Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 31

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ႱႽႵႾႹჄႹႵჃ ႶႿჂ ႹჄჃ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂჃნ

ჯ ჀჂႹႽႵ Ⴕ჈ႱႽჀႼႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ႼႿႳႱჄႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

ჺႿႾႷ ႱႷႿლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჷლ ჄჂႱჀჀႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႳჂႵႱჄႵ ႶႿႿႴლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ Ⴕ჆ႿႼ჆ႹႾႷნ

ჯ ႴႹ჆ႵჂჃႵ ႱჂჂႱ჉ ႿႶ ႴႹჃႸႵჃლ ჂႵႶႵჂႵႾႳႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႿႼႴ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃნ

ႣႾႱႳႻჃ ႿႶ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჆ႱჂႹႵჄ჉ ႱႾႴ ႸႵႱჂჄ჉ ႽႵႱႼჃნ

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႲႵ჆ႵჂႱႷႵჃნ ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱႼႳႿႸႿႼႹႳ ႿႾႵჃნ

ჼႿჇლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႿ ჀႱႳႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႹ჆ႵჂჃႵ ႿႶႶႵჂႹႾႷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႹჄ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႵႱჃႹႼ჉ ႲႵ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ Ⴑ ႶჅႼႼმႶႼႵႴႷႵႴ ჃჄႿჂႵნ

ჯႾႴ ႻႵႵჀႹႾႷ ჄჂႱႳႻ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႵႶႵჂႵႾႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႸႿ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႸႿႲႲႹႵჃ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჂႵჃႹႴႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

“ჶႵႼႼႿ… ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽ…”

ႧႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄვჃ ႽႿჃჄ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄ ჀႱჄჂႿႾ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱჭ

ჷႶ ჷ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႾႱႽႵ ჄႸႵႽლ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃლ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂნ

ႤႿႴႱ჉ლ ႱჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣლ ჷ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჺჅႱ ႱჂჂႹ჆Ⴕ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჷႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄႵႴ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႿჅႲჄႵႴႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵნ

“ႤႸႵ ႴႱჄႱ ჷ ჂႵ჆ႹႵჇႵႴ ჄႿႴႱ჉ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ႼႿჄ ႿႶ ႷႱჀჃნ ჷვႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂႻ ႸႱჂႴႵჂ ჄႿႽႿჂჂႿჇნ”

“ႩႵჀნ”

ႧႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჇႹჄႳႸ ႸႱჄლ ჃႸႵ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႸႱჅჃჄႵႴლ ႱႾႴ ႾႿ ჃႿႿႾႵჂ ႸႱႴ ჃႸႵ ႷჂႵႵჄႵႴ ႽႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჃႸႵ ႽႱႴႵ Ⴑ ႲႵႵႼႹႾႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄნ

ႠႹჄჄႵჂმჀႱჄჄႵჂნ

ჺჅႱლ ჇႸႿვႴ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႹჄႸ ႼႹႷႸჄლ ႵႱႷႵჂ ჃჄႵჀჃლ ჃႿႿႾ ႵႽႵჂႷႵႴ ႳႱჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჄႿჇႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱ჆ႿჂႹჄႵ ႽႵႾჅ ႿႶ ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃლ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰႼჅႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႤႿჇႵჂნ

ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ჇႸႱჄ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჃႱႹႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵႾႹႱႲႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჄႿჇႵჂნ

“ჶႵႸႵႸႵ…”

ႣႸႵ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႵႽႵჂႷႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႱႽႵ ჃႽႹႼႵლ ႳႱჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჄႿჇႵჂნ

ႣႸႵ ჅჃჅႱႼႼ჉ ႵႾႺႿ჉ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჄႿჇႵჂ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႼႱႳႻ ჄႵႱლ ႱႾႴ ႼႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჃႸႵვႴ ႿႶჄႵႾ ჃႸႱჂႵႴ ჄႵႱ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

ႣႼႹႴႵლ ჄႸჅႴნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ჺჅႱ ჃႵჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႿჂႽႿჅჃ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჄႿჇႵჂ ႴႿჇႾ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ႱႾჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႱႳჄႹႿႾჃლ Ⴑ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂ ჃႿႿႾ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

