Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 41

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃლ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽႱႼ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰႼჅႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႤႿჇႵჂნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ႶႼႿႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱჃჄ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႸႵჂ ჇႹႴႵ ႴႵჃႻ ႼႱႴႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႱჂჂႱ჉ ႿႶ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄჃნ

ჴႿჂ ჺჅႱლ ჄႸႹჃ ႵႾႿჂႽႿჅჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႶჂႵႵႼ჉ ႹႾႴჅႼႷႵ ႸႵჂ ႸႹႴႴႵႾ ႴႵჃႹჂႵჃნ

ႧႸႵჂႵ ႵႼჃႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႼჅ჈ჅჂႹႿჅჃ ჀႼႱႳႵ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄჭ

ႤႸႱჄვჃ ႸႿჇ ႽჅႳႸ ჺჅႱ ႵႾႺႿ჉ႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႱ჆ႱႷႱႾჄ ჄႵႱ ჄႹႽႵჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႴႱ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႴႱ჉ნ

“ႤႿႴႱ჉ვჃ ჄႵႱ ႸႱჃ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ႾႹႳႵ ႱჂႿႽႱლ ჄႿႿნ”

ႧႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵლ ჄႿႴႱ჉ ჺჅႱ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ჀႱჂჄႾႵჂ ჄႿ ჃႸႱჂႵ ႸႵჂ ႼႱ჆ႹჃႸ ჄႵႱ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႹჄႸნ

ჼႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႽჀႱႾႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ლ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႴႵჃჄ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃვჃ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႱჄႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჺჅႱლ ჀႿჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႵႱნ

ႣჇႹჃႸლ ჃჇႹჃႸ—

ჯჃ ჺჅႱ ჃႵჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႱႻႵ ჀႼႱჄႵ ႴႿჇႾ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჃႸႵვႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჇႱႹჄႹႾႷლ ႸႱႾႴႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴑ ႳჅჀ ႿႶ ჄႵႱნ

“ႣჄჅႴ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႼႼ ႴႱ჉ლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႴႱ჉ლ ႳႱႾ ႲႵ Ⴕ჈ႸႱჅჃჄႹႾႷნ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႹჄვჃ ႷႿႿႴ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅჂ ႽႹႾႴ Ⴑ ႲჂႵႱႻ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃნ”

“ႩႵჀნ”

ჼႿႴლ ႾႿႴ—

ჺჅႱ ႾႿႴႴႵႴ ჆ႹႷႿჂႿჅჃႼ჉ ႹႾ ႱႷჂႵႵႽႵႾჄ ჇႹჄႸ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႱႾႴ ჀႹႳႻႵႴ ჅჀ ႸႵჂ ႶႿჂႻნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ჃႼႹႳႵ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄჂႱჇႲႵჂჂ჉ ႳႱႻႵ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჺჅႱ ႸႱჄႵႴ ჃჄჅႴ჉ႹႾႷ ჃႿ ႽჅႳႸ ჃႸႵვႴ ႵႱჃႹႼ჉ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ႶႿჂ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჄႵႽჀჄႱჄႹႿႾლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႴჂႵႱႽჃნ

ႣႸႵ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ႱႷჂႵႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ვჃ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄ ႿႶ Ⴑ ვႷႿႿႴ ჂႵჃჄნვ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ႹჃႾვჄ ႹჄ ჄჂჅႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႳႱႾ ႿႾႼ჉ ჃჄჅႴ჉ ႱႾႴ ჇႿჂႻ ႵႶႶႹႳႹႵႾჄႼ჉ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ႷႵჄ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჂႵჃჄჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃვჃ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႶႿჂ ႱႷჂႵႵႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჃჅႷႷႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

‘ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჀჂႵჄჄ჉ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴ ჄႿႴႱ჉ლ ჃႿ ႹჄ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႶႹႾႵლ ჂႹႷႸჄჭ’

ႤႸႹႾႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄლ ჺჅႱ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴕ჉ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჷႾႳႼჅႴႹႾႷ ჺჅႱლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႶႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ჃჄႱ჉ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჯႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵႽლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႲჅჃ჉ ჇႱჃ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ჀႿჂႹႾႷ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂჃ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႽჅႳႸ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႱႾ ჺჅႱნ

