Chapter 194 – Burning Down

Episode 194 – Burning down

My eyes opened without any warning.

Alyssa, discovering an unfamiliar ceiling, blinked and carefully raised her upper body.

“This place…”

This is the church’s recovery room.

As she was wondering why she was here, all the memories of what she had experienced before she collapsed began to come back to her vividly.

Alyssa unconsciously carefully examined every corner of the recovery room.

Her eyes are looking for someone.

However, the moment she realized that she was the only one in the recovery room, loneliness and feelings of self-destruction took over her entire body.

She grabbed the blanket so hard that it tore apart.

“You idiot. “Stupid bitch.”

It is quite pathetic that she has not yet been able to let go of the abandoned subject that has been played with all kinds of deception.

Above all, what would you do if you had Luan?

Are you going to tell me to forget everything about the past and start over from the beginning?

Or, since none of that matters, should I just beg you not to throw it away?

I don’t like it either way.

The moment she made that choice, she was afraid that she would lose herself.

A life without independence, just relying on Luan, ecstatic about his every action, and living a life without purpose.

Can such a life really be called life?

I’m not sure, but at least that’s what she must have thought when she saw him like that.

It’s like a pet.

It will be recognized as a separate entity with a clearly divided status rather than an equal object.

Alyssa doesn’t want to do that.

At that time, when she was alone and struggling in a swamp of self-destruction, the door opened and a person came in.

“Oh! “You’re awake?”

Pink hair and innocent golden eyes.

She has violent breasts that show off her sensual charm even though she is wearing a nun’s uniform that is not exposed at all, which can be said to be the pinnacle of wholesomeness.

“… “Saint?”

The identity of the visitor was Saint Iris.

The pink-haired saint quickly ran over and looked at Alyssa, her silly fur her flying.

“Excuse me for a moment!”

After asking for her permission, she lifted up her hospital gown and placed her hands on her smooth, flawless lower abdomen her, releasing her divine power her.

The saintess stayed in that state for a moment and withdrew her hand with a sigh.

“Fortunately, there is no problem right now.”

“… “What is your condition?”

As it is her own body, Alyssa knows best how it is.

But she wanted to hear it from the mouth of a saint.

In response to her question, the saint muttered her mouth and explained with difficulty.

“First of all, Danjeon is currently completely sealed. Otherwise, mana reflux would continue to occur, so there was nothing I could do.”

“Is that really the case?”

“In my view, this is a mental issue. Something is in conflict between the body and the mind. Is there anything you can point out?”

“…”

There is a point.

It’s impossible not to know.

The reason is that it continues to clutter my mind even now.

However, knowing the reason did not mean that it could be solved.

To solve this, we would have to erase Luan’s memories entirely.

And as far as she knows, there is currently no way to completely erase her memories without any side effects.

I don’t even want to do that in the first place.

“I don’t know either.”

“I see…”

“Rather than that, sealing the Danjeon means that you can’t use magical power, right?”

“Yes. That’s right. Even if you try to force it, it will be difficult. That doesn’t work either.”

Magic power cannot be used.

That means you can’t train your sword skills either, and that means your usefulness has come to an end.

Alyssa Bretes, who had no sword skills, was nothing more than an illegitimate child with excellent looks.

There are very few people who want this kind of conversion.

‘Even if there are, they’re all just old people.’

Alyssa laughed self-deprecatingly.

The saint who saw that expression patted her shoulder and comforted her.

“Don’t be too disappointed. If you find out the cause, you can somehow treat it. I’ll do my best!”

“… Thank you.”

“What! “Of course it has to be done.”

The saint punched her in the chest with her fist! She showed off her confidence by slamming down.

Thanks to this, huge breasts larger than her head her flutter around and steal her attention her. She had ridiculously large breasts every time I saw her.

“But, saint. “How long has it been since I was hospitalized?”

“Today is the second day. “I was asleep for a whole day.”

“Two days… Then do you know who brought me here? “I don’t remember.”

Alyssa was nervous as she asked the question.

Two contradictory thoughts crossed her mind. She wishes it was Luan and she wishes it were the other three.

In the former case, it seemed like her already unstable mind would be shaken even more, and in the latter case, it was just scary.

The voice heard at the end was clearly male.

I felt uneasy at the thought that a man I had never met had touched my body her.

Fortunately or unfortunately, the saint gave an expected answer.

“Prince Ruan brought me. Do you know how surprised he was? Even when he was unconscious, he was spitting out blood from his mouth. At first, I thought he had been attacked by a terrorist attack.”

“Really?”

“Yes! Luan’s face turned pale and he told me that I had to do something to save him. Alyssa should have seen that.”

“…”

In contrast to the bright and cheerful saintly woman, Alyssa’s mood sank into the abyss.

‘Are you pitying me?’

Did you feel sorry for her when you saw her collapse and let her end as she pleased, saying she wanted to be comfortable on her own?

He is truly an arrogant man.

She may think she did her a favor, but she felt no gratitude.

Rather, I was angry.

