Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 44

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃნ

ჴႿჂ ႸႹႽლ ႳႿႽႲႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႱჃ ႳႿႽႽႿႾჀႼႱႳႵ ႱჃ ႴႱႹႼ჉ ႼႹႶႵნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵႼႴ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႿჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႿႴႱ჉ნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჰႵႸႹႾႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ჃჄჂႿႴႵ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴლ ႸႹჃ ჃჄႱႶႶ ႱႴႿჂႾႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴნ

“ႤႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႾႵႼ ჇႵ ႼႵႶჄ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჇႹჀႵႴ ႿჅჄლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱႹႴჭ”

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႳႿႾႳႼჅႴႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႵლ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂლ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჵჂႿႽლ ჄႸႵ ჴႹჂჃჄმჱႼႱჃჃ ჻ႱႷႵლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჄჂႱႹႼႹႾႷ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ႸႹႽნ

ჰႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴლ ႸႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽ ჄႸႵ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ჷႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵლ ჵჂႿႽ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ჅჀ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჂႵႼႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

“ႩႵჃლ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႵნ ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႱჄჄႱႳႻႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃლ ჀჂႵჃჅႽႱႲႼ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ‘ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸ’ნ”

“ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸ… ႣႿ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴჃ ႱჂႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ჂႱႽჀႱႾჄლ ႸჅႸჭ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃლ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ႸႹႽნ

ჯჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃჀႿႻႵლ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷ ჃჄႹჂჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႸႹႽნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႵ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄლ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄႱႼႼ჉ლ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႱჄჄႱႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃნ

ႧႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႽႿჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ႱჄჄႱႳႻႵႴ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႼႿႳႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႵႴ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႴჂႱჇႾნ

ჱႼႱႹႽႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ჉’Ⴔ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႵჂႱჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄ ჃႳႱჀႵႷႿႱჄჃ ჄႿ ჀႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႽႵ ႿႾნ

‘ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႱჄნ’

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ჄႿႿ ႳႿႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄႱႼლ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႸႹႽ ჇႿႾႴႵჂ ႹႶ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ႱႼႹႷႾ ჃႿ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႿႹႾჄლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ჃႱႹႴნ

—ႤႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ႽႱႾ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჇႸႿ ჄჂ჉ ჄႿ ჀႹႳႻ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ႳჂჅႽႲჃ ႼႵႶჄ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ႧႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ჃႱႹႴ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵႾႹႱႲႼ჉ ჄჂჅႵნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႾႿჇლ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ‘ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸ’ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵლ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄჭ

ႤႸႵ ႾჅႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ Ⴘ჉ႵႾႱჃ ႳႸႱჃႹႾႷ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ჇႱჃ Ⴒ჉ ႾႿ ႽႵႱႾჃ ჃႽႱႼႼნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႻლ ႾႿჄ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉’Ⴣნ

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჴႹ჆Ⴕ ჱႱႾႴႼႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჱႱႾႴႼႵ… ჺႹႿႾႵႼ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႸႱჃ ႳႿႽႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ”

ჯჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ჴႹჂჃჄმჱႼႱჃჃ ჻ႱႷႵ ჵჂႿႽ’Ⴣ ჂႵჀႿჂჄ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჂႵჀႿჂჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჄჂႵႾႷჄႸ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႿႳႳჅჀ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჱႱႾႴႼႵლ ჺႹႿႾႵႼ—ნ

ჯႽႿႾႷ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿႶ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ ჂႵႾႿჇႾნ

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႲჂႱႾႳႸ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႼႵ჆ႵႼლ ჄႸႵႾნ ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႿႹႾჄ ႿႾლ ჄႸႵ჉’ჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵჃ ჇႸႿ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ჇႹႵႼႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳნ”

“ჷ ႱჀႿႼႿႷႹ჊Ⴕ ႶႿჂ ႷႵჄჄႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅ ႵႽႲჂႿႹႼႵႴ ႹႾ ႳႿႽႲႱჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჀჂႿჀႵჂႼ჉ ႲႵႷႹႾ ჉ႿჅჂ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾნ ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჇႵ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႳႸႿႹႳႵ ႲჅჄ ჄႿ ჀჂႵ჆ႵႾჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႶჅჂჄႸႵჂ ႴႱႽႱႷႵႴ…”

