Chapter 79 – A Threesome Date.

“How many months did you come out?”
“Several months… No…!”
“Did you go out alone?”
“When taking out the trash and at the convenience store…”
“It didn’t go out…”

My older sister, who had been out of the house for the first time in a few months, and I, who had gone out on a date after a few months. During vacations, I only stayed at home in my hometown, and I was busy with school outside, so after all, I am just like my older sister.
At home, it became brighter, but it was still uncomfortable in crowded places, and he was holding onto my arm while walking.

“Have you decided where to go?”
“What…?”
“Where are we going to the amusement park?”
“Well?”
“Eh?”
“?”

Oh, maybe that’s it Since there is only one amusement park in the area around my house, did you think there would be only one in Seoul?

“Nuna, in Seoul, there are only three things I know of.”
“Really?”
“Yeah… I’ll just decide.”
“Sorry…”
“Apologies for not being a big deal.”

Looking at the videos uploaded so far, Jamsil seems to be the most acceptable, so I decided to go there. It is divided into indoor and outdoor areas, so it seems like a good place to rest, and there are many things that look interesting.

“Erasing…”
“Huh?”
“That is…”
“Did you leave something behind?”
“It’s not like that…”
“Then what is it?”
“Me…”
“Huh.”

My sister hesitantly moved away from me for a while, then turned around in place in an awkward position in front of me and looked up at me as if she was very embarrassed.
She was quite ashamed, so she buried her face in my arms.

“I… How are you today?”
“Did you mean to say it in such a hurry?”
“Eww…”

Pink snapback, black boxy tee. Cardigan worn over it. Maybe that’s why, the navel is slightly visible, and the pants themselves claim to be appropriate jeans, but the buttocks are also highlighted, so the clothes are likely to catch the attention of the people around them.

“Hmm…”
“You don’t like it…?”
“I need to look at your hand.”
“How…? What?!”

I just tried to take off the cardigan and tie it around my waist, but my sister was startled with a strange moan, and I was also surprised. Either way, people will stare at you less.
I see now that my hair is long again.

“Why… Are you tied…?”
“Because people don’t want to look at you.”
“Me…?”
“Because my sister is so pretty that not only me, but everyone else is envious.
“Aha… Yes…”
“And she’s always been pretty, but she’s even prettier today because she’s dressed properly. She’s lovely.”
“Ugh…”

I just said a simple fact, but I like it this way. Even if you don’t have to say it, everything knows that your sister is pretty.
Meanwhile, in another corner of my heart, a little anxiety rises. Maybe my sister will be surprised when she sees it.
Because today it’s not just the two of us on a date.

“What should I wear first…”
“Roller Coaster!”
“From the beginning? It’s okay.”
“Right.”

You can see at a glance that he likes it, as if he wanted to ride it from before. After all, when it comes to amusement parks, there are roller coasters. I also like to ride roller coasters.
Besides, I heard that you can ride a lot in Jamsil because you can wait for 40 minutes.
Of course, my neighborhood is 10 minutes away.

“I’m holding on tight.”
“Huh…”

Even on a weekday, you have to go early. Maybe that’s why the inside of the train was crowded because there were so many people overlapping with rush hour. After transferring to line 2 there, the already stuffy space became narrower and I could barely stand between people.
But fortunately, my sister just hugged me tightly, and she didn’t tremble or anything.
By the way it smells good.

“Uh… Erase…”
“Why?”
“I’m out of breath…”
“Can’t you just hold on for a little while?”
“Ugh…”

When I hugged my sister tightly, I tried to resist at first, but soon gave up and left my body to me.
I wouldn’t go to the shop because of my older sister’s personality, and I simply ordered shampoo and washed my hair normally. How can it smell so good? It’s not easy to smell good from the top of your head.
It’s so cute that I wince every time I sniff it, it drives me crazy.

“Jiuya… Get out of the way…”
“A little bit.”
“Ugh…”
“Stuffy?”
“Huh…”
“Okay.”
“Haha…”

I thought I was bullying my sister for no reason, so I walked away from her, and my sister raised her head and their eyes met.

“Haha…”
“Sister…?”

A flushed face, rapid breathing. Feeling restless or anxious about something. The moment I thought it might be the symptoms, my sister tugged at my ear and whispered in a low voice.

“The smell… I thought I was dying…”
“What smell?”
“The smell of Jiwoo…”
“…”
“Sah, it looks a little wet…”
“You didn’t mean to say that…?”

He stimulates me by saying things that I shouldn’t have to do. What if people hear it? Really… When I put on a troubled expression, he smiled like a goblin, as if he was really trying to seduce me.

