Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 37

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸႵ ႾႿჂჄႸჇႵჃჄႵჂႾ ႲႿჂႴႵჂ ჂႵႷႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵნ

ႣჄჂႵჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჳჂႲႱჂ ჴႵႴႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႱჀႹჄႱႼლ ႠႱჂჄႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ႲႿჂႴႵჂ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႼႿႾႷლ ჄႿჅႳႸႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽჅႼჄႹჄჅႴႵ ႿႶ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႾႱჄႹႿႾჃნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃლ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႽႱႹႾჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႼႱჂႷႵმჃႳႱႼႵ ႲႿჂႴႵჂ ჀႱჄჂႿႼჃლ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႽႿႾႹჄႿჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱჄႵ ႿႶ ႹჄჃ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႶჂႿႾჄႹႵჂჃნ

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჂႿႿႻႹႵ ႻႾႹႷႸჄჃ ႱჃჃႹႷႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႲႿჂႴႵჂ ჀႱჄჂႿႼნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႿႾႼ჉ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ ႲႵႵႾ ႻႾႹႷႸჄႵႴლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ Ⴑ ႻႾႹႷႸჄ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჃႸႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჁჅႹჂႵვჃ ႴႵႽႵႱႾႿჂნ

ჱႿႾჃႵჁჅႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ႸႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჉ႵჄ ႵႱჂႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶჅႼႼ ჄჂჅჃჄ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ჀႱჄჂႿႼ ჄႵႱႽ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႻႾႹႷႸჄ ჇႱჃ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵნ

“ႣႹჂ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵლ ჉ႿჅ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႾႱჀ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ႹჄნნნ჏”

“ჯႸლ ႱႸႸნნნ჏”

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇლ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႳႿႾႶჂႿႾჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ჅႾႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႱႲႼႵ ჃႹႷႸჄნ

ჼႿჄ ႶႱჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႱჂႵႱ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ჀႱჄჂႿႼ ჇႱჃ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႹႾႷნნნ

ნნნჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႸჂႿჅႴႵႴ ႹႾ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷლ ႹႾჄႵႾჄ ႿႾ ႳჂႿჃჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႿჂႴႵჂნ

ჯ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႶႼႱჃႸნ

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ჇႹჄႾႵჃჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႿႾლ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჃႹႼႸႿჅႵჄჄႵნ

ჱჂႱႳႻႼႵლ ႳჂႱႳႻႼႵმნ

ჳႱႳႸ ჃჄႵჀ ჄႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႶႹႷჅჂႵლ ჇჂႵႱჄႸႵႴ ႹႾ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷლ ჄႿႿႻ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴლ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႲႿႼჄჃ ႿႶ ႵႼႵႳჄჂႹႳႹჄ჉ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႿჅჄ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႹჄნ

ႧႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႲჅჂჃჄ ႿჅჄჇႱჂႴჃ ႹႾ ႱႼႼ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႱჃ ႽႵႼჄႹႾႷ ႱჇႱ჉ნ

ჱႢჯჱჹ჏

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჂႿႳႻ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂႵႴლ ႵႾႷჅႼႶႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ ႼႹႷႸჄლ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჃჄႵႵჀႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႿჂჂႿჂ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵნ

“ႤႸႱჄ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႧႸႱႼႵ ႢႿႳႻნნნ ႹჄ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႿႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ჄႿჅႳႸႵႴ ႹჄნნნ჏”

“ႤႸმჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႹႾႷლ ჇႸႱჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႹჃ ႹჄნნნ჏”

“ႣႹჂ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ჏ ႩႿჅ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕლ ႾႿჇ჏”

ႧႸႵႾ Ⴑ ჂႿႳႻ ჄႸႵ ჃႹ჊Ⴕ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႸႿჅჃႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႿႴႵႴ ႹႾ ႱႾ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄლ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჄჂႿႼ ჄႵႱႽ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႼႵႱႴႹႾႷ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႳႸႱႿჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵლ ႱႼႿႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႿႼႴႹႵჂ ჅႾႴႵჂ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴლ ჇႱჃ ჇႹჄႾႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჄႹႽႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႼႹ჆ႵჃნ

ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳ჏

ႤႸႵ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷ ႳჂႱႳႻႼႹႾႷ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ჃႹႼႸႿჅႵჄჄႵ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴ ჃႳႱჂჃ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႹჄნ

ჼႿ ႿႾႵ ჀჂႵჃႵႾჄ ႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃჄႿჀ ႹჄნ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႹႽႱႼ ႹႾჃჄႹႾႳჄ ჄႿ ႵჃႳႱჀႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ႱႾ ჅჂႷႵႾჄ ႱႼႱჂႽ ႹႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႽႹႾႴჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႴႹჃႱჃჄႵჂლ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃႹჃჄႱႾႳႵ ႿႶ ႽႵჂႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႲႿႴႹႵჃლ ႴჂႱჇႹႾႷ ႳႼႿჃႵჂნ

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ႸႱႾႴჃლ ჇႹჄႾႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႳჄႱႳႼႵლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ნ

ႧႸ჉ ჇႱჃ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႸႵႹႾႿჅჃლ ႴႵჃჄჂჅႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႵႾჄႹჄ჉ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉ჭ

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႵႷႹႾ ჄႿ ႷჅႵჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾნ

“ჯႸმნ”

ჶႵ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ႷჂႹჄჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႵႵჄႸლ ჃჅჀჀჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႶႵႱჂ ႱჃ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႿႶ ႸႿჂჂႿჂ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႹႾႷ ႹჄ ႱႷႱႹႾლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ჀჂႵჃႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႳჅჄႵႼ჉ ႱჇႱჂႵ ႿႶ ႹჄჃ ႴႱႾႷႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႱჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႱჂ჆ႹႾႷნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ჇႱႻႵ ჇႱჃ ႲჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႲႼႱႳႻლ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ ႴჅჃჄლ Ⴑ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴႼ჉ ჂႵႶႼႵႳჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“ႣႹჂ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ჏ ႩႿჅ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჅჃ ႿჂႴႵჂჃლ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇ჏”

“ႢმჂႹႷႸჄნნნ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴნნნ჏”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႵႱჂჃლ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჃႾႱჀჀႵႴ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႿ ჂႵႱႼႹჄ჉ ႱႾႴ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჄႵႱႽ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ႸႹႽ ჇႵჂႵ ჇႱႹჄႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴნ

ჶႿႿნნნ

ჯ ႶႵႱჂმႼႱႴႵႾ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჃႹჄႱჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႿ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆Ⴕლ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႵჃႳႱჀႵ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ნ

“ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ჏ ჵႵჄ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂႵლ ႾႿჇნნნ჏”

“ნნნ”

“ჲჂႿჀ ႱႼႼ ჉ႿჅჂ ჃჅჀჀႼႹႵჃ჏ ႧႵ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ႹჄჃ ჂႱႾႷႵ ႱჃ ႶႱჃჄ ႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ჏”

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႿჂႴႵჂႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵჃ ჄႿ ႶႼႵႵლ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႹႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸႿჂჃႵ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႴႹႾႷნ

ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ Ⴑ ႻႾႹႷႸჄ ჄႿ ႶႹႷႸჄ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃნ

ჰჅჄ ႸႵ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႲႵႵႾ ႻႾႹႷႸჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႶႹႷႸჄ ჃჅႳႸ ႱႾ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႽႿႾჃჄჂႿჅჃ ႳჂႵႱჄჅჂႵნ

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱჄჄႵჂლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႳႼႵႱჂ ႹႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႸႹႾႷ ჁჅႱႼႹႶႹႵႴ ႱჃ ႱႾ ვႵႾႵႽ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ႽႱႻႵ ႿႾႵ ႴႵႳႹჃႹႿႾნ

ჳჃႳႱჀႵ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႳႵლ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႽႱႴႵ ႸႹჃ ႴႵႳႹჃႹႿႾლ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵ ႻႹႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႱႾႻ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႸႿჂჃႵნ

ჼჳჷჵჶ჏

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႳჂ჉ ႲჅჂჃჄ ႶႿჂჄႸლ ႱႾႴ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ႸႿჂჃႵ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႷႱႼႼႿჀ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

“ჶႱႸლ ႸႱႸნნნ჏”

