

“Oops… Whoop…”

Even if I try to forcefully remove it, it resists by hugging it tighter. The moment the tongue entered deeply, the reason was in danger of being slightly blown away.
As I felt what is often described as cerebral palsy, I gradually accepted So-young’s tongue.
I hugged her until I felt her body close and the girl from her high school class touching her chest.
They rolled over each other, took off their skin, and continued to kiss and roll on the bed. The moment my hand moved naturally toward So-young’s chest, the harsh emotions that rose up suddenly stopped the tyranny of each other.

“What are you doing…”
“Good job?”
“…”
“My first kiss?!”
“…”

When I came to my senses, the clock was already pointing to 1:00 AM.