Chapter 129 – Addiction (4)

“Sorry!!!”

I hit my head against the floor as hard as I could, and a thumping sound echoed through the front door.

Thinking that this might not be enough, I pounded her head once again and apologized.

“I-I’m so sorry! I’m a bad bastard… Just kill me, Jiyeon!! A guy like me…”

Thump- thump- I hit my forehead and my bone rang, and I felt dizzy, but this wasn’t enough.

I immediately climbed up the front door and hugged Lee Ji-yeon’s legs.

“Jiyeon, I’m really sorry…, Such a dirty bastard deserves to die…”

While she was desperately begging for her forgiveness…

“… Die, then.”

I was startled by Lee Ji-yeon’s sudden words, and when I raised her head, I saw her looking down at me with her fierce eyes.

… This is not it.

The plan went awry.

As I was looking at her in confusion, Jiyeon Lee reached out to her.

At that moment, the cold that brushed against her neck barely brought her to her senses, and she quickly got up and hugged Jiyeon Lee.

“Ji, Ji-yeon…, That…”

“If you say you’re going to die, just leave.”

Surprised by Jiyeon Lee’s gesture of trying to shake me off, spitting out her cold words, she quickly hugged her tighter and poured out her excuses…

“Oh, no! That’s what you say…, Jiyeon, I…”

“… Kim Cho-in.”

… Ugh.

Jiyeon Lee’s gaze was looking up at me, and a low level of hot anger was seething.

She was startled by his gaze and was unable to continue her sentence.

“… After taking a shower at someone else’s house, what? Wrong?”

“… Well, that…”

… Uh, how did you know?

She didn’t even mention the shower, but there must have been some trace left behind, and she was caught.

She was so embarrassed by what she said that her head began to spin.

“Oh, no! I’m afraid the smell of Baek Ga-eun will remain on my body…, Yes, because you don’t like it…”

It was a strange excuse, even if I thought about it, but now that her hair had turned completely white, it was the best excuse.

“… Crazy bastard. “You shouldn’t have done something wrong in the first place. Are you enjoying everything and then making a mistake?”

He scolded her harshly and was horrified by her attempt to pull her arm away, so he adjusted his posture and hugged her tightly.

“… Won’t you let go?”

Jiyeon Lee’s eyes were glaring at me, and I almost let her go, but she held back and spoke carefully.

“Zu, what do you enjoy? I told you earlier that I just hugged and petted you? I didn’t do anything like you think…”

At that time, Jiyeon Lee bit my chest.

“Ahh!!”

I felt pain as if her flesh would fall off as she bit me mercilessly, and I finally let her go, as she couldn’t stand it anymore.

While Jiyeon Lee was rubbing the area where she had bitten with her hand, tears streaming down her face, shock suddenly hit her in the back and her posture collapsed.

I couldn’t come to my senses from what happened so quickly.

The moment she opened her eyes, she saw Lee Ji-yeon’s feet approaching her, and when she reflexively raised her head, her fist came into view.

Ah.

The impact struck her in the jaw, shaking her head and causing her to lose consciousness.

“Kuh…”

As she rolled around on the floor, moaning incoherently, her hands grabbed her hair and she lost consciousness.

*

“…”

The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was a sky filled with warm light.

Although it was brightly lit, it wasn’t dazzling and actually gave a cozy feeling.

“… “It’s been a while.”

When I heard a voice coming from behind her, I turned around and saw that she was standing there.

Blonde hair that sparkles as if melted by light, wearing a dress so sexy that it exposes all of her inner skin…

“You…”

A goddess I haven’t seen in a long time.

“… “What is your business?”

Since I never called, the goddess probably called herself.

I didn’t like the goddess’ shameless face, but I thought it would be good to hear her story.

The goddess, who hesitated for a moment when asked what her purpose was, looked at me and carefully opened her mouth.

“… “Please stop.”

A word spoken by the goddess.

It was just one word…, I somehow knew what she was talking about.

“… You? To me?”

Maybe it means stop talking about Kim Cho-in.

Actually, I didn’t want to do that either…, It can’t be helped.

If you keep leaving him alone, he’s a man who doesn’t know where he will go.

If I, as his wife, don’t take care of him, he will definitely be very upset.

And…, More than anything, she didn’t like that the goddess who had brought things to this point was trying to persuade me.

If you had revived my memory by showing me the past from the beginning, bitches like Hyeon Ha-yeon and Baek Ga-eun wouldn’t have attached to Kim Cho-in.

As she glared with her arms slightly crossed in dissatisfaction, the goddess let out a short sigh and spoke slowly.

