Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 57

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႿႶ ვჲႱ჉ლვ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႾႿ ႿႾႵ ჂႵჃႹႴႵჃ—ნ

჻ႿჂႵ ႱႳႳჅჂႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ვჼႹႷႸჄ ჺႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლვ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჂჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႱႲႿ჆Ⴕლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃლ ႲႱჄႸႵႴ ႹႾ ႽႿႿႾႼႹႷႸჄნ

჻჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჇႱჃ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

ჯ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴლ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿლ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႿჅჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჀႵႾႴႱႾჄნ

—ႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵჂႷႿႹႾႷ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

“ႣႿლ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႸႱჃ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉’Ⴣ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃნ”

იႣႸႸႸႻ—ნი

ჷ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ვႤ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾვ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႹჄჃ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕ ჃႸႵႼႶნ

ჷ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႵჃ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ჄႿ ႷႼႿჇნ

ჯ ჃჅႲჄႼႵ ႼႹႷႸჄ ჃჄႱႹႾႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

“ႤႸႹႾႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႹჄ ႾႿჇლ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႱႾ ႱႾႿႽႱႼ჉ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃლ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႱჂჄნ”

ႤႸႹჃ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႱჄႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵ ჃႼႹჀჀႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴝ჉ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ვႤ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾვ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴჃ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჅႾჅჃჅႱႼ ჃჀႵႼႼ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

ჯ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ Ⴑ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄ ႸႵ჈ႱႷႿႾლ ႴႵႽႿႾჃჄჂႱჄႹႾႷ Ⴕ჈ႳႵႼႼႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶႱႳႵჄნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჀჂႹႿჂႹჄႹ჊ႵႴ ႲႱႼႱႾႳႵ ႶႿჂ ႵႶႶႹႳႹႵႾႳ჉ლ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႴႹჃჀႼႱ჉ႵႴ ႱႾ ႿჅჄჀჅჄ ႽႿჂႵ ႱႲႾႿჂႽႱႼ ჄႸႱႾ ႱႾ჉ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃჀႵႼႼნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃჃჅႵ ჃჄႵႽႽႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႳჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳვჃ ႶႿჅႾႴႱჄႹႿႾ ႼႱ჉ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ႹႾ ვႱჅჄႿႾႿႽႿჅჃ ႳႿႽႲႱჄნვ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჅჃႵႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႱႾႴ ႴႹჃႳႱჂႴႵႴჩ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႴႵჃႹႷႾႵႴ ჃႿ ႹჄჃ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵ ႹႾႳჂႵႱჃႵႴ ჀჂႿჀႿჂჄႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ႳႸႱჂႷႹႾႷ ჄႹႽႵნ

“ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ჷ ჀჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ႵႶႶႿჂჄ ႹႾჄႿ ჇჂႹჄႹႾႷ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼნნნ”

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇლ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵჂႷႿႹႾႷ ვႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾვ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႱჅჃႵ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႻႾႿჇႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႾႿႽႱႼႹႵჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႸჅႾႴჂႵႴჃ ႿႶ ჉ႵႱჂჃლ ჇႵჂႵ ჂႵჀႵႱჄႵႴႼ჉ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

“ნნნ”

იႢჅჃჄႼႵლ ჂჅჃჄႼႵ—ნი

჻჉ ႸႱႾႴლ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀႱႷႵჃლ ႳႿႾႶႹჂႽႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႵჃ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႽႱႷႹႳნ

ႧႹჄႸ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჀႱႷႵ ჄჅჂႾႵႴლ ჷ ჃႱჇ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ႽႱႾႷႼႵႴ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႱႽႿჅႾჄ ႿႶ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႹႾႳჂႵႱჃႵႴ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႸႱჄ ჷ ႸႱႴ ჀჂႵ჆ႹႿჅჃႼ჉ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႵႴნ

“ႤႸႵ ჃჀႵႵႴ ႹჃ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵႼ჉ ႶႱჃჄ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃნ”

ႤႸႵ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳႿႾႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵლ ვႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾლვ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႷჂႿჇႾ ჄႿ ႾႵႱჂႼ჉ ႸႱႼႶ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱნ

ჱႿႽჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃჀႵႼႼჃ ჅჃႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჱჂႱ჉ჄႿႾ ႿჂ ჺჅႱლ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႱႾ ჅႾჅჃჅႱႼႼ჉ ჂႱჀႹႴ ჀႱႳႵნ

