Chapter 219 – Episode 219

What kind of bullshit is that?

… It was hard to just ignore it, but the expression on Oh Hanam’s face as he fixed his eyes straight ahead while holding the steering wheel was too unusual.

I feel like he can make that kind of expression too.

My mind becomes complicated for some reason, but Oh Hanam opens his mouth.

“I’m sure you’ve told me this once before.”

“Which one?”

“I don’t even blink when people die in front of my eyes.”

“Yes. Why? Has anything changed now?”

“No. It’s still the same. Even if I were to hit someone with my car right now, I would be calm and check the situation before reporting it. “I’m the type of person who can handle what needs to be handled.”

“You’re so handsome, kid.”

But, that won’t happen.

If you look at this kid driving, he’s driving so safely that he doesn’t get hit even if someone suddenly comes out on purpose in an alley.

I want to regain my appetite. Oh, Hanam continues.

“It may be a bit cruel, but if something happens to my parents, I’ll still be a little shaken up. “We will resolve it very calmly.”

Those are certainly cruel words.

But.

“It’s reliable. We will find the best solution for any situation. “I will save even the dead, very.”

“Hehe, but if you actually see that scene with your own eyes, it will feel somewhat strange. Naturally, you will start to think, “Is that a human being like me?”

“I guess so.”

It must have been like that.

However, your expression right now is more humane than anyone else’s. I have doubts about whether I can really do that.

“The only thing that makes me emotionally upset is Ohana. “My cute and lovely younger sister.”

“Ohana?”

“Yes. Personally, my parents are very capable people. I think I did everything I could from my son’s perspective. So, there are no regrets. Moreover, they are uncomfortable people in one way or another.”

“Oh my, what’s wrong with family?”

“So, in a way, my younger sister is more precious.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

Ohanam said.

“Regardless of the fact that Hana is my younger sister, if you look at it from an objective perspective. In fact, there is no child as stupid as Hana.”

Are you really so annoying?

“If I had to make a comparison, it would be my father. Mother. Even me. These three will find their place no matter where you throw them. I guess I can survive on Ohana too. However, it won’t be that great. Since she has natural beauty and charm, the most likely thing is that she will meet a good man and get married. “He is a so-called drunkard.”

“Hmm, good guy… “Can we say we met?”

“Well. I don’t know if it’s a good thing, but I can say that I met an interesting person. And even then, we only picked a lot of last place winners. As I said before, I really hate ignorant people who don’t know anything and think they have the right answer.”

I’m not a good man yet.

Well, Ohanam refers to overall value, regardless of personality.

“I’m glad I’m not that ignorant.”

“Hyeonwoo is a bit scared. Still, he was well-educated. It’s because he has a bit of a brat-like side to him for one reason or another. “It’s not like his head is as hard as a stone and won’t work, is it?”

“…”

What is it?

I think it’s a compliment. I’m not feeling very well? This bastard, you’re not going to turn it around, are you? At the time I was thinking about this, I already had a stone head…

“Then let me tell you why. “Why do I care so much about Ohana when I don’t even care about other people?”

Gulp.

“That’s because the child is lacking a lot. “It’s because that girl is my younger sister.”

“Hey, don’t say that directly in front of the kid. It hurts.”

“Well, I probably shouldn’t do it. If you feel like you have to do it, you should do it. It’s also funny when you don’t say something that makes the other person feel bad. “I don’t necessarily need to do that.”

Wow, crazy scary bastard.

“In fact, I thought Ohana’s growth had reached its limit. I have to say she is no longer past the stage where she turns into an irritant. I guess there’s nothing I can do about her stupid head. That’s the fact. There is definitely something stupid in the world that cannot be changed no matter how hard you try.”

Even I feel weird because I keep shaking my head and my head like a fool.

What Oh Hanam said was not wrong.

“When I was young, I also thought it was just a matter of effort, right? The kids who went to Seoul National University worked harder than me and sat with their butts on their chairs much longer than I did. I thought so…”

I laughed out loud.

“Now that I’m an adult, I understand. There is definitely a difference in effort, but I think there is also a difference in innate intelligence.”

To put it bluntly, the quest doesn’t even give me intelligence points.

This innate brain may not be easily changed. It is said that humans only use 10% of their brain in the first place. Even though my intelligence is already high enough, I may not be able to utilize it properly.

“So, even if I just live a little bit. After all, I am your older brother. “I thought that as long as the child was a member of the Ilha Group, it wouldn’t matter at all.”

“I thought so?”

“In the time I didn’t see him, he changed a lot more than I expected. A little, no. “I feel like I’ve grown up a lot.”

Oh Hanam grins while saying that.

Damn it. Even to a man like him, he was so handsome that it was dizzying for a moment. I think I felt this way in the military as well.

A guy who is good-looking enough to compare himself to a real celebrity is good-looking no matter what he does. The ugly guy feels like a minor extra, no matter how well he imitates what appears in the drama.
This natural appearance was something that could not be realistically ignored.

“Thanks to Hyunwoo.”

“What?”

I couldn’t help but be surprised by the words that came out of the mouth of such a handsome guy.

What does this mean?

“In a way, that change happened because Hyunwoo is a proper human being, unlike the bastards I’ve met so far.”

Are you being so secretive and harsh?

It’s amazing and thrilling differently because he swears like that with that innocent face.

“Hyeonwoo is a proper human being. Because he’s trying hard. The people next to you are also stimulated. However.”

Ohanam said.

It was a somewhat bitter voice.

“It’s a bit funny that I even say this.”

