Chapter 302 – Episode 302

Suddenly a thought occurred to me.

How many times have I uttered words like ‘good night mom’ or ‘good night mom’ in my life?

At least a thousand times… No, even if you count it, it was thousands of times. It’s something I’ve said almost every day since I learned Hangul properly.

However, for some, today might be the first time.

“Ooh, ooh, ooh…” …”

Crying like a child.

Ohana is 22 years old, but in some ways she is an adult who has not experienced what many children have to go through. We often forget that she always shows off her strong side, but in some ways, she is the most delicate person I’ve ever met.
She is strong but delicate… She is also lovely and cute…

“It’s one.”

“Huh, huh.”

As I hug Ohana even tighter, her shoulders shaking, she also holds my hand tightly.

‘What a guy.’

Personally, I thought Ohana was amazing and was a little jealous.

If it were me, she wouldn’t have done as well as Ohana. Just looking at myself today, I was really scrawny and a loser with long tails.

But, what about Ohana?

She would quickly let go of resentments with people who had caused her years of pain, and she would quickly build new relationships. How many people can do this in real life?

Even if you decide to apologize and meet her, when you come face to face with her, she becomes upset for no reason and there are countless people who cannot achieve the results she wanted. In that sense, Ohana was truly an amazing woman. Although she has some shortcomings, she is a woman who sees them as strengths rather than weaknesses.

“First, let’s go in, oppa.”

“Okay.”

Ohana, who has calmed down a little, whimpers and takes me into her room.
And she sat side by side on the bed. No, she sits down and then sits down with her butt on my lap. She was now more comfortable on my lap than on her bed.

“I feel a little… No, it’s very strange.”

“Really?”

“Yes. I told you this before. That family is trash, crazy people. And today, I actually saw them and they are crazy people. From what I see, should I say that I am the only one who is normal?”

Hmm, I almost let out a moan, but I held it in.

Could it be similar to you?

… Where in the world can there be a crazy boyfriend who says that?

“But actually, today, Dad and Mom… Because I said it with my own mouth. There’s something really strange about this, right?”

“…”

“Do the words dad and mom have some magical power?”

“Well. “It might be in there.”

I truly thought so.

Papa, Mama, Father, Mother… Besides that, you can call ‘dad’ and ‘mum’ in so many different languages. Because everyone shows similar reactions.

“This place is very strange.”

Ohana says, pressing her own breast. When I saw that, I massaged Ohana’s breasts like nothing else.

Ohana didn’t care and continued what she said.

“You can tell if you touch it, but it’s not really jumping around, right? But, should I say it got a little warmer? “She called that piece of trash ‘daddy’, and just like that, she just called that woman who looked like she had a dirty personality ‘mother’.”

I don’t know about that, but I know for sure that Ohana’s breasts are soft and voluptuous. I guess it’s because she got a little excited earlier while touching her butt. Touching her breasts is also pretty naughty and feels good.
As I started to lightly caress her nipples, Ohana flinched and said.

“Oppa, I want to have a child quickly.”

“…”

“Because there’s still a part of me that’s a bit of a dick about calling her mom and her dad. I would rather have my own child and become a good mother and good father.”

As she said that, Ohana’s eyes were serious as she looked at me. She had the look in her eyes of a woman who wanted to give birth more intensely than anyone else.
In fact, at the age of 22, Ohana’s healthy body may have been in optimal condition to give birth to a child.
But the situation was not like that.

I did not say it straight away, but expressed it in a twisted way.

“It’s one. To do that, you have to quit smoking for a much longer period of time. They say cigarettes are so bad for babies. So, she should definitely quit smoking, build a healthier body, and then have a baby. At that time, I will somehow, surely, get you pregnant.”

“Omg… ! That’s right!”

Even though it was an obvious avoidance in her eyes, the innocent Ohana did not accept it that way.
She rather blames herself.

“That’s right. Such an idiot… She said she was going to be a mom, and she didn’t think about the baby, she only thought about herself. “Now that I see it, I guess I’m not ready to have a baby yet.”

“I have to become an idol too.”

“That’s it, but starting today, three books a month… !”

“Three volumes?”

Her three fingers, which had been spread confidently, were slightly bent.

“Because three volumes seems like too many. I should try to become a little more human by reading at least two books a month. Later, when the child is born, she has to be a respectable mother.”

“Well, I think she can still be a respectable mother. Whatever it is, I recommend reading the book.”

It was sincere.

It’s a personal opinion, but when I was young, I was forced to do a program where I read books and solved quizzes as vacation homework.

At the time, I thought it was just terrible vacation homework, but now I see that the few bestsellers I read at the time had a huge impact on me. In that sense, reading a book, even if it was a comic book, was recommended.

“I guess I’ll have to ask Aebom for a recommendation.”

“I should read it too.”

After that, Ohana continued talking for a while.

Funny enough, most of the stories were about Oh Cheol-ho and Oh Seol-hwa.

“No, my mom’s name is Oh Seol-hwa. “It felt even weirder because my entire family, including my mother, had the same last name?”

“I heard earlier that her Japanese name is Yukino Hana.”

