Chapter 191 – Episode 191

My head was dizzy, and my mind was complicated.

Leaving everything else aside, if I had to judge only Oh Hanam, whom I saw with my own eyes, at least he was a guy who didn’t say empty words.

That’s why my mind was more complicated in one way or another.

However, if there is one thing that is certain.

“That doesn’t mean that what you did to Hana was a good thing.”

Oh Ha-nam still had his hands in his pockets and smiled leisurely.

“It’s not something I did because I wanted to be told I did a good job.”

“…”

“When did I say that I was a good person? Have you ever said anything? I am this kind of person to begin with. Why on earth do you have to live a good life according to other people’s perspectives? “It’s a completely different story from putting on a good image to make a profit.”

The more I listen, the more I understand.

The difference between me and Ohanam.

This guy, who I thought was a psychopath who would never exist again in the world… He was more confident in himself than I was.

‘What’s really great about that bastard is. Even though I have never experienced failure before. It means being prepared to face failure at any time. That’s easier said than done. It looks like poor construction, but it is not poor construction.’

What Han Se-ryong said was correct.

This bastard always lived with the determination in her heart to take responsibility for whatever she had done.

“What do you usually think about?”

“I see. “I sometimes think of Lee Jin-hyung suddenly receiving unexpected training as an elite killer, then secretly visiting me and assassinating me.”

Crazy guy!

“So, are you prepared?”

“What. If he becomes an unimaginably massive killer, he’ll just be left behind. Otherwise, I’m working out a lot and have enough bodyguards. Unlike my mother, I’m not really interested in luxury goods or anything like that. “I guess this is how you spend the extra money, right?”

Oh Hanam is probably the only person in the world who can tell such a story so calmly.

Now that I think about it, I think I saw it on the internet.

Oh Hanam’s bodyguards are nearly twice as many as those of key personnel at other companies, and they even pay them 1.5 times the salary.

“Ha. “What on earth are you thinking about?”

In response to my question, Oh Ha-nam looked at the CCTV hanging in the corner.

“I just don’t have any thoughts? You just live as you were born. He is the eldest son of the Ilha group, and he was born with this personality. According to that, just.”

“That damn thing, just! You fucking bastard. Do you think it makes sense for a hard-working bastard like you to just live? “You fucking idiot.”

Finally, Oh Hanam’s hand came out of his pocket.

He covered his mouth with one hand and let out a laugh.

“What can I do if that’s true? However, that is the reason why I like Hyunwoo. For some reason, when I face that person like this, I feel a little more alive.”

“… “What?”

It gave me chills and skin grew on my forearms.

“Because I have this type of personality, I have very few friends. Even the things you consider friends are actually things you have for the sake of profit. So, whenever I look at other humans, I feel that way.”

“…”

“What’s so funny? What is so enjoyable? If you take one wrong step, you’ll end up on a cliff. “Why on earth are they giggling without even preparing for it?”

That’s probably because it’s thrilling.

Why do people engage in gambling even though they know it is dangerous? In fact, it was more exciting because there was no safety device.

“Oh, I know. Rather, because they are cubs with no backs, they spend their lives more happily. I wish I could do that too. “I can’t do that.”

Oh Hanam pats his head and smiles with an eerily innocent smile.

“Should I say that you basically always think of the worst case? Ah, if I had known it would be like this, I would have received less early education. “My mother is a very thorough person in that regard, so she ended up learning too well.”

Ohanam said.

“In that sense, if Ohana had been taken away by her mother, it would have been an enormous amount of stress for both of them. Her mother can’t stand her nervousness while looking at her Ohana, and she must be equally dizzy with Ohana, who she is not compatible with on a human level. If you leave her alone, she is a maid and a person who plays well together.”

“Whew. “My head hurts, my head hurts.”