“ჲႿႾ’Ⴤ ჇႿჂჂ჉ნ ჲႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ჷ ႽႱႻႵ Ⴑ ႾႱႽႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႸჅႾჄႹႾႷ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ჉ႿჅჄႸჭ”

“ჴႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႵ ჽჇႵႾ’Ⴣ ႹႾჃჄჂჅႳჄႹႿႾჃლ ჇႵ’ჂႵ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჀჃ’ ႽႱႷႵჃნ ႧႵ ႽჅჃჄ ჀჅჂჃჅႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႱჃ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ”

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႶႱ჆ႿჂႱႲႼ჉ ႶႿჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႾႿ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴ ႱჃ ჵჂႿႽ ჃჅႷႷႵჃჄႵႴნ

ႧႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵ—ნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჵჂႿႽნ

“ჴႹႾႹჃႸ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႱჄႹႿႾჃ ႱჃ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵნ ჷლ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႵႱႽლ ჇႹႼႼ ႱႳႳႿႽჀႱႾ჉ ჉ႿჅნ”

“ႩႵჃლ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႵნ”

ჵჂႿႽლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ႲႿჇႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႴႵჀႱჂჄႵႴნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႵႳჅჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႽႹჃႵ ႿႶ ჃჅჀჀႿჂჄლ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ႱႳႳႿႽჀႱႾ჉ႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ႣႿႿႾლ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂლ ႠႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴლ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴჀႹႵႳႵნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჃႹႷႸჄჃႵႵႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ႱႾႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჂჂႱႳႻჃნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჃჀႿჄჄႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႹႽ Ⴑ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჇႱ჆Ⴕნ

“ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႾႵ ჃႹႷႸჄჃႵႵႹႾႷჭ”

“ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ჏”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂლ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჇႵႼႳႿႽႹႾႷ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄ ჄႹႽႵ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႴႵႳႹႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႶჂႱႽႵ ჄႸႵ ႾႱჂჂႱჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჇႱ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႾ჆ႵႾႹႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃႸႹႶჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႽႵნ

“ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ… ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ႳჅႼჀჂႹჄჃ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄ ႱჂႵ ႾႿ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႶႿႵჃნ”

“ႧႸႱჄჭ ႧႸႱჄ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ႽႵႱႾლ ჃႹჂჭ”

“ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ჇႸႿ ჇႵჂႵ ჃႵႳჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵლ ჇႵჂႵ ႱჄჄႱႳႻႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ჇႸႿ ႳႱႽႵ ჄႿ ႵჂႱჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႳႵჃნ”

ჯႾ ႱჄჄႱႳႻ Ⴒ჉ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ—ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႶႱႳႵ ჃჄႹႶႶႵႾႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇჃნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႶႼჅჃჄႵჂႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჅႾႵ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ႾႵჇჃნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴლ ႱႴႴჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ჃჄჅႾႾႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

“ႤႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႿႶ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ… ႱႾ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ‘ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸ’ნ”

“ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸ…ჭ”

“ႤႸႵ჉’ჂႵ Ⴑ ႳႼႱႾႴႵჃჄႹႾႵ ႷჂႿჅჀ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱჃ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ჄႹႽႵლ ႱႾႴ ႳჂႹႽႹႾႱႼჃ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႸႱჃ ႼႿႾႷ ჃႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႿ ႵჂႱႴႹႳႱჄႵნ”

—ႤႸႵ ႦႵႹႼ ႿႶ ႤჂჅჄႸნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ’ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ

“ႣႿ… ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱ჉ႹႾႷლ ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႵႴ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႿჂႴႵჂ ჂႵႷႹႿႾჭ”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႸႹႷႸႼ჉ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼႵლ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱ჉ჭ ჷჃႾ’Ⴤ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჃჀႵႳႹႱႼჄ჉ჭ”

