Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 47

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႵႼႼ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾნ

ჶႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂვჃ ႳႼႵჂႷ჉ნ

ჶႵ ჂႵჃႵႾჄႵႴ ჄႸႵႽლ ႸႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵႽლ ႱႾႴ ႿჃჄჂႱႳႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵႽნ

ႩႵჄლ ჇႸ჉ ჇႱჃ ႹჄ—

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႶႵႼჄ ႾႿ ჃႱჄႹჃႶႱႳჄႹႿႾ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႴႵႱჄႸნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႸႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႸႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ႱჃ ႽჅႳႸ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄლ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႶႵႼჄ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჀႱႾႷ ႿႶ ჀႹჄ჉ ႶႿჂ ႸႹႽნ

“ႤႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ… ႣႿ… ႳႹႵჄ჉…ჭ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵლ ႼႱႳႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႵႱჂლ ႵႳႸႿႵႴნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჆ႿႹႳႵლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჄႿႿႻ Ⴑ ჃჄႵჀ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჯჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ჀႱჃჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႵ ჃႱჇ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵჃ ჇჂႹჄႸႹႾႷლ ჃჅႲႽႵჂႷႵႴ ႹႾ ჃႸႱႴႿჇლ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

ჯႾႴ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ჄႸႵႽლ Ⴑ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႼႱ჉ნ

ჰႼႱႳႻ ჱႱႾႴႼႵ—ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჺႹႿႾႵႼ ႸႱႴ ჅჃႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႵႴ ႲႵႹႾႷჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႵჂ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ႲჅჂႹႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႱႴႿჇ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႳႵႱჃႵႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

“ჶႵ’ႼႼ ႲႵ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჀႼႵႱჃႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃნ”

ႣჇႿႿჃႸ—ნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ჀႹႳႻႵႴ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

“ჺႿჂႴ ჱჂႱ჉… ჄႿႾ…”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႳႼႿჅႴႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႿჅႲჄლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჅჀ ႱჄ ႸႹႽნ

ჴႿჂ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽ ႿႶ ჃႿჂႳႵჂ჉ ႸႵ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႴႵჄႵჃჄႵႴნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႿჀႹႾႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჇႸ჉ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ჃႵჄ ႱჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჺႹႿႾႵႼ ႼႵႶჄ ႲႵႸႹႾႴნ

“ႧႸ჉… ႸႿჇ… ႳႿჅႼႴ ჉ႿჅ…ჭ”

“……”

“ႩႿჅ… ჇႸ჉… ჇႿჅႼႴ ჉ႿჅ… ႴႿ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႾႷ…ჭ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႹჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷლ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႿႿႴმჃႿႱႻႵႴ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႽႵჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃნ

ჯ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ Ⴔ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႶჅႼႶႹႼႼႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႽႹჃჃႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾვჃ ႵႶႶႿჂჄჃ ႸႱႴ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႱჃႸ ႹႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႸႱႾႴჃნ

ႩႵჄლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჃႿ—

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵმႱႷႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾვჃ ႵႶႶႿჂჄჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႳႿႽႽႵႾႴႱႲႼႵნ

“ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႶႿჂ ႴႿႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႾႷლ ჉ႿჅ ႱჃႻ—ნ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ Ⴕ჈ႸႱႼႵႴ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႳႻ ჀႼჅႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႿႲႱႳႳႿ ჃႽႿႻႵნ

ႧႸႿႿჃႸ—ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ Ⴔ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႹჂႼႹႾႷ ႷჂႵ჉ ჃႽႿႻႵლ ႷႼႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ႸႹႽნ

ႧႱჃ ႹჄ ႸႱჄჂႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴჃ ႸႹႽჭ

ჽჂ ჂႵჃႵႾჄႽႵႾჄჭ

ჳႹჄႸႵჂ ჇႱ჉ლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჄႿ ႱႼႼႵ჆ႹႱჄႵ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷჃნ

“ႧႵႱႼჄႸ ႱႾႴ ႸႿႾႿჂლ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႱႾႴ ჇႹჃႸႵჃ… ჲႿႵჃႾვჄ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽ ႼႹႻႵ ႱႾ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႱႼ ჂႵႱჃႿႾჭ”

“……”

