Chapter 36 – Part 1 Hunter – Minerva’s Reminiscence (2)

“Are you okay? Are you sick?”
“Yes…”

The morning after meeting a man named Yuzu and having her first stolen. Millene was worried about me, who couldn’t wake up, and started talking to me.

Milene’s personality has completely changed since yesterday. To be precise, it was after meeting Yuzu. I was happy as if I was seeing Milene of the past when nothing had happened, but on the other hand I felt complicated when I thought it was thanks to that man.

“Where… I don’t think there’s much heat.”

Milene puts her hand on my forehead. It is natural that there is no fever. Because it’s not sick
But today I didn’t want to do anything.

“What should I do? Shall I tell Yuzu that I can’t go today?”
“…Will you please?”

I quickly decided to jump on Milene’s proposal. To be honest, I don’t want to run into him right now. Because last night I showed such… Such rudeness.
When I remembered it, heat rose to my face again. I quickly pulled the blanket over my face.

“…I’m going to rest a little longer, so ask Yuzu and let me know.”
“Yeah. Okay, sister. Rest.”

After Milene left the room, I pulled the covers down.

“Ugh…”

The more I thought about it, the more embarrassed I felt. Last night I felt like I wasn’t myself.
You just have to be patient for a bit. No matter how painful it was, no matter how humiliating it was, I tried to endure it. I tried to be confident like my mother or older sister.
But I screamed and cried and clung like a child. When I asked for a kiss, I quickly offered my lips to him.

“What is the pride of aristocrats…”

I want to cry at my own pathetic. Under him, I was just a girl. A helpless girl who cries and pleads, weighed down by the irresistible power of a man.

Even now, the feeling of that big… Thing remained. It still felt like there was something inside me. To the extent that my hands went to my lower abdomen without even realizing it.

“It’s so big…”

How did you get into me? It was amazing even thinking about it now.
At first, I just thought my body was splitting in two. Every time his object poked inside, it seemed to come up through the top of his head. Besides, when it was removed, it felt as if the entire uterus… All of the internal organs were being pulled out.

Even if I cried or screamed, he would not forgive me. Rather, he got even more excited and pressed me down. Like a hungry beast, they dug me in, and in the end even ejaculated inside…

“Oh.”

Unknowingly, my hand touched a sensitive part and made a sound.
Face flushes with shame. Even though I knew no one was there, I looked around the room wondering if anyone had heard.

…My body is strange. I’ve never had anything like this before…

I was taken aback by the reaction of my unfamiliar body.
It’s not sick. It was like tickling, feeling empty… The feeling that I couldn’t put into words kept bothering me.

Without thinking about the reason, it must be because of what happened to that man yesterday.
Angry They sexually harass me in every case, steal even virgins, make their bodies look weird, and what’s more, Milene doesn’t know anything and follows them like that… To a man like that… To a man like that…!

Just then, a knock was heard.

“Sister. I’ll go in.”
“Ah, yes.”

Mylene is back.
I, who had been harassing the innocent pillow thinking about that man until just now, hurriedly tidied up my seat.

“Yuzu says you can rest today. She says she pays for her inn.”
“…Yes.”

That was good news. Because I don’t have the confidence to manage my expression when I meet him now.

“Besides, voila!”
“100,000 gold coin?”

A shiny gold coin that Milene placed in her palm. It was definitely a gold coin worth 100,000 gold.

“Yeah! Yuzu gave it to me! Buy what you need!”

Mylene excitedly talks to me, who is surprised.
100,000 gold… For us now, this was a lot of money. Then my virgin wasn’t worth it either.

I felt the sadness of the reality of selling my virgin for 100,000 gold, and the feeling that she had benefited from the fact that she was more generous than what she sold at her store.

“So sister, let’s go shopping for clothes today!”
“Clothes?”

I frowned.
Milene does not know her circumstances. That said, she’s not money to be spent lightly.

“I know what you want to say. But before that, listen to me.”

Mylene said something before I could say anything.

“From what I can see, Yuzu has a crush on her sister.”
“…What?”
“Yuzu has a crush on her sister. If not, would she be able to afford such a large amount of money?”

…That’s a misunderstanding. Yuzu has a crush on me…

Giving money doesn’t mean that. He just set a price of 100,000 gold for my virgin. That man is trash whose only purpose is my body…

“So unnie, decorate it pretty and seduce Yuzu properly. This is an investment. An investment to rob the money tree called Yuzu.”
“Milene! Such a vulgar thing…!”
“Minerva-sister! Is it time for us to cover that up? Melissa-sister is still…!”