……

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჇႸ჉ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႺჅჃჄ ႿႾ Ⴝ჉ ჇႱ჉ ႿჅჄ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჀႵჂჃჅႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႵႱႽ ჄႿ ႱႳႳႿႽჀႱႾ჉ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃნ”

ႤႸႵ ႶჅႼႼ ჃჄႿჂ჉ლ ႱჃ ႹჄ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ჄႱႼႵ ჃႵႾჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႹႾჄႿ ႴႵႵჀ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ

ჶႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႲႼႹႾႻႵႴ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉—ნ

ჺႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႲႵჇႹႼႴႵჂႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႸႵ ჂႿႼႼႵႴ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჃႹႴႵ ჄႿ ჃႹႴႵნ

“……ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ”

ჯႶჄႵჂ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ႱႾႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵႽნ”

“ႣႿლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ჃႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼჃ ჅႾჂႵႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄ ჃჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ ႱჄჄႱႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ႱႾႴ ჃႵႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵჭ”

“ႧႵႼႼ… ႱჃ ჷ ჃႱႹႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ… ჄႸႵ ႿჀჀႿႾႵႾჄ ႹჃႾ’Ⴤ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ Ⴤ჉ჀႹႳႱႼ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ…”

“ჷႶ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႿჀႹႾႹႿႾლ ႶႵႵႼ ႶჂႵႵ ჄႿ ჃჀႵႱႻ ჉ႿჅჂ ႽႹႾႴნ”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ… ႾႿლ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႹჃ… ჇႵႼႼ…”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჄჂႱႹႼႵႴ ႿႶႶნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊Ⴕ ႸႹჃ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃნ

ჯ ჃႹႷႸ—ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႶჂჅჃჄჂႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႴႵႵჀ ჃႹႷႸ ႱႾႴ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႾႱႽႵ ႱႷႱႹႾნ

“ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ”

“ჷ’Ⴝ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷლ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ”

“ႤႸႹჃ ႽႹႷႸჄ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႶႿႿႼႹჃႸლ ႲჅჄ… ႳႿჅႼႴ ჉ႿჅ ჀႼႵႱჃႵ ჄჂჅჃჄ Ⴝ჉ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႿႾႳႵჭ”

ႥႼჄႹႽႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႳႸႿჃႵ Ⴑ ႴႹჂႵႳჄ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸნ

ჷႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾნ

ჯჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ჀႼႵႱ ჄႿ ჄჂჅჃჄ ႸႹჃ ႷჅჄლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႳႸჅႳႻႼႵნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႱႳႳჅႽჅႼႱჄႵႴ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჉ႵႱჂჃლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႱႴႵჀჄ ႱჄ ႸႱႾႴႼႹႾႷ ჀႵႿჀႼႵნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ႸႵ ႻႾႵჇ ჇႵႼႼ ႸႿჇ ჄႿ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

“ႩႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႷႿႿႴ ႹႾჃჄႹႾႳჄჃნ ჷ’ႼႼ ჄჂჅჃჄ ჉ႿჅჂ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾნ”

“ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ…჏”

“ႣႿლ ႼႵჄ’Ⴣ ႷႿ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂნ ჷႶ ჇႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႵ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂლ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႳႼႵႱჂჭ”

ႧႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃჇႵႵჀ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ—ნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾႴႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႱჄლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႵႼႼႵႴ ჅჀ ჇႹჄႸ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾნ

ჶႵ ႷჂႱჃჀႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჄჂჅჃჄႵႴ ႸႹႽლ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჈ႳႼႱႹႽႵႴნ

“ჷ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႴႹჃႱჀჀႿႹႾჄ ჉ႿჅლ ჷ ჀჂႿႽႹჃႵ჏ ჷ’ႼႼ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ჄჂႱႳႻ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჄჂႱႳႵჃ჏”

“ჯႼჂႹႷႸჄლ ႴႿ ჄႸႱჄნ ჸჅჃჄ ႴႿႾვჄ ჃႸႱႻႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႿႿ ႸႱჂႴნ”

“ႩႵჃლ ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ჏”