ႩႵჄლ ႸႵ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ႻႹႾႴ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ჇჂ჉ ႳႸჅႳႻႼႵნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႿჂႵ Ⴑ ႲႹჄჄႵჂ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႼჅჂჂႹႾႷ ႷჂႵ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ႹႽႱႷႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႿႾႳႵ ჃჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႷჂႵ჉ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႼႱჀჀႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႶႿჂ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႿ ႶႹႵჂႳႵႼ჉ნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႳႿႽႵ ჄႿႿ ႶႱჂ ჄႿ ჃႵႵႻ Ⴑ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႶႿჂ ႸႹჃ ႱႳჄႹႿႾჃნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ႸႵ ჀႿჃႵႴ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾნ

“ჶႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႵႵႾ ჵႿႴჭ”

“ჶჅႸ…ჭ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႷჂႿჇႹႾႷ ႳႿႼႴლ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႹႾ ჂႵჄჅჂႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ႱႾ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჄႿნ

ჶႵ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႸႱჂႵ ႸႹჃ ჃჄႿჂ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჇႸႿ ႳႸႱჃႵႴ ႱႶჄႵჂ Ⴑ ჀႱჂႱႴႹჃႵ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႵჂႵნ

“჻჉ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ႴႹႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ”

“……”

“ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႿႿႼႹჃႸ ჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿნ ჷ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႵႾჄჂჅჃჄႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႴႹႿჄნ ႤႿ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႸႵვႴ ႴႱႲႲႼႵ ႹႾ ႳჅჂჃႵႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႿႶ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႹႾႷჃნ”

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႱႼჄႱჂ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ჶႵ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႴႵჃჄႹႾႱჄႹႿႾნ

ႣႹႽჀႼ჉ ႳႹჂႳႼႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ჸჅჃჄ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႼႵႷჃლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႿჅჃႼ჉ნ

“ჷ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჀႼႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჀჂႹႵჃჄჃ ჇႸႿ ჀჂႱჄჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჀჂႹႾႳႹჀႼႵჃლ ႲჅჄ ႹჄ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჇႿჂႻ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵႾ ႿႾლ ჷ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႸႱჄႵ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႹႵჃჄჃ ჇႸႿ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႹჄლ ჄႿႿნ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ—ნ

჻ႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႹႾႵ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵႴ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჂႵჃჅჂႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵ ჇႸႵႾ ჷ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჃႱჇ ჉ႿჅნ”

ჯ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႳႼႱႹႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႷႿႿႴ ႹႾჃჄႹႾႳჄჃნ

ႩႵჄლ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႹႾႷ ჄႿჅႳႸႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵႼ჉ ႳႼჅႽჃ჉ნ

ჯ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ჄჂჅჃჄႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჃႸჂႵႴ ႿႶ ႴႿჅႲჄნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵႾ—

ჴႹႾႱႼႼ჉ლ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႳႸႿჃႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵნ

“ჰჅჄ ႾႿჇლ ჷ ႴႿႾვჄ ႸႱჄႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႿ ႽჅႳႸნ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႽႿႻႹႾႷლ ჃႽႹႼႵႴ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿჂ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჅჀ ႱჄ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ჯ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჃჄႿჂ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼ჉ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჃჄნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇ ႸႹႽლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႼႹႶႵ ႵႹჄႸႵჂნ

ႧႸႿႿჃႸ—ნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႹჂႼႹႾႷ ჃႽႿႻႵლ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႶႿჂႽႵႴ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႲႿႾႴ ჄႿ ႲႹႴ ႵႱႳႸ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႶႱჂႵჇႵႼႼნ

ჯ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႶႱჂႵჇႵႼႼნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჇႿჂႴლ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႶႼႵႵჄႹႾႷ ႼႹႶႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႳႿႾ჆Ⴕ჉ႵႴნ

“ႩႿჅვჂႵ Ⴑ ႷႿႿႴ ႽႱႾლ ႱჂႵႾვჄ ჉ႿჅჭ ႣႿლ ႹჄვჃ ႲႵჃჄ ჄႿ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჅႹჄჃ ჉ႿჅნ”

“ႩႿჅ… ჉ႿჅ…”

ႣჇႿႿჃႸნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჄႱႶႶნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႱჄႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჃႿႽႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႲႿჅႾႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱႶႶლ ႵႽႹჄჄႵႴ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႼႼႹႱႾჄ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

“ჲႿႾვჄ ჇႿჂჂ჉ნ ჼႿჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჇႹႼႼ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ”

