Chapter 298 – The Hero’s Despair – 9

“What?”

“A lot of things happened, but I’m thinking of thanking you.
I wouldn’t have come this far without you.”

“Aren’t you resentful of making it into a semen receiver?”

“…”

“Okay. I’m not kidding.”

It was the first time I knew that people could curse even with the back of their heads.
Lisa sighed deeply and continued.

“I have been the representative of the Goddess for a long time.
I don’t know how many decades or hundreds of years have passed.
Memories fade with each reincarnation.”

It wasn’t something I remember clearly.
Forgetting is natural. Maybe it was Sia’s consideration.
Every time Lisa was given life, she led people and fought.
She has never run away from that responsibility, service, and dedication.

Like Sia said, Lisa has a very strong soul.
But it’s because it’s a precarious road that’s likely to be swallowed up by darkness.
Even after obtaining the Holy Sword, Lisa still looked pitiful.

“I am a warrior who follows the will of the Goddess.
The Goddess said before I was given life.
He said he would sprinkle good and evil at the same time to maintain the balance of the world and make people live in peace for a long time.
She said she would leave that watchman role to me.”

It’s just what Sia said.
In a word, Lisa only shouldered the heavy responsibility of being a hero, and he agreed to a contract to fight without a promise.
Is this the same for the devil?

You never know until you meet in person.
Sia said. The Demon King is an inevitable existence.
She said she only filled the inevitable place with select souls.
So, the demon king is human. All he knows is that he is hypnotized.

So I decided to spend the end of this journey with Lisa.
Separate Neris, Herka, and Seoyeon.
Only the two of us came to this battle castle.

“It must have been a long and lonely time.”

“It was long, but not lonely.
The devil and I are bound together like destiny.
I don’t know what they think of me, but I was able to constantly hone myself because I had the purpose of being a demon king.”

…
What is the devil to Lisa?
Fight someday An enemy that must be fought and defeated.
But, I think…
Isn’t it the same as the demon lord who fought as a guardian of balance without a promise?
After a long time, I came to this world. Shia put her plan into motion, and Lisa finally faced the time to part ways with the Demon King.
I don’t know what Lisa is thinking…

“Didn’t you hate the Demon King?”

“To be honest.
When he lost his comrades, he blamed them all for being the devil, and there was a time when he wet his pillow with tears.
But when the hatred faded and the corpses of the monsters I killed piled up like a mountain, I became more and more numb.”

“…”

“Decal.”

Lisa still didn’t look at me.

“The battle with the demon king is the purpose of my life.”

“Did you mean to tell me not to disturb you?”

I want to stick together one-on-one! What is it?

“What I’m going to say from now on may be a big disrespect to you and Shia-sama.”

“…”

At that time, I had a hunch what Lisa was going to say.
The truth of this world, my true heart…
You got it in your head.

“Listen though.
It’s probably something that can’t be said now.”

“Yes. Try it.”

Walking down the endless hallway, waiting for Lisa to start talking.
Lisa took a deep breath as if prepared, and said.

“I believed that the will of the Goddess was right.
The world I originally lived in was a world where people fought against each other.
I thought it might be more peaceful to have an easy-to-understand enemy called the Demon Lord.
As a hero, I shouldn’t think like this…”

“…”

Yes.
A hero is a being who denies evil.
Because I can’t affirm the Demon King. I could see that Lisa had a long-held heart.
It’s something I haven’t said to anyone.

“Looking down on the world from the highest place.
Because it is God’s will. I believed it and was relieved.
If it stays like this, the world will remain in the most peaceful state.
That many people will be happy I’m a necessary existence for that…”

“…”

“But lately I’ve had the feeling that Shia’s purpose is very different from mine.”

That’s the answer.
Sia is not moving with good will alone.
There is a part of me that is blind enough to create a world that suits my taste and devote it to it.
For that reason, he made fun of the fate of the soul who would become a hero or a demon king.
That’s not what I’m talking about, but it’s definitely evil.

There is no such thing as a good god or an evil god.
Lisa would have wanted to believe it.

“Don’t get me wrong.
It’s not that Shia-nim cheated on me. Just his true intentions… Maybe I’m not realizing
That’s what I thought.”

“I didn’t misunderstand.
Because Sia did too. That you agreed to be the guardian of the balance.
Doesn’t it just mean that Shia questioned why she was doing this?”

“Is it disrespectful?”

“Not really. I said it at the bridge, but I…”

“You mean he was once a god?”

“Yeah.
Even when I was a god, I didn’t care about that.”

I don’t know if I’m buried in the arms of countless beauties.
… I’ve tried it once, I’m satisfied.

“It’s not something you want to get.
Decal, you too will become a hero when you defeat the Demon King and return.”

Well.
I think the endings you and I draw are a bit different.

“Anyway…
What I am going to say now is a little more disrespectful.
I am a horse On the bridge, I thought about Shia-sama.”

“…?”

“Why didn’t you help earlier?”

Lisa’s shoulders were shaking.

“I… Even felt empty.
Decal. Treating the Goddess of Light as an attendant, you easily got what you wanted.
That gave me a huge sense of deprivation. Even if you receive the holy sword… I wasn’t happy.”

I… That’s the cause.

“Answer me, Decal.
You… Maybe you… Aren’t you by my side in the mood to play?”

Lisa turned around.
We stopped first.
Lisa’s eyes were moist.
Get an erection…

“On this journey, you could call Shia-sama at any time…
Could help in any way.
I couldn’t get the thought out of it.”

