Chapter 190 – Episode 190

Fortunately, it was a mistake. My heart, which I thought had stopped, was still beating. However, with terrible intensity.

‘There’s really no one worse for your heart than that bastard.’

I was more scared of that bastard than Han Se-ryong, or even real ghosts that might exist.

Suddenly, the things Han Se-ryong said to me come to mind.

‘On the outside, there is no one as perfect as that bastard.’

I guess so. When I didn’t know what kind of guy this guy was, I just heard rumors and thought he was a perfect person.

‘From what I heard, it sounds like Oh Hanam visits you often. If you train it well, you can treat it like your pet.’

It is true that Oh Hanam visits me often.

But, tame it? How?

No, rather, if I tame that cub and keep it close to me, wouldn’t I soon give it up due to poor health?

‘Are you in a position to choose between hot and cold food?’

It doesn’t matter whether it’s cold or hot rice. Oh, Hanam does it because he wants to hide it.

I’m going to turn away. Fuck.

Is it because you went to Hwamong? Normally, when I see that bastard, my head gets confused. Now it feels like it’s twice as complicated as that.

When I think about what that bastard did to Ohana, I just can’t forgive him and I want to step on his face right now.

On the other hand, my way of thinking has changed a little.

You have to admit what you have to admit.

That thought is about to raise its head.

‘Still, safely, safely. ‘If I had to choose the best among the kids who are always struggling desperately to succeed because they are afraid of failure, it would be Oh Hanam.’

Only success?

Have you ever failed?

Isn’t that fucking amazing?

No matter how safe I pursued it. I don’t know anything else, but if I were that bastard’s subordinate, there wouldn’t be a boss as reliable as me.

‘They probably don’t have quests like me.’

If that bastard had been given a quest like me, the scale would have been different. When you get that power, the way you use it must have made all the difference.

This world may have been turned upside down right now.

‘Wow, you look even more amazing when you think like that.’

Even if he had the same power, that bastard would use it better than me.

“What are you thinking so hard about? With people in front.”

“Omg. Fuck!”

This time, my heart truly stopped when I saw that the face that had clearly been at the entrance had come right in front of my nose as if it had been used as if it had been used for a long time. About 2 seconds.

“You bastard. “Why did you come here again?”

I momentarily thought about whether I should respect him again, but decided against it.

This guy is also subtly speaking informally to me. Why me?

Besides, if I even use the honorific title to this bastard, it’s not a lie, needles will pop out of my tongue. At the same time, it was clear that life expectancy would continue to decrease due to stress alone.

Because I have no intention of dying quickly. I couldn’t be polite to this kid, even if it was to live long.

Hehe! The response is so good. As expected, Mr. Hyunwoo.”

This is Ohanam, who touches her forehead with her thumb, index, and middle fingers, tilts her head back, and smiles. Wow, you crazy bastard.

I thought that poses like that were only done by mentally ill people. Here it is. Psychopath.

Smiling even after getting scolded… Oh, let’s exclude Yoon Su-ah. That’s a really special case.

“Why would I come?”

“… To harass me?”

“Yes. Answer. Well done! Mr. Hyunwoo. Would you like to buy me a Vita drink as a reward? “Everyone at the convenience store says that’s how you become friends with part-time workers.”

“Where did you hear such bullshit?”

“The secretary told me?”

I can’t even curse because my secretary said that. What crime can that person have?

If this person had learned by looking at the Internet like Abom, I would have laughed at him and called him an idiot.

“It’s okay. “If vitamin C enters my body now, I think I’ll have a heart attack differently.”

“Why? Oh, is it because I’m here?”

“If you know, get the hell away.”

Isn’t that what it is? You’re a little too self-conscious, aren’t you?

After a while, I burst out swearing.

“Ayyyyyyy! “I said the opposite of what I wanted to say in my heart and what I should have said with my mouth!”

“That means I am agitating Hyunwoo. “It feels good, that.”

And. I will turn away.

Really. It’s not a lie, I really think it’s going to turn around. I wish I could contact a psychiatrist right away and put a lightning rod in my hand.

Because I think this mental illness will only be cured if I kill that bastard in front of me!

「Rustling!」

While I struggle hard with mental illness such as anger management disorder, which comes to mind several times, Oh Hanam is leisurely looking around the refrigerated section with a pleasant smile on her face.

“Just then, another new product came out. They say competition in convenience stores is fierce. It’s really no joke.”

Go away. Please go away.

Please don’t let the refrigerator suddenly explode over there and get that ugly bastard caught up in it. Oh, God!!! I will live a good life from now on, so please listen to my prayers!!!

“Please calculate with this.”

I muttered as I accepted the VVIP black gold card presented to me by a sane Oh Hanam.

God is dead.

Or, does that mean you shouldn’t be nice to me? Yes, starting today, things will get really crooked.

[…]

Huh? I feel like I just saw something briefly again…

“These days, bothering Hyunwoo has become the joy of my life. “The priority has almost risen to number one.”

“Aren’t you crazy? “My quality of life is decreasing because of you.”

Beep, I said as I scanned the barcode of the lunch box and strawberry milk.

I feel this every time, but there is a guy who casually throws me 1 million won in cash. This was calculated carefully. Even when I was paying with this card, I felt that it included a separate discount.

There really is no one who doesn’t understand as much as this guy.