იႧႸႿႿჃႸლ ჇႸႿႿჃႸ—ი

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჆ႹႷႿჂႿჅჃ ႸႱႾႴჃႸႱႻႵჃ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂლ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჃႽႹႼႵ ჄႿჅႳႸႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჂႵჃჅႼჄჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႵ ჅჀႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჉ႹႵႼႴჭ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႻႾႿჇ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႳႿႽႵნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჴႿჂ Ⴑ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄლ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႿႶ ჵႿႴ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჅႹႴႹႾႷ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵႽნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷႱჂႴႵႾ ჇႸႿ ႼႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ ჄႿ ჀႵႱႳႵნ

ჷႾ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱ჆ႵႾႼ჉ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႷႿ჆ႵჂႾႵႴ ႸჅႽႱႾႹჄ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ႽႵჂႳ჉ლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႸႵჃႹჄႱჄႵႴლ ႾႿჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶႿჂ ႱႾ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄნ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႷႼႿჂ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႵႾႵ჆ႿႼႵႾჄ ႷჅႹႴႵ—

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჇႸႿ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႵႴ ႹჄ ႱႾ ႸႿႾႿჂ ჄႿ ႶႹႷႸჄლ ჇႹჃႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႱჄნ

“ჶႱႱႱႸლ ႸႱႱႱႸნნნ჏”

“ႧႹჀႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႱႼႼ ႿჅჄ჏ ჲႿႾვჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႿႾႵ჏”

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႴႵჃႿႼႱჄႵ ႴႵჃႵჂჄლ ჃჇႹႾႷႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ႷჂႿჅჀ ႿႶ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ჇႸႿ ჇႵჂႵ ჀႱႳႻႹႾႷ ჅჀ ႱႾႴ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჃႵჁჅႵႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵჃლ ႶႹႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽჃႵႼ჆ႵჃ ႶႱႳႵ ჄႿ ႶႱႳႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჂႵჃႹჃჄ Ⴒ჉ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႿႽႱႹႾ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႽႱႷႵ—ნ

ႤႸႵႹჂ ႾႿმႸႿႼႴჃმႲႱჂჂႵႴ ႱჄჄႱႳႻჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႹჄႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჄႱႻႵ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ნ

“ჯႱჂႷႸლ ႱႱႱႱႱႱჂႷႸნნნ჏”

“ჶႿႼႴ ჄႸႵႽ ႲႱႳႻ჏ ჰჅ჉ ჅჃ ჃႿႽႵ ჄႹႽႵლ ႾႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ჇႸႱჄ჏”

“ჲႱႽႾ ჉ႿჅლ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႴႿႷჃ—჏ ჺႵჄვჃ ႴႹႵ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂ჏”

იჱჂჅႾႳႸლ ႳჂႱႳႻႼႵ—჏ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႳჅჄ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵ ႲႼႿႳႻႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჀႱჄႸნ

ჯ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႼႹႳႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႶႼႵჃႸნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႳჅჄ ႴႿჇႾ ႱႾ ႵႾႵႽ჉ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႸႱჂჀ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵლ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ჄႸႵ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ႶႿႵ ႱႾႴ ჃႸႿჅჄႵႴნ

“ႣႹჂ ჵჂႿႽ჏ ჺႿႿႻ ႿჅჄ჏”

“ნნნ჏”

ჰႵႸႹႾႴ ჵჂႿႽლ ჄႸႵ ჴႹჂჃჄმჱႼႱჃჃ ჻ႱႷႵლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸႹႾႷ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჇႸႹႼႵ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ჯ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႸႱႴ ჃႿႽႵႸႿჇ ႳჂႵჀჄ ႳႼႿჃႵ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ჂႱႹჃႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ႱჂႽ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

იჱႢჯႣჶ჏ი

ႣჀႿჄჄႹႾႷ ႹჄლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჀჅჃႸႵႴ ႿႶႶ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴ ႱႾႴ ႼჅႾႷႵႴ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჵჂႿႽნ

მ იჹჷჷჷჷჷჳჳჳჹ჏ი

ჯჃ ႹႶ ႴႵႶႼႵႳჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ჃႸჂႹႵႻმႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჄႹႼჄႵႴ ႱჄ ႱႾ ႱႾႷႼႵნ