“……”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჀႿჇႵჂ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႹႾ ႱႼႼ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾჃნ

ႢჅႽႲႼႵლ ჂჅႽႲႼႵლ ჂჅႽႲႼႵ—ნ

჻ႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ჄჂႵႽႿჂჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჀႵႱႻ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႸႵ ჃჄႿႿႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႵႱჂჄႸმႵႼႵႽႵႾჄႱႼ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵ ႽႱႷႵლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄლ ႸႱႴ ႱႳႳჅႽჅႼႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჰ჉ ႾႿჇლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႱႼჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႵჂჂႱႹႾნ

“ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄ—ნ”

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸ ႸႹჃ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႱႾႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჄჅჂႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჂႱႾႷႵ—

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႹႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႵႱჂჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჂႵႽႱჂႻႱႲႼ჉ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႿჅႾႴ ჀႵႱႳႵ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃნ

“……”

“ႧႸႱჄ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵლ ႱႾႴ ჇႸႱჄ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႷႱႹႾლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾჭ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႸႹႽნ

“჻჉ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷნ”

ჯႾႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄ ႱႾჃჇႵჂႵႴ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵლ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჀႸჂႱჃႵნ

ႩႵჄლ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷ ႹჄ ႸႵႼႴ ჇႱჃ ႶႱჂ ႶჂႿႽ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

ႧႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჀႸჂႱჃႵლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႳႱႽႵ ჄႿ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵჄ჉ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾვჃ ႼႹႶႵნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႱႾჃჇႵჂლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႳႼႿჃႵ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“ႣჇႵႵჄ ႴჂႵႱႽჃლ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႶჂႹႵႾႴნ”

ჯჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႶႱႳႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ჇႱჂႽ ႶႱჂႵჇႵႼႼ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႹႽნ

ႤႸჅႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჃჄჂႵႾႷჄႸ ႴჂႱႹႾႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ Ⴔ჉ႹႾႷ ႸႱႾႴნ

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႾႿჇ ႳႼႿჃႵႴლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃჇჅႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱႶႶ ႸႵ ႸႵႼႴნ

ჹႿႿႿႿმႷႿႿႿმႷႿႿႿმႷႿႿႾႷ—჏

ႤႸႵ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႵႱჂჄႸ ჃႵႾჄ ႿჅჄ ჃჀႹႻႵჃ ႹႾ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

“ჷႶ ႶႱჄႵ ႱႼႼႿჇჃლ ჇႵვႼႼ ႽႵႵჄ ႱႷႱႹႾნ”

ႧႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႹႾႱႼ ჂႵႽႱჂႻლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸ ႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႹჄႸ ႶჅႼႼ ႶႿჂႳႵნ

ჱႢჯჱჹ჏ ჱႢჯჯჯჱჹ—჏

ႤႸႵ ჃჀႹႻႵჃლ ႵჂჅჀჄႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႵႱႶႵႾႹႾႷ ჂႿႱჂჃლ ჃႸႿႿႻ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵႴლ ႲჂႹႴႷႵჃ ჆ႹႲჂႱჄႵႴ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ႱႾႴ ჃႳჂႵႱႽჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

ჹႢჯჯჯჯჱჹ჏

ჯ ჂႵႼႵႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႲႱჂჂႱႷႵ ႿႶ ჃჀႹႻႵჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႹႽჀႱႼႵ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႸႹႴႴႵႾ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჄႹႽႵ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ჂႵႳჂႵႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂႹႵჃლ ჃჇჅႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჄႱႶႶლ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄႸႿჂႾმႲႼႿჃჃႿႽჃ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴლ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵნ

ჯჃ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾჄ ჄႿ ႱႾႾႹႸႹႼႱჄႵ ႱႼႼ ႼႹႶႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾნნნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჴჂႿႽ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ Ⴑ ႾႵႱჂႲ჉ ჄჂႵႵლ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼმჃჄႱჄჅჂႵႴ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႳႱႽႵ ჃჄჅႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႿჅჄლ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷნ

“ႠმჀმჀმჀႼႵႱჃႵლ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႵნნნ჏”

ჯ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႽႱႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႳႻლ ႲჅჃႸ჉ ႲႵႱჂႴლ ႸႹჃ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႲႿႴ჉ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჇႿჅႾႴჃნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႵႼႼ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶნ

ႤႸჅႴ—ნ

ჶႱႴ ႸႵ ႶႱႹႼႵႴ ჄႿ ႻႵႵჀ ႸႹჃ ႲႱႼႱႾႳႵ ႱႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴმჃႸႱႻႹႾႷ ჄჂႵႽႿჂჃჭ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႱჂჄႹჃႱႾლ ႤჅႷႱლ ჃჄჂჅႷႷႼႵႴ ჄႿ ႳჂႱჇႼ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴლ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ႳႼႹႾႷႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ

“ႠႼႵႱჃႵ჏ ႠმჀႼႵႱჃႵლ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႵნნნ჏ ჷვႽ ႾႿჄ ჃႿႽႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵნნნ჏”

“ნნნ”

“ჼႿლ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴჃნნნ ჄႸႵ჉ ႻႹႴႾႱჀჀႵႴ ႽႵ჏ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႺჅჃჄ ჅჃႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵႽნნნ჏”

იჱႼႵႾႳႸ჏ი

ႤჅႷႱვჃ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႼႵႷ ჄႹႷႸჄႼ჉ნ

ჴႵႵႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶვჃ ჃჅჂჀჂႹჃႹႾႷ ჃჄჂႵႾႷჄႸ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႹჃ ႼႵႷლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႸႿႼႼႿჇ ႼႱჅႷႸნ

“ჲႿ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ჇႸ჉ ჷ ႲႿჄႸႵჂႵႴ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჄႿ Ⴑ Ⴔ჉ႹႾႷ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

ჶႵ ჃႱჇ ႾႿ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჄႿ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႴჇႱჂႶ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႸႵႱჂႴ ႹჄნ

“ჼმႾႿ჏ ჷნნნ ჷ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႸႵႱჂ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷნნნ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნნნ჏”

ႤჅႷႱლ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႼႹႾႷႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႼႵႷლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჇႱႹႼნ

ႤჅႷႱვჃ ႸႱႾႴჃლ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄ ჄჂႵႽႿჂჃლ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼჃႿ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ჅႾႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႱႲႼ჉ნ

იჴႼႹႳႻნი

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ Ⴑ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵ ႴႱႾႷႼႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႼႹჀჃლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸლ ჀႼႵႱჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ჀႿჅჂ ႿჅჄნ

“ჯႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ჏ ჷვႼႼ ႴႿ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅ ႱჃႻ჏”

“ნნნ”

“ჷვႼႼ ႴႿ ჇႸႱჄႵ჆ႵჂ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴლ ႺჅჃჄ ჀႼႵႱჃႵლ ჃჀႱჂႵ Ⴝ჉ ႼႹႶႵნნნ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႤჅႷႱლ ჇႵႵჀႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჀႼႵႱႴႹႾႷნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ႸႹႽლ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

იႤჃႻნი

ႤႸႵႾლ ႳႼႹႳႻႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჈ႸႱႼႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჀႼჅႽႵ ႿႶ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵ ჃႽႿႻႵლ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ჶႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႵႵႾ Ⴑ ႷႿႴჭ”

“ნნნჶჅႸჭ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ႤჅႷႱ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ Ⴑ ႶႼჅჃჄႵჂႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

“ჼმႾႵ჆ႵჂ჏ ჷ ႴႿႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႵႼႹႵ჆Ⴕ ႹႾ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჂႵႼႹႷႹႿႾჃნნნ჏”

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵ ႾႿჄნ ჶႿჇ ႳႿჅႼႴ Ⴑ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵ ჇႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ Ⴑ ႴႵ჆ႿჅჄ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄჭ”

ჹႿႿႿႿმႷႿႿႿმႷႿႿႿმႷႿႿႾႷ—჏

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႵႱჂჄႸ ჄႿ Ⴑ ႸႱႼჄნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ႸႵ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴჇႱჂႶ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ჶႹჃ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჃჄႱჄჅჂႵნ

ႩႵჄლ Ⴑ ჂႿჅႷႸლ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႷჂႹჀ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႹႼႼმჃჅႹჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႹჄნ

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾლ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႱჂჄႹჃႱႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽლ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႸႿႼႼႿჇ ႼႱჅႷႸნ

“ჷვႼႼ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ Ⴑ ႳႸႱႾႳႵნ ႠჂႿ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅჂ ჇႿჂჄႸნ”

ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႲႹႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႱჂႵჇႵႼႼჃლ Ⴑ ႾႵჇ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂ ႾႿჇ ႱჇႱႹჄႵႴ ႸႹႽნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჯ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჀႱჄႸ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჂႿႳႻ ႶႱႳႵჃ ႸႱႴ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႵႾႳႸ ႿႶ ႲႼႿႿႴ ႸჅႾႷ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂნ

ႤႸႵჂႵლ Ⴑ ჇႸႹჄႵმႸႱႹჂႵႴ ႿႼႴ ႽႱႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႲႵႱჂႴ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ Ⴑ ႲႿ჉ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႶႱႳႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႸႵႼႴ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅჄႸႶჅႼ ႹႾႾႿႳႵႾႳႵნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႼႴ ႽႱႾვჃ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႱჃႳႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂჅႷႷႵႴ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჀႱჄႸნ

ჰႵႸႹႾႴ ႸႹႽლ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ႾႹႽႲႼႵ ჃჄႵჀჃ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴნ

ჽႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႼႼႱჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ ႱჃႳႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჀႱჄႸლ ჄႸႵ Ⴣ჉ႽႲႿႼ ႿႶ ჷჃႼႱჄვჃ ჂႿ჉ႱႼ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ჇႱჃ ႵႽႲႼႱ჊ႿႾႵႴნ

“ნნნ”

ႤႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ჃჄႵჀჃ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႵႵჀ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჀႵႱႻლ ႲჅჄ ႿႾႼ჉ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

იႣႳႱႾ—ი

ႢႵႱႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႽႽႹჄლ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႾႴჃႳႱჀႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵ ჃჀႿჄჄႵႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჀႿႹႾჄႵႴ ႹჄ ႿჅჄნ

“ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶმႾႹႽ჏ ჺႿႿႻ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵჂႵ჏”

“ჸჅႼႹჅჃლ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ႶႿჅႾႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷჭ”

ႣႵႵႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ႿႼႴ ႽႱႾ ႱჃႳႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႵႱႻ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႲႵႾႵ჆ႿႼႵႾჄ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႼႴ ႽႱႾვჃ ႴႵႵჀ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႹႽႲჅႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ႿႶ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵლ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ჀႿႹႾჄႹႾႷ ႸႱႾႴნ

ჰႵႾႵႱჄႸ Ⴑ ႷჂႿჄႵჃჁჅႵლ ႸႱႼႶმႳႿႼႼႱჀჃႵႴ ႱႼჄႱჂნ

იႤჇႹჄႳႸ—ი

ႤႸႵჂႵლ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵ ჇჂႹჄႸႵႴნ

ႧႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵლ Ⴑ ႷჂႵႵႾ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ჇႱჃ ႵႾჄჇႹႾႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႹჀ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႼႱႳႻ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵნ

“ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶმႾႹႽ჏ ჲႿ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ჇႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႳჂႵႱჄჅჂႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႲႿ჉ ჀႿႹႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჄႹჀლ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ნ

იႣႼႹႴႵ—ი

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ ႸႱႴ ჀႿႹႾჄႵႴ ჄႿლ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼლ ჃႼႹႴ ႲႱႳႻ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႱႴႿჇჃნნნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႹႼႷჂႹႽლ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶლ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ႹჄლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႷႼႵႱႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄნ

“ႤႸႵ჉ ႱჂႵ ႲႵႹႾႷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႴჂႹႶჄ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ჅႾႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႶႿჂႽ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ჂჅႼႵჃნ ჷႾ Ⴑ ჃႵႾჃႵლ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႳႱႼႼ ჄႸႵႽ ვჲႹ჆ႹႾႵ ႣႸႱႴႿჇჃვ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႹჂႳႼႵ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ႢჅႼႵნ”

ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽლ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႱႼႼႹႾႷ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾვჃ ႲႿႴ჉ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ჯ ႼႱჂႷႵ ႸႿႼႵ ႽႱჂჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾვჃ ႱႲႴႿႽႵႾნ

“ჯ ႦႿჇ ႿႶ ႦႵႾႷႵႱႾႳႵ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႵႾႱႳჄႵႴნ ჷჄ ႱჀჀႵႱჂჃ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂვჃ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჄ ႷჅႹႴႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႵႾჃႾႱჂႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႱႾ ႵႾჄႹჄ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႵჂ ჇႿჂႼႴნ”

“ჯ ႦႿჇ ႿႶ ႦႵႾႷႵႱႾႳႵნნნჭ”