To him who continues to leave room, to myself who is still shaking.

Just as she was burying her anger inside her, the saint carefully showed her face her.

“Alyssa? Are you in pain?”

“Yes? “What?”

“It’s because I don’t like the expression on my face. Is your man flowing back again?”

I guess the emotions were revealed in the expression.

Alyssa quickly regained her composition as she looked at the kind eyes.

“No. I was just wondering what the cause was. By the way, if this happens, do I have to stay in the recovery room for a while?”

“Yes. At least for about a week. “I have sent a letter to the Count of Bretes, so he will come get you soon.”

“Ah… Okay. All right. Then, please take good care of me until then.”

“I am!”

Alyssa and the saint exchange smiles.

*

“Hey! “Alyssa woke up!”

While on the way to the restaurant at lunchtime, Yasu announced important news.

I immediately asked him a question.

“Is that true? “She woke up?”

“Is that so? He said he woke up in the morning. “Why don’t we all go visit the hospital after school?”

“I like it!”

“Me too!”

The party gave a positive answer to Yasu’s suggestion without the slightest delay.

All eyes are focused on me who is the only one who is silent.

“I’m sorry, but I’m leaving.”

“What? Are you serious? Winter vacation is in a week from now. If I don’t go this time, I won’t be able to see you until spring.”

“It’s because I’m busy with work. “Alyssa wouldn’t want to see me in the first place, right?”

“That might be true, but… Well, if that’s the case, there’s nothing we can do. “We’ll go by ourselves today.”

“Okay.”

Afterwards, a conclusion was made, and the group was divided into men and women and began talking about their own topics.

Naturally, it was Yasu who led the conversation.

“Hey, come to think of it, you know that? “The Yellow Magic Tower created a virgin detection device this time.”

“… Virginity detector? “What is that stupid name?”

“It’s just as the name says. You analyzed the unicorn’s mechanism and recreated it with magic? “I heard you can use that to find out whether a woman is a virgin or not?”

At first glance, I wondered if it could be used for something, but when I thought about it, I thought it might be quite useful.

I heard that these days, there are many women who play dirty from a young age, have their hymens reconstructed through pretty surgery, then launder their identities and get married.

A virgin detection device would be able to weed out such mines very easily.

If it were a normal couple, the attempt itself would destroy trust, but if it was an arranged marriage, there would be no problem.

It’s good for the woman because she can prove her chastity, and it’s good for the man because he can filter it out in advance.

In the end, as time passes, you will come to regard it as a normal procedure before marriage.

Although I was convinced with my own judgment, I expressed my curiosity.

“But who made that? “I don’t think I’m an ordinary human.”

“Ah, I heard the Yellow Magic Tower made it? They say they spent a lot of time in the elf kingdom because of this. As you know, there are only unicorns there.”

“It was that person after all.”

The owner of the Yellow Magic Tower is a weirdo who created a hole in the academy wall. If so, he deserves to develop a magic tool like a virgin discriminator.

Thanks to this, there has been a stir in the marriage market for the time being.

Of course, it’s none of my business.

While we were having all kinds of idiotic conversations, we discovered an impressive sight.

“Hey, look over there. Professor Sarah and Professor Berdan.”

Looking in the direction Yas pointed, Sarah and Verdan were standing facing each other.

I don’t know what they were talking about, but their expressions were not good.

‘It’s still in that state.’

I knew from the conversation I had with Sarah while having sex that there was no change in their relationship, but it seems like there really hasn’t been any progress.

Verdan sent a coherent message that was truly admirable, but Sarah desperately refused.

Looking at her eyes her, she was full of the desire to accept, but she will her was strong enough to overshadow that, telling her not to accept.

What sustained it was guilt.

As if to prove it, Sarah shook off Verdan’s hold and left.

Coincidentally, the direction she was heading was this way.

“Professor. Hello!”

“Hello!”

The group pretended not to have seen anything and greeted each other with bright smiles.

Sarah quickly adjusted her expression.

“Okay. Hello everyone. Haven’t you eaten yet? Enjoy your lunch.”

“Yes. Professor too!”

Sarah, who was exchanging friendly greetings, looked around at her group and when our eyes met, she chewed her lip and avoided eye contact.

I had a strange feeling there.

‘Why aren’t you saying anything?’

This is not just limited to this moment, but the entire past week.

Surely she also knew that I was Eunrang through her work at the festival. Even though she felt like saying a word, Sarah still did what she had to do without saying a word.

Maybe it’s because it doesn’t mean anything to her other than giving me semen.

As long as I can get semen, it doesn’t matter what my identity is.

Thanks to her, she no longer has to make excuses to her, but strangely, a corner of her heart feels cold.

I bowed my head and greeted her without saying a word.

Likewise, Sarah, who bobs her head, quickens her steps and disappears into the building.

“Whoa…”

A sigh escaped me for no reason.

Alyssa is already giving me a headache, but with Sarah’s problem on top of it, I’m starting to wonder if things are going to end like this.

I hope that the vacation passes quietly without any incident.