Chapter 229 – Feeling of Loss

Episode 229 – Sense of loss

Chii Iik─

The meat sizzles as it cooks on the huge grill, spreading its rich aroma.

I kept my eyes fixed on one side while moving the tongs quickly to prevent the meat from burning.

There was Skadia there.

At first, he stubbornly refused the invitation of his companions to invite him to the party, but when Deborah and Alyssa said it was okay, he pretended not to be able to resist and followed them.

Fortunately, now we get along well with everyone without any major conflicts.

“Scadia. “Are you going to run for student council president when you become a sophomore?”

“I? Why?”

“Why! You’re at the top of your grade, have a pretty face, and are very popular. “If I run for office, I will definitely be selected?”

The current top 1st graders are Ethan and Scadia.

Ethan has the full support of the female students, and Skadia is appropriately popular with both parties.

Among them, Ethan doesn’t need to bother taking on the position of student president, so if Scadia runs, it’s safe to say that she will be elected 100%.

But despite this, Scadia didn’t seem to have any intention of running for office.

“You don’t know that. Still, if possible, I won’t run for office. Because I don’t have enough time to practice magic.”

“Hmph! What a waste. So who will be the next student council president? Chairman, who do you think it is?”

This time, Uni’s target shifted to Isis.

“Huh? Me?”

“Yes! “Is there anyone you’re keeping an eye on?”

“… Well. “I’m not sure.”

“You don’t have one? Well, I guess everyone isn’t good enough to please the chairman, right?”

“What? It’s not like that. “There are so many outstanding kids that it’s just difficult to select them.”

“Hehe, really? Then tell me everything!”

“Um, everything? Hmm… So, first of all, here with Skadia…”

Isis stuttering and citing the candidates.

The charismatic president has come to the point where he is even stopped by a small first-year female student.

This is proof that the two have become close.

‘I guess there’s no need to worry.’

To be honest, I was a little worried at first when Isis was told that she would participate, but I think I can rest assured.

I stared at Skadia again.

To be exact, it is her necklace with an empty center swinging from her chest her.

‘It was there as expected.’

I received that at this time in the game, so it’s not that surprising.

However, when we met during the day, we couldn’t find him because he was covered up because he was wearing a coat.

The real value of that necklace comes during the winter break of second grade. Scadia, who accidentally discovered the secret, passes the ordeal with Abel and follows the progress of the first family, achieving further development.

This is one of the reasons why Scadia was so popular.

Unlike other heroines, she gets the ending skill book on her own.

Well, so many things have already changed from the game, so I don’t know what will happen, but if there are no special problems, you don’t have to worry.

As I was lost in thought while looking at Skadia, someone next to me poked my side.

When she turned her head, she saw Alyssa’s face with her mouth sticking out.

“Do you still have regrets?”

“What do you mean?”

“Do you still have any regrets about Skadia? “Why are you staring at me so intently?”

I guess I got jealous because I was only paying too much attention to Skadia.

It’s annoying but cute to be anxious and dependent on such a trivial thing while usually ticking.

I said while flipping the meat.

“It’s not like that. “I was looking at the necklace.”

“Necklace?”

“Okay. That’s important. There was an incident related to that later, and I was wondering what to do at that time.”

“Really?”

“Really.”

“… I see.”

Alyssa’s mouth regained its original shape.

She seemed to have belatedly realized her actions and started ticking again.

“Huh, huh! I just let you know in advance just in case it was misunderstood as sexual harassment. “You know?”

“Yes, yes. Of course I know. “Thank you.”

“Don’t be sarcastic! Mark my words! Well, don’t look at other women too much. “If you want to see me, just see me.”

The last words were so quiet and muttered, but my hearing caught them very accurately.

Still, I deliberately pretended not to hear.

“What did you just say?”

“Well, grill the meat hard! Just burn it, don’t leave it alone! Then I’m going!”

Alyssa huffed and ran among the rest of her group without any effort to catch her.

As she was looking at her back, a warm feeling touched her opposite her shoulder her.

She was Deborah who had already arrived.

“I understand Luan. “I’m like that because I’m shy.”

“I know that. But how long are you going to be like that?”

“Won’t things change when I have a child?”

