Chapter 62 – Episode 62

I guess I’m paying a lot of attention to the wedding of my close senior and older brother. Otherwise, I couldn’t have had a dream like this. No. At first, I didn’t even know if this was a dream. The reason I realized it was a dream was nothing special.

“Congratulations on your wedding. Hyunwoo!”

“Wet! Renovation!”

Friends I haven’t even talked to on the phone except for the year-end and New Year’s parties are congratulating me on my marriage. If this isn’t a dream, what is?

‘Sounds like a wedding.’

Let alone the fact that I don’t have a girlfriend right now. I haven’t been able to get a decent job, but I’m still dreaming about this. They say dreaming is freedom, but I also thought that I was a very weak human being. Even though I face reality and try hard, I wonder if I’m trying to achieve a mental victory by dreaming about something like this.

‘Hmm. Still, it’s interesting.’

I’ve had dreams from time to time in my 29 years of life, but this was the first time I realized it was a dream so vividly. Besides, what can I say? Should I say it’s too realistic?

The dreams I’ve had so far include a goblin suddenly pulling out a deer bat and hitting me on the head, or suddenly turning into a boomerang and flying around. Most of them were somehow strange dreams, but this one was also very realistic.

Those scenes were clearly visible to my eyes.

“Honestly, I expected Hyunwoo to get married.”

“Well, of course. There are three such pretty beauties next to me. Even all of those women seemed to like Hyunwoo.”

Three pretty beauties?

The moment I heard that word, I couldn’t help but think of the women living in the studio with me.

Oh Hana, Han Ae-bom, Yoon Su-ah.

Is this a dream of marrying one of those three?

‘Crazy guy. I’m really delusional about being full.’

No. More than that, I wonder why I just keep listening without opening my mouth.

On the other hand, my friends were excited and kept talking.

“Hey. Open your face. In the end, it was your choice. No matter what anyone says, we respect your choice. I think you did well. Honestly, this is the greatest decision I’ve ever made that I couldn’t have made if it weren’t for you.”

What do you mean by the greatest decision ever? No, more than that, this isn’t really the future, is it? I think I’ve seen it a few times in fantasy novels. It feels like I saw the future blah blah blah.

If this is really my future. In the novel, someone shook me awake before I knew what the biggest decision of all time was.

… The moment you mutter, A familiar voice began to reach my ears.

Mr. Hyunwoo! Mr. Hyunwoo!

*

“Hyeonwoo! Wake up. “You need to prepare for the wedding.”

“… It’s true.”

As she stood up, rubbing her eyes, Yun Su-ah, wearing her apron, was tilting her head.

“What is real?”

“No. “Nothing.”

Usually, the main characters of novels feel greatly regretful at times like this. I wasn’t particularly like that. Because rather than seeing the future, it was more like a dream.

It doesn’t make sense. I can’t believe that someone like me is getting married to one of the women here.

‘Anyway, they will break up on their own as time goes by.’

It seemed like I had created such a delusion due to a mixture of Bon Gyu-hyung’s wedding and various regrets.

“Hwaaaaam.”

I’m feeling sleepy.

[AM 10:20]

[April 12 (Sat), schedule – Bon Gyu-hyung wedding 13:20]

Even though I came back from my night shift and went straight to bed, I only slept for about 2 hours. My eyelids were so heavy that if I lay down on the blanket right away, I could fall asleep in 10 seconds.

I stretched several times and looked around.

Today, I can see the profile of Han Ae-bom, who is still reading a book, and Oh Hana, who is already diligently putting on her makeup. Finally, the back of Yoon Su-ah, who is giving her coffee to wake her up.

I somewhat woke up to the sight of only beautiful women wherever I looked.

‘Should I marry these people?’

Under. I can’t help but laugh.

…

Still, whatever. They say dreaming is freedom. If you had to get married, who would it be? But if all three had said they liked me, I think I wouldn’t have been able to choose just one due to my personality.

Is that why you said it was the greatest decision ever?

“Who did I really do it with?”

“With whom? It’s on the wedding invitation. Don’t you know that?”

“Ugh! “I’m surprised.”

I thought my heart would drop when I saw Ohana’s face pop out while she was talking to herself. I was already imagining the future when we took turns marrying each other. It was because I was thinking about what it was like when I got married to Ohana.

I imagined giving birth to a pretty princess who looked exactly like Ohana and didn’t look like me at all.

“Brother. “I know you’re tired.”

Chop chop. Ohana gave me a small pat on the cheek and said, pointing to the bathroom with her index finger.

“Wash up now and come out. “After I get dressed, I’ll put on some makeup.”

“Makeup?”

When I made a disgusted expression, Ohana spoke with a more stern expression.

“Of course! How many people do you think will come to the wedding? “You can’t act like you normally do in front of so many people!”

“…”

I thought I could just wear a casual suit and go. In fact, in the past, the few weddings that were held were attended in that way.

I would fill up some seats, pay the congratulatory money, and since I was lonely at the buffet, I would retreat to a corner, finish the meal quickly, and then go home.

… If I said this to Ohana, she would have been kicked, so she had no choice but to go into the bathroom.

“It’s okay even if it takes a long time! “Push your beard and roots so tight that you can’t even see them!”

“It’s not like laser hair removal.”

While grumbling, I took out a new razor, sharpened it, and looked in the mirror.

There is a hideous person in the mirror. I wonder if any woman would marry a man like this. Even one of the three beauties outside?

‘As expected, it’s a dog’s dream.’