Milene cries while talking about Melissa’s older sister. When Melissa’s name came up, I couldn’t say anything.

“I want to do it if I can! But I don’t have breasts… Yuzu doesn’t respond even when I hug him…”

Milene looked down resentfully at her own humble breasts.

Speaking of her breasts …, The memory of yesterday Yuzu teasing my breasts naturally comes to mind.
He held the woman’s breasts so hard… And kneaded them like a toy. Kindness is a touch that cannot be felt even in pieces.
I really can’t believe it. How could you do that to a woman?
Even now, thinking about it makes her heart throb. It seemed that the touch he had caught at that time was still there.

“So unni. With this money, I’ll buy clothes and underwear that Yuzu will fall in love with even more. Okay?”
“…Okay. Let’s buy some clothes first.”

In the end, I had no choice but to agree with Milene’s words.

Yuzu is the man who stole my virginity. And I was beaten so violently.
Yes. He’s evil Even if I feel even a little bit bad for him, it’s nothing compared to what he did to me.

And that day, I went shopping with Millene.
Mylene, who had regained her smile, said ‘Let’s go here’, ‘Let’s go there’, her eyes twinkling with curiosity as before, and she led me by the hand. She looks at the streets, buys new clothes, snacks, tries on accessories …
How long has it been since you remembered that the sky is blue? A peaceful day to the point of tears. For a moment, it seemed like the happy days of the past had returned.

“Sister, you need to eat better and rest well. Your skin condition is not a word. Skin trouble is a woman’s enemy!”

Milene insisted that, and she ordered expensive food that she normally wouldn’t eat.
She had been sitting like that until yesterday. It became active like a lie.
Is this because of Yuzu… Can I honestly be happy knowing his true nature…?

*

“Hi both. Have you had dinner?”
“Ah! Yuzu!”

I was sitting at the dining room table to have dinner, and Yuzu returned.
She smiles broadly, unaware of the pace of others. Angry. Mylene also welcomed the man.

A tall, solid body. It’s hard to believe that he’s the same age as Mylene. He was a different type of guy than any guy I’d seen at school.
He’s violent, disrespectful, generous to the point of pissing off, sexually harassing me casually, and besides, at night, I…

Seeing him reminded me of last night again and quickly turned my head away. I just hoped that my blushing face wouldn’t be seen.

“Listen, Yuzu. She said that Mine sister is really too much. I told her to wait until Yuzu came, but she said to eat her first.”
“Is it really?”
“No, I… Not really…”

As if it was natural for Yuzu to join them, they chatted with Milene casually. The topic came back to me, but for some reason the words didn’t come out properly. It was hard to even look at his face.

“Anyway, neither of them ate and waited.

I didn’t want him to find out that I cared so much about yesterday. I just wanted to pretend that nothing happened, naturally.
My heart was like a chimney, but it didn’t work out at all.

Eating with such anxiety that you don’t know if food is going into your mouth or nose. Glancing at the man, there was no sign of sexual harassment like yesterday. He was just eating his food while he was talking normally with Mylene.

Even with such a normal attitude, I was somehow angry. I’m the only one dragging yesterday’s work, and that man has no feelings. For me, it was such a big deal that the world was created, but for that man, it was as natural as eating three meals a day. Yesterday you did such a thing!

“By the way, Yuzu, are you going to book a separate room today?”
“Huh? Yes, by the way.”
“Well, then, since it costs that much money to have two separate rooms, why don’t the three of us sleep in one room?”
“Hueng?”

I managed to swallow the food I almost spit out at Milene’s bombshell remark. If I didn’t care, I almost caused a situation that couldn’t exist as a woman. Even Yuzu made a strange noise as if she was bewildered.

“Mill! What are you talking about!”

In one room with such a beast!
No. No way.
Even if I can’t help it, I can’t do Mylene. You never know what will happen to you all night.

“No. I can’t be sleeping with a guy like this.”
“Sister! Yuzu pays for this food and lodging expenses. Isn’t it rude to say that?”
“Ugh… That’s…”

Milene’s words were right. Because we are able to stay in such a good accommodation only thanks to his kindness. If you change your mind, you never know when it will be abandoned.
Maybe she got tired of it because she’s not a virgin anymore.

In that case, we will have to go back to our previous life again. At the time, I thought there was nothing I could do about it, but once I tasted the honey, I didn’t think I would be able to live as before.

