Chapter 103 – Arbella (5)
I was a gamer who used to play a character named Arbella.
I can’t say that. She said yes and she couldn’t even mention the lies. After drinking heavily, Yoochun sighed and lowered the iced Americano with the bottom visible, then opened his mouth slowly with a nervous expression.
“Are you expecting me to be out of this world?”
“Yes…I guess that the Earth is not part of the central world.”
“Okay…”
As she plays Arbella, the many mistakes and missteps she has made run through her head. Empathy is the core of the truth that life is a tragedy when viewed up close, but a comedy when viewed from a distance.
Yoochuneun
Arbella experienced it firsthand.
She couldn’t smell the bloody smell of the battlefield, she couldn’t accept her sorrow, she couldn’t feel the pain.
She felt frustrated when the play didn’t work out as she wanted because she was in pain, and her sad sentence was skipped with a quick enter key.
Someone could say that there is no one who can sympathize with such pain through the polygon mass on the other side of the monitor, but Yoochun couldn’t possibly make such an excuse for a child who came to reality and yearned for himself.
“I wasn’t that great…”
“Yes…?”
Arbella, who did not know her situation, was taken aback by Yuchun’s words of remorse. Does she have any pain in the past? Did she ask something she shouldn’t have asked?
At some point, the tyrant, who didn’t notice anyone, shrank his body like a puppy.
“Go, you don’t have to tell me if it’s embarrassing… I-I was wrong… That…”
“Yoocheon.”
“Yes? Ah…”
“Coming to think of it, I don’t think he introduced my name. Arbella My name is Koyucheon. So she won’t ever say that you’re a god or a god. Like I said before, I’m the kind of person you thought I was…”
“No!”
“Uh?”
When Arbella slammed her table and stood up, exposing her angry face and glaring at herself, Yuchun was startled and threw her head back.
“As for you…! No, Yoochun-nim is a great person!!”
“No…I mean…If you hear me…”
“What does that matter!”
Arbella trembled, her head bowed, her angry face contorted. Soon, water droplets began to drip onto the table.
“You…Saved my life…”
Were you a good person? What does it matter?
“You gave me the strength to shape my destiny.”
The strength to persevere in the struggle of life.
“You were always by my side when I was in trouble.”
Consolation to a sore heart.
“You saved me from several deaths.”
She made mistakes of her own sometimes, but more often than not her escaped crisis with knowledge she did not know.
“Please don’t tell me that all of that… Is a lie…”
It doesn’t matter if it’s just God’s play. Suffering and pain are also parts that make up the current Arbella van Axir.
“Ah…”
Only then did Yuchun realize that he was thinking wrong.
‘You stupid bastard…’
She thought that the source of Arbella’s confidence was the benevolence of the strong, but she was wrong. It’s embarrassing to say, but… Because the deeper source of her love that she harbors is Yuchun himself.
To Yoochun, Arbella was a game character, but to Arbella, Yoochun is life itself.
In front of her, Yuchun denied himself. How does that differ from the fact that you still can’t get out of the game called Last Legacy? What is the difference between her selfish self-torture and the venting of her own guilt?
“Huh…Huh…”
“Ha…”
Rang again No, it’s different from the tears from before. If the tears at the movie theater were tears of joy and joy, the tears now are truly tears of pain.
Her words, in order to alleviate her anger and pain that her life had been used by her insignificant man’s play, made her, in turn, more sorrowful.
“Arbella?”
“Huh… Heh… Huh…”
She was good at answering in any way, but now she didn’t even say a word, but rather started to cry even louder like a child.
He’s been involved with this woman and that woman, but Yoochun still doesn’t know much about women. However, she remembered at least the words of the older brother at the bar who was close to a high ranker when it came to seducing women.
‘What did he say…’
-Don’t think of having a logical conversation in front of a crying woman! No, no apologies! Rather counterproductive!
-Yes? Then what do you do?
-What the heck! Go blow a kiss! Then everything will be solved.
-…No matter how you look at it, it’s a must…I’ve seen it all. The other day, when my older brother cheated on me, I knelt down in front of her girlfriend’s store and prayed…
-No fuck!! Sick!! That’s not crying!! You’re angry!!
The older brother of the bar, who has forgotten his name, is explaining in a fit of rage. The conclusion was simple. It is important to distinguish between when the body needs to move and when the mouth needs to move.
That is, when a woman cries, she should do what she wants. If you don’t know If you don’t know, try stroking your hair first. Then, it was possible to know roughly through the reaction. Still don’t know?
‘Then did I tell you to die?’
Yoochun laughed inwardly and looked back at Arbella.
“Huhhhhh”
Arbella still sits down and wipes away her tears. Probably not angry. She can blow up a building of this size with just a wave of emotions that even he can’t control, needless to say Arbella.
I don’t completely believe the bar brother’s words. Because that’s the way people meet and date people lightly. But as much as he’d dated, he wasn’t without a sympathetic side.
There are times when words are needed and there are times when words are not needed.
“Arbella…”
Yuchun got up and sat down next to Arbella and stroked her hair. Not rough, slowly, carefully each hair. No, even without it, Arbella’s hair was silky smooth.
Smelling the fragrant lime scent that rose with every stroke, she opened her mouth with the utmost sincerity in her nervous heart.