იჹჯჵჯჵჯჵჯჵჯჹ—჏ი

ჵჂႵႵႾ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჃჀႼႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႿႳႻჇႱ჆Ⴕნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჀႱჂჂႹႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ჄႸჂႵႱჄႵႾႹႾႷ ႱჄჄႱႳႻლ ჃჇႹႶჄႼ჉ ჀႼჅႾႷႵႴ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ႹჄნ

იႣႧჷႣჶ჏ ႣႧჷႣჶ჏ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵჃ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ႼႵႷჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵჃლ ႸႿႾႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷლ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႳჂႹჀჀႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ႽႿႲႹႼႹჄ჉ნ

“—ჱჅჄ ჄႸႵႽ ႴႿჇႾ჏”

ჵჂႿႽლ ႱႹႴႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႱჃ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ႸႹႽნ

იჹჯჯჯჼჵ—჏ი

ჯ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჇႹႾႴ ჃႼႱჃႸ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ႾႵႳႻნ

ჵჂႵႵႾ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჃჀჅჂჄႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჇႸႵჂႵლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႾႵႳႻლ ႳႿႼႼႱჀჃႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

იႤჶႥჲ჏ ჱႢႥ჻ჰჺჳ—჏ი

ႤႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂვჃ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႲႿႴ჉ ႳႿႼႼႱჀჃႵႴლ ჃႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჃႱႾႴ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႶႹჂႵჀႿჇႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ჴႹჂჃჄმჱႼႱჃჃ ჻ႱႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃნ

ჯჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵლ ჵჂႿႽვჃ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႿႶ ႷჂႱჄႹჄჅႴႵ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႵႱჂჃნ

“ႠႸႵჇნნნ ႤႸႱႾႻ ჉ႿჅ ႶႿჂ ჉ႿჅჂ ႱჃჃႹჃჄႱႾႳႵლ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ”

“ჷ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ႴႹႴ Ⴝ჉ ႴჅჄ჉჏”

ჵჂႱჄႹჄჅႴႵ ႶႿჂ ჃႱႼ჆ႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႳႼႵႾႳႸႵႴ ႶႹჃჄნ

ႤႸႵ ჄჇႿ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႷჂႵႵჄႹႾႷჃ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჂႿႼႵჃნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႿჂ ႼႿႾႷ ჀႼႵႱჃႱႾჄჂႹႵჃ ႿႾ Ⴑ ႲႼႿႿႴმჃႿႱႻႵႴ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

იႣႧჷႣჶ—ნი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

“ნნნ”

ჯ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႽႱႷႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႱႾ ႱႴ჆ႱႾჄႱႷႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႴႿႽႱႹႾნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ႹႾႳႼჅႴႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႸႿჂႿჅႷႸႼ჉ ႳჂჅჃႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵჃვ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႱჄႹႿႾჃლ ჄႸႵ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ ჀႿჇႵჂ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽႹႾႷნ

ჳ჈ჀႼႿႴႹႾႷ ႶႼႱႽႵჃნ

ႧႹႾႴ ჄႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႶႼႵჃႸნ

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჃჅჂႷႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႱႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႿႼႴ ჄႸႵႽ ႲႱႳႻ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႿჂႴႵჃ ႿႶ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃლ ႲჅჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႲႵႹႾႷ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჀჅႼ჆ႵჂႹ჊ႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽႹႾႷ ႶႹჂႵჀႿჇႵჂნ

“ႠႹႵჂႳႵ ჄႸႵႽ—ნ”

ჯႾႴ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽႹႴႱႲႼႵ ႳႿჂჀჃლ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჃჄჂႹႻႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႵ ჇႱჃლ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႴႿჅႲჄლ ჄႸႵ ჷჂႿႾ ႧႱႼႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸႵჂႾ ჴჂႿႾჄნ

ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႵლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄნ

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႵ ჂႵႾႿჇႾႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႸႹჃ ჅႾႹჁჅႵ ႲႿႼႴႾႵჃჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႾႵლ ႿႲႼႹჄႵჂႱჄႹႾႷ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃნ

იჱႢჯႣჶ჏ ჰჽჽ჻—჏ი

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჄႹႽႵ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ჃჄႱႶႶ ჀႿႹႾჄႵႴ ႱჄ ႱႾ ႵႾႵႽ჉ლ ჃႸႱჂჀ ჄႸႿჂႾჃ ჃႸႿჄ ႿჅჄლ ჄႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽ ႱჀႱჂჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳლ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႱႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႱჄ Ⴑ ႷႼႱႾႳႵლ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ჀჅႼ჆ႵჂႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႿႼႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႼႱႾႳႵნ

ჳႱႳႸ ႿႾႵ ႲႵႳႱႽႵ Ⴑ ႴႵႱჄႸ ჃႵႾჄႵႾႳႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ Ⴕ჆ႹႴႵႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ჃჅႳႸ ჀჂႿჇႵჃჃლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႾჃႵჂ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႹႾ ႳႱჃႵ ႿႶ ႱႾ ႵႽႵჂႷႵႾႳ჉ნ

იჹႢჯჯჯჯჼჵ—჏ი

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႿႱჂლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႿႶ ႱჇႵნ

“ႣႹჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნნნ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ჃႱႹႴ ႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄჂჅჃჄ ႸႹჃ ႹႾჃჄႹႾႳჄჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჷჂႿႾ ႧႱႼႼ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄႹ჊ႵႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸნ

ႣႵႵႹႾႷ ႸႹႽლ Ⴑ ჄჂჅႵ ႽႱႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ႽႵႾლ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჃႵႾჃႵ ႿႶ ჂႵ჆ႵჂႵႾႳႵ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႸႵႱჂჄნ

“ႩႿჅ ႴႱႽႾ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸლ ႸႿჇ ႴႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႸႿჇ ჉ႿჅჂ ႶႱႳႵ ႸႵჂႵნნნ჏”

“ნნნ჏”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჅႾႶႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႾႿ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႿჂ ჃႵႾჄႹႽႵႾჄႱႼႹჄ჉ნ

ჯႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ႴჇႹႾႴႼႹႾႷ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃლ Ⴑ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵ ჄႱჂႷႵჄႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႱႾႴ ჃჄჂႵჄႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႱႹႾჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳჅჂჃႵჃნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷ ჇႵჂႵ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႳႼჅႽჃ჉ნ

იႣჺჷჱჳ჏ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃჇႹႶჄႼ჉ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႱჂႽნ

იႣႧჷႣჶჶჶ—჏ი

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႲჃႵჁჅႵႾჄ ႶႼჅჂჂ჉ ႿႶ ჃჄჂႹႻႵჃ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႳჅჄ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱႷႵ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

“ႥႷႸლ ႱႱႱႱႱႱჂႷႸნნნ჏”

“ჶႱႱႱႸლ ႸႱႱႱႸნნნ჏”

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႳჅჄჄႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႵႽ჉ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႱჄჄႱႳႻჃ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃჄႿჀნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱჄႵ ႿႶ ႸႹႽლ ႾႿ ჄႸႿჂႾჃ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾႴႵႴ ႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

ჴႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

ჶႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჇႹႵႼႴႵႴ ႱჃ ჀჂႿႿႶ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႹჄႸლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႳჅჄ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸვჃ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵნ

იႣႧჷႣჶ჏ ႣႧჷႣჶ჏ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ႴႿ჊ႵႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႹႽႵჃნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ႸႹჃ ჂႱႷႷႵႴ ႲჂႵႱჄႸႹႾႷ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႶႵႵႼ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ႲჅჂႴႵႾნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷჃ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ႱჄ ჃႿႽႵ ჀႿႹႾჄნ

“ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ჇႵ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂჃჅႹჄ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႱჇႱ჉ნნნ”

“ႧႸႱჄვჃ ჄႸႵ ႴႱႽႱႷႵ ჂႵჀႿჂჄჭ”

“ႣႿ ႶႱჂლ ჄႸႵჂႵვჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႾႿ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ႴႱႽႱႷႵნნნ”