Accurate.
Actually, I was going to call the goddess when the demons first attacked.
If Lisa hadn’t sorted it out quickly.
I had the privilege of being able to receive help whenever I said, ‘Goddess help me’.

That.
It could have been an insult to the guerrillas who risked their lives in this operation.
So Lisa must have asked from the bridge.

Is going to the castle alone the best way?
Lisa foresaw that she was walking a tightrope while enjoying the thrill in moderation.
If I tell the truth here, Lisa will never forgive me.

“I… Every time I draw my sword, I’m prepared to die.
No matter how strong you become, fear won’t go away.
I want to believe that the fight we fought was not a lie.
I wanted to confirm this before fighting the demon lord.”

“…If I’m playing.
Why would you?”

“Because my body…Is the purpose.”

You’re sharp
But I can’t give you an answer.
I am a hypnotist. Control people’s minds

What I wanted to see was this…
Lisa’s bouncing reactions.
A worried expression, a delighted expression, a serious expression…

I wanted to save them all in a collection in my heart.

“Decal you,
It always seemed to observe us one step behind…
I thought it was the composure that comes from my experience, but when Shia-sama appeared, I thought maybe that wasn’t the case.”

Amazing
That is a very correct inference.
I even hypnotized him when I disagreed with Seo Yeon.
It’s all what I did on my own.

I was just waiting for the moment to have sex with hypnosis in a safe place.
Especially now, my balls are sore from being patient all morning.
Lisa is very smart and good.

If I hadn’t been trained, I might have been beheaded long ago.

“…Lisa.”

“…”

“Tell me honestly, Decal.
What are you here for?
You…”

Lisa caught her breath and spoke politely.

“What kind of god are you…?”

“…”

Excellent.
I barely suppress the urge to clap my hands and laugh.
The highlight of the night’s play might be from now on.
Thanks to being intimate with each other while having lots of vaginal sex…

Lisa’s weak spots were very visible.
I pretended to be angry with a shameless face.

“Did I… Look like I was joking?”

“…”

“Did it look like a joke when you saved Blam?”

At this level, it’s worth aiming for the Best Actor Award, right?

“No. At that time, rather, after I died, I thought it would be nice to leave everything to you.”

“All the suspicions started from the moment Sia helped me, right?”

“Okay.”

“It doesn’t matter that I was God.
That is the point of contact between me and Sia. Shia is still fighting the Demon God.
The reason Shia helped me was because I couldn’t let the Demon God ruin this journey.”

“…”

There are no lies.
However, in that it is a cleverly deceiving word, it is much more vicious.
Lisa’s eyes twinkled.

“It’s my fault. I didn’t tell Shia that she had an affair.”

“…No, it’s my fault for pointing it out.”

“Did I look that relaxed?”

She said, “A lot of the time she felt like she was watching as if it wasn’t her job.”

Lisa bowed her head, speaking openly and honestly about how she felt.

“Sorry.”

“I am a person just like you.
I’m scared when I’m scared, and I hate fighting.
That’s why you always looked cool fighting bravely.”

Lisa’s expression was stained with guilt.

“I still get goosebumps every time I think of something like vicious filth.”

“That’s… Me too.
They’re not used to them.”

Lisa raised her head and smiled slightly.
I feel relieved.

“Don’t leave me
Because if you don’t protect it, you don’t know when you’ll die.”

“Awesome guy…”

“Seriously. If I’m surrounded by Nightmareclaws, I’m confident I’ll scream and ask for help.”

“…I’m sorry for doubting you, Decal.
The heart that joined us to deal with the demon king…
I will never doubt you again.”

“I wish I knew.”

I stroked Lisa’s hair.

“Eww…”

It’s not strange if you get angry about challenging the authority of the captain.
I think I’ll forgive you no matter what I do now.

“Let’s have sex again when we get back, okay?”

“I cannot make such a promise.”

“The opponent is the demon king? I might die?”

“It doesn’t matter.
And I would have said I will take your life.”

Lisa looked at Bless, who was wrapped in a soft halo of light, with a sad look.

“Now…
I can fully use this gift.
The cloud in her mind lifted. With this blessing bestowed by the Goddess of Light, I will end all fights.”

“That’s the warrior. I’ll help you.”

“I will do any battle.
Let’s go… !”

Lisa, regaining her energy, suddenly started running down her hallway.

“Go with me!”

I even used the wind spirit and followed it.
We circled around the dark inside of the castle and arrived at a large hall that looked like a banquet hall.
Even if it was a banquet hall, it was just used that way in the past, but now it’s just a bare, dark empty room.

However, in that dark empty room, there was a human figure.
A woman wearing a hooded hood.
I was drinking wine in a banquet hall with no sound or light.
Is this the demon king?

“Ah. Are you here?”

It’s a pretty voice
I waited for the demon king to look back with a heart of anticipation.
Damn. I can’t see under the hood very well.
I know you have long hair. And like the epee, it has horns.
It’s good to be a demon king with a handle!

Suppress your excitement.

“Decal. Step back.”

Lisa stood with her blessing in her determined expression.

“Devil!
Belissa Kramel of the Kramel family has come to cut you down.
Gently give her neck!”

Bless emits light.
The warrior’s speculation spewed out with the declaration made the air tremble.
The banquet hall vibrates as if there was an earthquake.

“…Do you think you’ll give up your head for saying that?”

The Demon King said sullenly.

“If you must be the Demon King, stand up with your weapon!”

“You’re a quick-tempered warrior.”

The demon king doesn’t move.
To think that he was so calm in front of Lisa who had received the blessing of the goddess and was holding the holy sword.
Lisa swung her sword and split the table where the devil’s wine cup was placed.