ჷ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჇ ႹႾႴႵႳႹჀႸႵჂႱႲႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჷ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჇႱჃ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႵႼჃႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ნ

ჱႿჅႼႴ ჷ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႳႱႼႼ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჷ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴჭ

ႤႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႳჂႿჃჃ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჷჃ ႹჄ ႱႾ ႵႾ჆ႹჂႿႾႽႵႾჄႱႼ ႹჃჃჅႵჭ ჽჂ ႹჃ ႹჄ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ႹჄჃႵႼႶჭ ჷ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჀႹႾჀႿႹႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჅჃႵნ”

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႾჄႱႳჄ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႳႱჅჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

ჽჂლ ჄႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႱႳჄႹႿႾჃ ႱႳႳႵႼႵჂႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჰႿჄႸ ႸႵႼႴ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ ჀႿჄႵႾჄႹႱႼნ

იჶႱႸ—ნი

ჯ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ლ ႽႿႳႻႹႾႷ ႼႱჅႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႼႹჀჃ ႱჃ ჷ ႷႱ჊ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵნ

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჷ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႳႼႱჃჃႹႶ჉ ვႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾვ ჃႿႿႾნ”

ႤႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃშ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႹჃ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ

ჯႾႴ ჇႸႱჄ ႲჂႵႱჄႸႵჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႹჄ—ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵჃ ჃჄႿჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉—ႱჂႵ ႱႼჃႿ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ

ႤႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ ႷჂႹႽႿႹჂႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႳႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ႷჂႿჇႹႾႷნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႼႿႾႷლ ჄႸႵ ႴႱ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႽႵ ჇႸႵႾ ჷ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჂႵႳႼႱჃჃႹႶ჉ ႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃლ ႤႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ჯႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂლ ႳႿႽႽႿႾႼ჉ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ვჲႿႳჄႿჂლვ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴕ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷჃ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჂႵႷჂႵჄႶჅႼ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႿჅႾჄႱႹႾ ჂႿႱႴ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴑ ႽႿႴႵჃჄ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵ ႸႱႴ ჃჄႿჀჀႵႴნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႽႱჄႵჂႹႱႼჃ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿ჆ႵჄ ჇႵჂႵ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ႲჂႿႻႵႾႼ჉ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႽႱჄႵჂႹႱႼჃ ჇႵჂႵლ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႿႶ ვႤႸႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴნვ

ႤႸႵ ႵႼႹჄႵ ჳ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ႣჁჅႱႴ—ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴვჃ ႶႹႾႵჃჄ—ჇႵჂႵ Ⴜ჉ႹႾႷ ႽႹჃႵჂႱႲႼ჉ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

“ჽႸ ႴႵႱჂნნნ ჷ ჇႹჃႸ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႸႱႾႴႼႵႴ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ႼႹჄჄႼႵ ႽႿჂႵ ႳႱჂႵႶჅႼႼ჉ნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႼႹႳႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႿႾႷჅႵ ჂႵႷჂႵჄႶჅႼႼ჉ ႱႾႴ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴნ

ႧႱჃ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႸႵ ႱႶჄႵჂႽႱჄႸ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႷႹႱႾჄ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ’Ⴣ ჂႱႽჀႱႷႵჭ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ႾႿ ႹႾჄႱႳჄ ႳႿჂჀჃႵჃ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼႵ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႸႹჄ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾვჃ ႱჄჄႱႳႻ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჀჅႼ჆ႵჂႹ჊ႵႴლ ႼႵႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႲჅჄ ႴჅჃჄნ

ჯႼႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႱႾႵႿჅჃ ჂႵჃჅႼჄ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ნ

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႵჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႽႱჃჃ ႸႵႱႴმႿႾნნნ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ႵႱჃ჉ ჄႿ ჂႵႽႱႹႾ ႹႾჄႱႳჄლ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႹჄჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჆ႿႹႳႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჂႵႷჂႵჄლ ჃႿႿႾ ႱႴႺჅჃჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႹႽႲჅႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵნ

იჱႼႹႳႻ—ნი

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႱႴႺჅჃჄႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ჃႳႱႾႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႴႹႵჃ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ႱႾႱႼ჉჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႼႹႶႵ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႹჄ჉ნ