ჯႾႴ ჇႸ჉ ႾႿჄჭ ჷႾ ႿႾႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႾႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႵჂႵ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႹႾႷნ

‘ჶႽႽ… ჷ ჇႿႾႴႵჂ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჄჇႿ ႱჂႵ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄნ’

ჺჅႱვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႲჂႹႽႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳჅჂႹႿჃႹჄ჉ლ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჄႸႵႽნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃႹႿႾლ ႲჅჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ႶႼႿႿჂლ ჺჅႱ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႽႱႻႵ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃნ

ႧႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵლ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ჅႾჃႵჄჄႼႹႾႷ ႼႱჅႷႸნ

Ⴊ჊჊჊Ⴤ—

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽლ ჺჅႱ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃჀႵႳჅႼႱჄႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჱႿჅႼႴ ႹჄ ႲႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႾ ჇႵჂႵ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჇႵႹႷႸჄ჉ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃႹႿႾლ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ჄႵႱ ჄႹႽႵჭ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჺჅႱ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႴႵႼ჆Ⴕ ႴႵႵჀႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႴႵႱლ

ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႱჄႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჺჅႱლ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჅჀნ

“ჺჅႱლ ႸႱ჆ႵႾვჄ ჉ႿჅ ႲႵႵႾ ႸႵჂႵ ႼႿႾႷႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕჭ”

ႣჄႱჂჄႼႵႴ—

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჺჅႱ ჃႾႱჀჀႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ႱႾႴ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႲႱႳႻნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႿჇ ႼႿႾႷ ჺჅႱ ႸႱႴ ჃჄႱ჉ႵႴ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ႣႸႵ ႾႿႴႴႵႴლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ႹჄ ჇႵჂႵ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃნ

“ჷ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵ ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ႸႵჂႵ Ⴑ ႲႹჄ ႼႿႾႷႵჂნ”

ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ ჄႹႽႵნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႾჃჇႵჂႹႾႷ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჺჅႱ ჃႳႿႿჀႵႴ ჅჀ Ⴑ ႷႵႾႵჂႿჅჃ ႲႹჄႵ ႿႶ ႳႱႻႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ႶႿჂႻ ႱႾႴ ჀႿჀჀႵႴ ႹჄ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႵႵჄ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႿႶ ჃჄჂႱჇႲႵჂჂ჉ ႳႱႻႵ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႵჂ ႽႿჅჄႸლ

ႠႵჂႹႱლ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႲႼႱႳႻ ჄႵႱლ ჀႿჃႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

“ჺჅႱნ ႧႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽ ႼႹႻႵჃჭ”

ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

ჺჅႱ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႱჄ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

ႤႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃ ႼႹႻႵჃნ

ჺჅႱ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႸႱႴ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႾႿჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ႳႿႽႵ ჅჀნ

ჶႽႽႽႽ—

ႥჀႿႾ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჺჅႱ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႶႵႼႼ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ

“ႩႿჅვჂႵ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽ ႼႹႻႵჃ…ჭ”

“ႩႵჃნ ჷ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჉ႿჅ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჃႿႽႵ ႹႴႵႱლ ჺჅႱნ”

“ႧმჇႵႼႼლ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႱჄ…”

ჴႱႳႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჺჅႱ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჂႱႳႻႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႲჂႱႹႾნ

ႤႿ ႲႵ ႸႿႾႵჃჄლ ჺჅႱ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇ ႽჅႳႸ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾნ

ႣႸႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႻႾႵჇ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჆ႱჃჄ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽႹႴႱႲႼႵ ႱჂႳႸႽႱႷႵ ჃႵႱႼႵႴ ႱჇႱ჉ ႶႿჂ ႸჅႾႴჂႵႴჃ ႿႶ ჉ႵႱჂჃნ

ჰႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႱჄლ ႸႵჂ ႹႾჄႵჂႱႳჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹႽ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჃჄ ႶႵჇ ႽႿႾჄႸჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴნ

“ჶႽႽ… ჷႾ Ⴝ჉ ႿჀႹႾႹႿႾ…”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჄႿ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჃႱ჉ ჃႸႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇნ

ჯჃ Ⴑ ჃႵႾႹႿჂ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჺჅႱ ჃႸႿჇ ჃႿႽႵ ჃႵႾႹႿჂმႼႹႻႵ ჇႹჃႴႿႽ ႸႵჂႵჭ

ႧႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾ ႽႹႾႴლ ჺჅႱ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႽႵჄႹႳჅႼႿჅჃႼ჉ ჂႵႳႱႼႼ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾვჃ ႴႵႽႵႱႾႿჂ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჃჄ ႶႵჇ ႽႿႾჄႸჃნ

ჲႹႴ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾ ႼႹႻႵ ჺჅႱ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶჭ

ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႲჅჄ ႳჂႹჄႹჁჅႵჃ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႽჀႼႱႹႾჄჃლ ჃႿ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ႾႿჄ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵნ

ჼႵ჈Ⴤლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႹႽႱႷႵ ႳႱႽႵ ჄႿ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჷႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႳႱჃႵლ ႸႹჃ ჂႵႼႱჄႹႿႾჃႸႹჀ ჇႹჄႸ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႳႼႿჃႵჂ ჄႿ Ⴑ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃ ႱჂჂႱႾႷႵႽႵႾჄნ

ჷჄ ႽႹႷႸჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႵ Ⴑ ႳႿႼႴႵჂ ჂႵႼႱჄႹႿႾჃႸႹჀ ჄႸႱႾ ჃႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ

ჯႾႴ ႱჃ ႶႿჂ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂლ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ႸႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႼႱႳႻ ႿႶ ჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჀႼႱ჉ႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ჂႿႼႵნ

ႣႿლ ჇႸႿ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾ ႳႸႵჂႹჃႸႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჄჂჅჃჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ႸႵ ႼႹႻႵႴ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႵႼჃႵჭ

ჯჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႿႹႾჄლ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႹႾ ჺჅႱვჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ… ჲႿႳჄႿჂ…ჭ”

“ႧႸႱჄჭ ႣႵႿ ႩႿ ჶႱႾმႾႹႽ ႼႹႻႵჃ ჲႿႳჄႿჂჭ”

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჆ႿႹႳႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႹႿႾ ႱჄ ჺჅႱვჃ ႱႾჃჇႵჂლ

ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳ—჏

ჯ ႲႿႼჄ ႿႶ ႲႼჅႵ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷ ჃჄჂჅႳႻ ႴႿჇႾ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ႱႲႿ჆Ⴕ ჺჅႱვჃ ႸႵႱႴნ

“ჯႷႸႸႸႻ—ჭ჏”

ႤႸႵ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴ ႼႹႷႸჄႾႹႾႷ ႲႿႼჄ ჀႹႵჂႳႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇႾ ႿႶ ჺჅႱვჃ ႸႵႱႴნ

ჯ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჇႹჃჀ ႿႶ ჃႽႿႻႵ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჂႹჃႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵჂ ႸႱႹჂლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႶႼႿჇႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჇႱႹჃჄნ

ჶႵჂ ႴႹჃႸႵ჆ႵႼႵႴ ႸႱႹჂ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႿႾ ႵႾႴლ ႲჂႹჃჄႼႹႾႷ ჅჀჇႱჂႴჃნ

ჺჅႱვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႼ჉ ႶႿႳჅჃႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႾჃႼჅႳႵႾჄ ჄႵ჈Ⴤ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂნ

—ჲႿ ႾႿჄ ჅჄჄႵჂ ჃჅႳႸ ႾႿႾჃႵႾჃႵ ႱႷႱႹႾნ

ჰႼႹႾႻლ ႲႼႹႾႻ—

ჺჅႱვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႵ჈Ⴤ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣႸႵ ჄႸႵႾ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႲႿჇႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴლ

“Ⴉმ჉ႵჃლ ჃႹჂ—ნ”

ჴჂႹ჊჊—

ჯ ჇႹჃჀ ႿႶ ႷჂႱ჉ႹჃႸ ჃႽႿႻႵ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჺჅႱ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽႱႼ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႸႱႼႶმႴႱ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჃႸႵ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆ႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႴႹႼႹႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႿႲႵ჉ႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႽႱჃჄႵჂვჃ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჯ ႶႵჇ ႴႱ჉Ⴣ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿჀႿჃႱႼ ႶჂႿႽ ჹႵ჆ႹႾ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃႸლ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႷႿ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵ ႲႿჅႾႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴნ

ჱႼႿჀლ ႳႼႿჀ—

ႤႸႵ ႾႿჂჄႸႵჂႾ ჃჄჂႵႵჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႼႱႾႻႵჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჀჂႹჃჄႹႾႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ჃႾႿჇნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃჄႿႿႴ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃႽႿႻႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵნ

ႠႸႵჇ—

ჯჃ ჄႸႹႳႻ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵ ჃႽႿႻႵ ႲႼჅჂჂႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႶჂႿႽ ႼႱჃჄ ႾႹႷႸჄ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

—‘ႤჂႱႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჄჂႱႳႻჃ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵ ႵႱჃ჉ნ ႤႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ႽႱႾ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႵႱႷႵჂ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉’Ⴣ ႼႵႶჄႿ჆ႵჂჃლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵნ’

—‘ჶႿჇ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჇႵ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႿႾ ႿჅჂ ႵႾႴჭ’

—‘ႣჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ჀჂႵ჉ ჇႹႼႼ ჇႱႼႻ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾჄႿ ႿჅჂ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾნ ჯႼႼ ჉ႿჅ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႿ ႹჃ ჃჄႹႳႻ ჄႿ ჉ႿჅჂ ჂႿႼႵლ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅჭ’

ჶႵႸ ႸႵႸ ႸႵႸ—

ჯ ႳႸႹႼႼႹႾႷ ႳႱႳႻႼႵ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႵႱჂჃნ

ႢႵႳႱႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჅႾჀႼႵႱჃႱႾჄ ႼႱჅႷႸჄႵჂლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃႸႿႿႻ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႹႾႷ ႵႳႸႿ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ნ

ႣჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ჀჂႵ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ჄႿႼႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႼႵႱႾႹႾႷ ჅჀ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႵჃჃ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႹჄ ႸႱჂႴ ჄႿ ႶჅႼႼ჉ ႷჂႱჃჀ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ჱႼႵႱႾႹႾႷ ჅჀ Ⴑ ႽႵჃჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႳႱႼႵლ ႾႿჄ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄჭ

ჶႿჇ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼ჉ ႷႿ ჃႿ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ჭ

ჯ ჃჇႹჂႼ—

ႤႸႵ ႸႱ჊჉ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵ ჃႽႿႻႵ ႲႹႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႾႿჇმႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჃჄჂႵႵჄლ ႲჅჄ ႿႾႼ჉ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣႿႿႾ ႵႾႿჅႷႸლ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾლ ႸႵ ႾႿჄႹႳႵႴ Ⴑ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ႳႿჅჀႼႵნ

“ჶႱႸႱლ ჻ႵჂჂ჉჏ ႤႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ ႾႿ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ნ ႩႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ႸႿჇ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ ჷ ႱႽლ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅჭ”

“ႣჄႹႼႼლ ჷ ჇႹჃႸ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕნ”

“჻ႵჂჂ჉ლ ჇႸႱჄ ჷ’Ⴝ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ ႹჃႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾნ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჅჀႼႵ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵნ

ჯ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႳႼႿႱႻ ႴჂႱჀႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႸႹჃ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂჃნ

ჯ ႲჂႿႿႳႸ Ⴣ჉ႽႲႿႼႹ჊ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჀႹႾႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႳႸႵჃჄნ

ჸჅႴႷႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ ႸႹჃ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ

ႤჃႻ—

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႳႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႴႹჃႼႹႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ

ჳჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ ႹႶ ႸႹჃ ႿჀჀႿႾႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႷჂႵႵႾႸႿჂႾ ჇႸႿ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႽႿჂႵ ႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჇႿႽႵႾ ჄႸႱႾ ႴႿႳჄჂႹႾႵნ

“ჯႸლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ Ⴑ ჇႹ჊ႱჂႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ჏”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႶႱჄႵ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ჂႵႷႱჂႴ ႶႿჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷჃნ

ႤႸႱჄ ႽჅႳႸ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂლ ჃႵႵႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵნ

ႣႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႲჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႼႿ჆ႵჂ ႱႼႿႾႷლ ჀႿႼႹჄႵႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾႴႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႿႶႶႵჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴჃႸႱႻႵნ

“჻჉ ႾႱႽႵ ႹჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄნ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႺႿႹႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႵႱႽ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂჃ ႿႶ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ჻ႱჄႵჅჃლ ჇႸႿ ႽႱႾႱႷႵჃ ჄႸႵ ႴႹႿႳႵჃႵნ”

“ჷ ჃႵႵნ ჷ’Ⴝ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄნ”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႱႾ ႸႿႾႿჂ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჇႿჂႻႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჉ႿჅლ ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ჏”

ჯ ჃႸႿჂჄ ႳႿჅႷႸ—

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႱႶჄႵჂ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႳႿჅႷႸლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶႵႼႼ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

“ჯჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႲჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿႽႱႾ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჉ႿჅ ႱႼႿႾႷჭ”

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵ ႾႿჄ჏ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ ႺჅჃჄ ႳႱႽႵ ႱႼႿႾႷ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႽႵნ”

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ႣႹჂ ႧႹ჊ႱჂႴ჏ ჷ ႺჅჃჄ ႳႱႽႵ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႿႶႶ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჷ ჇႱჃ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ… იჃႾႹႶႶႼႵი…჏”

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼლ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ლ ჃႱႹႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჄႸႵႾ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴႻႵჂႳႸႹႵႶ ႱႾႴ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჇႹჀႹႾႷ ႱჇႱ჉ ႸႵჂ ჄႵႱჂჃნ

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽლ Ⴑ ႸႿႼႼႿჇ ჃႽႹႼႵ ႹႾ჆ႿႼჅႾჄႱჂႹႼ჉ ႳჂႵჀჄ ႿႾჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႧႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႵႱႽ’Ⴣ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵႽლ ჇႵჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႵ჉ ჄႹჂႵႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႱႳჄჭ

ႤႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႴႹჃჀႱჄႳႸႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႵჃჃ჉ ႳႸႱჂႱႴႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ႼႿ჆ႵჂნ

“ჽႸლ ႾႿ჏ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ლ ჇႸ჉ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႿ ჃႱႴჭ჏”

“ჰჅჄ ჷ’Ⴝ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႿ ႱႶჂႱႹႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႸႱჀჀႵႾ ჄႿ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ… იჃႾႹႶႶႼႵლ ჃႿႲი…჏”

“ჷႾႴႵႵႴლ ჉ႿჅჂ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႹჃ ႱჃ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ ႱჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ႶႱႳႵნ ჽႸლ ჻ႵჂჂ჉… Ⴝ჉ ႼႿ჆ႵႼ჉ ჻ႵჂჂ჉჏”

ჯ ჇႵႱჂ჉ ჃႹႷႸ—

ჯ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ჃჄჂႹႳჄႼ჉ ႵႾႶႿჂႳႵ ႳႵႼႹႲႱႳ჉ ႶႿჂ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾჃლ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႳႵႾႵ Ⴑ ႲႹჄ ႽჅႳႸჭ

ჯჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႿႹႾჄლ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶႱჄႸႿႽ ႸႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ႷჅ჉ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾნ

ჯჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႷႸႹႾႷლ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႼႱ჉ ႹჄ ႿႾ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႹႳႻႵჂნ

“჻ႵჂჂ჉… ჇႸႵႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ႹჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂლ ႼႵჄ’Ⴣ ႷႿ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႿჇႵჂ ႷႱჂႴႵႾ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂნ”

“ჽႸ Ⴝ჉… ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ……჏”

“ႤႸႵჂႵლ ჷ’ႼႼ ႽႱႻႵ ჉ႿჅ Ⴑ ႲჂႱႳႵႼႵჄ ႶჂႿႽ ႶႼႿჇႵჂჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჅႹჄ ჉ႿჅლ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ნ ჷჄ’ႼႼ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ ႲჂႱႳႵႼႵჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴნ”

“……”

“ႣႿლ ႶႿჂ ႾႿჇლ ჷ ႸႿჀႵ ჉ႿჅ’ႼႼ ჄჂჅჃჄ ႽႵ ႱႾႴ ႼႵჄ ႽႵ ႷႿნ”

