Chapter 112 – Resolution (3)
“… I see.”
… No, that’s the only response you get?
The goddess showed a subtle reaction as if she knew.
“… That’s it? I heard you had a dream not for a day or two, but for several days!!”
If Hyeon Hayeon really begins to regain her memories, we don’t know when Baek Ga Eun’s memories will return as well.
At this point, Hyeon Hayeon has successfully debuted, and after her debut until Baek Ga-eun…
“… “I think you are misunderstanding something.”
I was a little embarrassed by the goddess’ suddenly striking words.
“… What do you mean?”
The goddess who was looking at me silently said her words.
“Have you forgotten how to lift the curse on you?”
I was with Baek Ga-eun and Hyeon Ha-yeon for some reason, and of course I remembered it.
I’m sure they debuted well…
“… Only by filling the hearts with the two women will the conditions for liberation from the curse be met.”
Before I could respond, the goddess struck the player first, and I realized that there was something strange about what she said.
… Huh?
A lot of love is needed to fill the empty hearts of cursed heroes and demon kings, and the job that was easy to attract a lot of love was celebrity.
… So much love…, To what extent… ?
There is no standard in love.
Even if I love you 100 times, it is too much for some people, and it is not enough for others.
It was not a problem that could be solved simply by debuting.
“Uh, uh…”
I was embarrassed.
Until now, I thought that I could do anything if I just debuted…
“… Fortunately, you were working as a manager, so it was a little easier… “If it wasn’t for you, Kim Cho-in, you would have had to hit it yourself.”
It was all a mistake.
Feeling hopeless, my legs lost their strength and I sat down.
I ran so far to marry my beloved Jiyeon…, When the hero and the devil appear…, Me and Jiyeon…
… Huh?
Marriage?
My head suddenly became confused.
With Jiyeon Lee…, Marriage? Uh? Me?
All kinds of thoughts were jumbled together, making her dizzy and holding her head.
“Ugh…”
As I hit my head on the floor, I felt a tingling pain rising from all over my body, and memories that had been sleeping deep inside came flooding back.
“Huh…, Stop…”
In a dark room…
The cold and rough floor…
“Well, you were wrong, Jiyeon…”
There, I saw Lee Ji-yeon grabbing her by the hair and slapping her cheek violently…, Lee Ji-yeon had a cold expression and was hitting me with a baseball bat…, The image of Lee Ji-yeon recording and listening to her cursing my mistakes flashed through her mind…
[“Calm down.”]
At that time, the goddess’s voice rang in my ears and I felt a gentle hand on her head.
The moment her hand touched her head, a warm and cozy light seeped into her mind and began to put to rest the memories that had surfaced.
At the same time, the feelings of despair were erased, and an unknown confidence filled her void.
I placed my goddess’ hand on her head and slowly raised her head.
Without realizing it, my eyes were drawn to the face of the goddess looking at me with her beautiful eyebrows furrowed.
Gorgeous golden hair swaying in the sky and golden eyes filled with worry.
Sensing my gaze, the goddess slowly turned her gaze and our eyes met.
When I met the goddess’s eyes, I felt like my heart was warmed somehow.
How long had she been making eye contact with her when the goddess took her hand away and took a step away from her?
“…”
For some reason, my head felt hot, as if something had stirred it.
When I tried to recall the deep-seated memories of what had happened, her warm warmth gently soothed me and prevented me from recalling her memories.
…
“… Why are you sitting so blankly?”
I came to my senses after hearing the goddess’ words.
“… Huh?”
As I blinked and thought about it, it seemed like I was talking about Hyeon Hayeon.
“… Sorry, I guess I lost my mind for a moment.”
As she smiled awkwardly, the goddess smiled softly, wiping the corner of her mouth.
The goddess gently grabbed her back and carefully told her story.
“… “Let me explain again.”
I nodded slightly and waited for her to speak.
“… Just because you have a dream containing the memories of the hero and the demon lord does not mean you will immediately regain her memories.”
The goddess took a moment to catch her breath and slowly continued her words.
“… As you know, memories of the past are vivid, as if they were your own experiences… There’s no sign of it happening now, but if those two people start to become deeply assimilated into the dream, especially the negative emotions…”
As she continued speaking, the goddess hesitated for a moment and glanced at me.