“I can’t help it. What can I do to harass Hyunwoo? I can go by car. I worry about this every time I get on a plane. There has to be something that comes to mind.”

“Then just don’t do it, you fucking idiot. Why! Why on earth are you so anxious that you can’t bother me?”

“So, he’s my precious little sister’s boyfriend?”

“What?”

“If she cannot overcome a certain amount of bullying or temptation, she may not be able to take care of that child for the rest of her life.”

“…”

I opened my mouth.

It really wasn’t a waste to use the word ‘psychopath’ several times, dozens of times, to this bastard. This guy is really just a psychopath.

“That won’t work. If you get married, don’t you have to make that child happy for the rest of his life, until the end of his life? It’s okay to have a light fight in the middle. If he’s divorced or someone whose love will cool off at some point, it’s right for me to just cut him off. Isn’t that right?”

“You crazy bastard. Why did you decide that…”

“Aren’t you my brother? It’s just that the mom is different. “My older brother by blood.”

And as I spoke proudly to the world, I got goosebumps all over my body.

“It is right to rule out any possibility. Anyway, Hana is now 22 years old. She will definitely benefit from investing a few years now and living happily ever after for the rest of her life. Isn’t that right?”

“…”

“It’s not just that. Hyunwoo, the reason Ohana is where she is today is because I brought hardship and adversity to that child.”

“What, you bastard?! “This bastard has a pierced mouth!”

I got angry and grabbed him by the collar.

Oh Ha-nam was calm and unfazed, so she just raised her palm towards the entrance of her convenience store. Before I knew it, the five security guards who were about to rush in were awkwardly rubbing their bodies at the entrance.

When I saw that, I roughly let go of his collar. Oh Ha-nam smiled, put her hands in her pockets, and continued her story.

“Hyunwoo is probably getting more angry because he’s only looking at Ohana right now. “I was wondering why they were torturing a girl who was so mature, nice to her boyfriend, and even kind.”

“The bastard who knows that…”

I barely restrained my body from reflexively trying to get up again.

Before I knew it, there was some distance between me and Oh Hanam, who was leaning against the wall with his hands in his pockets. I guess that was what you were aiming for, right? Now I know.

A squire like Ohanam calculates even his breathing.

“I won, hyung.”

I flinch.

When Ohana’s ex-boyfriend’s name came up, my body shook as if it was a conditioned reflex.

“Of course, there’s no way Ohana would only date that trash bastard, right?”

“…”

Although I know.

It was a topic I had never thought much about.

“Would you mind telling me something about Ohana that Hyunwoo doesn’t know about? Regardless of how young Ohana was in high school, she was born with a very fair appearance. Maybe it’s because she goes through social life a little faster than her friends. She wasn’t very cheesy. She’s a beauty shop that only idiots go to in the first place. What. Did she have any real friends there?”

“What?”

It’s a bit different from the story I heard from Ohana.

“Ohana herself might not think so. I will tell you from a clearly objective perspective. When she was in high school, she was already working at a beauty salon and touching things she shouldn’t touch. And get her boyfriend.”

“…”

“How do you think normal society views these kids?”

I was speechless.

“Is that all? Ohana naturally became distant from her friends. Because she simply had a difference in income? Is that possible? She has a way of attracting really attractive and good people, regardless of whether he is a wealthy person or has different incomes.”

“…”

“But in her young mind, she secretly brags about herself and criticizes others. She also sees the world with ease. Furthermore, she gave absurd reasons and even tried to manipulate her body easily.”

Oh Hanam said with a chuckle.

“The boyfriend I made like that is like Lee Jin-hyung. If that child had grown up like that, would she have become what she is now? “Really?”

Boom, it feels like a bomb exploded in her head.
I realized once again that I had trusted only Ohana’s words and only what I saw of her.

“Well, that doesn’t mean she was as trash as the older brother Ohana won. She is Geunmukjaheuk. We can’t ignore the possibility that if she continued to stick with a guy like the older brother she won, at some point, she would become a person like the older brother she won. That’s right. “She might have had a couple tattoo with each other’s names on her arm or back.”

“…”

“But before that happened, Ohana met me. From the beginning, I was also contemplating whether to take Hana home when she became an adult. She seems to be having a lot of fun with her life. Moreover, at that time, I was not in the position of vice president like I am now. “I didn’t have much strength.”

“…”

“But the more I hear the report, the more I hear it. Is it because the child clearly did not receive a proper education? I could see some parts going astray here and there. The story is already over at the point where high school students boldly touch something they shouldn’t touch. “If it happened once or twice, I wouldn’t know.”

Oh Hanam still spoke with a nonchalant expression.

“So, she is Ohana. How has she changed since she met me? Ever since she found out about me, she knew the world was scary. This is the first one. Secondly, I also knew that men who act like they are going to die right now can betray as much as they want.”

“…”

“Third, as I faced many difficult situations, my sociability and social skills, which were already excellent, improved significantly. Well, to sum it up roughly… I think the biggest change is that I have become somewhat humble. In fact, there is nothing more important in this world than humility. Hmm. “I picked up a strange hobby, but it wasn’t something that would cause much trouble in my life, so it’s okay.”

I was speechless.

There are a lot of things I want to say, but they only linger in my mouth. It didn’t stick out.

Instead, I really wanted to ask this question.

“Why on earth do you live like that?”

Oh Hanam answered with a grin.

“Just like that. “This is me.”