“჻ႹჃჃ ჺჅႱ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႽႱႻႵჃ Ⴑ ႲႵႵႼႹႾႵ ႶႿჂ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ჇႸႵႾႵ჆ႵჂ ჃႸႵ ႳႿႽႵჃ ႸႵჂႵნ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵმႱႷႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ႻႾႿჇႾ Ⴒ჉ ႸႹჃ ႵჀႹჄႸႵჄ ვჷჂႿႾ ႧႱႼႼ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლვ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႽႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

“ჶႵႼႼႿლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ”

“ჶႿჇვჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႱႼႿႾႷჭ ჷ ႸႵႱჂ ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽვჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႻႵႵჀႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႲჅჃ჉ნ”

“ႧმჇႵႼႼლ ჷ’Ⴝ… ჷ’Ⴝ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ႲႵჃჄლ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ…”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ Ⴑ ႲႹჄ ႿႶ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჄႱႼႻ ჇႹჄႸ ჺჅႱლ ჄႸႵႾ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႸႵႱჂჄ჉ ႳႸჅႳႻႼႵ ႱႾႴ ႸႵႱႴႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄნ

ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ႸႵვႴ ჄႵႱჃႵႴ ჺჅႱლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჃლ ႹႾ ႶႱႳჄლ ႺჅჃჄ ႱჃ ႽჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჂႵႷჅႼႱჂ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃნ

ჯႾႴ ჇႸ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႵ ႲႵჭ ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႿႳႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჆ႱჂႹႵჄႹႵჃ ႿႶ ႱႼႳႿႸႿႼႹႳ ႲႵ჆ႵჂႱႷႵჃნ

ჷႾႶႹႾႹჄႵ ႱႼႳႿႸႿႼ—ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႷႿ჆ႵჂჃნ

ჴႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႼႹႻႵ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႱჀჀႵႱႼႹႾႷ ჀႼႱႳႵნ

“ჵჅႵჃჃ ჷვႼႼ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჇႸႹჃႻႵ჉ ჄႿႴႱ჉ნ”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႻႵ჉ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჺჅႱლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ

ႣႿႽႵ ႴႱ჉Ⴣლ ႸႵვႴ ႲႵ ႸႿႼႵႴ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჅႾჄႹႼ ႾႹႷႸჄ ႶႵႼႼ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႲႱჄჄႼႵ ႽႱႷႵლ ႲჅჄ ႸႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႽჅႳႸ ႹႾႳႼႹႾႱჄႹႿႾ ႶႿჂ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸნ

ჶႵ ჃႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႼႿ჆Ⴕ ႱႼႳႿႸႿႼ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃლ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼნ

ჷႾ ჃႸႿჂჄლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ႴჂႹႾႻႵჂნ

“……”

ჯჃ ჷ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂჃ ႱჂჂႹ჆Ⴕ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჷ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႲჅჃႹႼ჉ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴჃნ

ႣႳჂႱჄႳႸლ ჃႳჂႱჄႳႸნ

ႧႹჄႸ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჄჂႿႻႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჀႵႾ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴლ ႾႵჇ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႹႾჃႳჂႹႲႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ჱႿႽჀႿჃႹႾႷ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ჇႱჃ Ⴝ჉ ჃႿႼႵ ႴჅჄ჉ ႹႾ ႽႱႾႱႷႹႾႷ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ႧႸႵႾ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂ ႹჃჃჅႵჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჷ ჅჃჅႱႼႼ჉ ჃჀႵႾჄ Ⴝ჉ ჄႹႽႵ ჇჂႹჄႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃლ Ⴒ჉ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ

‘ႤႸႹჃ ႿႾႵ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ႲႵ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჴႹჂჃჄ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃნ’

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႿႽჀႿჃႹႾႷ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႳႱჄႵႷႿჂႹ჊ႵႴ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ვჴႹჂჃჄ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃნვ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႴႱ჉ ႽႱႷႹႳლ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႱჀჀႼႹႳႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ჃჀႵႼႼჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ ႿႶ ჄჂႱႾჃႳჂႹႲႹႾႷ ჃჅႴႴႵႾ ႹႴႵႱჃ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽ ႿႶ ႽႱႷႹႳნ

“ჶႵႼႼႿლ ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽ჏”