“I’m sorry, Arbella. It’s my fault.”
“…”
“I didn’t understand your feelings, so I opened my mouth lightly.”
Because of that, don’t say the same thing. Because the intention will sound like an excuse anyway.
“I didn’t know what I meant to you.”
Did they recognize the sincerity hidden in the roughness? Arbella no longer cried and lowered her head. Her face was hidden by her hair, so I couldn’t tell what she was thinking, but Yoochun silently told her about her mistake as if she were confessing.
“Arbella, I’m sorry I couldn’t understand your life. So… Can you forgive me? Show her face too.”
When her hand digging into her hair touched Arbella’s soft cheek, she shook her head slightly and resisted.
“…No, I do not want…”
“Huh? Why?”
He denied it, but the reaction was not as violent as before. It’s not that I don’t like it. Then why?
“Her face is a mess… I don’t want to show it.”
“Ah…”
‘Is that why? It doesn’t matter.’
Even though she was covered in her tears, the Arbella that Yuchun knew was one of the most beautiful women in the central world. In her game… No, before her return, her beautiful appearance became poison and caused numerous crises.
Even if she had been stained with dirt instead of tears, her beauty would not have faded.
Yuchun didn’t let such thoughts out of her mouth, and silently grabbed Arbella’s chin and lifted it up. She wriggled as if she didn’t like Arbella, but she didn’t remove Yuchun’s hand.
Her head lifted, her hair parted and her face exposed. Clean, spotless skin. The traces of tears flowing down the ferocious eyes are weakness hidden in strength.
“Beautiful…”
“I’m sorry…!”
This weakness is mine only I can see and feel.
“Ah…”
Eyes filled with lust. And that was a look familiar to Arbella as well. Originally, it was a look that would have torn both eyes apart, but depending on who the opponent was, it could change from anger to joy or shame.
The atmosphere that becomes sweet as we face each other like that. Arbella also hoped for, but both had something unexpected.
“Ah… Uh…”
Her lips approaching Arbella, who had never been in love, made her head hot with the unfamiliarity she had never experienced, and she had a bad habit in her mental breakdown.
“Uh…Aaaaa!”
Kwaaaaang–!!
If surprised, her fists would come out first.
Aaaaa…!!
What, what!!
Monster…? Also, run away!
Association! Report to the Association!
Arbella’s attack (?) Caused Yuchun to destroy her cafe and fly away. It didn’t matter at all to me.
“My, what have I done…Ah…! Yu, Yuchun!”
Arbella, stunned at the thought that she had dared to attack him, spurred her to the ground. She, of course, did not forget to hide her identity.
Wow! Help me!
Hey, get out of the way!!
The situation outside is also abysmal. Several recent incidents in Seoul were enough to make the sensitive citizens of Seoul run wild.
Of course, Arbella ignored it, and when Yoochun flew off and landed on the opposite building, all he saw there was Yoochun staring at him with a dumbfounded expression.
“Yu, Yuchun! Gwa, are you okay?!”
Fortunately, there was no one else because the place where Yoochun flew was not rented, but Arbella had no time to worry about the thought that he had attacked Yoochun.
“This…I didn’t think of it.”
Covered in cement dust, Yuchun looked down at the people in confusion. Fortunately, no one died… I could only sigh when I remembered what I had to sort out.
“…It’s a mess.”
“…Sorry…I must take responsibility…”
“No, you don’t have to do that, Arbella. There are some things I did wrong.”
Yuchun was also aware of Arbella’s habits. But in this way he did not expect old habits to emerge. No, she had always been the enemy who made her heat up to her, so even though she was of a different kind, since her own existence made her head hot, that might have been the natural result of her.
“And how can I take responsibility?”
“That…”
The fact that the seat of the committee is here is also a problem, but on top of that, he caused a riot and apologizes? There is no aggro like that.
“Are you coming already? That’s fast.”
I can feel the presence of the Awoken people running towards this place from afar. Probably the Awoken from the Association or Governing Body. I’m sorry to those who suffered, but Arbella and Yuchun are people who shouldn’t be caught in a situation like this.
‘I’ll have to talk to the association and come up with a reasonable compensation plan.’
Organizing her thoughts, Yuchun raised her head and stared at Arbella, who was crying and fiddling with her fingers.
“I’m sorry… I was wrong, so please don’t throw me away…”
“What else is he talking about?”
It’s because Korea is lucky. In a world where monsters exist, such a sight is commonplace. Now I was prepared to face Arbella properly. But she had no reason to be angry with her just because of her.
“But… I attacked Yoochun…”
“What attack? I didn’t even get sick. Are you okay.”
Reinforced concrete is not as good as clay to him. Rather, when Arbella hugged him earlier, it was thousands of times more fatal.
“So stop it, Arbella. Why are you crying like this? You are not originally like that.”
Still awkward The sight of that Arbella shedding tears not knowing what to do in front of her man.
“Because it’s Yuchun…”
“That… Kind of feels good.”
“Go, thank you…”
The sight of a woman like Arbella going back and forth like that with every word of her own. It didn’t fit the situation, but honestly it felt good. But there was still much to be said, and this place was no longer suitable for conversation.
‘This is how a short vacation ends.’
“Arbella.”
“Yes?”
“Let’s bounce first.”