჻ႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႿ ႽႹჃႵჂႱႲႼ჉ ႴႵႶႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ Ⴑ ჄჂႱႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵႽ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႵჂႳႹႼႵჃჃ ႱჄჄႱႳႻ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾ ႱႾႴ ႳჂჅჃႸႵႴნ

ჷႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႶႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵ ჀႿႹႾჄლ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄლ ჇႸႿ ႼႵႴ ჄႸႵႽლ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ჂႵႼႱჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ႹႾჄႱႳჄნ

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႶႹႾႱႼ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჂႵႳႻႼႵჃჃ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႴႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵჃႹჃჄ Ⴑ Ⴝ჉ჄႸႹႳႱႼ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႱႼႿႾႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႴႹႷႾႹႶႹႵႴნ

“ჲႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႷႵჄ ႸჅჂჄ ႲႱႴႼ჉ ႴჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႹႷႸჄ჏ ჲႿႵჃ ႹჄ ႸჅჂჄ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნნნჭ”

—ჵ჉ႱႿლ Ⴗ჉ႱႿႿႿ჏

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႶႱႳႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ႣჁჅႱႴლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჅჀ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ႸႹႽლ ႸႵჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႶჅႼႼ ႿႶ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჃჀႹႻႵ ჇႿჅႾႴ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႱႲႴႿႽႵႾ ჄႸჂႿႲႲႵႴნ

ႥႾႶႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ჂႱႽჀႱႷႵႴ ႸႵჂႵ—ნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჅႾႴ ႹႾႶႼႹႳჄႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾნ

ჰႵႾႵႱჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႺႱჇ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႵႴ ႹჄჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႿჂႽ ჄႿ ႶႹႷႸჄნ

ჯ ჇႿჅႾႴ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵ ჃჄჂჅႷႷႼႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႹႳႵ ჀႱႹႴ ႶႿჂ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჇႱႼႼႿჇ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴჃႽႱႾ ჇႹႵႼႴႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႳႱჅჄႹႿႾნ

“ჷႶ ႹჄ ႸჅჂჄჃ Ⴑ ႼႿჄლ ႼႵჄ ႽႵ ႻႾႿჇ჏ ჷ’ႼႼ ႸႵႼჀ ჉ႿჅ ჃႿႽႵႸႿჇ჏”

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱჂႻლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႾႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႸႱႴ ჂႵ჆ႵჂჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ႲႱႲ჉ ႶႿჂႽლ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႲჅჄ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼႵნ

იႣჄჂႿႻႵლ ჃჄჂႿႻႵ—ნი

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჃჄჂႿႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႹႾႺჅჂႵႴ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾვჃ ႸႵႱႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ჇႸႿჃႵ ჇႿჅႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႸႵႱႼႹႾႷ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ლ ჄႹႼჄႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႾჅႷႷႼႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႱჂႽჃნ

—ჵ჉ႱႿႿႿნნნჭ

“ႤႸႱႾႻ ჉ႿჅ ႶႿჂ ჃႸႿჇႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႳႿႿႼ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶნ ႤႸႱႾႻჃ ჄႿ ჉ႿჅლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ႹჃ ჃႱႶႵნ”

—ჵ჉ႱႿ჏

“ႩႵჃლ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉჏ ႩႿჅ ჇႵჂႵ ჃႿ ႳႿႿႼ ჄႿႴႱ჉჏”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

იჰႼႹႾႻლ ႲႼႹႾႻ—ნი

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ႸႵ ჃႱჇ ႾႿ ჃႹႷႾ ႿႶ ႲႼႿႿႴჃჄႱႹႾჃ ႿჂ ႲႼႵႵႴႹႾႷნ

ჷႾჃჄႵႱႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႲჃႿჂႲႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႽႱႾႱ ႱჄ ႱႾ ႱႲჃჅჂႴ ჃჀႵႵႴლ ჂႵჀႱႹჂႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ႿჇႾ ჇႿჅႾႴჃნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႶႵႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ჇႱჃ ႱႻႹႾ ჄႿ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႹႳნ

“჻ႹჃჃ ႠႵჂႹႱნ ႣႸႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႲႵ ႽႿჂႵ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႽႵლ ჄႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾლ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႸႵჂლ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႹႽ ႹႾჃჄႵႱႴნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჂႵჀႼ჉ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႼႴნ

“ჶჅႸჭ ჰჅჄ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႶႹႾႵ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ႷႵჄ ჃჄႱႲႲႵႴ Ⴒ჉ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႱჂ ႿჂ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႱჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅნნნჭ”

“ჶႽႽ—ნ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃჄჂႿႻႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႿჇႾ ႳႸႹႾნ

ႧႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႴႿႵჃ ჃႸႵ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ႱႽჭ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ჇႱჃ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႹႽჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႹႽႽႿჂჄႱႼლ ႿჂ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႳႼႿჃႵ ჄႿ ႹჄ—ნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႶႱႳႹႾႷნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჅჂ ჄჂႱႾჃჀႼႱႾჄႵႴ ႸႵႱჂჄჃ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႱႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႿ ႲჂႵႱჄႸႵ ჅႾႴႵჂჇႱჄႵჂნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ႼႵჄ’Ⴣ ჃႻႹჀ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႾႱჄႹႿႾლ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴნ ჷ ႱჃჃჅჂႵ ჉ႿჅლ ႹႶ Ⴑ ႻႾႹႶႵ ႷႿႵჃ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴝ჉ ႸႵႱჂჄლ ႹჄ ႸჅჂჄჃ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵნ”

“ნნნႩႵჃლ ჷ’ႼႼ ႻႵႵჀ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾ ႽႹႾႴნ”

“ႩႿჅ’ჂႵ ႾႿჄ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ Ⴑ ჇႿჂႴ ჷ’Ⴝ ჃႱ჉ႹႾႷლ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅჭ ჯႾ჉ჇႱ჉ლ ႹჄ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ჄႿ ჃႸႿჇ ჅჀ ႾႿჇნნნ”

ႥႼჄႹႽႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ჅჀ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႳႿႾ჆ႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႿႼმႸႵႱႴႵႴ ႾႿႲႼႵჇႿႽႱႾნ

ჷႾჃჄႵႱႴლ ႸႵ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႳႱႼႼ ႸႹჃ ჃႿႼႵ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႱႾჄნ

ჯႾႴ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ჄႿ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႱჄႹႿႾლ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႲჅჃႹႼ჉ ႱႼႼ ႱႼႿႾႷნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ჰႵႶႿჂႵ ႼႿႾႷლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႿႶ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႱႾႴ ჃႽႹႼႵႴნ

“ნნნႧႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼნ ႧႸႱჄ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ႸႵჂႵჭ”

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿႿႴჃლ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႵႵჀ ჃႼႿჀႵ ႼႵ჆ႵႼႵႴ ႿჅჄნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჀႿჄლ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႹႳႻ ႼႵႱჄႸႵჂ ႲႿႿჄჃ ႲႿႿႽႵႴნ

ႣႸႸႸႻ—ნ

ႠჅჃႸႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႾჃႵ ჅႾႴႵჂႷჂႿჇჄႸ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႼႼႵႱႷჅႵ ჇႸႿ ႲႵႼႿႾႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႱჃ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃნ

“ჷ ჇႱჃ ႷႵჄჄႹႾႷ ჂႵႱႴ჉ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႱႹႴ ჇႵ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ႴႹჃჄႹႾႷჅႹჃႸႵႴ ႷჅႵჃჄ ႳႿႽႹႾႷნ ႧႸႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႽႱႾႱႷႵ ჄႿ ჃჄႹჂ ჅჀ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵ ႱႷႱႹႾჭ”

“ႩႿჅ ႳႱႽႵ ႺჅჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႹႽႵლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ჏”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ Ⴑ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂ჉ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ႸႹჀლ ჇႵႼႳႿႽႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႶჅႼႼ ႿႶ ႳႸႵႵჂნ

ႤႳႸ—ნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႿჂႿჅႷႸႼ჉ ႶႵႴ ჅჀლ Ⴑ჆ႵჂჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ჄႸႵႾ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႼႹႷႸჄ ႾႿႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႳჂႱႴႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႸႹჃ ႿჇႾ ჇႱ჉ ႿႶ ჃႸႿჇႹႾႷ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ვႴႹჃჄႹႾႷჅႹჃႸႵႴ ႷჅႵჃჄვ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႹႾႷნ

ჷႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჀჂႿჄႵჃჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჃႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ჇჂႿႾႷႵႴნ