I know. Even though I know it doesn’t make sense.

“Damn it.”

I stroked my face with one hand and sighed softly. I had a dream for no reason, and countless strange delusions appeared in my head and then dispersed like clouds.

In the past, I even thought about my child’s name for an insignificant reason, but then I decided to stop doing that. Did I get sick again?

“Shoot!”

I thought as I took out a razor soaked in hot water and carefully shaved my beard. Still, just in case. Really, if I were to marry one of the women here, would I also raise a family with a similar feeling as now, in a nice house instead of a studio apartment like this?

Oh Ha-na, who fusses and says that she has to look good when standing in front of others, Han Ae-bom, who points out anything wrong with sharp eyes like a ghost, and Yoon Soo-ah, who seems to be kind and will cover everyone no matter what mistake she makes.

‘Eww. Driving me crazy. No matter who you marry, you can only think of the best future.’

Can not be done. This wasn’t something I could quit just because I wanted to.

“Shoot!”

The foam is washed away. Clean skin is revealed with all the beard shaved off. It seems like my skin has gotten a little better than before. Still. It’s still an ugly face.

They say that when men look in the mirror, they give a pretty generous review of their faces, but why do I never feel like my face is good-looking even when I look in the mirror?

“Really. “I’m not good at it.”

I muttered softly in a self-deprecating voice. What. Because it’s not wrong.

*

“Oh. “It’s pretty good, isn’t it?”

My face got hot. I’ve heard that clothes are wings, but in my case, I felt like Ohana gave me more wings than clothes.

As soon as she got out of the shower, Ohana lunged at me like a hungry predator and picked out everything from her panties to her belt and socks.

“No, I can’t see it well anyway.”

“What are you talking about! These little points come together one by one to make a huge difference. The subtle differences in color create the overall completeness. It is said that masterpieces are almost similar in their overall outlines, but there are differences in the details.”

“That is only possible if the basic framework is good.”

… I grumbled.

Who is the man I see beyond the mirror right now? She was half-asleep just quietly with her eyes closed, appreciating Ohana’s touch in various ways.
When I opened my eyes, a completely different person was there.

“Aebom unni, Sua unni. How do you feel?”

“Are you okay? Especially the hair is nice.”

“Omg! Thumbs up. It’s a hit. Mr. Hyunwoo. “You look really handsome today.”

“Key. This is me. Because it’s Ohana! They say men have hair. I know you’re lucky. “There has been no hair loss yet.”

I looked at Ohana, who was mesmerized and praising herself.

“I feel it again. “I don’t know if I can take you to the wedding.”

“Why?”

I’m sorry. The purpose of taking him there in the first place was extremely impure. The feeling I felt at home through Hanae Bom. Coolness inside. I feel like my value is also going up.

It was no different from feeling that at this wedding or using him to relieve my discomfort. Still, I don’t have the courage to go alone.

“I’m afraid I’ll stand out more than a bride wearing a wedding dress.”

“… !”

“… !”

“… !”

In an instant, the surroundings suddenly became quiet. Omg. Fuck. I too belatedly remembered how I felt when I said that.

“Mi… Are you crazy, crazy?! “What is that noise all of a sudden?”

“Oh, no. Just. That’s right. You didn’t say anything wrong. Aren’t you dressed so pretty? “Shouldn’t you have dressed a little more plainly?”

“What bullshit!”

Ohana said as she walked around in front of me.

“Although I put a lot of pressure on my hair, my outfit is said to be the best in the world, a white and pink wedding guest dress with a black ribbon as an accent. “The most you can do is hold Aebom’s luxury purse?”

I also think what Ohana said is correct. However, it was a fact that stood out because the hanger was so amazing even with just that simple outfit.

“After. “I’m surprised.”

Ohana, cooling her face with her hand fan, smiled brightly and said.

“Still, did you feel pretty good?”

“…”

“What am I? “I felt like my brother was using me as a shield, so my conscience pricked me and I thought he was looking at me for no reason.”

It stings.

“Well, even if you were my brother, I wouldn’t think such pathetic thoughts.”

“Is that so?”

“Of course! My older brother has been helping me with my tutoring for almost two weeks, and other than that, I am indebted to him in various ways. At best, are you trying to criticize me with this? “Then I can’t be with you.”

“…”

“There is nothing more burdensome than people pretending to be nice and just trying to give. If you have something to give, you must also know how to receive. That is also proper manners and consideration. Just trying to give is just selfish self-satisfaction.”

Han Ae-bom and Yoon Su-ah who were next to him also nodded.

“Why are you saying the right thing?”

“What?!”

“Hana is cool.”

“Thank you very much!”

Driving me crazy. Ohana looked so pretty right now that she wanted to hug and kiss her right now.
But soon we did have sex. My heart grew cold at the thought that we weren’t in that kind of relationship.

This is the moment when I put on my shoes and think I need to go out while taking a lick of my appetite.

“No. Brother! “You can’t forget this!”

“Did I forget something… Town.”

The moment she raised her head in confusion, Ohana placed her lips on mine and handed me something that was in her mouth.

It was a lot of anti-smoking candy that I had bought online to quit smoking.

“It’s not something you have to eat on the go. “I can’t just roll candy in my mouth over there.”

After licking her lips once, Ohana cracked open her new smoking candy and put it in her mouth, grinning.
“Isn’t the tasteless anti-smoking candy a bit sweet if you eat it like this?”

At those words, I reflexively rolled the smoking cessation candy in my mouth with my tongue and nodded slightly.