Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 54

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႣႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႷჅႵჃჄ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႸႿჇ ႽჅႳႸ ჄႹႽႵ ႸႱႴ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ Ⴝ჉ Ⴕ჉ႵჃჭ

ႤႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႺჅჃჄ ჄჇႿ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃლ ႸႱႴ ႾႿჇ ႷჂႿჇႾ ჄႿ ႶႹ჆Ⴕნ

ჯ ႳႵჂჄႹႶႹႵႴ ჻ႱႷႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჰႼჅႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႤႿჇႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჱႿჂჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႱႳჄႹႾႷ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ Ⴑ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ჀႹႼႿჄႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჯჂႽႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႳႿႽჀႿჃႵႴ ႿႶ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႶႱႳჄႹႿႾჃლ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႵႱႴႹႼ჉ Ⴕ჆ႿႼ჆ႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႶႿჂႽ ჇႹჄႸ ႵႱႳႸ ჀႱჃჃႹႾႷ ႴႱ჉ნ

“ႣႿლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ჃႱ჉ႹႾႷ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႶႿჂ ႣႹჂႹჅჃ ჄႿ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႵ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄჭ”

“ნნნჳ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ნ ႧႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂლ ჃႹႾႳႵ ႹჄ ႸႱჃ ႾႿ ႴႹჂႵႳჄ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჅჃჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႷჅႼႱჂ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႶႼႿႿჂ ႿႶ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႿႶ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႱႳჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ჉ ႹႾႹჄႹႱႼႼ჉ ႱႳჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴝ჉ ႱჃჃႹჃჄႱႾႳႵლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჇ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႹႾႷ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷჃ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵႽჃႵႼ჆ႵჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴝ჉ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ჄႸႵႽჃႵႼ჆ႵჃ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ჃႵჄჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉’Ⴣ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ႱႳჄႹႿႾ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႷႿႱႼჃნ

“ჷ ႸႵႱჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾ ႿჂႴႵჂ ჄႿ ႸႹႴႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჲჇႱჂႶლ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ჃႵჀႱჂႱჄႵ ჇႿჂႻჃႸႿჀ ႳႿႾჃჄჂჅႳჄႵႴ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵნ”

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჻Ⴢნ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ႴႿႵჃႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႽჅႳႸ ႵႼჃႵ ჄႿ ႴႿლ ჃႿ ႹჄ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႽႱჄჄႵჂნ ჰჅჄ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႱႴႴ Ⴑ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼ ႶႱ჆ႿჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჻Ⴢნ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႿႾ ჄႿჀ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄლ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႺჅჃჄ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႾႹႳႵႼ჉ ჇႹႼႼ ႲႵ ႵႾႿჅႷႸნ”

“ჼႿჇლ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႴႴႵႾ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႿႶ ჄჅႾႵჭ ႧႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჂႵႼႱჄႹႿႾჃႸႹჀ ႴႿ ჇႵ ႸႱ჆Ⴕჭ ჯჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჇႵ იႣჅႾႲႱႵი ႱႾႴ იჶႿႿႲႱႵი ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჰႼჅႵ ႤႿჇႵჂლ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႸႵႼჀ ႵႱႳႸ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႿჅჄჭ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႲႵႵႾ ჃჄႹႾႷ჉ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴝ჉ იჶႿႿႲႱႵიმႾႹႽნ”

ჷ ႼႵႱႾႵႴ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႱႹႼႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ’Ⴣ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕლ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႲႵႼႿჇნ

ႧႱჃ ႹჄ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႱႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ ჄႸႵ ႶჂႵႵႴႿႽ ჄႿ ჄჂႱႾჃჀႿჂჄ ႹჄႵႽჃ ჆ႹႱ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱჭ

ჼႿჇლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ჄჂႱႾჃႱႳჄႹႿႾჃ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵႽჃႵႼ჆ႵჃნ

ႣႸႸႸႻლ ჃႸႸႸႻ—ნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱჃ ჷ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႷႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴლ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉’Ⴣ ႼႿჇႵჃჄ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

“ႩႿჅ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႼႱჃჄ ჄႹႽႵ ჄႿႿლ ႲჅჄ ჉ႿჅ ႺჅჃჄ ႻႵჀჄ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჂჅႾ ႵჂჂႱႾႴჃ჏ ჺႹႻႵ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჄႿ ႼႿႿႻ ჅჀ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႾ ႽႱႷႵჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႤႿჇႵჂ჏”