“Looking at it yesterday, the bed is big enough for three people to sleep in, and it’s awkward to have a separate room.”
“I’m fine then, but I don’t have to force it? Don’t you hate Minerva?”

Milene persuades her further. Yuzu also shrugged her shoulders and agreed.
And the right to decide came back to me.

“…No. I don’t mind either.”
“Yes?”

He looked surprised at my answer.
Whether you like it or not, it is natural to dislike it. But…

“Yes! Then we’ll be staying in one room from today!”
“Yes, yes. Please take good care of me. Minerva, Milene.”
“Please take good care of me, Yuzu!”
“…Yes.”

Yes. I couldn’t help it. This could not be helped even for Mylene.

*

“Unnie, do you like Yuzu?”
“What?!”

In the bathroom that evening, Milene suddenly said something like that out of nowhere.

“Don’t talk nonsense. Who would have sexually harassed a man like that?”
“Sexual harassment?”
“No. Nothing.”

It was going to be a big deal. I was so excited that my true feelings came out inadvertently. Even by mistake, she shouldn’t let Milene know her truth.

If Yuzu knew what he did to me in exchange for support, Milene might forcefully break off her relationship. Even if the result is that we go back to our old painful lives.

That shouldn’t be the case. I don’t want Milene to do such a painful thing, and I don’t want to do it again.
Yes. All I have to do is sacrifice my body. Sexual harassment and forced hugs are all I have to endure…

“Still, I want you to do well with Yuzu. She’s much better than Emilio, right?”

Apparently, Milene can’t forgive Emilio for leaving without helping. No matter how much she couldn’t help it.
I don’t resent Emilio either, but she was a bit disappointed.

“Sister, why are you washing so hard?”
“…What?”
“No, it seems like I’ve been washing only that one for some reason.”
“…”
“No.”

I realized at Milene’s words. I’ve been washing only ‘that side’ ever since.

This wasn’t just to wash away the dirt that the man had done to you yesterday…

He not only touched and put it here yesterday, but also brought it to his mouth.
The place where a person’s urine came out was sucked with his lips and licked with his tongue.
A perverted act that is hard to understand. But if he wants, I have no veto. He had no choice but to do what he did.

But after all the action was over, I remembered. If at that time, if there was even a strange smell coming from there… As soon as I thought that, the blood rushed to my face with unbearable shame.
I know it’s already late, but I had to wash harder than usual. Just in case something like that happens again.

…In the end, the bath time that day ended up being much longer than usual.

*

That night we lay in the same bed. I was used to sleeping with Milene, but it was a very strange feeling to have a man in it.

He acted normally, as if he were a different person than yesterday. He wasn’t sexually harassing, and he wasn’t even looking at me with weird eyes. He looked like he was just going to fall asleep after chatting moderately with Mylene.

…Perhaps, has he really lost interest in me?
With such complicated feelings, she must not do anything strange because it is in front of Milene, she thought.

But I was a fool for expecting common sense from him.
As soon as I turned off the light, he reached out to me.

“For a moment…!”

A hand goes inside his shirt, stroking his arm and shoulder. As it was, I casually took off the new bra I bought today and massaged his bare chest.
It’s not as hard as it was yesterday. Still, the pain was strong because of the rough movements of the hands.

I couldn’t scream because of Milene, so I pinched his arm as hard as I could. Then, Yuzu grabbed my nipple tightly as if in revenge.

“Oh!”

I was startled by the sudden stimulation and made a noise.

“My sister? Did you say something?”
“…Ah, nothing…”

To Milene, who asked in a sleepy voice, I had no choice but to answer.

“Minerva. If you don’t like it, should I substitute for Milene?”
“…This demon…”

You said you wouldn’t touch Mylene yesterday!

In the end, it was I who surrendered. Anyway, no matter how much I rebel, he won’t stop. Then I have no choice but to close my eyes and hope that time will pass quietly.
When I didn’t resist, he continued to play with my breasts for a while.

…However, it’s too fiddly.

I know men like women’s breasts. Even at school, it was easy to see that male students focused their attention on a child with a particularly large chest.
But I’m not that big… I think it’s normal.

Is he satisfied with my breasts? If a bigger woman shows up, then wouldn’t it be really uninteresting? At least if I were older than Melissa…

He removed his hand from his chest as if he had read my thoughts. Are you tired of it already?
As if mocking my thoughts, his hand went down gradually. Rough hands caressed my ribs and stomach, now trying to get inside my pants.

