Chapter 63 – Bait (2)

I planned to meet the goddess and surrender because I thought it would hurt less if I got hit beforehand.

However, after a violent night with Lee Ji-yeon, she seemed to have lost her mind and fell asleep.

Recently, Jiyeon Lee came up with something provocative and tested the limits of my patience.

I gave in to temptation time and time again and ended up mixing her body with Jiyeon Lee.

On this day, I could not meet the goddess and in the end, it had to be postponed to the next day.

Today is the day to stop by the hospital and check your injured hand.

During her previous medical visit, she was told that she would recover quickly and may be able to use her left hand sooner than expected.

I was thankful that her body was healthy.

While I was getting ready for work, Jiyeon Lee got up and saw me off.

She extended her lips to say goodbye, gave her a quick kiss, and left her house.

I got into the car and went to work with the radio on.

I felt good because her favorite music was playing.

For some reason, even the signal was narrowly missed, so I was able to get to work quickly without getting caught.

There were plenty of seats in the parking lot, as if it was worthwhile to come early.

I stopped by the office and stopped by the bathroom to wake up my dazed mind.

It was filled with coffee capsules that were always consumed quickly.

… You’re lucky.

I leisurely made a cup of coffee and sat down.

There was silence inside the office, perhaps because it was before work started.

I sipped hot coffee.

The sweetness filled my mouth.

Just like the kiss I had with Baek Ga-eun.

… What is it?

Something was strange.

There was something uncomfortable in a corner of my chest, radiating its presence, but I couldn’t figure out what it was or why it was there.

Something will happen.

I put down the glass, closed my eyes, and slowly began to go back through my memories.

She went to work, got ready for work with Jiyeon Lee’s help, and had a more intense night than usual.

And she reached her memories of being with Baek Ga-eun.

Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I kissed a girl other than Jiyeon Lee.

Of course, I have kissed Baek Ga-eun and Hyeon Ha-yeon, but this was the first time I took the initiative and kissed them.

I have a few habits that I have developed over the years.

One of them is the habit of grabbing the other person’s hair.

Jiyeon Lee, who is usually pushy and unruly, enjoyed being treated roughly in her bed.

It’s different from my taste, but after listening to Lee Ji-yeon’s request for a long time, I came to accept it at some point.

As Lee Ji-yeon grabs her hair and makes out with her, a strange excitement blooms in her heart.

A woman who is so handsome that no one in Korea knows about her, let out excited moans beneath me, and moaned as soon as I was touched by her outstretched hands.

The more aggressively she went, the more Jiyeon Lee screamed happily.

She is excited by him and craves Lee Ji-yeon even more.

I was addicted to Lee Ji-yeon and her relationship without even knowing it.

She fell in love with Lee Ji-yeon and one day when she thought she would only know one person for the rest of her life, she met Baek Ga-eun.

When Baek Ga-eun kissed her for the first time, she felt so guilty that her body ached.

Nevertheless, I gradually got used to contact with Baek Ga-eun, and eventually I went out and kissed her.

Just like I always did with Jiyeon Lee, I kissed my lips a little roughly until I was satisfied.

Before I knew it, my aversion to touching Baek Ga-eun was gradually disappearing.

He accepted Baek Ga-eun without any sense of guilt or awareness that contact was dangerous.

Before I knew it, I had gotten used to Baek Ga-eun.

In an instant, memories of the demon king and the hero flashed through my mind.

In the past over 8,000 times, I would not have simply suffered disaster from women.

Anyone can see that there is no man who wouldn’t fall for attractive women, and of course I would have fallen for them too.

Was there a problem with my actions?

I thought I would spend my whole life looking at Jiyeon Lee.

But her Baek Ga-eun appeared, and before she knew it, she fell in love with her and her guilt disappeared.

… If you really cross the line, it may become irreversible.

Just because something happened with Hyeon Ha-yeon, Ji-yeon Lee truly tried to kill me, and she only showed leniency.

Up until now, I’ve been deceiving myself with the excuse that there’s nothing I can do, but now I really don’t even have an excuse.

I acted complacently because I thought Baek Ga-eun and Hyeon Ha-yeon’s memories had not returned, but I didn’t have to go far to find Lee Ji-yeon by my side.

Now, it has become a relationship where we can’t push each other away even if we push each other away, and we can’t separate even if we fall apart.