“ႣჄႹჂ ჅჀ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵჭ ჼႿႾჃႵႾჃႵ჏ ჷ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ႶႵႼႼ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჄჂႱჀ ჃႵჄ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ჃჁჅႱႴლ ႱႾႴ ჻ႹჃჃ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჀႱჃჃႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ლ ჃჀႼႵႾႴႹႴႼ჉ ჂႵჃႳჅႵႴ ႽႵნ”

“ჳ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ჃჁჅႱႴჭ ჶႿႼႴ ႿႾნნნ ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄჭ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჄႱႼႵლ ჇႹႴႵႾႵႴ ႹႾ ჃჅჂჀჂႹჃႵ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჃჀႿჄჄႵႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷნ

—ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ჴႹႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ’Ⴣ ჃႵႳႿႾႴმႹႾმႳႿႽႽႱႾႴლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႼႵႷ ႾჅႴႷႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ჹႿჂႵლ ႳႸႵႳႻႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃჄႱჄჅჃნ

“ႤႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႴႹႴ ჄႸႹჃნნნჭ”

“ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႼႼჭ ႤႸႵ ჄჇႵႾჄ჉ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂჃ ჇႸႿ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼჃႿ ႱႼႼ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႴႿჇႾ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ნ”

“ნნნ”

“ჷ ჇႱჃ ႺჅჃჄ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ႶႵႼႼႿჇ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႲლ ჃႿ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ႶႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵ Ⴝ჉ ႼႿ჉ႱႼ ႱႼႼ჉ლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ႸႱჃ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴნ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჷ’ႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ႸႵႼჀ ჄჂႱႾჃჀႿჂჄႹႾႷ ႸႹႽნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႽႹႼႵႴლ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჄႿ ႸႵႼჀ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႴ჉ნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႹႷႾႿჂႵႴ ႸႹႽ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ლ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ჹႿჂႵ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ჶႽႽ—ნ

ჺႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႼႹႳႻႵჂႵႴ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჹႿჂႵ ႱႾႴ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჄႹႾႷႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵ ჃჅჂჀჂႹჃႵლ ႸႵ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

“჻ႹჃჃლ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႽႿჂႵ ႶႿჂႽႹႴႱႲႼႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჷ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ႳჂႵႴႹჄ ႶႿჂნ ჷႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႲႱჃჄႱჂႴ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႽႵ ႱႼႿႾႵლ ႽႱ჉ႲႵლ ႲჅჄ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ჃჁჅႱႴ ჇႱჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹႽლ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ’჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ Ⴑ ჂႵႱႼ ჀႱႹႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႱჃჃნ”

“ჽႸჭ ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႹႷႸჄჭ”

“ႤႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႼႿჄ ႱჂႵ ႱႼႼ ჀႱჂႱჃႹჄႵჃ ႳႼႹႾႷႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჷჃႱႱႳლ ႲჅჄ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ჃჁჅႱႴჭ ႤႸႵ჉’ჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႾႱჃჄႹႵჃჄ ჀႹႵႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჇႿჂႻლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჄႸჅႷჃ ჇႸႿ ჅჃႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱჅႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႳႻ ႱႼႼႵ჉Ⴣნ”

“ნნნ”

“ႤႸႵ჉’ჂႵ ႾႿჄႿჂႹႿჅჃ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႳჂჅႵႼჄ჉ ႱႾႴ ႶႿჂ ჅჃႹႾႷ ႱႾ჉ ႽႵႱႾჃ ႾႵႳႵჃჃႱჂ჉ნ ႤႸႵ჉ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႳႱჂჂ჉ Ⴑ ჃჄႿႳႻჀႹႼႵ ႿႶ ႾႱჃჄ჉ ჀႿႹჃႿႾჃ ႱႾႴ ჀႿჇႵჂႶჅႼ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄჃლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵნ”

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႶႿႿჄ ႻႹႳႻႵႴ ჹႿჂႵ’Ⴣ ႴႵႱႴ ႲႿႴ჉ნ

ჹႿჂႵლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႽႵჄ ႸႹჃ ႵႾႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾლ ႴႹႴႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄჇႹჄႳႸნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ႺჅჃჄ ႽႱႴႵ ႸႹႽ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႲႹႷႷႵჂ—ႲჅჄ ႶჅႾႴႱႽႵႾჄႱႼႼ჉ლ ႸႵ’Ⴣ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႺჅჃჄ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱჂႻႵჄ ჄჂႱჃႸ ჂႵႼ჉ႹႾႷ ႿႾ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴნ”