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႶႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႶႵႱჂმႹႾႴჅႳႹႾႷ ႴႹჃႱჃჄႵჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႿჂႵ ႴႿჇႾ ႿႾ ჄႸႵႽლ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႳႵႱჃႵႴ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷმჇჂႵႱჄႸႵႴ ႶႹႷჅჂႵნ

ჱႢჯႣჶ჏

ႤႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჃႹႼႸႿჅႵჄჄႵლ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸႹႾႷ ႶႵჂႿႳႹႿჅჃ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႸႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ჂႵႶႼႵႳჄႵႴ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႹႾ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

—ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႱჀႹჄႱႼლ ႠႱჂჄႹႱნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ႶႿჂႽლ ႸႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄ ჵႿႴვჃ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ჀႼႱႳႵლ ჇႱჃ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴႼ჉ ჃႵႱჂႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჯჂႹႱႾႾႵვჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႼႵႾჄლ ႵႽჀჄ჉ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჷ ჃႱჄ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱႳႱႾჄ ႴႵჃႻლ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ჄႹႽႵნ

ჯ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႼჅႳႹႴ ႴჂႵႱႽლ ႼႱჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႶႼႵႵჄႹႾႷ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჷვႴ ႸႱႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჷ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႶႿჂႵჃჄნ

“ნნნ”

ႤႱჀლ ჄႱჀმნ

჻჉ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჃ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ჄႱჀჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႽჀჄ჉ ႴႵჃႻნ

ჯ ႴჅႼႼ ჄႸჅႴ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႱႾჄႹჁჅႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႵჃႻლ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႹჂლ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႿႻჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃნ

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჀႹႵႳႵჃ ႿႶ ႶჅჂႾႹჄჅჂႵ ႱჂჂႱႾႷႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჃႵჁჅႵႾჄႹႱႼႼ჉ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႶႹႵႼႴ ႿႶ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾნ

“ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃნ ჵჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ ჯႾႴნნნ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ჇႹ჊ႱჂႴნ”

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ႻႵ჉ჇႿჂႴჃლ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽლ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴝ჉ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჷ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႽჅႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵლ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႵႱႳႸ ჀႹႵႳႵ ႿႶ ႶჅჂႾႹჄჅჂႵ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႽႵნ

ႣႿႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶჅჂႾႹჄჅჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႶႿჂ ႹႾჃჄႱႾႳႵლ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ ႹႾႴႵჀႵႾႴႵႾჄႼ჉ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ ჀჂႵႶႵჂႵႾႳႵჃ ႿჂ ჇႹႼႼნ

ႤႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჄႵჂႹႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႹჂႱႼ ჃჄႱႹჂႳႱჃႵ ჇႹႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ ႷႱჂႴႵႾ ႾႵჃჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႿჀ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႵႼႵႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃჄႱჄႵ ႼႿႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჷ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴნ

ჯჄ ႼႵႱჃჄლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႱႶႵ ჄႿ ჃႱ჉ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႽႵႾჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ႴႵჃႹႷႾლ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႱჂႵႱჃ ჷვႴ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႹႽჀჂႿ჆ႵႴნ

“ႧႸႿ ႿႾ ႵႱჂჄႸ ႴႵჃႹႷႾႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ჭ”

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႧႸ჉ ႴႹႴ ႹჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჄႱႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჀႼႱႳႵჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႳႳჅႽჅႼႱჄႵႴ ႻႵჀჄ ჄႱႾႷႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽჃႵႼ჆ႵჃ ჂႵჀႵႱჄႵႴႼ჉ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႸႵႵჂ ႱႽႿჅႾჄ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ ჇႱჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽႹႾႷნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჷ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ჃჇႹჂႼႹႾႷ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჷ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂ ႱႾႴ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႶႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႹჄნ

ႧჶჽჽႣჶ჏

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჃႸႵႵჄ ႿႶ ჀႱჀႵჂ ჄႸႵႾ ႶႼႿႱჄႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႿႾჄႿ Ⴝ჉ ႴႵჃႻნ

ႣႧჷႣჶნ

ჷ ჃႾႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჀႵჂ ႱႾႴ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႹჄ ႿჅჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႱႲႼႵნ

ႤႸႵႾ ჷ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჀႵႾ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჅႾჄႱႾႷႼႵ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႵჂႵ ႻႾႿჄჄႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ჃႻႵႹႾ ႿႶ ჉ႱჂႾნ