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃვ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃ ႲჅჃႹႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႲჂႵႱჄႸლ ჃႳႱႾႾႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷჃნ

ჰႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃლ ႲႼႵႵႴႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ႶႱႼႼႵႾნ

჻ႿႾჃჄႵჂჃლ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჀჅႼ჆ႵჂႹ჊ႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႸႱჀႵႼႵჃჃნ

ჼႿ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႳჂႵႱჄჅჂႵჃ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ჆ႹႳႹႾႹჄ჉ნ

“ჯႼႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵႽნნნ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃვ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹႽ ႸႱႴ ჆ႱႾჁჅႹჃႸႵႴ ႱႼႼ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ჶႿႿლ ႸჅႶႶ—ნ

ჯჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႵႱႴ჉ ႸႹჃ ჂႱႷႷႵႴ ႲჂႵႱჄႸႹႾႷლ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ჲႹႴ ჇႵნნნ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႵႽ ႱႼႼნნნჭ”

ჯ ჁჅႹႵჄ ႽჅჂႽჅჂ ჄႿ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶნ

ჯჄ ႸႹჃ ჇႿჂႴჃლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႱჂႵ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

“ნნნნნნ”

“ნნნნნნ”

ჯ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾႴႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႼႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃლ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ჅႾჂႵႱႴႱႲႼႵ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႸჅႾႷ ႸႵႱ჆჉ნ

ႧႹჄႸႹႾ ႹჄლ ႠႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃვ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵლ ႲჅჄ ႱჄ ႱႾ ႵႾႵႽ჉ნ

ჶႱႴ ႸႵ ჃႱႹႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇჂႿႾႷჭ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႽႹႾႴ—

ႤჇႹჄႳႸ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჄჇႹჄႳႸႵႴნ

“ႤႸႱჄ ႷႿႴႴႱႽႾ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴნნნ჏”

“ႣჄႿჀ ႸႹႽლ ႾႿჇ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჇႸႹჃჄႼႵ ႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႾႵႳႻნ

ჶႵ ჄႸႵႾ ჀჅჄ ႹჄ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႼႹჀჃ ႱႾႴ ႲႼႵჇ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄლ ჂႵႵႴ჉ ႾႿჄႵნ

ႧႿႿႿႿႿႾႷ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ჇႸႹჃჄႼႵვჃ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႵႳႸႿნ

ჴჂႿႽ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჂႱႾႷႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႹჄ ႵႳႸႿႵႴლ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႳႼႿჅႴ ႿႶ ႴჅჃჄ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႲႹႼႼႿჇნ

“჻ႿႾჃჄႵჂჃ჏ ႤႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃ ႱჂႵ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷნნნ჏”

“ႤႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႽႿჂႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃ ჂႵႱႴ჉ჭ჏”

“ჷჄვჃ ჰႵჂჃႵჂႻႵჂ ჻ႱႷႹႳ჏ ჷჄ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵჃ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼ ႶႿჂ ႹႾႳჂႵႱჃႵႴ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ႱႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃნნნ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႿႾႼ჉ ჅჃႵႴ ჇႸႵႾ ჄႸႵ჉ვ჆Ⴕ ႳႸႿჃႵႾ ჄႿ ჄႱႻႵ ჅჃ ႴႿჇႾ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵႽ჏”

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾჃლ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႸႿჂႴႵ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႸႱႴ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႼႱჃჄ ჂႵჃႿჂჄლ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႺჅჃჄ ჃჅႳႸ ႱႾ Ⴕ჆ႵႾჄჅႱႼႹჄ჉ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ჃჁჅႵႵ჊ႵႴ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჃႸჅჄნ

ჷႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႵႱჂჃლ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႽႱႾვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵႳႸႿႵႴნ

“ႤႵႼႼ ႽႵლ ႸႿჇ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႼႿႾႷჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵლ ႳႼႵႱჂ ႱჃ ႴႱ჉ლ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႵႱჂჃნ

ჼႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ჄႸႱჄ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႲႵႼႿႾႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ჄႸႵ ჷჂႿႾ ႧႱႼႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸႵჂႾ ჴჂႿႾჄნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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