Chapter 96 – Part 2 Nobles – Ray’s Dream

※This story is from Ray’s point of view.
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Where is this
It felt like I was dreaming.

Dark.
Eyes do not open
There is no feeling in the limbs either.
What happened?

Before I fell asleep, I thought about what I was doing.
And only then did I remember that I had been deleted.

It was scary.
I tried to scream, but no voice came out.
I couldn’t hear or see anything.

A world where there really is nothing.
In a world without my body, only my consciousness was floating around.

Is this what being deleted is like?
Could it be that this state of affairs will continue forever?
Not going to heaven or hell, just being left alone in a world where there is nothing…?

It was scary.
I’d rather be unconscious.
To live with only consciousness remaining in solitude not knowing when it will end…

Help me.
Help me, Yuzu…

I remember the last time I saw Yuzu.

The warm body temperature that embraced me.
A desperate face trying to stop me from being deleted.

I could feel her affection given by Yuzu.
It’s been a while.
He also knew that Yuzu hadn’t changed his mind.

I was so happy that I cried.
Is this the last gift from God before deleting it?

But that’s the end, it’s too much.
If I hadn’t known, I would have given up and accepted everything.
I have so many regrets that I can’t die even if I die.
If eternity continues like this, I can only think of Yuzu forever.

I miss you.
I miss you, Yuzu.
There are so many things I want to say… But now I can’t see or touch them.

What is Yuzu doing now?
Are you worried because I suddenly disappeared? Is she sad?
Or is she already dating another woman?

Sad.
The Yuzu in me doesn’t change, but I gradually disappear in her Yuzu.
Another woman in her place…

But it’s all my fault.
Because of my greed… I made a choice that hurt you.
Why couldn’t I be satisfied? I don’t know my heart either.

It is natural that you should be punished for doing something wrong.
When Kun tricked me into enslaving me, I thought I was finally being punished.

But even then, Yuzu came to the rescue.
As if I drew my imagination into reality.
I thought I was having a wild dream.
But it was real, and Yuzu really got me out of it.

What kind of magic did Yuzu use?
Big mansion. Other slaves. Other women.
Jin, who became a slave with me, was also there first.

What happened to Yuzu in that short time?

Yuzu became a completely different person.
They showed a more emotional, selfish attitude.
The attitude towards me has also changed.
He treated me coldly and coldly enough to bring tears to my eyes.

But I knew that Yuzu’s fundamentals had not changed.
Every time he bullied me, he knew he was hurting too.

It’s probably something like a ritual to forgive me.
I believed that when I cleared up all my mistakes, Yuzu would return to normal.

So she decided to accept everything.
It’s sad that my first experience with Yuzu ended up like that…
Sadly, Yuzu must have been the same.
It must be something I have to endure.

But, that was all over.
It seems my player couldn’t wait any longer.
I was deleted, and I became alone like this.
Can not help it. It’s all because I was lacking. There is nothing to resent the player.

It’s just… It’s just sad.
The fact that we will never see each other again.
Because I can no longer correct my mistakes.

Will we be able to meet again if we are born again?
If there is a next life… Can I be forgiven then?

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“Lay.”

I woke up to a familiar voice calling me.
There was Yuzu in front of me.

“Ahaha.”

A dry laugh came out.
Because Yuzu’s expression was funny.
But maybe my expression isn’t normal either.

“I guess I’ve become really weird. There’s Yuzu.”

Am I dreaming again within a dream?
But even the dream was good.
If Yuzu could be seen like this.

“Yuz, I’m sorry.”

I hugged Yuzu by the neck.

“Sorry sorry…”

There were a lot of things I wanted to say.
After meeting him, the only thing that came out of my mouth was that I was sorry.

“Lay.”

Cracked voice.
Yuzu’s arm wraps around my back.
Yes. This feeling. It was the feeling Yuzu felt the last time she hugged me.

“…Don’t go anywhere now.”

The power to hold me grew stronger.
Like you won’t miss it a second time.
It felt like I was hugging a really living Yuzu.

“Yes. I’m not going anywhere.”

Tears flowed endlessly.
If I wake up from this dream, I will have to part again.
Because I will be left alone again in that world where there is nothing.

While meeting Yuzu now, I think about the time after we broke up again.
I was so sad I couldn’t stop crying.

“Lay.”

In front of her eyes was Yuzu’s face.
However, her face is not visible because of the tears.

Something soft touches her lips. Could this be Yuzu’s lips?
My heart is pounding. A feeling of happiness spreads from her chest to her whole body.

After this kiss, will I wake up from a dream?
If I wake up from my dream and go there again,
I felt like I could survive there for as long as I could with just this dream.

“Yes!?”

Such a happy feeling for a while.
Yuzu suddenly came to put her tongue in her mouth.

Seriously, even in my dreams, it’s erotic. Where did you learn this
But it was something a real Yuzu would do.

I was terrified of what I was experiencing for the first time, so I shrank.
Conversely, Yuzu’s tongue moves around inside her mouth like a living creature.