“ႤႸႱჄ ჇႿႽႱႾ ႽჅჃჄ ႲႵ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჄႸႵჂႵვჃ ႾႿ ႴႿჅႲჄ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႹჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჷვႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႿჅႲჄႵႴႼ჉ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႿჂ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჽჄႸႵჂჇႹჃႵლ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჂ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ႸႵჂ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჷ ჇჂႿჄႵნ

ႣႧჷႣჶმნ

჻჉ ႶႹႾႷႵჂლ ჄჂႱႳႹႾႷ ႼႹႾႵჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჀႵჂლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႺႿჄ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ႵႾჄჂ჉ნ

“ჯႾႴ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႾႵႵႴჃ ႽႵლ ჄႿႿნ”

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ ჅႾႴႵႾႹႱႲႼ჉ ჄჂჅႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ႽႵნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႺჅჃჄ ႸႵჂჩ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵ ႸႵႼႴ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ႽႵნ

ႧႱჃ ႹჄ ႱႾ ႿႲჃႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ იႽႵიჭ

ჽჂ ჇႱჃ ႹჄ ႱႾ ႿႲჃႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ვჂႿႼႵვ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႶჅႼႶႹႼႼჭ

ჷ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႴႹჃႳႵჂႾ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჄჂჅჄႸნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ႲႿჄႸ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჄჂჅႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼვჃ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ჂჅႼႵჃ ჂႵჃჅჂႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႹჃ ႱჃჃႹႷႾႵႴ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჂႿႼႵ—ნ”

ႣႳჂႱჄႳႸლ ჃႳჂႱჄႳႸ—ნ

ჯჃ ჷ ჂႵႳႿჂႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹჂႴ ჀႹႵႳႵ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾლ Ⴝ჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႾჃႵ ႲႿႿႻჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႽႵნ

—ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႹჃ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႵႴ ႿႾႳႵ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჷვႴ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ႲႿႿႻჃ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾႹႾႷ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ႿჂ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႸႵჂႵ ႸႵႼႴ ႹჄჃ ႿჇႾ ჅႾႹჁჅႵ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂႹႵჃნ

ჷႾ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႿႼႴ ႽႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႷჂႹႵ჆ႹႾႷნ

“ჱჂႵႱჄႹႾႷ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃლ ႾჅჂჄჅჂႹႾႷ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႹႼႼლ ჄႸႵႾ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱ჉… ჇႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ჀႼႱႾ ჄႿ ႴႿ ႾႵ჈Ⴤჭ”

჻჉ ჂႿႼႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ႳჂႵႱჄႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽ ႳჂႱ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴნ

ჰჅჄ ჇႸႱჄ ჆ႱႼჅႵ ႴႹႴ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱ჉ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႸႿႼႴ—ნ

ჷ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႶႿჅႾႴ Ⴑ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႳႼჅႵ ჂႵႷႱჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄნ

ႣႳჂႱჄႳႸლ ჃႳჂႱჄႳႸ—ნ

ჯჃ ჷლ ჀႵႾ ႹႾ ႸႱႾႴლ ႺႿჄჄႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ႳႿႾႺႵႳჄჅჂႵჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჀႵჂნ

ჴჇႿႿჃႸ჏

ႣჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ლ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ႼႹႷႸჄ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ Ⴝ჉ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“……”

ჷ ႷႱ჊ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႹႾႷ ႳႼჅჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ႼႹႷႸჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵნ

ჷႶ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႳჂႱႶჄ ჂႱႴႹႱႾႳႵლ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႹჄ ႼႿႿႻ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃჭ

ႤႸႵ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჃႿჅჂႳႵლ ႶႿჂႽႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႹႾ჉ ჃჀႵႳႻჃ ႿႶ ႼႹႷႸჄლ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႿႼႹႴႹႶ჉ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჃႹႼႸႿჅႵჄჄႵ ჃႸႱჀႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႲႿႿႻნ

ჯჃ ჷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႼႸႿჅႵჄჄႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵლ ႹჄ ჃႿႿႾ ႼႿჃჄ ႹჄჃ ႼႹႷႸჄ ႱႾႴ ႴჂႿჀჀႵႴნ