“Originally, stories like this give me a headache. Personally, I rather like this kind of story. This is a story where the correct answer varies depending on each person’s values. Isn’t it fun? You can also express your thoughts as they are. In doing so, you realize once again what kind of person you are.”

I think Han Ae Bom was like that too.

The more we share these stories, the more helpful it is for growth.

She can see once again what kind of person she is…

“Okay, let’s go back a little bit. “It gives me a reason to destroy people like Lee Jin-hyung.”

“Do you really want to destroy it?”

“Yes. Of course, as long as it doesn’t break, you can get a decent reward. In fact, 99% of the costs for things that Lee Jin-hyung would not have been able to enjoy originally came from my wallet.”

“Ha. Why on earth are you doing this, why? Huh?”

“Didn’t I tell you? “What on earth is so enjoyable about people like Lee Jin-hyung?”

“…”

“I am spending my life dull and uninteresting. Those bastards are standing on a sharp edge and laughing as if it’s fun. “I just don’t want to look at it.”

Oh Hanam chuckles.

“Isn’t it a natural reason in the first place? I ruin it because I don’t want to see it. “I like that person, would you ruin it?”

“Okay. That’s right.”

I nodded and sighed a few times.

It was definitely a crazy conversation, but I also learned some things.

First, other people were people after all.

Each person is a three-dimensional being with their own values. Looking at it now, I was neither a good nor a bad person.

I was just living like me. Because I was born like this.

Second, I can have this conversation with Oh Hanam now.

It’s only possible because this guy really likes me.

I’m going to turn around, really.

“I think he looks at me kindly. “Why are you so anxious because I can’t bother you like this?”

“This level of bullying is like cuteness. And I feel good about harassing Hyunwoo? Ah, maybe it’s because Hyunwoo has been making me so happy these days. The bad feelings from before have lessened a bit. Should I say that life has become more enjoyable for me too? Thank you, really.”

I try to raise the corners of my mouth as if nothing is wrong, but my face spasms and my muscles start shaking.

A smile blooms on Oh Ha-nam’s face when he sees that.

“When I look at Hyunwoo, I feel like my lifespan is increasing.”

“I am shrinking that much. Fuck you, you bastard.”

Suddenly, a thought occurred to me.

If this bastard didn’t have this much interest in me, how would he have tormented me? I was wondering how they were trying to separate me from Ohana.

‘Tsk. Let’s quit.’

As I was tasting my appetite, I felt lingering and asked again.

“Did you have to go that far to make Ohana the proper human being she is?”

“What. Other methods may have been possible, though. A kid like Hana is surprisingly the type of person who doesn’t listen to what others say. She’s my sister, but she’s kind of, um, a lot on the bad side, to the point where she just turns around, and she doesn’t know what she did three seconds ago.”

“I know, damn it.”

This bastard knew the real Ohana very well.

To be honest, if I were to take a previous exam related to Ohana, I wasn’t confident that I would score higher than this guy.

“For those kids, extreme medication is usually the answer.”

That is also true.

“Wouldn’t it be better for Ohana to come back pregnant with the child of some scumbag who wants to rip her head out right now? “How much a woman ruins her body just by becoming pregnant.”

“Right. That’s true 100 times… Heh, fuck.”

I was trying to agree with him without even realizing it, but I swallowed the nonsense.

However, Oh Hanam was right.

That’s because the result is like this now. If she had left Ohana alone, there was a high possibility that she would have gotten pregnant unexpectedly, when in fact she was not prepared for anything and had not even grown mentally.
He may have been appearing on a provocative program featuring a high school couple.

“Huh, so how is it now?”

“Which one?”

“Ohana, when you look at her now, do you think she’s grown up a bit?”

Oh Hanam answered seriously.

“She still has bad hair though. Even though this is something that can’t be fixed. “I think she deserves to be called human in many ways.”

“That’s a damn good thing.”

I met Ohana who became human.

So what was it like before? Is she a beast?

“Then what about me? As Ohana’s boyfriend. As her possibly future husband.”

