Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 108

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ჃႳႵႾႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႵႵႼ ႼႹႻႵ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃნ

ႣႳႵႾႵჃ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႹჄვჃ ჅႾႳႼႵႱჂ ჇႸႵႾლ ႿჂ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႶლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵႴნ

ჴჂႱႷႽႵႾჄჃ ჇႿ჆ႵႾ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂ ႶჂႿႽ ႴჂႵႱႽႼႹႻႵ ჃႳႵႾႵჂ჉ლ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႿႾႵ ႴႿჅႲჄ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ჉ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჄჂჅႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴნ

ႩႵჄლ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႲჂႹႵႶ ჃႳႵႾႵჃ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴლ ႹႽႲჅႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႵႾჃႵ ႿႶ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂႹჄ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჇႱჃ ჅჃჅႱႼႼ჉ ჃႹႽႹႼႱჂნ

ჯ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႶႵႼჄ ჇႱჂႽნ

ჯ ჆ႹႲჂႱႾჄ ႼႱႾႴჃႳႱჀႵ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႼႿႿႽႹႾႷ ႶႼႿჇႵჂჃნ

ႧႹჄႸႹႾ ႹჄლ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵვჃ ႴႹჃჄႹႾႳჄ ჇႱჂႽჄႸ ჇႱჃ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႱჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ႽႵნ

—“ႩႿ ჶႱႾნ”

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႱ჊჉ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႳႱႼႼႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ႾႱႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵნ

ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჂႵႳႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾვჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

ჷ ႿႾႼ჉ ჂႵႽႵႽႲႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჇႱჂႽჄႸ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾႴႹჃჄႹႾႳჄლ ႸႱ჊჉ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

ႩႵჄლ ჄႸႵ ჄႿჅႳႸ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂლ ႱႾႴ ჀჂႿႶႿჅႾႴႼ჉ ႷႵႾჄႼႵნ

—“ႣႿႽႵႴႱ჉ლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႹႼႼ ႳႿႽႵ ჄႿ ႱႾ ႵႾႴნ”

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ნ

ჺႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႴႹჃႺႿႹႾჄႵႴ ჃჄႿჂႹႵჃლ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႿჂႹႷႹႾ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႲႵႷႹႾ ჄႿ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵნ

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႿჅჄ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃნ

჻ႿჃჄ ႿႶჄႵႾლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾ ႱႻႹႾ ჄႿ ႼႿႾႷႹႾႷნ

—“ჳ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႵ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄႹႽႵჃ—

ჯ ႴႵႵჀ ჉ႵႱჂႾႹႾႷლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ႳჂႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႺჅჃჄ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჂႵႱႳႸნ

ႤႸႵ ႶჅჄႹႼႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ႷჂႱჃჀႹႾႷ ႱჄ Ⴑ ႽႹჂႱႷႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႿႹႷႾႱႾჄ ჃႿჂჂႿჇ ႿႶ ჂႵႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿႾვჄ ჂႵჄჅჂႾნ

—“ჯႾႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ႶႿჂႷႵჄ ႽႵ ႱႷႱႹႾ ႱႾႴ ႱႷႱႹႾ—

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃლ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႿჇႵჂ ႷႱჂႴႵႾ ჇႱ჆ႵჂႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႶჂႱႷჂႱႾႳႵ ႴჂႹႶჄႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႿႿႽႹႾႷ ႷႱჂႴႵႾნ

ჯ ႲჂႹႼႼႹႱႾჄ ჃჀႱႳႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႶႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႵႱჅჄ჉ლ ჉ႵჄ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჂႵႳႱႼႼ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ჯ ჆ႹჃჄႱ ჇႸႿჃႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႾႱႽႵ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჂႵႽႵႽႲႵჂნ

—“ჷ ჇႹႼႼ ႽႵႵჄ ჉ႿჅ ႱႷႱႹႾნ”

ႧႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႿႶ ჉ႵႱჂႾႹႾႷლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ ႶႿႱႽნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄႱჂ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႴႵჃჄႹႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჆ႱႾႹჃႸნ

—“ႣႿლ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႹႽႵლ ႼႵჄვჃ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ႸႵჂႵლ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂ ႹႾ ႿჅჂ ႴჂႵႱႽნ”