If Lee Ji-yeon cheats in this situation, there is nothing to say no matter what she does.

If the memories of the Demon King and the Hero return…

I swallowed her saliva without thinking.

Things that I had seen so far that were difficult to explain in words passed through my mind.

The terrible things we have seen in records of the past may really happen.

… I don’t want my legs cut off, and I don’t want to be tortured.

You really need to stay away from Baek Ga-eun.

Hyeon Ha-yeon…, Even if it’s a bit difficult, you can do it.

I also need to stay away from Lee Ji-yeon.

Lee Ji-yeon’s addiction is getting stronger.

The trembling of her neck as it was being held by me was vividly felt in my fingertips.

She was only imagining it, but seeing her heart pounding made her seriously ill.

If this continues, I might end up unable to live without Lee Ji-yeon.

While she was thinking about how to keep her distance, a text message arrived at her cell phone.

[Baekil Hospital]

The message was that she should feel free to come and receive treatment.

No matter how much she racked her brain, she couldn’t come up with an answer, so there was no point in sitting down.

After finishing her simple work, she headed to the hospital.

*

“You’re recovering really quickly. Is it because you’re young?”

The male nurse in charge said as he took off the bandage on his left hand.

He received treatment for his left hand and again listened to the doctor’s opinion.

“Miraculously, I healed quickly, but you should avoid strenuous exercise and refrain from drinking and smoking.”

She walked out of the treatment room and looked at her left hand.

There was a small scar left, but it was a refreshing feeling to see my free hand without a bandage.

He slowly moved his fingers and walked to the next treatment room.

Baekil Hospital, one of the largest in Seoul, had several wards.

Among them, the place in the most corner.

I headed to the mental ward.

I stopped by simply to ask for advice, but I received more tests than I expected.

After receiving various tests, quite a bit of time had passed.

After completing the test, I headed to the treatment room and talked to the doctor.

Since I was getting tested, I was curious about my mental health.

“I’m going to ask you a few simple questions, so feel free to answer them.”

“… Yes.”

I think I was a little nervous without realizing it, perhaps because I was in front of a doctor.

“Hmm…, Have you often watched cruel movies or other violent media recently?”

Cruel or violent… ?

A past record I saw with the goddess came to mind.

When I answered that I saw it often, the doctor wrote something down and continued to ask a few questions.

I calmly continued to answer whatever came to mind, and then the doctor asked a question.

“… “You hurt your finger. Is it possible that someone else was involved?”

I flinched and turned my gaze to my left hand.

… Hyeon Hayeon broke her finger

Just because he lied.

Although I was bad for lying, it was very painful and scary.

Since I couldn’t speak, the doctor hinted.

“… Medical records cannot be legally disclosed, so speaking comfortably will help with treatment.”

She didn’t want to reveal that Hyeon Hayeon was like this, but Hyeon Hayeon had a big stake in the reason she came here.

“… Yes.”

The doctor wrote down the heavy answer, then put down the pen and continued speaking.

“Well, to sum it up, Mr. Kim Cho-in is suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.”

“… Yes?”

If you have post-traumatic stress disorder…

“It’s commonly called PTSD, and it’s a condition that can occur when she’s been through something severe.”

As I remained silent, the doctor continued his explanation.

“Uh…, To be exact, you are in a situation where panic disorder is slightly overlapping with the situation you experienced while suffering from PTSD and post-traumatic stress disorder. Your heart is pounding, and your body is tense…”

… The situation was more serious than expected.

“First of all, we plan to accompany drug treatment, but this drug can only be prescribed within the hospital… “

The conclusion was to take medicine whenever that happens and be careful.

She left the clinic and stopped by the pharmacy inside the hospital.

She took the prescribed medication and left the hospital.

Since she couldn’t show the medicine to Lee Ji-yeon, she stuffed it into her bag and headed to the upcoming meeting with Director Kang.

*

There was a bit of traffic, so I arrived at the meeting point a little late.

It wasn’t that late, but time was money, so I moved quickly and entered the prepared room.

As I entered through the open door and apologized for being late, people greeted me.

I quickly scanned the people and sat down in the empty seat.

Director Kang waved his hand at the people who playfully scolded me for being late.

“Okay, but our team leader Kim persuaded Jiyeon to star in the music video… “

I took it from her, smiling appropriately, and whispered to her as she sat down next to me.