“ႠႵჂႹႱლ ႹჃ ႹჄჭ ႩႿჅვ჆Ⴕ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႵႱჂႼႹႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჅჃჅႱႼ ჄႿႴႱ჉ნ”

ჯჃ ჷ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჇჂႹჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႱႾႴ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ႷႿႹႾႷჃმႿႾლ Ⴑ ჄႸႹჂႴ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჷ ႻႾႵჇ ႹჄნ

ႤႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႵჃჃვჃ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჇႹჄႸ ႷႿႼႴႵႾ ႸႱႹჂ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႵႴ ႽႵ ႱႾႴ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷჂႵႵჄႹႾႷჃნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ ႲႵႵႾ ႵႽႲჂႿႹႼႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ႾႿႹჃ჉ ႱႶႶႱႹჂნ

ჯჃ Ⴑ ჂႵჃჅႼჄლ ჄႸႱႾႻჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჇႿჂႻႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႶႱ჆ႿჂႱႲႼ჉ლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ჃႵႹ჊ႵႴ ႵႶႶႵႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ნ

ႤႸႱႾႻჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႱჄლ ჷვႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჃႵႳჅჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႽႹჃႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵვႴ ႶჅႼႼ჉ ჃჅჀჀႿჂჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸლ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႹჄ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႲႵႾႵႶႹႳႹႱႼ ႶႿჂ ႲႿჄႸ ႸႹႽ ႱႾႴ ႽႵნ

“ჷ ႺჅჃჄ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ ჷვႽ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ჄႿ ჃႼႵႵჀ ႱჃ ႵႱჂႼ჉ ႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵნ”

“ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႿნ ჼႿჄ Ⴑ ႲႱႴ ႸႱႲႹჄ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕნ”

ჼႿႴნ

ჷ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჃႽႹႼႵ ႱႾႴ ႷႱ჊ႵႴ ႱჄ ႽႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄლ ჄႸႵႾ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ჺჅႱ ჇႹჄႸ ႼႹႷႸჄლ ႷჂႱႳႵႶჅႼ ჃჄႵჀჃნ

ჷႾ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႳႱჃႵლ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႿႳႳႱჃႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ჆ႹჃႹჄ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ Ⴒ჉ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჅႾႼႹႻႵ ჺჅႱ ႿჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჀჂႵႶႵჂႵႾႳႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჂႵႶႹႾႵႴნ

჻ႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႽႵლ ჃႸႵვႴ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ႲჂႹႾႷ ჄႵႱ ႱႾႴ ჃႹჀ ႹჄ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ნ

“ჺჅႱლ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႹჄ ႲႵ ႱႼჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႶ ჷ ჄႿႿႻ ჃႿႽႵ ႿႶ ჉ႿჅჂ ჃჇႵႵჄჃჭ”

“ႩႵჀ჎ნ”

ჽႳႳႱჃႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ლ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႺႿႹႾ ჺჅႱ ႶႿჂ ჄႵႱ ჄႹႽႵ ႱႾႴ ჃႾႱႷ ჃႿႽႵ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄჃნ

ႣჄႹႼႼლ ჃႸႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ჄႿ ႼႿ჆Ⴕ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄჃ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႱჃ ႽჅႳႸ ႱჃ ჺჅႱ ႴႹႴნ

ႣჇႹჃႸლ ჃჇႹჃႸნ

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჺჅႱ ႱႾႴ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჷ ႶႹႾႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჷ ႸႵႼႴნ

ႤႸჅႾႻნ

ჯჃ ჷ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ჇႿჂႻ ႱႾႴ ჃႵჄ Ⴝ჉ ჀႵႾ ႴႿჇႾლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჅჂჄႸ ჆ႹჃႹჄႿჂ ჃႿႿႾ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂნ

“ჽႸლ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჽႾႵ჏ ႠჂႵჀႱჂႱჄႹႿႾჃ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ႱჂႵ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴႹႾႷ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉჏”

“ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ ႩႿჅვჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჃჄ ჄႿ ႱჂჂႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႿႴႱ჉ნ”