ႤႸჅႴ—ნ

ჷ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႿႻ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ჄႸჅႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႿႿႻ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵ ႲႿჂႵ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჄႹჄႼႵნ

“……ჯჂჂႹ჆ႱႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႤႸჅႾႴႵჂ ჵႿႴნ”

ჵႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႵႼჀ ႲჅჄ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႲႹჄჄႵჂ ႼႱჅႷႸნ

ႤႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾლ ႿႾႳႵ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჴႿჅჂჄႸ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕ—ნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱႾႹჃႸႵႴ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႸႱႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჯ ႲႹჄჄႵჂ ჄႱჃჄႵ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ႠႱჂჄႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႵჂ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႳႹჄႱႴႵႼლ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂვჃ ჄႵႳႸႾႿႼႿႷ჉ ႱႾႴ ႳႱჀႹჄႱႼ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႿႾႳႵႾჄჂႱჄႵႴლ ႾჅႽႵჂႿჅჃ ႳႼႵჂႹႳჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႲჅჃჄႼႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႽႿႾႹჄႿჂႹႾႷ ႠႱჂჄႹႱვჃ ႿჅჄჃႻႹჂჄჃ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ჃႿ ჅჂႷႵႾჄႼ჉—ნ

ჰႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹႳႻ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃლ ႶႱჂ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ႱႾ ჅႾႹႴႵႾჄႹႶႹႵႴ ႵႾჄႹჄ჉ლ ჇჂႵႱჄႸႵႴ ႹႾ ႴႱჂႻმჂႵႴ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷლ ჇႱჃ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷნ

ႤႸჅႽჀმჄႸჅႽჀმჄႸჅႽჀმჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჴჂႱႾჄႹႳ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃნ

ჽႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႿჄႹႳ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃლ ႳႼႵჂႹႳჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႸႱჄჄႵჂႹႾႷლ ႵႱႳႸ ჃჀႿჅჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ჀႱႾႹႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵႿჂႹႵჃნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႹႾႷჭ჏ ႧႸ჉ ႱჂႵႾვჄ ჉ႿჅ ჀჂႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇჭ჏”

“ႩႿჅჂ ჳ჈ႳႵႼႼႵႾႳ჉ლ ႾႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ჇႸႿ ჉ႿჅ ႱჂႵლ ႵႾჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႸႵჂႵ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჀႵჂႽႹჃჃႹႿႾ ႹჃ…჏”

“ჷჄვჃ Ⴑ ႴႵႽႿႾ჏ ႤႸႿჃႵ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴჃ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჃჅႽႽႿႾႵႴ Ⴑ ႴႵႽႿႾ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵႼႼ჏ ႤႸႵ჉ ႽჅჃჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჄჂჅႵ ႳႿႼႿჂჃ ႾႿჇლ ჃჅჂႵႼ჉ ჄႿ ႴႵჃჄჂႿ჉ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉჏”

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ვჃ ჇႱႼႼჃნ

ჱႼႵჂႹႳჃ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႽႵ ჄႿ ႿႶႶႵჂ ჃჅჀჀႿჂჄ ႳႼႹႽႲႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃ ჄႿ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႵႱჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ნ

ჲႵႽႿႾნ ჴႹႵႾႴნ ჲႵႽႿႾ ჹႹႾႷნ

ჯႾႴლ Ⴑ ႸႱჂႲႹႾႷႵჂ ႿႶ ჂჅႹႾ—ნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႵႱႳႸ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႹჄ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႾႱႽႵჃლ ჇႱჂ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼႹჃႸ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႿჃႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ ႶႱႹჄႸ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂჃლ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾჃ ႼႿ჉ႱႼ ჄႿ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႴჅჄ჉ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႲჂႹႾႷ ႿჂႴႵჂ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႿჄႹႳ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾნ

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ… ႹჄჃ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷ ჃჀႵႵႴ ႸႱჃ ჀႹႳႻႵႴ ჅჀ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႽႿჂႵნ”

“ჷჄ ႴႿႵჃნ”

ჱႢჯႣჶ჏ ႢႥ჻ჰჺჳ—჏

ႤႸႵ ႺႵჄმႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷლ ჀჅႼ჆ႵჂႹ჊ႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ჀႱჄႸნ