“What?”

Deborah grinned as she stared at her face at her unexpected words her.

Her intentions are clearly visible.

‘Anyway, I can’t let my guard down.’

In order to keep me in this world, the willingness to even endure the pregnancy of a romantic enemy is scary.

I picked up her meat and took it to Deborah.

“Eat.”

“Thank you.”

She accepts it calmly.

After chewing and swallowing her meat, she raised her cheek and picked up her meat and brought it to me.

“Luan eats too. Ah─”

“Ah…”

Sook!

Fatty meat entered my mouth.

As expected, the cuts and quality are of the highest quality, and even the fire is made with top-quality charcoal, so the taste is excellent.

We stood side by side, giving and receiving meat and talking about various topics.

It was around that time when my stomach was full.

“Let’s do fireworks!”

Yuni took out a firework set from her subspace pocket and lined it up.

Her companions, including me, helped her set up the fireworks.

It wasn’t long before preparations were completed.

“Then I’ll light it on fire!”

“Huh! Everyone, cover your ears!”

With Uni’s warning, Abel lit the huge firecracker wick.

Chijijijijik─

The moment when the wick burns and the flame finally becomes one with the firecracker.

Piyuuuuung!

Firecrackers flew high and exploded spectacularly, decorating the sky.

Pop! Burbubbang!

The explosion did not stop just once.

Dozens of explosions occur, scattering colorful sparks.

It was truly a dreamlike sight.

I held Alyssa and Deborah’s hands tightly and hoped that this happiness would continue.

*

Crash!

Sparkles pop from the tip of the stick and catch the eye.

Isis, who had been following the light for a while, turned her head to the epicenter when she heard a voice in her ear.

There were Luan and two women there.

“Hey, doesn’t this look like you?”

“What? How does this resemble me?”

“Look. “Isn’t it the same as you when you’re angry, jumping around on the ground?”

“Did you say everything? “I really want to die!”

“Ahh! The fireworks come to life!”

“Come on! I will kill you!”

Unable to bear the teasing, Alyssa jumped in, and Luan ran away, making a fuss at her.

It looked really joyful and happy.

‘It’s different than when you were with me.’

We hadn’t been together much in the first place, but even when we talked or went on dates, we weren’t that bright.

Should I say that even though I was smiling on the outside, there was a shadow somewhere that was hard to find?

Moreover, there were times when it felt as if she was viewed as a separate being, Isis Friuli, rather than her older sister.

A typical example was when I was shipwrecked in a snowy mountain.

‘Isis!’

At that time, Luan called herself by her name.

Instead of being called ‘sister’, which I always used to call her, a name without any pretense.

What does that mean?

I don’t know exactly, but I at least know that the current Luan is showing his true side to Alyssa and Deborah.

While he was complacent with the fact that Luan might be the possessor, the two became completely lovers.

If you stop here any longer, you might miss the opportunity to intervene.

No, maybe it’s already too late.

Amid growing anxiety and jealousy, Isis decided to take a step forward.

‘I’m asking.’

Let’s be honest and ask Luan everything, and then make a decision.

If you say it’s not a possessor, be more proactive in confronting Luan about your true feelings his, and if it’s true …

‘I’ll have to think about that then.’

I still haven’t decided what to do next, but it’s better than standing still and doing nothing like now.

Rather than dying slowly, I would rather go to hell on my own.

Isis put the burnt-out stick in a garbage bag and stood up.

It was just about to head to Ruan.

“Okay then, let’s all get organized now! It’s late, so I should go to sleep soon.”

Abel announced the end of the party and encouraged everyone to start cleaning up the trash.

If I ran away with Luan now, I would be falsely accused of running away because I didn’t want to clean up the trash.

As Isis was looking sideways at Luan with regret, Regina approached her.

“Isis. What’s the matter? What’s going on?”

“Yes? Oh no! “I was just looking for trash.”

“Okay? Then let’s quickly clean up and go take a shower. “I feel so uncomfortable.”

Regina flapped her front skirt and subtly showed Isis her cleavage. It was quite hot here, so small beads of sweat formed on her chest.

However, Isis, who is not even interested in such things, just does not even pay attention.