“What does Yukino Hana mean?”

“I don’t know either. “I should have learned Japanese.”

“It’s okay, brother! Because we have Babago!”

“Nice!”

When I searched for Babago, it means ‘snow flower.’

“It’s a snow flower… “It’s a name that suits me better than I thought.”

“I know. Ah, so your name is Oh Seol-hwa.”

“Huh?”

“It’s called flowers on a snowy day.”

“Omg. Oh my god. Do you even know Chinese characters?”

“When I was young, my mother forced me to teach it. You don’t know If she doesn’t memorize 50 Chinese characters a day, I’ll pull her ears and hit her on the forehead with a ballpoint pen…”

When I think about it now, I understand what Oh Hanam said.

Did she say that when she was young she was more scared of her mother than her father? I think it was the same for me too. While her dad earned money from outside, her mom took care of the education of me and her younger sister.
He got scolded so much if I even forgot to read the workbook… When I think about it now, I think it’s worth getting angry because the money spent on education is a joke. Still, it was very scary.

What was a little unfair was that I had to study harder because I was the eldest son, and my younger sister Kim Hyun-ah was let go a little because she was the second child, and also because she was a woman. In fact, my sister barely remembers being hit by her mom. Unlike me.

“Well, I don’t know, hehe. “I grew up in an orphanage.”

“Ah…”

I was so lost in nostalgia that I thought it was too late.

“Ah! It’s not that I’m trying to make my brother notice. I just really don’t know. It simply means that you don’t know. “I guess it’s because I grew up without a mom and a dad.”

“…”

“The orphanage director worked hard to teach us, but there are only a few people there. How much can you teach me on your own? So, rather than learning from the principal, I tend to learn things from the kids I hang out with at school.”

“…”

“So there were quite a few times when I didn’t even know what was wrong, and there were quite a few things that made no sense. “Alcohol and cigarettes and things like that.”

Ohana asks, swinging her legs up and down.

“If I had been raised properly by my dad, wouldn’t I have even touched a cigarette? You saw it earlier. That person raised his double wick and said, “If you smoke, I will break my leg club…” ! “Screaming.”

“Hmm. “I think I can say that with confidence.”

Because she knew someone who was in the same situation as Ohana.
This is my younger sister, Hyuna Kim.

‘Miss, if I catch you smoking, I’ll chase you after my dad.’

‘Then hang up.’

‘If that was the case, I would have quit! Oh, I don’t know. Just smoke it first.’

My dad was also a person who hated smoking.

She is the type of person who makes a sad face even when I open her mouth, and if she finds out that her daughter is dying, she might collapse on the spot, holding her back.
Wouldn’t it be better to say I’ll beat you to death like Oh Cheol-ho?

“Well, people who bloom will bloom even if the Earth is destroyed. Instead, the important thing is to quit smoking properly after smoking. What is it, the national MC used to smoke too. Since I decided not to bloom, it hasn’t bloomed at all for decades.”

“Ugh, that person is a national MC. “I am Ohana.”

“What’s wrong with that? You are as great a woman as the national MC. And, you never know if you become a celebrity, right? “I wonder if you’ll ever appear on a variety show with the national MC in the future.”

“Huh? Is that possible?”

“I don’t know, bitch. “No one knows what will happen in the world.”

This wasn’t just something I said to Ohana.

It was the same for me too.

No one knew how the world would turn out. I, who thought I would whine while working part-time at a convenience store, started here after meeting Ohana.

If you think about it carefully, when you first met Ohana, could you have imagined that my relationship with Ohana would be like this?

“I will definitely quit smoking. Even for my baby. “If I don’t keep this promise, then I will really cut off my wrist.”

“I will help you as much as I can.”

“Hmm. “I saw you smoking with your dad earlier, so it didn’t look like it was going to be easy.”

“… They say secondhand smoke is worse. So, you should try to quit as much as possible. There was nothing I could do about it earlier. “I will definitely refuse next time.”

In fact, my mouth was itching even now.

This is a problem if you start smoking while trying to quit smoking. Should I say that my desire to smoke, which I had been suppressing for so long, suddenly increased?

However, I also thought about the future with my girls, including Ohana, so I held it down and held back.

“Your mouth still looks itchy?”

“You have to endure it. “I don’t have a cigarette in my hand anyway.”

“Hmm, it looks difficult. “I will help you.”

「Rustly, rustling!」

I looked around to see what he was going to do, and Ohana, who was sitting with her butt on my lap, turned her body to face me.

“When I have sex, I don’t think about cigarettes.”

“Hmm.”

I moaned softly.

Because I was the opposite. When I was fucking a woman, I wanted to smoke more, and after fucking her, I wanted to smoke even more.

However, I did not try to deny it.

Because I’m very tired and moderately drunk now… The woman in front of me looked so attractive that I felt like I was going crazy because I wanted to fuck her.

“I don’t think I’ll be able to stop easily if I start now. Are you okay?”

“What’s not okay? “I always did that.”

“My father-in-law, no, your father and mother are sleeping here too.”

At my words, Ohana’s eyes widened like a fox’s.

“That’s why you suck even more, oppa.”