ჯ ჄႹႷႸჄ ႸჅႷ—

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ႼႿ჆ႵჂჃ ႵႽႲჂႱႳႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႶႵႼჄ Ⴑ ႸႵႱႴႱႳႸႵ ჃჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႲჂႵჇნ

ჱႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႸႵ ႺჅჃჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႱჄ ႷჅ჉ ႲႵႸႹႾႴჭ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵ ႹႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴ—

ჄႸႵ ႳႿჅჀႼႵლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႼႿႾႷ ႵႽႲჂႱႳႵლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃႵჀႱჂႱჄႵნ

“ჶႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჃႱႶႵ ჄჂႹჀლ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႾႱႽႵႴ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჃჄჂႵႵჄნ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵႾ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჂႵႼႱ჈ ႱႾႴ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ჁჅႹႳႻ ႲჂჅჃႸ—

ႠႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႴჅჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႶႶ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႼႼႱჂლ ჄႸႵႾ ႲႿჇႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

“ჷ ႱჀႿႼႿႷႹ჊Ⴕ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჇႱႹჄლ ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ ႽႱ჉ ჃႵႵႽ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ႲჅჄ ჃႸႵ’Ⴣ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ Ⴒ჉ ႾႱჄჅჂႵ……”

“ႩႿჅ’Ⴔ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႿႶႶ ჃჄႱ჉ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂႵ ႹႾჃჄႵႱႴ ႿႶ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႱႼႿႾႷნ”

“ჯჃ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾლ ჷ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ ჃႸႹჂႻ Ⴝ჉ ႴჅჄႹႵჃნ ႩႿჅ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉჏”

ႤჃႻ—

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႳႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႵႽႲႿႴႹႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴤ჉ჀႵ ႿႶ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႸႵ ႴႵჄႵჃჄႵႴ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷჃ ႼႱႹႴ ႲႱჂႵნ

“ႩႿჅ ႽႱ჉ ႾႿჄ ႻႾႿჇ ჄႸႹჃლ ႲჅჄ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂႼ჉ ႳႱჂႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ’Ⴣ ႳႼႵჂႷ჉ნ ჯႾႴ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵႽლ ჷ ႵჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ ႴႹჃႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႻႹႾႴნ”

“჻ႱႾ჉ ჇႹ჊ႱჂႴჃ ႶႵႵႼ Ⴑ ჂႵჀჅႼჃႹႿႾ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჀჂႵႱႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႿႼႿႷ჉ლ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႵ჉ჭ ჰჅჄ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ჄႿႿ ႽჅႳႸ჏”

“ჶႿჇ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჷ ႾႿჄ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჉ႿჅჭ”

“ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჷ’Ⴝ ႾႿჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႿႲႼႹ჆ႹႿჅჃ჏”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჀႱჄჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႳႸႵჃჄ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႴ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႽႿჂႵ ႿႲႼႹ჆ႹႿჅჃ ჄႸႱႾ ႸႹႽნ

ႣႸႿჅႼႴ ႸႵ ႺჅჃჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ႷჅ჉ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ႱႾႴ ႷႵჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ—

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ… ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ლ ჷ’Ⴝ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჀჂႿჀႿჃႵ ჄႿ ჻ႵჂჂ჉ ႿႾႳႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂნ”

ჰႵჃႹႴႵ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ჃႵႾჄႹႽႵႾჄႱႼ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ႿჅჄნ

ႤႸჅႴ—

ჯჄ ჄႸႱჄლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ჃჄႱႶႶ ႹႾ჆ႿႼჅႾჄႱჂႹႼ჉ ჃႼႱႽႽႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ჯ ჀႸჂႱჃႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႵႼჄ ႵႵჂႹႼ჉ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽნ

“ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ ႩႿჅ ႳႱႾ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶნ”

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႱჄლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႷႿჄ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵნ

ჷႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴლ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႵႾႴ ႸႱႴ ჄႸႵ჉ ႱႼႼ ႽႵჄ—

ჽႾႼ჉ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႱႼႿႾႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႻႾႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ჄჂჅჄႸნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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