“ჽႾႵ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႵ—ႹჄვჃ Ⴑ ჆ႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႵႽႱႾႴჃ ႱႾ ႵჁჅႱႼ ჀჂႹႳႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႼႿჃჃლ Ⴒ჉ ႳႼႱႹႽႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႵჃႸ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႹჂႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႻႹႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჃჄႵჂნ”

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ႱႲႴႿႽႵႾ ჀႹႵჂႳႵႴლ ႸႱႴ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ Ⴑ ႸႹႾჄ ႿႶ ႲႹჄჄႵჂႾႵჃჃ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

ჽჀჀႿჃႹჄႵ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႼႱ჉ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵლ ჇႸႿ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႴႹႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႽჅჄჅႱႼ ႻႹႼႼნ

ჯ ႲႼႱႴႵ ႸႱႴ ჀႹႵჂႳႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჂႹჄჅႱႼ—

ჷႾ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႸႱႴ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႿჇႾ ႼႹႶႵ ჄႿ ႴႵႶႵႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵნ

“ႧႸႱჄ Ⴑ ჀႹჄ჉ნ ჷႶ ႸႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႲႵႵႾ ႵႾჃႾႱჂႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴლ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႺႿႹႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႸႿႼ჉ ჀႹႼႷჂႹႽႱႷႵნ”

ႤჃႻმჄჃႻნ

ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ ႳႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵლ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჂႵႷჂႵჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾვჃ ჀჂႵႴႹႳႱႽႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႲႿ჉ლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶლ ჀႿჃႵႴ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

“ჷႶ Ⴑ ႳႼႵჂႹႳ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႴႵჂ ႹჃႾვჄ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჵჅႹႴႵნნნ ჇႸႱჄ ႸႱჀჀႵႾჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾვჃ ჃႿჅႼჭ”

ჶႽႽნ

ႠႹႼႷჂႹႽ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ლ ჇႸႿჃႵ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳჅჂႹႿჃႹჄ჉ლ ႱႾႴ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ჀႼႱႳႵႴ Ⴑ ႸႱႾႴ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ჃჄჂႿႻႹႾႷ ႹჄ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ნ

ႣႿႶჄႼ჉ლ ჃႿႶჄႼ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷႵႾჄႼႵ ჄႿჅႳႸლ ჇႵჂႵ ႲჂႹႽႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႼႵႱჂ ႳჅჂႹႿჃႹჄ჉ნ

ჯჃ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ ჃჄჂႿႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჉ვჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ႸႵ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႹႽ Ⴑ ჂႵႽႱჂႻႱႲႼ჉ ႲႵႾႵ჆ႿႼႵႾჄ ႱႾႴ ႻႹႾႴ ႱႾჃჇႵჂნ

“ႤႸႱჄ ჃႿჅႼ ჇႹႼႼ ႴჂႹႶჄ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႶႿჂ ႵჄႵჂႾႹჄ჉ნ”

“……”

“ჱႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႸႱႴႿჇვჃ ႸႱႾႴლ ႶႿჂႵ჆ႵჂნნნ ႹჄ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႺႿႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄ Ⴓ჉ႳႼႵნ”

ႤႸႵ ჵჅႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჵႱჂႴႵႾნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႷჂႱႾჄႵႴ ჂႵჃჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჀჄႹ჊ႵႴნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჃႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႸႿ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ ႷჅႱჂႱႾჄႵႵႴ ႵჄႵჂႾႱႼ ჂႵჃჄნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႾႿჇნ

“ჰჅჄლ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ჉ვჂႵ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႼჅႳႻ჉ნნნ ႿႾႵ ႴႱ჉ლ ჄႸႵ჉ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႹႾ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄ ჂჅႼႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱႾႴႵჂ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴნ”

ႧႸႱჄ ႶႱჄႵ ႱჇႱႹჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ ჇႸႿ ႳႸႿჃႵ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႠႹႼႷჂႹႽ ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀნ

ჰႱჂჄႿႶႶვჃ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾჄႿჀლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ႱႷႱႹႾნ

჻ႿჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႱႴ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჄ Ⴑ ჀႹႼႷჂႹႽვჃ ჂႿႼႵნ

“ჺႵჄვჃ ႷႿლ ჸჅႼႹჅჃნ”

ႤႿჇႱჂႴჃ Ⴑ ჀႹႼႷჂႹႽႱႷႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႵႾႴ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႳႵႱჃႵႼႵჃჃ ႺႿჅჂႾႵ჉ნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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