“This station is Jamsil. This is Jamsil. The door to exit is on the right… 」

As I talk with my sister in whispers, an in-car broadcast comes on before I know it. After being in close contact for a long time, it came off, and a very thick smell came up between us.

“Haa… I thought I was going to die holding it in.”
“Ugh…”

I almost lost my temper for a moment, but this place is outside. In the meantime, I didn’t say that it was happening at home and that my sister’s uneasy mind was manifested in action, but this time I decided to warn my sister. I really feel like it’ll come crashing down.

“Nuna. I’m not going anywhere. There’s no need to be like this outside.”
“Yeah… I’m sorry…”

I said okay and stroked her hair. Seeing her smile again, I smiled happily without even realizing it.
It didn’t take long for that expression to turn to bewilderment.

“I’m here?”
“?!”
“Hello…”

Soyoung came dressed up in flowers. Seeing me accept it casually, it seems that confusion has come to her head. I was going to tell you in advance, but I thought I’d ask you not to go at all, so I deliberately didn’t.
Me, my sister, and Soyoung all go together. In the end, the place where the three of us stand will be the same place.
This is the fucking way I thought it would be.

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Yesterday’s lunch.

“Ha…”

I rearranged the thoughts in my head. I don’t know if it’s necessary to sort it out because it’s just contradictory words in the first place, but I still have to convince So-young.
Soyoung urged me to slurp her ramen.

“What is it? Tell me quickly.”
“Do you want to live together?”
“…What?”
“So… Don’t you want to live together?”
“So what do you mean?”

So-young looks at me as if she doesn’t really understand why. I feel ashamed of what I said, and I can feel my ears burning.

“I’ve been thinking about it.”

I like my sister This is an undeniable fact. But after that day, my vague feelings became clear. The anxiety that I had felt while living with my sister, and the anxiety in a corner of my heart that I had pretended not to know.
From a long time ago, whenever I saw Soyoung, I felt a sense of incongruity. And when Soyoung came up to Seoul, the reason why I was good to her.

“I think you like it too.”
“…”

Perhaps I like Soyoung too. I don’t mean to say it’s good, it’s just rationally good. If it wasn’t for that, So-Young wouldn’t have been the first person to call as soon as the phone call from the training center was broken.
The reason why I accepted So-young’s foolishness was probably because of this. Because the act of ‘favor’ is never done without a reason.
It was that day, too, that this feeling became clear, otherwise she would never have gone anywhere.

“So, how about living together?”

He was silent for a moment at my suggestion, then looked me in the eye and said.

“…Did you think I would like this?”
“…”
“You always do. Take responsibility for everything and try to cover up even if it’s not your fault. Think of everything as if it were your own. You don’t care about other people’s feelings.”
“…”
“Why do you live like that… Why am I so full of regrets…”

So-young’s words did not make her face. She would be like that, because it would be seen as euphemistically rejecting her confession, and pretending that she had slept for one night and now forcibly took care of it.
However, this was the only way. Because this is the only way the three of us will suit everyone.

“Where is good—— huh?!”

Soyoung was embarrassed and pushed me away. She was gone for a moment, but the feeling remained intense, still lingering around her lips.

“What are you doing…!”
“I don’t think it’s my job, I think it’s my job.”
“…”
“There’s not a single lie in what I’ve said so far. I like both of them. Not just you, but the cute thing about you. Your face, your personality, the memories of being together.”

There was a moment of silence, and So-Young’s tears welled up in her eyes. So-young took out her tissue and wiped it quickly, then she looked at me again as if she didn’t care.

“Do you know my sister?”
“I don’t know yet. Don’t worry, sister, I’ll convince you.”
“Ha…”

I’m trash right Everyone needs to be happy, because I am the one who can be happy. That must have made So-young’s liking high.
Her budae-jjigae ran out of broth, and after checking out, she left the store.

“Okay.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. I know what you want to talk about. Because I like you.”
“…”
“Yes. I’ll do as you say. If you can be happy.”
“…Sorry.”
“There are conditions instead.”
“Condition?”
“I’m not going to live with you.”

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Present again.

“Oh, hello…”

My older sister stutters and greets So-yeong. Then he looks at me with eyes asking why he is here.
I said without embarrassment.

“I’m going on a date with you today.”
“Date…?”
“Yes. The three of us.”
“…Ah…”

He glanced at So-young, then looked up at me again.

“As expected… It must have been Soyoung…”
“…”

A huge sense of guilt came over me.