… What if you do?
“… It won’t be long before she begins to regain her memories.”
The goddess’ serious tone made me drool without realizing it.
I slowly turned my gaze away from the goddess and slowly recalled Hyeon Hayeon’s words.
Hyeon Hayeon says she felt bad because she dreamed of being taken away by someone who looked like her.
… Isn’t this dangerous?
Since I started dreaming, it was as if the timer for a time bomb had been turned on, not knowing when I would regain my memories and go on a rampage.
As she was shaking her head and groaning because of her anxiety, a thought suddenly occurred to her.
… Uh, maybe… ?
I immediately raised her head, looked at the goddess, and opened her mouth.
“… Could it be that receiving love from the public can delay the return of memories?”
The goddess glanced at me as if she was trying to say something and nodded her head carefully.
Then maybe… ?
With a little confidence, I asked the goddess once again.
“… Then, perhaps the love I give is greater than the love given by others?”
The goddess narrowed her eyes and answered cautiously.
“… Yes, but why…”
… As expected, my thoughts were not wrong.
Hyeon Hayeon said that her heart ached because she felt like she was being taken away.
Perhaps the dream that Hyeon Ha-yeon and Baek Ga-eun dream is a memory from the time when I was their lover.
I must have dreamed that while I was in the middle of a sweet relationship, a crazy saint, an emperor, or a great wizard came out and kidnapped me.
It is said that as you repeat nightmares like that, negative emotions accumulate, and at some point you regain your memories.
There is nothing that can be done about two people who have started dreaming of the past.
But…, What if I fill the hearts with two people and delay their awakening?
“Hey, you…”
If you think about it, the reason why these girls ran wild in the past was all because of jealousy.
“… Excuse me…”
What is jealousy? Aren’t you jealous because the person you love shows interest in someone other than you?
Then, wouldn’t it be okay to love everyone equally?
At that time, the goddess ran up and grabbed me by the collar.
“Kim Cho-in!!”
When I asked the goddess who suddenly grabbed me and shook me, why she was doing that, she got angry and threw me away.
“Are you crazy now? What are you doing? Equal love? Even after looking at the past like that, doesn’t it feel real? “You’re going to die!!!”
I motioned for the goddess to calm down and quickly spoke to her.
“No, listen! “If I give love, it can grow bigger and delay awakening. Isn’t that okay if I love you?”
The goddess laughed and answered as if it was absurd.
“… Are you saying that now? I really need to be imprisoned without limbs to come to my senses… Shall we take a look at the records?”
The goddess hurriedly shouted, desperately dodging her hand as it reached out to her.
“Well, I don’t like that! “I just need to love you without any reason to be jealous?”
The goddess withdrew her hand and placed her hand on her waist and spoke quietly.
“… About Jiyeon Lee?”
“Yes.”
She said it as if it were obvious, and the goddess lowered her head and let out a deep sigh, and then she quietly stretched out her hand.
“You’re not right yet, I really…”
It was clear that the faint light was trying to use some kind of force.
I turned my body around again and shouted, avoiding her touch.
“I-I don’t want to do that either! It can’t be helped! If I want to live happily with Jiyeon, I have to do something like this!”
At that time, the goddess suddenly stopped and looked at me with her eyes wide.
“… Yes?”
I desperately poured out my words, wondering if my opinion had finally worked.
“Since Jiyeon is sad, we just need to not get caught, so she doesn’t have to be sad in the first place! All you have to do is close your eyes and love until the curse is lifted.”
She asked carefully, frowning as if the goddess had seen something strange.
“… Does this mean that you are going to have an affair without Lee Ji-yeon’s knowledge?”
“… Why is this an affair, when I love Jiyeon?”
Then she opened her eyes again and looked at me.
… What, why is this happening?
The only person I truly love is Jiyeon Lee.
But having an affair…
I ignored the goddess and spoke to her once again to put a nail in her plan.
“Anyway, just trust me…, I will do whatever it takes, so you can see how far Hyeon Ha-yeon and Baek Ga-eun have progressed, right? “Please tell me regularly.”
As I smiled confidently at the bewildered goddess, who seemed to not trust me, I heard a cell phone alarm sound.
It was time to wake up.