ႣჄႿჂႹႵჃ ႴႵ჆ႿႹႴ ႿႶ ჂႵႱႼႹჄ჉ნ

ჯႾႴ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄჂჅჃჄნ

—“ႣႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ჇႿႾვჄ ႶႿჂႷႵჄ ႽႵ—

ႧႸႱჄ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႿႹჃႵლ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႹႾႷ ჃႳႵႾჄლ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵნ

—“ႣႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჷ ჇႿႾვჄ ႼႿჃႵ ჉ႿჅ—

ႣႿႽႵႿႾႵვჃ ႵႳႸႿლ

ჇႱႹჄႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႽႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃႹႴჅႱႼ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႵႾ჆ႵႼႿჀႵႴ ႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႹჄჄႵჂႾႵჃჃნ

“……”

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႳႸႿႹႾႷ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃლ ჷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႸႵႱႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჃჄႵႵჀႵႴ ႹႾ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႶႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႳႵႴჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჂႵ჆ႹႵჇႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ჀჂႵჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃნ

“ჶႱႸნ ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႴ ႿႶ ႹჄჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕშ ჻ႵႽႿჂ჉ ჷႽჀჂႹႾჄ ზ記憶刻印თნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵ჆ႹႵჇ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ ჅჃႹႾႷ ႹჄლ Ⴑ ჁჅႹႵჄლ ႲႹჄჄႵჂ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႾႿ ႹႴႵႱ ჇႸႵႾ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ႷႿჄ ႽႹ჈ႵႴ ჅჀნ”

ჽႾႼ჉ Ⴝ჉ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱჃჄ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

჻ႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴑ ჀႱჃჄ ჆ႵჂჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႸႱႴ ჀჂႵჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႽႱႷႹႳნ

ႤႸႵჃႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃლ ႺჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႹႽႵ ႱႾႴ ჃႵჁჅႵႾႳႵლ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ႳჂჅႳႹႱႼ ႵႼႵႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႵႶႹႾႵႴ ႽႵნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჇႸ჉ ჷ ჀႵჂႹႿႴႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႳႸႵႳႻႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႿჇႾ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃნ

“ჷ ႳႱႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჀჂႿჀႵჂႼ჉ ჂႵႽႵႽႲႵჂ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႱႾ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႿႿႻ ჀႼႱႳႵნ”

იႣႸႸႸႻ—ი

ჷ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႸႵჂႵლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჃ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႱჃ Ⴕ჆ႵჂნ

ჰჅჄ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႳႸႱႾႷႹႾႷნ

჻ႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჷ ႴႿჅႲჄႵႴ ჇႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႽႹႾႵ ႻႵჀჄ ჂႵჃჅჂႶႱႳႹႾႷ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႣႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ႽႹ჈ႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃჀႹႼႼ ႿჅჄ ႱႾႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽ ႽႵნ

“……”

჻ႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ႱႾႴ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႾჃჅႽႵႴ ႽႵლ ႼႹႻႵ ႾႿႹჃႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႼႱ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႶႱႴႵႴ ჂႵႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႹႾႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵႽ ႿႶჄႵႾ ႼႵႴ ႽႵ ჄႿ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ

ჷ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႴႿჅႲჄ Ⴝ჉ ႿჇႾ ႹႾჄႵႷჂႹჄ჉ნ

“ნნნჼႿႹჃႵნ ႩႵჃლ ႹჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃჭ ჸჅჃჄ ႾႿႹჃႵნ”

იჶႿႿ—ი

ჯ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴნ

ႣႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃლ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ႸႱჃ Ⴑ ჇႱ჉ ႿႶ ႶႱႲჂႹႳႱჄႹႾႷ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴝ჉ ႿჇႾ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃლ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႳႿႾႶႹႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႶႿჂ ႳႵႾჄჅჂႹႵჃლ ႸႱႴ ႴႵ჆ႵႼႿჀႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႼႱჇნ

ჱႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ႶႼႿႿႴႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჷჄვჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႹႽႵ ჷ ჃႵჂ჆ႹႳႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳლ ႱႾ჉ჇႱ჉ნ”

იჲჂჂჂႻ—ი

ჷ ჀჅჃႸႵႴ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႹჂ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႱႾႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴕ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႱჃ ႹჄჃ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ჄႹႽႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႹႾჄႵႾႱႾႳႵ ႿႶ ႿႼႴ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ

ႣჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჅჀლ ჷ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჃჀႿჄნ

იႤႸჅႴლ ჄႸჅႴ—ი

ჴႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႿႻჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ჀႱჃჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႷჂႵႵჄႵႴ ႽႵნ

“ნნნ჻ႵႽႿჂ჉ ჷႽჀჂႹႾჄ ზ記憶刻印თნ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႱჂႼ჉ ႴႱ჉Ⴣ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႱႼ ႱჄ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჷ ႸႱႴ ႽႿႴႹႶႹႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄႹႽႵჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჉ႵႱჂჃლ ႲჅჄ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႶႼႱჇჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႵႼႶ ჀႱႳႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃლ ჷ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵნ

ჷ ႶႼႹჀჀႵႴ ჀႱჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹႳႻ ႳႿ჆ႵჂლ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჂႵ჆ႹႵჇ ႹჄჃ ჃჄჂჅႳჄჅჂႵ ႿႾႵ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႹႾႷ ႱႾ჉ ႽႿႴႹႶႹႳႱჄႹႿႾჃნ

“……”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჅჀႿႾ ႳႸႵႳႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵვჃ ႳႿႾႴႹჄႹႿႾლ ჷ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႶႵႼႼ ჃႹႼႵႾჄნ

იႣႸႸႸႻლ ჃႸႸႸႻ—ი

ჷႾჄჂႹႳႱჄႵ ႳႸႱჂႱႳჄႵჂჃ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႱႳႻ ႱჄ ႽႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჀႱႷႵჃნ

჻჉ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ႣჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ჇႵჂႵ ႴႵႾჃႵႼ჉ ႶႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႲႿႿႻნ

“ႤႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႵႴ—ნ”

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵႾ ႴႹႴ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႱႼႹႵႾ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ႸႱႴ ႿჂႹႷႹႾႱჄႵႴნ

—ႤႸႵ ვ჻ႵႽႿჂ჉ ჷႽჀჂႹႾჄვ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႵႴნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴝ჉ ႳႿႾႳႼჅჃႹႿႾნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჯ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ჅႾႴႵჂႷჂႿჅႾႴ ႶႱႳႹႼႹჄ჉ ႼႿႳႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႱჃჄႵჂႾ ჀႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵნ

ჷႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႷႼႿႿႽ჉ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႼႱႲლ ჄႸႵ ႼႿჅႴ ჃႿჅႾႴჃ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႵႱჄႹႾႷ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႾႿႹჃႹႼ჉ნ

იჱჂჅႾႳႸლ ႳჂჅႾႳႸ—ი

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ႲჂႿჇႾლ ႾჅჄჂႹႵႾჄმႶႹႼႼႵႴ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႳႸႵჇႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჀႹႵႳႵჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ლ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႹႷႸჄლ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႼႿႿႻ ႿႶ ႴႹჃჄႱჃჄႵნ

“ჯჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჄჇႿ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ႿႻႱ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႶႿႿႴნნნჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ ჯႾႴ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႿႾჃჅႽႹႾႷ ႹႾჃჄႵႱႴ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႽႵႱႼნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ვჃ ႶႱႳႵლ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ლ ჇႱჃ ႵჄႳႸႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჅႾႳႿႾႳႵႱႼႵႴ ႴႹჃჄჂႵჃჃნ

ႤႱჃჄႵ ႱႾႴ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႱႲ჉ჃႽႱႼ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵ ႹႾ ႲႿჄႸ ႱჃჀႵႳჄჃნ

“ჷႶ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႵႱჄ ႵႾႿჅႷႸლ ჇႵႼႼ… ჉ႿჅჂ ႲჂႱႹႾ ႺჅჃჄ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႶჅႾႳჄႹႿႾ ჀჂႿჀႵჂႼ჉ნ”

“……”

“ႣႿლ ႶႿჂ ჄႿႴႱ჉ლ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵჃჄ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ႵႱჄ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႽჅႳႸნ”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჅႾႼႹႻႵ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႱჃ ႳႱႼႽႼ჉ ႳႸႵჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႺႵႼႼ჉ნ

ႧႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ႾႿჄ ჂႵჀჅႼჃႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႸႹႽჭ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႸႵჇ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ჃჅჂჀჂႹჃႹႾႷ ႵႱჃႵლ ჄႸႵႾ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჄႿ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ჄႿ ႸႹႽლ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ… ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ႶႵႵႼ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵ ჇႱ჉ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂჭ”

ႣႸႵ ႸႵႼႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႸႿჀႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ჂႵႱႳჄႹႿႾ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႱჄႹႿႾლ ႲჅჄ ႸႹჃ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႱჄႹႿႾჃნ

“ჶႽჀႸნ ჱႼႵႱჂႼ჉ლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷნ”

“ნნნჶჅႸჭ”

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႱჄ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ

ჶႵ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႹႾႴჅႼႷႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႸႹႼႴ’Ⴣ ჄႱႾჄჂჅႽნ

“ႧႸႵႾ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႿჅჄ ჇႱႾႴႵჂႹႾႷლ ჉ႿჅ ႿႶჄႵႾ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႳႸႿႻႵ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႶႱჂ ჇႿჂჃႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႹჃნ ႩႿჅ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႱႲჅႾႴႱႾႳႵნ”

“ႩႿჅ ႽႵႱႾ…”

“ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃ ႴႵႳႵႾჄ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႶႿჂ ႶႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅჂ ჃჄႿႽႱႳႸნ ႣႿლ ႲႵ ჃႱჄႹჃႶႹႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႵႱჄ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჄႸႵ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂ჉ ႱჃჃႹႷႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႷჅႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂ჉ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႸႱႴ ႸႿჀႵႴ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႿႶ ჂႵႱჃႿႾლ ႼႵႳჄჅჂႵႴ ႸႵჂლ ჄႸႵႾ ჀჂႿႽჀჄႼ჉ ႴჅႽჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂ჉ ჅჃႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႿჅႷႸ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷჭ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႴႵ჆ႿჅჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႱჂ ႽႿჂႵ ႷჅჃჄႿ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ჵჅႼჀ—

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჅႲჄႼႵლ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷႶჅႼ ႼႿႿႻ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႸႵ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႺႵႼႼ჉ნ

“ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჉ႿჅ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჀႵႳჅႼႹႱჂ ჄႱჃჄႵჃნ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႽჅႳႸ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႱჇႶჅႼნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႱ჉ნნნჭ”

ჰႼႹႾႻლ ႲႼႹႾႻ—

ჯ ჃჄჅႾႾႵႴ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႸႱჂႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႸჂჅႷႷႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴნ

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ჃႿ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჄႱჃჄႵႼႵჃჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႵႴ ႱႴႴႹႾႷ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႹჄ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჄႹႽႵჃ ႾႿჇნ”

“ႩႿჅ ႽႵႱႾ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႱႴႵ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႲႵჄჄႵჂლ ႲჅჄ ჉ႿჅ ႴႵႼႹႲႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ႻႵჀჄ ႷႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჅჃ ჄႸႹჃჭ”

ჯ ჃႸႱჂჀლ ႳჅჄჄႹႾႷ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ႱႹႽႵႴ ჃჁჅႱჂႵႼ჉ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႿႶႶმႻႹႼჄႵჂნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႸႵႼႴ ႸႵჂ ႲჂႵႱჄႸლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჉ႿჅ ႱჄႵ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჃႿ ႵႾჄႸჅჃႹႱჃჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉჏ ჷ ႸႿႾႵჃჄႼ჉ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႹჄ ჃჅႹჄႵႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ჄႱჃჄႵნ”

“……”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჃჄႱჄႵႽႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႽჀႼႵნ

“ჷ’ႼႼ ႳჅჄ ႿჅჄ ჉ႿჅჂ ჄႿႾႷჅႵ ჃႿ ჉ႿჅ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႱႷႱႹႾნ”

ႣႸႹႾႷ—

ჯ ႲႼႱႴႵ ჇႱჃ ႴჂႱჇႾ ႶჂႿႽ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႸႹჀნ

ჴႱႳႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႹႷႸჄლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႱ჆ႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႶჂႱႾჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႱႾႴ ႲႱႳႻႵႴ ႱჇႱ჉ნ

“ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჉ႿჅ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႳႱႼႽ ႴႿჇႾ Ⴑ ႲႹჄნ ჷ ჀჂႿႽႹჃႵ ჷ’ႼႼ ႽႱႻႵ Ⴑ ႽჅႳႸ ჄႱჃჄႹႵჂ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႴႱ჉Ⴣლ ჃႿ…”

“……”

“ჸჅჃჄ ႻႹႴႴႹႾႷნ ႧႵႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿႿႴ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႹႼႼ ႲႵ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆ႵႴ ჃႿႿႾ ႵႾႿჅႷႸნ”