“… Why are you here?,”

Jiyeon Lee looked at me and whispered an answer.

“… “Can’t I have it?”

Before I could answer, Director Kang spoke while holding a bottle of alcohol.

“Team Leader Kim! “Get me a drink!”

I was already turning red, as if I was feeling pretty good.

As I took the drink, Director Kang put down the bottle and raised the glass and said.

“Everyone is here, right? Let’s have a toast! For Hyeon Ha-yeon’s great success!”

At Director Kang’s initiative, he clinked her glass and poured her drink down in one go.

As she put down her glass, Jiyeon Lee picked up her snack and shoved it into her mouth.

“… Fine… Town…”

Before she could refuse, she stuffed it into her mouth and ended up eating it.

Even though all the other employees were watching, Jiyeon Lee just covered her mouth and smiled.

I felt people’s stinging gaze.

…
Her insides started to feel dry.

The moment I pretended not to know anything and reached into the water bottle to drink water, someone snatched the water bottle.

“… “I’ll follow you, brother.”

Hyeon Hayeon smiled slightly and pushed in her water bottle.

After thinking for a moment, I slowly reached out to the glass of water and filled it.

“… Thank you.”

As she took a sip of water, she suddenly stopped talking and became quiet.

I followed people’s gaze and saw that everyone was looking at Jiyeon Lee.

She stretched out her glass of water and pushed it towards Hyeon Hayeon.

“… “Can you give me some water too?”

It was just a question of asking for water, but there was a strange silence in the room.

Hyeon Ha-yeon, who was hiding her expression, smiled and answered.

“… Yes, senior.”

Lee Ji-yeon put down her cup without taking the water and drinking it. She picked up the bottle of alcohol nearby and said to Director Kang.

“… “Director, I’ll raise a drink.”

Director Kang, who had been staring blankly, responded in surprise.

“Oh, my Jiyeon is giving it to me, so of course I have to take it…”

Ji-yeon Lee passed by Director Kang, who politely accepted the drink with both hands, and pushed her bottle towards Hyeon Ha-yeon, who was sitting across from her.

Hyun Hayeon pushed her glass to Lee Jiyeon, who just shrugged her shoulders without saying a word.

“… Thank you.”

… Holding a beer glass.

“Hayeon, that… “

She stretched out her hand to stop Hyeon Hayeon, but Lee Jiyeon quietly stopped me.

Looking straight at Lee Ji-yeon, Min Hyun took her glass with both hands. Lee Ji-yeon poured her soju with one hand.

Fortunately, she didn’t have much alcohol in her bottle, so she only filled her glass half full.

Even so, it was quite a lot for Hyeon Hayeon, who doesn’t drink well.

As Hyeon Hayeon slowly lowered her arms, a crackling sound was heard from the side.

Jiyeon Lee opened a new bottle and stretched out her arms again.

“… “Isn’t it too little?”

Everyone was surprised to see Lee Ji-yeon looking at Hyun Ha-yeon with her eye smile

It was the first time that Lee Ji-yeon bullied her junior like this.

No one stopped Lee Ji-yeon and just looked at her.

Hyun Ha-yeon still smiled brightly and held out her glass again.

Jiyeon Lee, who was still smiling, spoke hurriedly just as she was tilting her wrist.

“Well, I followed along…, Will you follow me?”

She said her words neither informally nor politely.

I felt people’s eyes were on me.

She endured the stares and continued speaking.

“… Give it to me first, the glass is empty…”

I purposely worked with Jiyeon Lee while speaking respectfully, but in the end, it was all in vain.

“… Really?”

Jiyeon Lee filled my glass, and she quickly took what she was pouring from Hayeon Hyeon and got up and handed over the drink.

“… Since it’s a meeting with my singer, I’ll pour myself a drink.”

As she went around the room pouring drinks for each person, the cold atmosphere relaxed, and they began to chatter a little.

As she naturally handed over the drink and drank it, her mood became brighter.

When she returned to her seat after drinking a few drinks, Jiyeon Lee put down her glass and whispered quietly.

“… Follow me as much as you love me.”

She pretended not to hear, poured herself a decent drink and put down her bottle.

We made eye contact with Hyeon Ha-yeon, who was staring at us from across the street.

As the details of the diagnosis came to mind, I unconsciously avoided looking at her.

… This is just the beginning, but the gigabit has been sucked.