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ჆ႵჂႴႹႳჄ ႿႾ ჹႿჂႵლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႶႿႿჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჀჃႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႷჂႿჇႹႾႷ ႹႾႳჂႵႱჃႹႾႷႼ჉ ჅႾႳႿႽႶႿჂჄႱႲႼႵ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჄჂႱႽჀႼႵ ႸႹჃ ჀႿჄႵႾჄႹႱႼ ჃჀႵႳႹႽႵႾნ

ႣႸႸႸႻნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჃႸႿჇႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႽႵႱჃჅჂႵ ႿႶ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄႱႼ ჃჅႲႺႵႳჄნ

“ႣႿლ ჷ ႺჅჃჄ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႲჭ”

ჯჄ ჄႸႱჄლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴლ ႶႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႱჄႹჃႶႹႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ ჯႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄႱႼ ჃჅႲႺႵႳჄ ჇႸႿ ႸႱჀჀႵႾჃ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ’Ⴣ ჃႵႳႿႾႴმႹႾმႳႿႽႽႱႾႴ ႹჃ ჃჅჂႵ ჄႿ ჉ႹႵႼႴ ႽႱႷႾႹႶႹႳႵႾჄ ჂႵჃჅႼჄჃნ”

“ჯႼჂႹႷႸჄნ ჷ’ႼႼ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ႹჄნ”

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ႸႵ ჃჄჂჅႷႷႼႵႴ ჄႿ ႶႵႵႴ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႾჅႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂჃნნნ ႲჅჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჃႿლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ႼႹႾႵჃ ႿႾႵ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႳჂႿჃჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႿჂႼႴნ ჺႵჄ’Ⴣ ჄႱႻႵ ႸႹႽ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႲ ႱႾႴ ჂႵႸႱႲႹႼႹჄႱჄႵ ႸႹႽ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ‘ႷႿႿႴ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႲႵႹႾႷნ’”

ჱႱႳႻႼႵ—ნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჃႸႿႿႻ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჅႾჃႵჄჄႼႹႾႷ ჀႼႱႾ ჃჀႹႼႼႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႷჂႱႲ ჹႿჂႵნ

ჱႼႹႾႻლ ჂႿႼႼ—ნ

ჶႵ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჂႿႼႼႹႾႷ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႹჃ ჄႸႹჃნნნ”

“ჷჄ ႱჀჀႵႱჂჃ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჹႿჂႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჇႱჃ ჅჃႹႾႷნ”

ჯ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႹႾჃႳჂႹႲႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჂჅႾႵჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႵႱჃჅჂႵჃ ႸႵႼႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴჭ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႿჇ ႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃჀႿჃႵ ႿႶ ႹჄნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄლ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴნ

“ႧႵ’ႼႼ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႱჄ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႷႹႶჄ ჄႿ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႵႼჃႵნ”

“ჯ ႷႹႶჄჭ ჯჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃჅჂႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႱჄჭ”

“ႩႵჃლ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ ႶႹႾႵნ ႧႵ ႸႱჀჀႵႾ ჄႿ ႻႾႿჇ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႱႴႿჂႵ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႾႷნ ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႱႷჂႵႵჃლ ႴႿႵჃႾ’Ⴤ ჃႸႵჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႹႾჄႵႾჄნ

ႣႸႵ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႾႿႴႴႵႴლ ႱႷჂႵႵႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ჃჅႷႷႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

“ႩႵჃლ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႶႹႾႵნ”

“ႧႵႼႼლ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ႿႶ ჉ႿჅ ႱჂႵ ႶႹႾႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႹჄნნნ ჷ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵ ჉ႿჅ’ႼႼ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႹჄ ႿჅჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃႹႿႾ ჂႵႷႱჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ’Ⴣ ႴႹჃჀႿჃႱႼ ႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႵႴ ჹႿჂႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႽႽႿჄႹႿႾ ႸႱႴ ჀႱჃჃႵႴჩ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႹႽႵ ჄႿ ჂႵჄჅჂႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႸႹႴႵႿჅჄნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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