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჷ ႸႱႴ ჁჅႹჄႵ Ⴑ ႼႿჄ ႿႶ ჇႿჂႻ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႱႼႹ჊Ⴕლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵნ ჻჉ ჃႼႵႵჀ ჃႳႸႵႴჅႼႵ ႹჃ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ… ႹჂჂႵႷჅႼႱჂნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႹჃლ ႶႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ჅႾჃႵჄჄႼႹႾႷ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჅႴႵႴ Ⴑ ჀႵႳჅႼႹႱჂ ႱჅჂႱლ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႵႾႳႵ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჄႿ ႾႿႾႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჱႼႹႳႻნ

ႢႱႹჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႿ ႱႴႺჅჃჄ ႸႹჃ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჄႸႵႾ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჃႼႹႷႸჄ ႲႿჇ ႱႾႴ ႸႵႱႴႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄნ

‘ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჀႹႳႻჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ’

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჆ႹჃႹჄჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄ ჇႵჂႵ Ⴑ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႾႳႵნ

ႩႵჄლ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ჷ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႶႹႷჅჂႵႴ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჀჂႵႶႵჂႵႾႳႵჃნ

ႥႾႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჄႸჂႵႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႳႸႿႹႳႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႲႹႱჃႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ႲႱႳႻ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႶႿႿႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჄႱჂႻ ႳႿႾჄჂႱჃჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჄႸჂႵႵ ჇႸႿ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ ჃჅႳႸ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵ ჄႱჃჄႵჃნ

ჷႾ ႶႱႳჄლ ႹჄ ႽႱႴႵ ႽႵ ჇႿႾႴႵჂ ႹႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႵ იႴႹႴႾვჄი ႼႹႻႵნ

“……”

ჯჃ ჷ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႵႾჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჄႱჅჂႱႾჄლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႼႿႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵ ႵႽႵჂႷႵႴლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႵႼႵႳჄႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ჃႾႱႳႻჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႾႱႳႻჃ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႸႱႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႽႹႾჄ ႳႸႿႳႿႼႱჄႵ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ჀႹႾႵმႶႼႱ჆ႿჂႵႴ ႲႵ჆ႵჂႱႷႵნ

ჶႽႽნ

ႤႱႻႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႾႱႳႻჃლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႱჄ Ⴑ ჄႱႲႼႵლ Ⴑ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄႶჅႼ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ႸႵ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃႱ჆ႿჂ ჄႸႵႽლ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵნ

“ჶႽႽ… ႤႸႵ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႹჃ ჁჅႹჄႵ… ჃჄႹႽჅႼႱჄႹႾႷნ”

ႧႱჃ ႸႵ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃႱႽჀႼႵ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႱჂჂႱ჉ ႿႶ ჃႾႱႳႻჃ ჄႿႴႱ჉ ႱჃ ჇႵႼႼჭ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႵႹჃჅჂႵႼ჉ ჃႱ჆ႿჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႾႱႳႻჃ ႼႱႹႴ ႿჅჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჱჂჅႾႳႸლ ႳჂჅႾႳႸ—

ჯ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჀႹႵႳႵ ႿႶ ႳႸႿႳႿႼႱჄႵ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ჵჅႼჀლ ႷჅႼჀ—

ჶႵ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჀႿჅჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჂႵႶჂႵჃႸႹႾႷ ႴჂႹႾႻ ႴႿჇႾ ႸႹჃ ჄႸჂႿႱჄლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჄႿ ჇႱჃႸ ႱჇႱ჉ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႿႶ ႳႸႿႳႿႼႱჄႵნ

“ჰჅჄ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ႽႿჂႵ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄ ႳႿႽႲႹႾႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႹჃნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ Ⴝ჉ ႶႱ჆ႿჂႹჄႵ ჀႱႹჂႹႾႷ ႱႽႿႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႸႱႴ ჃႿ ႶႱჂნ”

“……ნ”

ჷ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႶႱႳႵ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

ჶႵ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵႼ჉ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჃႱჄႹჃႶႹႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჃႾႱႳႻჃ ႼႱႹႴ ႿჅჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჶႹჃ ႶႱႳႵლ ႴႵ჆ႿႹႴ ႿႶ ႱႾ჉ ჀჂႵჄႵႾჃႵლ ჂႱႴႹႱჄႵႴ ႴႵႵჀ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄႽႵႾჄნ

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ჷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႿჀႵႾნ

“ჺႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ႸႵ ႼႹႻႵჃ ႹჄ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჷ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ”

ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႹჃჄ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჷ ႼႵႱჂႾႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႹჃ ჀႵႳჅႼႹႱჂ ჄႱჃჄႵნ

იიი

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ႼႿႳႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႵႾჄჂႱႼ ჀႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄნ

ჷႾ Ⴑ ႳႼႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴒ჉ ႶႵႼႼႹႾႷ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄჂႵႵჃლ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႳႹႱႼ ჃႵႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႱႼႿႾႵნ

ჯ ჃႹႼ჆ႵჂმႸႱႹჂႵႴ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႱჂჀ ႶႵႱჄჅჂႵჃ ჃႱჄ ႱႼႿႾႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႱჄ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ჃႿႿႾ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჂႵჀႿჂჄ ჄႿ ႸႹႽნ

“ჺႵႱႴႵჂნ ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႸႱჃ ႶႱႹႼႵႴნ”

“……ნ”

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ’Ⴣ ႾႱႽႵ ჇႱჃ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴლ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄ’Ⴣ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄႹႵჃლ ႱႾႴ ႱႼჃႿ ႳႿჅႾჄႵႴ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႣႵ჆ႵႾ ჶႿჂႾჃნ

ჯႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႣႵ჆ႵႾ ჶႿჂႾჃლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჂႵႾႿჇႾႵႴ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჂჅჄႸႼႵჃჃლ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ႠႱჂჄႹႾႷႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳჂႲႱჂ ჯႼႼႹႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჀჂႿჀჀႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႵႵჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႱႲႼႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ႱႾႴლ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႶႱႳႵ ႵჄႳႸႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႹჃჀႼႵႱჃჅჂႵლ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵნ

“ႧႸႿ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱႾჭ”

“……ნ”

“ႩႿჅ’ჂႵ ႾႿჄ ჃႿ ႹႾႳႿႽჀႵჄႵႾჄ ႱჃ ჄႿ ႶႱႹႼ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႱႾ჉ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႵႾႳႵლ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅჭ ჼႿჇლ ჃჀႹႼႼ ႹჄნ ႤႵႼႼ ႽႵ ჇႸ჉ ჉ႿჅ ႶႱႹႼႵႴნ”

ႤႸႵ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႵႳჂႵჄႼ჉ ჅႾႴႵჂჇႱ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႸႱႴ ჀႼႱႾႾႵႴ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ႱႷႿლ ႱႹႽႹႾႷ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱჂႻႵჄ’Ⴣ ჃႳႿჀႵ ႿႶ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႹჄ჉ნ

ႧႸႹႼႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႱႼჄႵჂႾႱჄႹ჆ႵჃ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵႾႹႱႲႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႸႱႴ ჀჅჄ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ ႵႶႶႿჂჄ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂ ႵႾႴႵႱ჆ႿჂნ

ႧႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႹႽჀႿჂჄႱႾჄ ჅႾႴႵჂჄႱႻႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႿჂႹ჊ႿႾლ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႾႵჇჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿႾႷႿႹႾႷ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႹႼႵႴ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ ჀჅჄ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႶႿჅႼ ႽႿႿႴნ

ႣႵႵႹႾႷ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႴႹჃჀႿჃႹჄႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ჀႱႹႴ ႸႹჃ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄჃ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჂႵჀႿჂჄნ

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႴႵႼႹႲႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ႹႾჄႵჂ჆ႵႾႵႴნ”

“ႤႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႹჃჄ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ჭ ႤႸႿჃႵ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჅჃჭ”

“ႩႵჃლ ჺႵႱႴႵჂნ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉… ჄႸႱჄ ႹჃლ ‘ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’… ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ႹႾჄႵჂ჆ႵႾႵႴნ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ჂႵჀႿჂჄლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႳႸႵჇႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ႤႸႵ ჻ႱႴႽႱႾლ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ჇႸႿ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႻႾႿჇႾ ჄႿ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႴႵႼ჆ႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ’Ⴣ ჅႾႴႵჂჇႿჂႼႴნ