“What is it?”

“Please don’t go too fast.”

“Huh?”

Oh Hanam, who stepped on the brakes at the signal, tapped the steering wheel with his index finger and said.

“Each one is running hard. In his own way, he is trying to do what he thinks is best.”

“…”

“But what if the person next to you goes further than that? This is so amazing, how people feel. It’s definitely moving forward. At some point, it feels like you’re going backwards. “This is a very sensitive issue for all people, regardless of Koreans.”

“…”

“I never thought I, or anyone else, would say something like this. So something feels strange. It’s not bad again. At times like this, I feel just a little bit alive.”

Ohanam regained his appetite and continued his speech.
I listened to him in silence. These are probably words that you wouldn’t even tell your parents. It was right to listen quietly now.

“And again, I hope Hyunwoo doesn’t end up like me.”

“…”

“I told you this once before, right? I also want to live a little like a fool. But, that doesn’t work. This is not something you can force. “I am already a complete person.”

“…”

“Even if others think you are a great person, only you know whether that person is truly happy. The moment the public understands this at all is when a popular celebrity makes an extreme choice. It’s not like I had any debt, and it’s not like I had any problems because I was too old. Why did that suddenly happen? In fact, even I don’t know that. Because it’s not him.”

“…”

“If I had to say it, it’s because life isn’t fun in the end. Because I don’t enjoy life as much as I want to live longer. Hyunwoo, it’s surprising that you’re so relaxed. Also, if he easily achieves the goal he wanted to achieve.”

Oh Hanam burst into laughter, but spoke in a sad voice.

“What remains after that is emptiness. It’s such a feeling of futility that I wonder why I only ran this far after seeing this all this time. In some ways, this may sound like a lot of satiety.”

“Yes. Because everyone has their own thoughts. Wouldn’t it be absurd to hear that a person doesn’t even have enough money for a meal right now? But, I understand both sides.”

“Thank you for saying that. Let’s see, again… Hmm. “We’re almost there?”

Seeing Oh Hanam looking disappointed, I immediately added.

“Let’s go for two more laps.”

Then, Oh Ha-nam, who slightly twitched his hand holding the steering wheel, pursed his lips for some reason and then nodded.
“Thank you.”

“Thank you, I just wanted to go for a drive. The car is nice. Chairman Pyo Dae-pal told me to tell him if there is anything I want. Should I ask for a domestic car similar to this one?”

“Hmm.”

Oh Hanam groans as if he is uncomfortable.

What is it again?

“If that’s the case, I’d like to vote for you.”

“Fuck. Go away. “You bastard.”

I was truly disgusted. On the contrary, Oh Hanam burst out laughing as if he liked it.

Haha! Hehe, let’s see. So, is it time to tell you why I helped Hyunwoo?”

“I remember that again. Wow, that’s scary, kid.”

“I think Hana will be happy if Hyunwoo does well. Also, if I had to use a personal analogy, it would be like this. “Whenever a rich sponsor discovers a potential talent and that talent shows something different, the sponsor becomes more satisfied.”

“If you look at an internet broadcast, is a kid with a lot of money getting vicarious satisfaction by raising a kid who owns a small business?”

“That’s right. That’s an appropriate analogy. “It is more fun to watch than to actually see the sponsor do it himself.”

I nodded.

“I find it more fun to watch games than to play them myself these days.”

“Is that so? Then, next time, I will give you a lot of money to support broadcasting, so how about playing around with broadcasters with that money? That would also be a great experience.”

That sounds like a lot of fun…

At the same time, I was scared that I would fall down a bad path.

“… Next time, when I get the chance.”

“That’s right.”

「Rattle」

Before even one turn, Oh Hanam stopped the car.

“What? Did you get oil leaks?”

“It’s not like that. “I have some urgent business to attend to at work, so I thought I’d go.”

“What? “At this time?”

“So, Hyunwoo, please walk in from here.”

“No, it doesn’t matter.”

It occurred to me that it was really necessary. If you drive a little further, you will be right at the entrance to the studio.

I wonder why they bother to drop me off here.

“Click!”

It’s funny to me to naively say that again.

“Jiiing,” Oh Hanam said to me as he rolled down the window.

“Hyunwoo, my house password is 6974. “Because Hyunwoo changed the password to a number that is easy to remember.”

“What should I do?”

“No matter how much we all get used to being together. “To be a lover, isn’t it something you want to spend some private time with just the two of you sometimes?”

A guy who hasn’t even been in a relationship speaks well, I mean.

“In that sense, I’m not at home very often. “You can use it freely like a motel.”

“Hey, you bastard. Then what if you suddenly come in?”

“At least that won’t happen.”

Saying that makes me even more anxious. I wonder if they have installed a hidden camera or something like that in the room.

“Just for your information. “There are no CCTVs or hidden cameras.”

“Oh, don’t read my mind.”

“You read the face, not the heart. Many people who like Hyunwoo probably think that way. “This man’s expression reveals his thoughts.”

“Fuck.”

“Okay then.”

“… Yes, have a hard time. Hey!”

I shouted at the car that was getting further and further away.

“Oh, thank you for today! “You bastard!”

I walked to my studio while cooling my hot face with a hand fan.

I was able to understand why Oh Hanam had dropped me off there earlier, and furthermore, why he went to the office because he had urgent business to do, and gave me the password to his house.

Ohana was standing in the alley, not even smoking.

“…”

After taking a deep breath, I approached her.
And, she asked. In a very calm voice.

“What are you doing?”