A completely different pleasure overtook me than I felt when I overlapped Yuzu and her body.
I felt strange. No, should I feel good?
I couldn’t even run away and had no choice but to quietly accept Yuzu’s actions.

After a while, Yuzu parted her lips as if she was finally satisfied.
It’s finally over. It’s been a while since I felt so relieved.

“Ray. Stick out your tongue.”

Her mind was fuzzy.
Not knowing what Yuzu meant, I stuck out her tongue as she was told.
Then Yuzu’s lips and Yuzu’s tongue started attacking my tongue.

Body melts
I was so happy that I felt like my head would explode. The body floated up and down.

“Haum…Yeah…Chung…”

For some reason, he seemed to know what Yuzu wanted even if he didn’t say anything.
Is it because her lips are connected to her lips, her tongue to her tongue?

I wanted to give Yuzu as much pleasure as she did to me.
I somehow moved her tongue in line with Yuzu’s movement.
It was an act for Yuzu, but as time went on, only my feelings grew more and more inflated.

“Whoah…”

A long, long kiss.
Yuzu managed to let go of my lips when she was fainting from her increasingly scarce oxygen.

Happy.
Even if I woke up from my dream, there was no time left.

“Lay.”

Yuzu’s voice opened my eyes.
Place had changed.

A space that seems to have been seen somewhere.
And there was a bed as if I had seen it somewhere.

“Is this…?”

Only then did I realize
A dungeon shelter that Yuzu took out of the dungeon earlier.
It was the same room that overlapped Yuzu and her body after hunting in the dungeon.
Did I just move here?

This is not a pleasant place for me.
The painful memories of that time came back.

“Ray. Relax.”

Yuzu’s voice sounded more gentle than ever.

Yuzu now doesn’t hurt me.
It was a voice that gave rise to such trust.

The strength drained from her body.
Following Yuzu’s hand, I lay down on the bed.
At some point, both Yuzu and I were naked.

“Yes…”

Yuzu puts her hand on my chest.
To be honest, it’s a weak chest that’s embarrassing to even say it’s a chest.
But Yuzu caresses my chest lovingly.
An electric current flows where Yuzu’s hand passed.

“Hem…”

A voice came out spontaneously.
It was embarrassing and embarrassing.
And I was happy.

It overlays the memories of the first experience that ended in a sad form.
It is also in the ideal form I imagined.
Could this dream mean something like that?

“Yuz…”

Yuzu’s hands, her lips caress every inch of my body.
I just let out a moan and accepted her stimulation from Yuzu.
I loved her gentle touch. I was happy enough to shed tears.

“Ray. I love you.”

Words of love whispered in my ear.
The words I wanted to hear even in my dreams.

Heat rose up all over the body. It felt like my heart would explode.
My body yearned for Yuzu.

“I love you too, Yuzu.”

Just one word with all those feelings.
It was the moment when my love finally came true.

“Ah ah ah ah ah…”

Yuzu comes inside me.
Yuzu fills my body.

There was no pain like before.
There was just a surge of excitement, happiness, and pleasure.

“I love you, I love you Yuzu.”

This feeling could only be expressed that way.
I love you, I love you, whispered several times.
Holding each other’s hands, we tried to bring our bodies closer together.

Yuzu’s face is seen in front of her eyes.
There was a mix of excitement and worry on his face.

Are you concerned about my body?
The heart was happy.

“It feels good, Yuzu.”

I honestly tell Yuzu how I feel.
Yes. It felt so good. To the point where her head gets weird.
Only then did Yuzu put on a relieved expression and start moving.

It was something he had already done several times with Yuzu.
But does a person’s body change so much depending on the emotions of the situation?
The pain and sadness I felt then became pleasure and happiness and led me to heaven.

“Yuzu, Yuzu…!”

Constantly calling her Yuzu’s name.
I couldn’t bear not to confirm that Yuzu was there.

I didn’t want to break up.
Knowing how happy I felt, there was no way I could live apart.

“Ah ah ah ah ah…”

Consciousness is clouded.
I’ve gone beyond the limit of what I can tolerate.

But I couldn’t lose my mind.
Then everything will be over. Because Yuzu will disappear.
Because I will be left alone in a world where there is nothing again.

It forcibly awakens the consciousness that wants to distance itself.
I cling to Yuzu even more strongly.

He bluffed that he was still lacking.
He begged Yuzu to do more, more.

Every time Yuzu matched my foolishness.
She hugged me over and over again.

Ah. How wonderful it would be if this happy world continued forever.

But I didn’t have the strength to hold out any longer.
My body and mind were now all in pieces.

“Ray. Rest in peace.”

Yuzu strokes my cheek.
The touch was so comfortable that I felt like I was about to fall asleep.

“Yuz…”

I love you. I love you.
But now the voice didn’t even come out.

Yuzu, thank you.
Finally, thank you for giving me happy memories.

With Yuzu gently peering into my face, I fell asleep.