I panicked and grabbed his wrist, but the resistance was futile and his hand easily went inside.

Suffer again
The memory of forcibly spreading her legs apart and piercing her body with a man’s penis that looked like a stake. That pain.
My body, which had memories of yesterday, shrank on its own.

But he didn’t force my closed legs apart and started rubbing them slowly with his fingers.

“Town…”

The soft touch that stimulates the most sensitive part of the body automatically makes a sound. I hurriedly covered my mouth with both hands in order not to be noticed by Milene. Did you ever hear

Unlike yesterday, he touched my place slowly and leisurely. As if he knew everything about how I would react when touched.
In that hand, I was completely fooled. Even tossing and turning, or exerting force, was of no use. He just steadily, relentlessly corrected my weakness.

Electricity rises in the body It was a feeling that could only be expressed like that.
And that electricity didn’t escape, and it gradually built up inside my body.
What will happen if the accumulated electricity exceeds the limit? I instinctively felt that it was dangerous at this point, but he didn’t stop his hand, and I couldn’t stop either.

Before long, the limit I was worried about came.
Dangerous. Dangerous. Dangerous.
Body gets weird
The feeling of floating and being thrown into an empty space. At the same time, the sensation of being struck by lightning on the crown of the head.

“Ahh…~~~!?”

If I hadn’t covered my mouth, I might have screamed. Maybe it has already leaked out.
It was that shocking. Along with the anxious feeling of being a lost child and wandering in a strange place, her head became completely white and empty. Maybe she lost her mind for a moment.

How messed up was that? The electricity built up in her body drained little by little, and she remembered that she was lying in bed.

…And the man next to me was caressing my breasts casually.

A mixture of fear at the first sensation, relief at being back to normal, and anger at this man made a mess in his head.

“…Yuzu. Alright?”

You have to say something. Thinking so, Millene spoke just as she was about to open her mouth.

She thought her heart stopped. At the same time, Yuzu’s hand that was touching my chest also stopped.
Did you get caught? No matter how hard I tried not to make a sound, as long as they were lying in the same bed, I would have felt like I was tossing and turning.

“Sister? Yuzu?”

Mylene calls out to him once again, but she neither answers.
Somehow, I had to pretend I didn’t know now.

“Yuz…”

For some reason, the hand that was on my chest goes away.
What is it? Didn’t he touch Milene by any chance?

“A reliable hand. The same hand as my father or older brother…”

A hazy voice, like a dream.
What Milene was saying to her went beyond understanding. It’s hard to say that Yuzu’s mental state is that of an adult, but only his body is that of an adult. Looking at her well-trained hard body, she made me feel the difference between male and female bodies even if she didn’t like it.

Milene, who lost her place to lean on after her family became like that, may have recalled from Yuzu the feelings she had for her father or brother.

“Actually, I didn’t want to be a Hunter.”

And Milene suddenly started making such a confession.
A story I know all about. But it was a story that couldn’t have been done otherwise.

“I’m afraid of monsters. I don’t like getting hit, I hate being hit. I hate dying even more. Even though I know I’ll come back to life, when I die, it feels like I’m really dying, so I was scared.”

I remember the first time I experienced death.
Milene’s pupils were terrified. The ugly monster wielding her blunt weapon and the gore of Milene splattered on my face.
It’s a memory I don’t want to experience again.

“At that time, I was so happy that Yuzu saved me. To the point I thought, ‘Ah, really, the prince came to save me’.”

No, Milena. This guy isn’t like a prince. Don’t rape a sexual harasser. Please open your eyes

“Thank you Yuzu. Thank you for protecting me and her older sister.”

…
And Milene let out a small breath and quickly fell asleep.

It’s nice to have a place to lean on for Mylene. But it’s troublesome that it’s that man.
It’s also a problem that she’s a sexual harasser and not raped, but if she changes her mood and leaves us… Mylene might really fall apart.

If only I could hold his interest a little longer… But how?
It was a very difficult problem for me, who had never thought about how to be loved by a man in my life.

If I could act as lively as Millene, if I had a glamorous appearance like Melissa’s unnie…
In the end, all that comes to mind is an impossible assumption.
Without thinking of any answer, before long I started to doze off too.

That night I had a long dream. It was a dream where all my family gathered like before.
I was hugged by my father. Strong arm. When I was held in these arms, I was not afraid of anything. Because nothing in the world can hurt me

I had such a happy dream.