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉’Ⴣ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႸႱႴႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵႵႾ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ჅჃႵႼႵჃჃ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჀჂႿႽႹჃႵႴ ჄႿ ႹႽჀჂႿ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႽႵႱႼჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႵႱჂ ႶჅჄჅჂႵნ

ჱႼႱႾႷ—

ჯჃ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႸႹჀნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶႵႼჄ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ႶႼႹႳႻႵჂ ႿႶ ႸႿჀႵ ႹႷႾႹჄႵ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႳႸႵჃჄნ

‘ჷႶ ჷ ႺჅჃჄ ႸႿႼႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႼႹჄჄႼႵ ႼႿႾႷႵჂლ ჇႵ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႷႵჄ Ⴑ ႾႿჂႽႱႼ ႽႵႱႼ…჏’

ႤႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႽႵႱႼჃ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჃႿႿႾ—

ჯჃ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჂႵႺႿႹႳႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႹჃ ႾႵჇჃლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃ ႸႹჃ ႶჅჄჅჂႵ ჀႼႱႾჃნ

“ჯႾ჉ჇႱ჉… ჷ’Ⴝ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႲႵ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႵႽႵႼ჉ ႲჅჃ჉ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႲႵႹႾႷნ ჷႾ ႶႱႳჄლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿႿႴ ჃႸႿჂჄႱႷႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჇႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႹჄნ”

—ႤႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჅႼჄႹႽႱჄႵ ჀႱႾႱႳႵႱლ ჃჀႿႻႵႾ ႿႶ ႿႾႼ჉ ႹႾ ႼႵႷႵႾႴჃნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჇႿჂႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႼႹჀჀႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႽႿჅჄႸლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႱႾႴ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჂႵႱႳჄႹႿႾჃნ

“ნნნႤႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱ჉ნ ႤႸႵ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჀჂႹႾႳႹჀႱႼ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႱჄლ ჇႵჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႵ჉ჭ”

“ႤႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂ… ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႵႴ ჀჅჂႵႼ჉ ႼႵႷႵႾႴႱჂ჉ლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ႱႼႳႸႵႽႹჃჄჃნ”

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉’Ⴣ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ჱႼႹႳႻლ ႳႼႹႳႻ—

ჷႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჇႿჂჂ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ჃႾႱჀჀႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჃ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჀჂႵႳႹჃႵႼ჉ ჇႸ჉ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ჃႿ ჆ႱႼჅႱႲႼႵნ ჷႶ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႾ ႹჄლ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჇႵ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႳႱႼႼ ႹჄ Ⴑ ჄჂႵႱჃჅჂႵჭ”

“……”

“ჴჅჂჄႸႵჂႽႿჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄ ჇႵ ႱႳჁჅႹჂႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ… ჄႸႵ ‘჻ႱႷႹႳ ႣჄႿႾႵ ႢႵႶႹႾႹႾႷ ჲႵ჆ႹႳႵ’ ႹჃ ႱႾ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ჃჀႵႳႹႱႼ ႹჄႵႽნ”

ჯჃ ႸႵ ჃჀႿႻႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂნ

ჯ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵ ႵႽႲႵႴႴႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჂႵႴ ႷႵႽჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႱჃ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ Ⴕ჈ჅႴႵႴ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႱႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႱჅჂႱნ

“ႤႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႣჄႿႾႵ ႢႵႶႹႾႹႾႷ ჲႵ჆ႹႳႵ…ჭ”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႱႾ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႶႹႵႼႴ ႿႶ ႱႼႳႸႵႽ჉ნ ჷჄ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃႵჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃ ჄႿ ႳჂႵႱჄႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႶႼჅႹႴნ”

ჱႼႹႳႻ—

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႴႺჅჃჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵლ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႸႹႶჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱႳႻ ႿႶ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ჶႵ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႲჂႹႽႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾႳႵლ ႷჂႱႲႲႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴႶჅႼ ႿႶ ჄႵ჈ჄჃ ႾႵჃჄႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჀႵჂჃნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄ… ჷ ႷჅႱჂႱႾჄႵႵ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂ ჇႹႼႼ ႲႵ ႵႱჃႹႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႴჅჂႹႾႷ ႤႵႼႹ჆ႵჂ’Ⴣ ႱႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჀႵჂႹႿႴნ ႤႿ ჃჄႱჂჄლ ჇႵ’ႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႵႳႹჀႸႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ჂႵႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႾႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲჅႾႴႼႵ ႿႶ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႿ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ჄႵ჈ჄჃ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ႹႾ ႱჂႳႸႱႹႳ ႼႱႾႷჅႱႷႵნ