It’s not a lie. I was really curious.

Because Ohanam won’t say anything wrong. Depending on what words came out of this bastard’s mouth, it seemed like she could gain an enormous amount of confidence.
This time too, Oh Hanam was serious.

This guy just doesn’t know how to lie. Because she thinks that if she lies, she creates a weakness for herself. Wow, what a psychotic bastard.

However, that is why he was also a more confident person than anyone else.
The proud man spoke seriously.

“Hyunwoo is just a good human being.”

“Well, just like that?”

It’s a somewhat disappointing evaluation, isn’t it?

But, it wasn’t wrong either.

“It’s not that I have a very eccentric personality, but I also don’t have sharp determination. I see. I think people use the expression hexagonal person these days. “If I were to compare it to that, Hyunwoo is like a slightly smaller hexagonal human.”

“How can I express it in one word?”

“They are all dishonest people. A person who makes you tilt your head even in cool scenes.”

“It’s so fucking shit, but I’m going to fuck…” “I can’t refute it.”

I find myself laughing a few times.

Oh Hanam’s words are not over.

“At the same time, it’s a lottery.”

“Lottery?”

“Yes. He may have the greatest value in the world that hasn’t even been scratched yet… Such a lottery.”

Oh Hanam’s eyes were more serious than ever. He seemed like he really wanted to know the contents of the lottery.
If I had given that bastard a 500 won coin right now, wouldn’t he have scratched my face?

One thing is certain.

What that bastard just said wasn’t that bad.

“It seems that servants like you have different eyes.”

“What is it?”

“Mr. Aebom also said something similar.”

“If that’s the case, you’re probably seeing it more clearly than I am. Because Aebom always stays with Hyunwoo.”

“Don’t say it like you’re jealous. “I almost stabbed you in the head with a lighter.”

“I think that would be fun in its own way, right?”

“Fuck!”

After that, in the end, I ended up talking to this guy for almost two hours. And then he also asked.

If you take just a little bit of risk, you could be much more successful than you are now, so why play it so safe? I said exactly what Han Se-ryong said.

Ohanam answered. It’s just a difference in values.

He says he already makes enough money to have everything he wants, so why should he be more greedy? Furthermore, I was aware that what I said was heard by Han Se-ryong.

“It can’t be helped because we grew up in different times. Even though Chairman Han Se-ryong is old, he still has the look in his eyes like a soldier on the battlefield.”

“… !”

“Do you know why I can’t move from Chairman Han Se-ryong? Regardless of what I dislike, it’s because I respect him that much. This is a person who built tall buildings using only his body in Korea, which was nothing but a wasteland. Everything we are enjoying now.”

“…”

“It’s only been less than 30 years, but we are enjoying the benefits of civilization to the fullest extent that other poor countries can’t even imagine. One of the people who made it possible for me to enjoy all of these things. Among them, the person with the greatest influence is Chairman Han Se-ryong. Even though he is old, he is still a dragon.”

I understand why every time I meet Han Se-ryong, I feel like I’m encountering a giant.

Oh Hanam mutters.

“In some ways, he is a pitiful person.”

“Why?”

“That person will continue to look forward and run until the end of his life.”

“… !”

“Unlike us who have lived in an era of peace and are enjoying everything we have to offer, what remains most clearly in Chairman Han Se-ryong’s memory is. It is poverty and famine.”

Ohanam said.

“At the age of 29, Mr. Kim Hyun-woo is finally ready to move forward.”

“…”

“Chairman Se-ryong Han, who is the same age, has already been shooting guns in the battlefield bare-handed for several years. People like that don’t know how to stop. “If his legs don’t move, his arms will move forward, and if his arms don’t move, his teeth will move forward.”

I feel like crying for no reason.

“But, because he is that kind of person, everyone recognizes him. “Everyone.”

In the end, I felt embarrassed, and my eyes became moist.