After completing everything in 30 minutes, the group dispersed to their respective rooms.

After taking a shower first, Isis dressed up lightly and went to see Luan.

‘Is this natural enough?’

Just before she knocked on her door, she checked her face in the mirror one last time.

─Aang!

A small moan was heard from beyond.

As it is a luxury pension, the soundproofing effect is considerable, but unless it is completely blocked by magic, it is impossible to escape her excellent hearing.

Isis stopped.

The sound of excited breathing mixed with the heat contained in the moans, a certain scene appeared in her mind.

“No way.”

Isis swallowed her saliva.

I wanted to deny it, but no matter how much I thought about the moaning I heard just now, it only felt like that.

As she was contemplating whether to just leave, she couldn’t hold back her curiosity.

‘Shall we look at it for a little while?’

At her current level, she can spy on everyone without being noticed.

She couldn’t help but feel pricked on her conscience, but she still didn’t know what was going on inside, and she felt like she would regret it all night if she just let it go.

Above all, she has a job to do.

I’m not sure she’s having sex so I need to check.

“Ha…”

Isis exhaled lightly her breath, which had suddenly become heavy, and unfolded her spirit.

Sussssseu─

The moment the energy reaches the bed.

-Yes! Ah! So cool! Ah! Phew!

– Ha… Luan. I love you.

Isis discovered Luan kissing Deborah and violating Alyssa’s pussy.

With one hand, she firmly holds Alyssa’s hips in place, and with her free hand she massages Deborah’s breasts and bounces her waist.

Every time a cock the size of her forearm her sank deep into her, Alyssa sobbed, letting out her love her juices her.

‘Three, three are doing it.’

Isis could not take her eyes off the obscene and shocking sight.

I had imagined something like this ever since the three of us were assigned to one room, but when I actually saw it, the force was extraordinary.

-Ahh! Haha! Me, I go away! Hey, it’s time to go! Hiyaaaaa!

Alyssa, who was receiving Luan’s prick, screamed with all her might and reached climax.

As a result, her vagina tightened and Luan could not bear it either, so she pulled Alyssa in with the hand that was touching Deborah’s breast her and ejaculated.

Every time Luan flinches, Alyssa’s stomach can be seen puffing up a little.

And that was after the situation stopped.

Luan pulled his dick out of Alyssa’s pussy, and this time, he laid Deborah down and inserted it.

The hard cock, which had still not lost its strength, began to move, pressing down on Deborah’s cervix with the force of crushing it.

Isis was jealous but she also had doubts.

‘How can I share the man I love with another woman?’

Love is a feeling of exchange.

It cannot be given or received unilaterally, and it can only be established through unconditional exchange.

As a human being, it’s natural to want to receive as much as I give, and if I can’t, it’s natural to be disappointed.

However, Deborah and Alyssa showed no signs of being upset at all even though they shared Luan.

Why is that so?

Isis’s curiosity she had no choice but to be resolved immediately.

-Don’t just do it for the two of us, watch it for me too!

Alyssa, who was immersed in the afterglow of climax, pouted her mouth and closed to Luan.

Luan caressed her cheek.

-What do you want to do?

-I don’t know, you idiot!

-Okay? Then shall we kiss?

-… Do whatever you want.

-Okay. I love you.

In response to Alyssa’s tickling response, Lu An chuckled and kissed Alyssa on the lips.

Then Alyssa was happy with just that and worked hard together. Even though Deborah was obviously panting right next to her.

Only then did Isis realize.

“Ah… I see.”

The reason why two people can acknowledge each other’s existence.

That’s because the happiness of being loved by Luan is much greater than the stress she feels about having another woman.

The moment she realized this, Isis was overcome by her tremendous sense of loss and desire.

‘Me too… ‘I want to be loved.’

I wanted to kiss Lu An, breathe with her, and accept that vicious cock inside her.

Her will aroused her excitement, and Isis’ body her rapidly heated up.

Even though she didn’t do anything, her pussy was already so wet.

Isis instinctively brought her hand her to her pussy her.

‘It shouldn’t be like this.’

Even though she knew there was no turning back if she went any further, she ended up sticking her hand into her panties.

Snap!

“Huh!”

The immense pleasure colored her mind white.