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃნნნ ჷ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ Ⴝ჉ ჂႵჁჅႵჃჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႲႵႾႵႶႹႳႹႱႼ ჄႿ ჺჅႱ’Ⴣ ႼႵႱჂႾႹႾႷლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵნნნ”

“ჷ’Ⴝ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ჁჅႱႼႹႶ჉ ႱჃ ႱႾ ႱႴႽႹႾႹჃჄჂႱჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႳႿႽႽႹჄჄႵႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႤႿჇႵჂ჏ ႤႸႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႿჂ ႽႵ ჄႿ ႼႹჃჄႵႾ ჄႿ Ⴝ჉ იႣჅႾႲႱႵიმႾႹႽ’Ⴣ ‘ႼႵჃჃႿႾჃ’ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿნ”

“ႩႿჅ’჆Ⴕ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႿႹႾჄჭ ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႶႱჃჄႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჷ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴნ ႥႷႸლ ႶႹႾႵნ ႧႸႱჄ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄჭ”

“ႣႵႾႴ ႽႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ႶႱႽႿჅჃ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႾႵႷႿჄႹႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჺჅႱ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ ႱႾႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ჺჅႻႵ ჰႱჂჄ ႳႿႾႳႼჅႴႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃჅჂჀჂႹჃႹႾႷႼ჉ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ႽႱႾႾႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႱႷჂႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႵႾႴ ჺჅႱ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃჃႵჂჄნ

ႣႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼჃ ჺჅႱ ႸႱႴ ႷႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႱႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ ჄႿ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႹჄႵႽჃნ

ჷ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ’ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჂႵႱႴ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

“……ნ”

ႣႳჂႵႵႵႳႸ—ნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႿႻ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷნ

ႤႸჅႴნ

ჷ ჂႱႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႼႿჅႴ ჄႸჅႴლ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

—ჱჂჅჃႸႹႾႷ ႣჄႿႾႵ ჴႼႿჇნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾნ

“ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჷ ჃჅჃჀႵႳჄႵႴლ ჄႸႹჃ ႿႾႵ ჄႿႿნ”

ჶႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჷ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႲႿႿႻჃ ჃႸႵႼ჆ႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

ႢႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႴႹჃႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႱႾ ჅႾჅჃჅႱႼ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵჃ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ႹႾ ႵႱႳႸ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ႤႸႱჄ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ჄႿ ႽჅჄႱჄႵ ႹႾჄႿ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႵႼჃႵლ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႲႼႵნ

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ჃႱႶႵ ჄႿ ჃႱ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჴႿჅჂჄႸ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნნნ ‘ჯჂჂႹ჆ႱႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႤႸჅႾႴႵჂ ჵႿႴლ’ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ჀႿႹႾჄნ”

჻ႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჷ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ჂჅႼႵჃლ ჂႵჀჂႿႴჅႳႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ႱჀჀႼ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀႸႵႾႿႽႵႾႱ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

ჷႾ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჂႵႳႿჂႴႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႵ ჃჄჂႹႳჄႼ჉ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჂႱႽႵჄႵჂჃ ჷ ႳႱႼႳჅႼႱჄႵႴნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ‘ႽჅჄႱჄႹႿႾ’ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ႳႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႳႿჀႵნ

ႠႱჂჄჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ ႾႿႾმႶႿჂႽჅႼႱႹႳ ჃჄჂჅႳჄჅჂႵჃ—ნ

ჷჄ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳლ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႽႵჄႹႳჅႼႿჅჃ ႳႱႼႳჅႼႱჄႹႿႾლ ჇႱჃ ႳႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႾႿ ႼႿႾႷႵჂ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼნ

“……ნ”

჻჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ႲჂႹႵႶႼ჉ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ჃჇႵჀჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉’Ⴣ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჷ ჃႿႿႾ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ႱჇႱ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱႹჂ ჂႱႹႼႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႴႵႵჀႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

჻჉ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႵႽჀჄ჉ ႱჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

“ႠႱჂჄჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႽჅჄႱჄႵႴნ ႩႵჄლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽ ჇႹჄႸ ჅჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႹჄჃႵႼႶნ”

ႠႿჂჄႹႿႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ႸႱႴ ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴნ

ႤႸႵჃႵ ‘ႽჅჄႱჄႹႿႾჃ’ ႽႿჃჄႼ჉ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ ႿႾႳႵნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႵჃჃႵႾჄႹႱႼ ႳႸႱჂႱႳჄႵჂႹჃჄႹႳჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽჅჄႱჄႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႸႱႴ ႾႿჄ ႴႹჃႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴნ

ႧႸႵႾ ჷ ჄႵჃჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႷჂႿჅႾႴლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ႹჃჃჅႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႱჃჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽ ႾႿჂႽႱႼႼ჉ნ

“ႤႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႿ ჃჄჂႵႾႷჄႸႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ’Ⴣ ႶჅႾႳჄႹႿႾნ ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႹႷႸჄ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ႹჄ—ჭ”

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჇႱ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃჄჂႱ჉ ႶႱჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼვჃ ႿჂႹႷႹႾႱႼ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵნ

ჳႶႶႹႳႹႵႾႳ჉ნ ჽჅჄჀჅჄნ ჱႱჃჄႹႾႷ ჃჀႵႵႴ—ნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ႸႹႲႹჄ ႵႶႶႵႳჄჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႽႿჂႵ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ႹႴႵႱႼ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႳႱႼႳჅႼႱჄႵႴნ

“ჯ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂ჉ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႿႾნნნ ჷ ჇႱჃ ჄႿႼႴ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂ჉ ჂႵჃႹႴႵჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ”

ჯჃ ჷ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ’ ႽჅჄႱჄႹႿႾლ Ⴑ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჷ ႿႾႳႵ ႸႱႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ჅႾႻႾႿჇႾ ႷႹჂႼ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჯ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂ჉ ჂႵჃႹႴႵჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႵႱႽ ႸႱႴ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ჄႿႼႴ ႽႵ ჄႸႱჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჷ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵჃ Ⴑ ჇႹႼႼნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႱႾ ႵჃჃႵႾႳႵლ Ⴑ ჂႿႼႵლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ႹႾႸႵჂႵႾჄ ჇႹႼႼნ

ჷႶ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႼႼ ႹႾႸႵჂႵႾჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႱჃ ႳႱჅჃႹႾႷ ႳႸႱႾႷႵჃ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ႿჇႾ ჃჄჂჅႳჄჅჂႵნნნ

ႣႸႿჅႼႴ ჷ ჆ႹႵჇ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽ ႿႶ Ⴕ჆ႿႼჅჄႹႿႾ—ჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႲႼႿႿႽႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჯ ჇႹႼႼ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႹჄჃႵႼႶნნნ ჷ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႻႾႿჇნ”

჻჉ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉’Ⴣ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჃჄჂჅႳჄჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႱႾႴ ႼႱჇჃ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႵႳჂႵჄჃ ႸႹႴႴႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵჃ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ႠႿႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵჃႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵლ ჷ ჃჄႿჀჀႵႴ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჅႾႴႵჂႷႿႾႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჂႵႳႵႾჄ ‘ႽჅჄႱჄႹႿႾნ’

“—ႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾნ”

ჯ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕლ ჇჂႹჄჄႵႾ ჂႵႼႱჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႹჂႼლ ႸႱႴ ჃႵႵႾ სპდ ႿႶ ႹჄჃ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄჃ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽ ႹႾჄႿ ႱႾ ჅႾႴႵႳႹჀႸႵჂႱႲႼႵ ႶႿჂႽნ

ႣჇႿႿჃႸ—ნ

ჷ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ჄႿჅႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵნ

ჯႾ ႱႼႹႵႾ ჃႵႾჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჄჂႱႾჃႽႹჄჄႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჄႹჀჃნ

“……ნ”

ჽႶႶႵႾჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႲႵႳႱႽႵ ჃჄჂႿႾႷႵჂნ

ჯჅ჈ႹႼႹႱჂ჉ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႲႵႳႱႽႵ ႶႱჃჄႵჂნ

ჷႶ ჃႿლ ჇႸႱჄ ჂႵჃჅႼჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႵ ‘ႽჅჄႱჄႹႿႾ’ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႵႷႱႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႲჂႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჂႵჃჅႼჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႲႵ—Ⴑ ჄႱჃႻ ჷ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿჅჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႶჅჄჅჂႵნ

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ႤႸႵ ႱႾႾႵ჈ ႼႿႳႱჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉’Ⴣ ႼႿჂႴ’Ⴣ ႳႱჃჄႼႵნ

ႤႸႵჂႵლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ლ ჄႸႵ ჅႾႴႹჃჀჅჄႵႴ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵლ ჇႱჃ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႷႹႶჄჃ ႹႾ ႲႿჄႸ ႸႱႾႴჃნ

ჱჂႱႴႼႵႴ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂლ Ⴑ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჉ႱჇႾႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ნ

—ႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႷჂႵႱჄ ႽႱႷႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ჀჂႿჄႵႳჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ Ⴒ჉ ႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵნ

“ႠႸႹႼႹჀ჏ ჶႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ႲႵႵႾ ႴႿႹႾႷ ჇႵႼႼ჏”

ႧႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႿჀႵႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴႿႿჂლ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷႹႶჄჃლ ႱႾႴ ჃჄႵჀჀႵႴ ႹႾჃႹႴႵნ

ႣႳჂႵႱႻ—ნ

ႧႸႵႾ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႿႿႽლ ႳႱჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႷႹႶჄლ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႿჅჃႼႵႴ ႲႼႿႾႴႵ ႸႱႹჂ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჅჀ ႱჄ ႸႵჂნ

ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ნ

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႸႵႱႼჄႸ ႸႱႴ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ႹႽჀჂႿ჆ႵႴ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႷჂႱჀჀႼႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ႿႶ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႿჅჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

“ნნნႠႵჂႹႱ ႥႾႾႹႵლ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ჃႻႹჀ ჇႿჂႻ ႱႷႱႹႾ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႿ ႳႿႽႵ ႸႵჂႵ ჄႿႴႱ჉ჭ”

ჯ ႴႵႵჀ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႠႸႹႼႹჀლ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ Ⴒ჉ Ⴑ ႷႵႾჄႼႵ ჃႳႿႼႴႹႾႷ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႵႴ ႱჄ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ ჂႵႱჃႿႾნ

ჯჃ ႶႱჂ ႱჃ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႻႾႵჇლ ჄႸႵ ႴჅჄႹႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႼႵႹჃჅჂႵႼ჉ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႶႿჂ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჄႿ ჃჀႵႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႴႱ჉ ႷႿႿႶႹႾႷ ႿႶႶნ

ჼႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ჄႿ ႸႵႵႴ ႠႸႹႼႹჀვჃ ჂႵჀჂႿႱႳႸႵჃ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ

ႤႸჅႽჀ—

ႣႵჄჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჂႷႵ ႲႿ჈ ႴႿჇႾლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႱႴႴჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႲჂႹႽႽႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾႳႵნ

“ႠႸႹႼႹჀ჏ ႤႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵლ ჷ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ႲႱႳႻ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵჃ ႽႱႴႵ Ⴒ჉ Ⴑ ჲჇႱჂႶ ႱჂჄႹჃႱႾ჏”

“ჼႿნნნ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႾႿჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႿႹႾჄლ ႥႾႾႹႵნნნნ”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႶႹႾႵ჏ ႤႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ ႾႿ ႿႾႵ ႼႵႶჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႸႿჅჃႵႸႿႼႴ ჇႸႿ ႳႱႾ ჃჄႿჀ ႽႵ ႾႿჇ჏”

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჀჅႶႶ ႿჅჄ ႸႵჂ ႳႸႵჃჄ ႱႾႴ ႲႿႼႴႼ჉ ႴႵႳႼႱჂႵ ႸႵჂ ჇႿჂႻ ჃჄႿჀჀႱႷႵლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႴႵႵჀ ჃႹႷႸნ

ჶႿႿ—

ჯ ႽჅႼჄႹჄჅႴႵ ႿႶ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ႼႱ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႠႸႹႼႹჀლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ჃႹႷႸნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႽႱჄჄႵჂჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႿႽႱႹႾ ჇႱჃ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵ჆ႹႵჇნ

ჷႾ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃლ ႾႿჇ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႠႸႹႼႹჀნ

“ჱႱႾ’Ⴤ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵლ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵლ ႺჅჃჄ ჃჄႿჀ ႸႵჂ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ნნნნ”

ႠჂႵႴႹႳჄႱႲႼ჉ლ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႹႲႼႵლ ႸႱႴ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႾႿ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽნ

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႵႱჃႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ႴႿႽႱႹႾ’Ⴣ ႱႴႽႹႾႹჃჄჂႱჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႴჅჄႹႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ ႽႹႷჂႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႠႸႹႼႹჀლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃჄჅႳႻ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ႴႵჃႻ ႱႼႼ ႴႱ჉ ႼႿႾႷნ

ႣႸႸႸႻლ ჃႸႻ—

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႱჃ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴჃ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႶႼႹჀჀႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃლ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჀႱჅჃႵნ

“ႠႸႹႼႹჀლ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ჄႸႹჃ჏ ჷჃႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႴႵႼႹႳႱჄႵ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼჭ”

“ნნნნნნ”

“ჯ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ჇႸႿ ႼႹ჆ႵჃ ႶႱჂ ႱჇႱ჉ ႳႿႽႽႹჃჃႹႿႾႵႴ Ⴑ ჲჇႱჂႶ ႱჂჄႹჃႱႾ ჄႿ ႽႱႻႵ ႹჄნ ჳჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႴႵჄႱႹႼႵႴ ჇႹႾႷ ჃႳႱႼႵჃნნნ ႧႸႿ ႵႼჃႵ ႲჅჄ Ⴑ ჲჇႱჂႶ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႳჂႱႶჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃჭ”

ჶႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ჇႿႿႴႵႾ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႲႿ჈ლ ჃႸႵ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃ ႹჄჃ ႱჂჄႹჃჄႹႳ ႽႵჂႹჄნ

ႤႿ ႲႵ ႶႱႹჂლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႱႴႽႹჄ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჇႵႼႼმႳჂႱႶჄႵႴ ჀႹႵႳႵნ

ႣႹႾႳႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃႼ჉ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႹჃჀႼႱ჉ ႹჄ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ჂႿႿႽლ ႸႵ ႽႱႴႵ Ⴑ ႽႵႾჄႱႼ ႾႿჄႵ ჄႿ ჄႱႻႵ Ⴑ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႼႿႿႻ ႿႾႳႵ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႼႵႶჄნ

ჼႿႽ—

ႠႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ჃႾႿჇმჇႸႹჄႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႿჀႵႾႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჇႹႴႵ ႱႾႴ ჄႿႿႻ Ⴑ ႲႹჄႵ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵ’Ⴣ ႸႵႱႴნ

“ჽႸ Ⴝ჉ლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႿ ჂႵႳႿႷႾႹ჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱႼჅႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵნნნ჏”

“ნნნნნნ”

ჽႽ ႾႿႽ ႾႿႽ—

ႤႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႸႱႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵ’Ⴣ ႸႵႱႴ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႸႱჀჀႹႼ჉ ႽჅႾႳႸႹႾႷ ႱჇႱ჉ნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႹჄ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ჀჅჄ ႹჄ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ႽႿჅჄႸჩ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႳႸႵჇႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჃჇႱႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႾႿჇმჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႿႶჄႵႾ ჀჅჄ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ႱႾႴ ႽჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵႽნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჉ႿჅ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႴႹჃႽႹჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႷႹႶჄლ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅჭ ჲႿ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃჭ”

ჷႷႾႿჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ’Ⴣ ႱႾჄႹႳჃლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႴႵႼႹႲႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႵჂ ႱႳჄჅႱႼ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႶႿჂ ჆ႹჃႹჄႹႾႷნ

ჰႵႶႿჂႵ ႵႾჄႵჂႹႾႷლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႴႹჃႽႹჃჃႵႴ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ჇႸႿ ჇႵჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႱႾႾႵ჈ნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾჄႹႱႼ ჄႿ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃნ

ႧႸႵႾ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႵჂ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃლ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჅႼჀჄჅჂႵ ႱႾႴ ჃჄჂႿႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ჽႸლ ჃჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჇႸႹႳႸლ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႴႵႳႹႴႵႴ ჇႵ’ჂႵ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჆ႹჃႹჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႿႿႾლ ႱႾႴ ჷ’Ⴝ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅ ჇႹჄႸ ႽႵნ”

“ႧႸႱჄჭ ႤႸႱჄ ჇႵႹჂႴ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჭ”

ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃ—

ႥჀႿႾ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႹჃლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵ ჀႱႼႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႴჂႵႱႴნ

ჯ ჄႵჂჂႹႲႼႵ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႩႵჃნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵႵႾ ჁჅႹჄႵ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ႼႱჃჄ ႳႸႵႳႻჅჀლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀნ”

“ჼႿლ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ႳႱႾ ႸႿႼႴ ႿჅჄ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵ ႼႿႾႷႵჂჭ ჲႿ ჇႵ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႷႿ ჃႵႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႵჂჃႿႾნნნჭ”

ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჀჂႿჄႵჃჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵ ჄჇႹჃჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჂႵ჆ჅႼჃႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႹႽႱႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵმჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴႼ჉ ჂႵჃჅჂჂႵႳჄႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჼႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჅႾႴႹჃჀჅჄႵႴ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႾႿ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჉ႿჅႾႷႵჂ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂ’Ⴣ ჀႼႵႱჃნ

“ႠႸႹႼႹჀ჏ ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃ ႱႼႼ ႶႿჂ ჉ႿჅჂ ႸႵႱႼჄႸლ ႹჃႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄჭ”

“ნნნნნნ”

“ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႹჃႾ’Ⴤ Ⴑ ႲႱႴ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ ჷ ႽႵႱႾლ ჄႸႵ჉ ႴႿ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄ ჃႿႽႵ ჃႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸლ ႲჅჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႹჃ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႻႹႾႴ჏”

ჴႱႳႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႶႹჂႽ ႹႾჃႹჃჄႵႾႳႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႵႳႵჃჃႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႵႳႻჅჀლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჂႵႼჅႳჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჁჅႹႵჄ ႾႿႴნ

ჶႵ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႱႷჂႵႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ႼႱჃჄ ჃჄႱჄႵႽႵႾჄ—

ჰჅჄ ႸႹჃ ႴႵჃႹჂႵ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ—ჇႸႿႽ ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႹႴႵႱ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჃႸႵ’Ⴔ ႽႵჄ—ჇႱჃ ჇჂႱჀჀႹႾႷ ჅჀნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჃჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ ჂႵႽႵႽႲႵჂႵႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ႹჃჃჅႵႴ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ჂႱႽႲႼႹႾႷ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႠႸႹႼႹჀნ

“ჽႸლ ႲჅჄ ႼႹჃჄႵႾნნნ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃჅႷႷႵჃჄჃ ჂႵჀႼႱႳႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅჂ ႱჂႽჃ ႿჂ ႼႵႷჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႿႾႵჃლ ჉ႿჅ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჂႵႶჅჃႵლ ႿႻႱ჉ჭ”

“ნნნႣႵႵჭ ჷ ჄႿႼႴ ჉ႿჅ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჇႵႹჂႴნ”

ႠႸႹႼႹჀ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ნ

ჶႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႶჂႹႵႾႴნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ႧႿႿႴჃლ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႴႵႾჃႵლ ჄႿჇႵჂႹႾႷ ჄჂႵႵჃნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჃႱჄ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ႸႹჃ ႳႸႵჃჄ ჄႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႲႿჅႾႴ ႹႾ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႲႱႾႴႱႷႵჃლ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵ ႳႿႾჄႿჂჄႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႶჂႿჇႾნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄლ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႿႶ ႤႸႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴნ

ჶႵლ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄ’Ⴣ ჃჄჂႿႾႷႵჃჄ ჇႱჂჂႹႿჂჃ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ‘ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾლ’ ჇႱჃ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჄჂႵႱჄႽႵႾჄ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႵ ႹႾႺჅჂ჉ნ

“ჶႱლ ႴႱႽႾ ႹჄ ႱႼႼნნნნ”

“ნნნჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂნ”

“ႥႷႸნნნ ႧႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿႽႱႾნნნჭ”

ჷჃႱႱႳლ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჄჂႵႱჄႽႵႾჄ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ჅჀჀႵჂ ႲႿႴ჉ Ⴕ჈ჀႿჃႵႴლ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ႶႱႳႵ ჄჇႹჃჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჂႱႷႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႱჅჃႵლ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჳႼႶ ჇႹჄႸ ჇႸႿႽ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ႲႼႿჇჃნ

—ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄნ

ჯ ႷႵႾႹჅჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႼႹ჆ႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႱႷႵჃნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႴႵႶႵႱჄႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂნ

“ႣႸႵ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჆ႹႼႼႱႷႵ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵ ႵႾႴႵႴნ ჯႳႳႿჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃႼႱ჆ႵჃლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ჳႼ჆ႵჃ ჃჅႶႶႵჂႵႴ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ ႼႿჃჃႵჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႹႷႸჄლ ჃႿ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ Ⴑ჆ႿႹႴ ႳჂႹჄႹႳႹჃႽნ”

“ჷ ჃႵႵნ ႥႷႸნნნ ႣႿ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႸႿჇ ႹჄ ႹჃნ”

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ჇႹႼႼ ႱႼჃႿ ႽႱႻႵ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ႽႿ჆ႵჃ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႹჃ ႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄნ”

ჯ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჀႿჂჄნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႺჅჃჄ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჃႳႿჅჄႹႾႷლ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ႲჂႵႱჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵႼ჉ ႼႱႲႿჂႵႴნ

ჺႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჃჀႱჄ Ⴑ ႽႿჅჄႸႶჅႼ ႿႶ ႲႼႿႿႴმჄႹႾႷႵႴ ჃႱႼႹ჆Ⴑ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ႠჄႿႿႵ჉—

ႤႸႵ ႱႳჂႹႴლ ႽႵჄႱႼႼႹႳ ჄႱჃჄႵ ႿႶ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵნ ႧႸႿ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჇႵႼႳႿႽႵ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ႹႼႵ ჃჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჀႼႱ჉ ჄႸႵ ႸႵჂႿჭ ႤႸႵ ႵႾႴ ჂႵჃჅႼჄ ႹჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႸႿ ჃჄႵჀ ႿჅჄ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႻႾႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჀႼႱႳႵნ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႾႵჇჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ჃႱჄႹჃႶ჉ႹႾႷლ Ⴑ ႷჂႹႽ ჃႽႹႼႵ ჄჇႹჃჄႵႴ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ჄႿ ჷჃႱႱႳლ ႸႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႴႹႴ ႾႿჄ ჃႸႱჂႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႵႼႹႵႶნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႴჅႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႱႷႵჃლ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႲႼႿႿႴ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃႵႵჀ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸნ

“ႣჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჇႸႹႳႸლ ჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂნნნ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ჄჂႵႱჄႽႵႾჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ჭ ჳჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჉ႿჅ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ჃႵႾჄ ჹႿჂႵ ჶ჉ჅႾႷ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႸႵჂႵნნნნ”

ႤႸႵ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჂႵჀႿჂჄႹႾႷლ ႲႿჇႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჅჂႷႵႴ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჄႿ ჃႵႵႻ ႽႵႴႹႳႱႼ ႱჄჄႵႾჄႹႿႾნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႹႷႾႿჂႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ჃႹႾႳႵჂႵ ႱႴ჆ႹႳႵლ ჃჇႵႵჀႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႵႱჄმჃႿႱႻႵႴ ႸႱႹჂ ႲႱႳႻ ჇႹჄႸ ႿႾႵ ႸႱႾႴნ

ჶႱ—

ჯ ჀႱႹႾႵႴ ႷႱჃჀ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ჼႿ ႾႵႵႴნ ჱႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႸႿჇ ႽႱႾ჉ ჳႼႶ ჃႼႱ჆ႵჃ ჇႵ ႼႿჃჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵლ ჷ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ ჂႵჄჂႵႱჄ ჇႸႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ႹჃ ჃႿ ႳႼႿჃႵ ჄႿ ჂႹჀႵႾႹႾႷნ”

“ნნნჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂნ”

“ჽႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄჂႱჂ჉ლ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႸႵჂႵ ႽႱႴႵ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႳႼႵႱჂႵჂნ ႤႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႽჅჃჄ ႱႼჃႿ ႲႵ ႸႵჂႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ႧႿႿႴჃლ ႱႹႽႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵნ”

ႣჇႿႿჃႸ—

ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႱႾႴ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႽႿႾႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ Ⴜ჉ႹႾႷ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ႸႹႽნ

“ჷ ჇႹႼႼ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႳႼႱႹႽ ჄႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႹჀႵႾჃ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵნ”

ჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႣჇႿჂႴჃႽႱႾ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჄႱႹႾႵႴ Ⴒ჉ Ⴑ ႴႵႵჀლ ႴႱჂႻ ႷჂႵႵႴნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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