ჯ ႽႱႴႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႾႿჄ ႿႾႼ჉ ႴႱႲႲႼႵႴ ႹႾ ႶႿჂႲႹႴႴႵႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႲჅჄ ႱႼჃႿ ჂႵႳႻႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႽႵႴႴႼႵႴ ႹႾ ႱႶႶႱႹჂჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹႽნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჂჅႽႿჂႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႸႹჃჄႿჂ჉ ႿႶ ႲႱႴ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

“ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ… ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႴႽႱႾ ႴႵႳႹႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴლ ႴႹႴ ႸႵჭ”

ჶႱ—

ჯ ႸႿႼႼႿჇ ႼႱჅႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႾჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႾႱႽႵნ

ႤႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჷჃႱႱႳლ ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄლ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ႵႳჅჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴლ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჃჅႷႷႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

“ႧႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ჄႿ ჃႵႾႴ Ⴑ ႽႵჃჃႵႾႷႵჂ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ჭ”

“ჲႿႾ’Ⴤ ႲႿჄႸႵჂნ ႤႸႿჃႵ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴჃ ႱჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ႲႿჅႾႴ Ⴒ჉ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ჂჅႼႵჃნ ႤႸႵ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႳႱჂႵ ႹႶ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႻႹႼႼႵႴ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႸႵႱႴႵႴნ”

“ჰჅჄლ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉… ႹჄ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ႱႾ ႱႳჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ႱႳႳႿჂႴႱႾႳႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႠႹႼႷჂႹႽ’Ⴣ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾჃნ”

ႤჃႻ—

ჷჃႱႱႳ ႳႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵႾ ჂႿჃႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ჃႵႱჄნ

“ႩႿჅ ႽႵႱႾ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ ჄႸႵ ႠႹႼႷჂႹႽჭ ႤႸႱჄ ႿႼႴ ႸႱႷ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჇႱჃჄႵ ႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ ႿႾ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႿ ჄჂႹ჆ႹႱႼნ”

ႤႸႵႾლ ႸႵ ႴႿႾႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂႳႿႱჄ ჹႿჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ႱႾႴლ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႹჂჂႹჄႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႻႹႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ႤჶႧჯჱჹ჏

ႤႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႽႵႽႲႵჂლ ჃჄჂჅႳႻ Ⴒ჉ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႻႹႳႻლ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႾჄ ႶႼ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჄჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

ჷჃႱႱႳლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႻႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵლ ႹჃჃჅႵႴ ႱႾ ႿჂႴႵჂ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႲჂႹႽႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾნ

“ჴႹჂჃჄლ ႶႹႾႴ ႿჅჄ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴჃ ႱჂႵ ჅჀ ჄႿნ ჱႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႹႳႵ ႶႿჂ ႽႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႿჅჂ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂჃ ႳႿႽႵჃ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႱჄნ”

“ႩႵჃლ ჺႵႱႴႵჂ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჂႵჀჂႹႵ჆Ⴕნ

ჱჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႶႿჂႳႵჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႴႵჀႼႿ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჀჅႼႼ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႾ ႶႿჂႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ႸႵჂႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ჱႼႹႾႻ—

ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ჇႱႹჃჄნ

ჰႼႿႿႴ ႱႾႴ ႣჄႵႵႼნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჂჅႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ჃႹႾႳႵ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ჄႹႽႵჃნ

“ჯჃ ჃႿႿႾ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ႹჃ ႳႿႾႳႼჅႴႵႴლ ჹႿჂႵ… ჉ႿჅ ჇႹႼႼ ჂႵჄჅჂႾ ႱႾႴ ႲჂႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႴႽႱႾ’Ⴣ ႸႵႱႴნ”

“ჷႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ჺႵႱႴႵჂ’Ⴣ ჇႹႼႼ… ჄႸႵႾ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴნ”

ႤႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႶႿჂႷႵჄჃ Ⴑ ႲႼႿႿႴ ႴႵႲჄ—

ႢႵႳႱႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჂჅႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႿႱჃჄႵႴ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ႸႹჃჄႿჂ჉ლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႷႼႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႾჃႵ ႶႿჂႵჃჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჯႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႴႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ჀႱ჉ Ⴑ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჀჂႹႳႵნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႵႼ჆ႵჃ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႾႿ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჀჄႹႿႾნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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