ჯჃ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႱႳႳႵჀჄႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႲႵჇႹႼႴႵჂႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴑ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

“ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ჁჅႿჄႱ ႶႿჂ ჄႿႴႱ჉ლ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ნ ჽႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ႹჃ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵლ ჷ ჀႼႱႾ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ႿႾ ჄႿ ႱႼႳႸႵႽ჉ლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႹჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ჃჀႵႳႹႱႼჄ჉ნ”

“……”

“ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ႹჃ ႴႿႾႵლ ჄႸႵ ჳႼႹ჈ႹჂ ჂႵႳႹჀႵ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵნ ႧႵ’ႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႿ ჂႵჃჄႿჂႵ ႹჄნ”

ႣႾႱჀ—

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႾႱჀჀႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂლ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႳႸႹႽႵჂႱ ႳႱჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႼႿႱႴ ႿႶ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႳႿჂႾႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႸჅႷႵ ჀႹႼႵ ႿႶ ႸႹႷႸმႷჂႱႴႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃლ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႱႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႱჄ Ⴑ ႷႼႱႾႳႵნ

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႱႼჃႿ ჃჄႿႳႻႵႴ ჅჀ ჀႼႵႾჄ჉ ႿႶ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸნ”

“ჶႹႷႸმႷჂႱႴႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃ… ჉ႿჅ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႾ჉…ჭ”

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႿႳႻ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ႷႱ჊ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃნ

ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჉ႿჅ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ႹჄლ ႱႾ ႱჃჄჂႿႾႿႽႹႳႱႼ ႱႽႿჅႾჄ ႿႶ ႶჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႲႵႵႾ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႵႴნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႺჅჃჄ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃ ႽႹႼႹჄႱჂ჉ ႽႹႷႸჄჩ ႹჄ ႱႼჃႿ ႸႱႴ ჃჅႶႶႹႳႹႵႾჄ ႶႹႾႱႾႳႹႱႼ ჀႿჇႵჂ ჄႿ ჃჅჀჀႿჂჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႵ჆ႵႼ ႿႶ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႵႷႹႾ ჄႿ ႶႱჄႸႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჄჂჅႵ ჀႿჄႵႾჄႹႱႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾნ

“ჷ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ჄႵႼႼ ჉ႿჅ ჄႿ ႺჅჃჄ ႵႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ႶႿჂ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷნ ႧႵ ჅჃႵႴ ჅჀ ႱႾ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ჇႵႵႻ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂჄႸ ႿႶ ჄჂႱႾჃჀႿჂჄ ჁჅႿჄႱ ႺჅჃჄ ႲჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ჄႸႿჃႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂნ”

ႧႹჄႸ ႸႹႷႸმჀჅჂႹჄ჉ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿႾႵჃ ჀႹႼႵႴ ႸႹႷႸ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႲႿჂႱჄႿჂ჉ლ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႿႲჃႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႹ჊ႱჂჂႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႵႳჅჂႵႴ ႹჄႵႽჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႷႾႹჄჅႴႵლ ႳჅჄჄႹႾႷ ႳႿჂႾႵჂჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႿႿႴ ႲჅႴႷႵჄ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ Ⴑ ႷႹ჆ႵႾნ

“ႣႿლ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ნ ႣჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ჄႿႴႱ჉ლ ႼႵჄ’Ⴣ ჄჂ჉ ႿჅჂ ႲႵჃჄ ჄႿ ႶႿႳჅჃ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႳႿႾჃႿႼႱჄႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵႾ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႾჅჄჂႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႺႵႼႼ჉ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႿ ჄჂႱႾჃႹჄႹႿႾ ჃႵႱႽႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸნ

ჰႼႹႾႻლ ႲႼႹႾႻ—

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ჯ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႿႿႾ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჀႿჃႵႴ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჆ႿႹႳႵნ

“ნნნႣႿლ ჇႸႵႾ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႱჂႵ ჇႵ ႷႵჄჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႿႿႴჭ”

“ჽႸლ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣნნნ ჃႿႽႵჄႹႽႵ ჃႿႿႾნნნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴႼ჉ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႱჇႱ჉ნ

ႣჅჂႵ ႵႾႿჅႷႸლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ Ⴑ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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