ჯ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႹႾႷლ ჇჂႵႱჄႸႵႴ ႹႾ ႳႿႾჄჂႱႴႹႳჄႿჂ჉ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸ ႸႱႼႶ ႿႶ ႹჄჃ ႲႿႴ჉ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႵႴლ ႹჄ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႵႱჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჄႸ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႼႿჃႹႾႷ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჅႽნ

ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳ—ნ

ႤჂႵႵჃ ႲჅჂႾႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႱჂჄႸ ႽႵႼჄႵႴნ

ჯჃ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ჂႿႳႻ ႶႼႵჇ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჇႸႵჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႳႱჂႴႹႾႱႼლ ჇჂႱႳႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႵႼႹჂႹჅႽლ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃნ

“ჽႸლ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჵჅႹႴႵნ ჶႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႵჂႳ჉ ႿႾ ჅჃლ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ჅჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ჄჂႹႲჅႼႱჄႹႿႾლ ႱႾႴ ჃႽႹჄႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჉ႿჅჂ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸჂႵႱჄႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჇႿჂႼႴ—ნ”

“ჶႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႣႱႹႾჄႵჃჃ ႾႿჄ ႷႹ჆ႵႾ ႱႾ჉ ႿჂႴႵჂჃ ჉ႵჄჭ”

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჇႵ ႻႵႵჀ ჃჅႲႽႹჄჄႹႾႷ ჂႵჀႿჂჄჃლ ႲჅჄ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂ ჄႿ ჇႱႹჄ ႹႾ ჀႼႱႳႵ…”

ႤႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾლ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂႴႹႾႱႼვჃ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂლ ႷჂႹႽႱႳႵႴნ

ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჉ႿჅ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ႹჄლ ჄႸႵ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ჅჄჄႵჂ ႽႵჃჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႼႵჂႹႳჃ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႿ ႴႿ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ႺჅჃჄ ႳႱჅჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႿႽႽႿჄႹႿႾნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჂჂႹႵჂ ႳႿႾჃႵႳჂႱჄႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ႷႱჄႵჃ ჇႱჃ ႶႱჂ ႽႿჂႵ ჂႵႼႹႱႲႼႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႿႼ჉ ႲႱჂჂႹႵჂ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႵჂႵႳჄნ

მ ……ნ

ႢႥ჻ჰჺჳ—ნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃჄႱႾჄ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ჃჄႿႿႴლ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႱႹჂ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჆ႹႲჂႱჄႵ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჂႵჃႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႿႱჂნ

ჯ ჃჀჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸჅႾႴႵჂႿჅჃ ჂႿႱჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾლ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႹჄლ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႿ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႸႹჃ ႵႱჂჃნ

ჵჂႹႾႴ—ნ

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႷჂႹჄჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႵႵჄႸლ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ჂႵႱႳႸႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႹჄჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႳႱႽႵ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႹჃ ჆ႹႵჇნ

“ჲႱႽႾ ႹჄ…”

“ႧႱႱႱႱႱႱႸ—჏”

ჱႢჯႣჶ—჏

ჯ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႶႼႱჃႸ ჃႸႿჄ ႿჅჄ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃჄჂႱႹႷႸჄ ႼႹႾႵლ ჄႸႵႾ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂ Ⴑ ჀႿჂჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸႿႼ჉ ႲႱჂჂႹႵჂნ

ჱႢჯჱჹლ ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳ—ნ

ჱჂႱႳႻჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ Ⴑ ჀႿჂჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸႿႼ჉ ႲႱჂჂႹႵჂ ႵჄႳႸႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႵჂ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃნ

ႧႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႱჃႸ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃჄႿჀ ჄႸႵჂႵჩ ႹჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႽႵႼჄႵႴ Ⴑ ჀႿჂჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႠႱჂჄႹႱვჃ ႿჅჄႵჂ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃნ

ჶႹჃჃ—ნ

ႤႸႹႳႻ ჃႽႿႻႵ ႲႹႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჂႿჅႷႸႼ჉ ႷႿჅႷႵႴ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႳႿჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႸႵႱჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჀႵჂႸႵႱჄႵႴ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼ ჇႱჃ ჀႱႼჀႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႷჅႱჂႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႵჂ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃნ

“ჯႼႼ ႲႱႼႼႹჃჄႱჃ ႽႿჅႾჄႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼჃ ႱჂႵ ჂႵႱႴ჉჏”

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ვჃ ႴႵႶႵႾႴႹႾႷ ႶႿჂႳႵჃლ ႹႾႳႼჅႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾჃლ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჅႾႶႿႼႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵႽნ

ႣႳჂႵႵႳႸ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႱႼႼႹჃჄႱჃლ ႼႿႱႴႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾჃႵႳჂႱჄႵႴ ჃჀႵႱჂჃლ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႱႹႽ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷ ႠႱჂჄႹႱნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ვჃ ႲႱႼႼႹჃჄႱჃ ႱႹႽႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂ ჄႿ ႶႹჂႵნ

“ჯႲჃჅჂႴ ႽႱႷႹႳნ ႤჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჅႾჃჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ႶႿჂ ႹჄჃ ႲႿႴ჉ლ ႸႱჃ ႹჄ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႸႱႼႶჭ”

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႿჀႵႾႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵႳႸႿႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ႳႼႵჂႹႳჃ ჇႱႹჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႱႼႼ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ႹႾ ႿႾႵ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

“ჺმჺႿჂႴ ჺႵႿႾნნნ჏”

“ჷჃ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ႣႱႹႾჄ ჃჄႵჀჀႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶჭ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ႣႱႹႾჄლ ჺႵႿႾ ჰ჉ჂႵႾჄნ

ჯ ჃႱႹႾჄ ჂႵ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჅႱჂႴႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ႠႱჂჄႹႱლ ႱႾႴ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄვჃ ჃჄჂႿႾႷႵჃჄლ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႣႵ჆ႵႾ ႣႱႷႵჃნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႵ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႱႹႾჄლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ႶႵႼႼ ჃႹႼႵႾჄნ

ႤႸჅႴლ ჄႸჅႴ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ႹႾ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႱჂႽႿჂ ჃჄႵჀჀႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ჇႱႼႼლ ႱႾ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

ჯჄ ჺႵႿႾვჃ ႸႹჀლ ႱႾ ႹႾჄჂႹႳႱჄႵႼ჉ ႵႾႷჂႱ჆ႵႴ ჃႳႱႲႲႱჂႴ ჇႱჃ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼႵნ

“ჷႶ ჷ ႺჅჃჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵႽ ႲႵლ ჄႸႵ჉’Ⴔ ჃႵႼႶმႴႵჃჄჂჅႳჄ ႱႾ჉ჇႱ჉ნ ჰჅჄ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႹႶ ჷ ჃჄႵჀ ႹႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႴႱႽႱႷႵ ႷႵჄჃ ჄႿႿ ႷჂႵႱჄნ”

“ნნნნნნ”

“ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵლ ჃჄႱႾႴ ႲႱႳႻნ ჴჂႿႽ ႾႿჇ ႿႾლ ჷ’ႼႼ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ჄႸႹჃ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ”

ႣႸႹႾႷ—ნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ႣႱႹႾჄ ჺႵႿႾ’Ⴣ ჃႳႱႲႲႱჂႴლ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႾႹႶႹႳႵႾჄ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႱႴႿჂႾႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႳႿႼႿჂႶჅႼ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄჃლ ჇႱჃ ႴჂႱჇႾნ

ჽႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႹ჆ႹႾႵ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄჃ ႻႵჀჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჱႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ႠႱჂჄႹႱნ

ႤႸႵ ჳ჆ႹႼმႣႼႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჶႿႼ჉ ႣჇႿჂႴ—ႠႱჂႱႴႹჃჃჅჃნ

ჺႵႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႴჂႱჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႿႼ჉ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႸႵႼႴ ႹჄ ჅჀჂႹႷႸჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

“—ႫჶႿႼ჉ ႣჇႿჂႴႭ ჯႳჄႹ჆ႱჄႵნ”

ჺႵႿႾ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႷႼႿჇႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

ჴჇႿႿჃႸ—჏

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ႣႱႹႾჄლ ႵႾ჆ႵႼႿჀႵႴ ႹႾ ႴႱ჊჊ႼႹႾႷ ჂႱႴႹႱႾႳႵლ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႴႹ჆ႹႾႵ ჀႿჇႵჂნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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