“… I forgot that I was the one who put you and Kim Cho-in together in the first place…”

“Shut up, your hesitation ruined all my plans. If you’re going to stand in line, you should stand properly. Now you’re looking for me? What a bitch…”

It came out a little rough, and the goddess’s expression hardened.

Even if there was no goddess, Kim Cho-in and I were destined to continue from the beginning.

Past records proved that fact, and the memories that still flash in my mind were proof.

But just because they hastened that fate a little bit, they are trying to shake me by grabbing me…, It’s so shameless.

If I hadn’t regained my memory on my own, the goddess would still be gently enticing me to do as she pleases.

The goddess finally revealed her true colors and glared at me with sharp eyes.

I laughed at the goddess and continued her words.

“… As I said before, I have no intention of getting mixed up in your four-year plan. Kim Cho-in is mine, and he is my man. I won’t forget you for showing me the records of the past, it made things easier. But…, I hope I never see it again.”

I immediately tried to wake up from the dream by shocking my body, and the moment I was about to throw myself away…

“… “Isn’t Kim Cho-in acting strange lately?”

The goddess spoke.

… Ha.

I was fed up with the goddess’ behavior as she spoke meaningful words.

Just like when I showed past records, it was probably a strategy to get my interest.

It was as dark and humid as ever.

I couldn’t ignore the goddess’ words and throw away her body.

It’s true that Kim Cho-in is strange.

I am aware that there is something huge that I still don’t know about.

… Even the fact that something is cleverly avoiding and influencing Kim Cho-in’s brainwashing.

As I stopped her actions and glared at the goddess, she quietly continued speaking.

“… How did it feel when you realized that the magic you risked her life on was useless?”

It was a clear provocation.

The provocation was so shocking that I involuntarily gritted my teeth, but decided to listen to the goddess for now.

The goddess seemed to understand my intention and slightly relaxed her stern expression and spoke in a suggestive way.

“… First, shall we sit down and have a calm conversation?”

… A sneaky bitch.

I had no choice.

…

During the long conversation led by the goddess, I crossed my legs slightly and thought deeply.

The goddess’s suggestion was as follows.

Stop using magic on Kim Cho-in and stop messing with his mind.

In return, they would help him use his magical power.

When I wondered how great the proposal was, it turned out to be better than I expected.

… By the way.

However, there was a catch.

… In this way, what benefit does the goddess gain?

When I was young, I thought the goddess’s goal was to connect me and Kim Cho-in.

In fact, after Kim Cho-in and I got together, he disappeared for some time and did not provide any help.

But it was my mistake.

As if something had gone wrong with the plan, the goddess suddenly appeared and began to show me the past…

By showing me in the past where Kim Cho-in was taken away, I tried to warn myself that I had not completely taken control of Kim Cho-in.

However, perhaps this too was ‘fate’, and thanks to my beginning to regain my memories, I was able to notice the goddess’s suspicious plan and escape.

He didn’t appear after that, but now he suddenly appears and tells me not to mess with Kim Cho-in.

Just when he was about to manipulate Kim Cho-in’s spirit and turn him into an outcast for a moment, he called me here.

It meant that I didn’t want to touch Kim Cho-in, and actually suggested that.

Maybe…, It means that if you touch him, the goddess’s plan will be disrupted.

… What is their great plan? They are trying to teach me how to use mana.

If I use mana, there are many benefits.

There will be no need to risk your life for each spell like now, and it will be a great help in continuing my plan.

The goddess will know my plan, and she will also know how I will use magic.

Nevertheless, the fact that mana was given to me as a condition can be seen as having two meanings.

One is that it is better for me to use magic than to mess with Kim Cho-in’s mind…

The other one…, As far as my use of magic, there is no problem in continuing the goddess’s plan.

… I feel bad.

I didn’t like both meanings.

But…

I have no choice.

In the past, Kim Cho-in has been taken away from me thousands of times before my eyes.

A childhood friend…, Who was a colleague…, Was a family…, Who were lovers…, And her beloved husband, Kim Cho-in…

Now that we have come, there is no guarantee that we have escaped the shackles of the past, and the existence of Baek Ga-eun and Hyeon Ha-yeon hints at something ominous.

But…, That’s why I realized that this was an opportunity.

Thanks to the hard work and hard work over the past time, I am closer to Kim Cho-in than ever before and closer to him than anyone else, and I have firmly rooted myself.

Neither the fact that Kim Cho-in is my man nor the fact that he is in the palm of my hand has changed.

His breath, his blood, his heart, and even his death. It’s all mine.

No one can take Kim Cho-in away from me.

Even if it is ‘fate’.

Because my love is not that weak.

I made up my mind and spoke to the goddess who was quietly looking at me.

“… I am…”