Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 64

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჯႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႿჅႾႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ ႿႾႳႵნ

—ႤႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႵ჆ႵႾ ჀႿჇႵჂႸႿჅჃႵჃ ჇႸႿ ჃႸႿႿႻ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ჂႵႹႷႾႵႴ ႱჃ Ⴣ჉ႽႲႿႼჃ ႿႶ ჄႵჂჂႿჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჃႸႵႵჂ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼ ႽႹႷႸჄლ ႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႵႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჅႾႽႱჄႳႸႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱ჆ႵႾჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჃႿ ႶႱႽႿჅჃ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ႸႱႴ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႹჄ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჄႹႽႵჃ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸႿჅჄ ႸႹჃ ႼႹႶႵნ

“ႩႿჅ’჆Ⴕ ႴႿႾႵ ჇႵႼႼ ჄႿ ႻႵႵჀ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჄႱჄႵნ”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႿႾႳႵ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႵႴლ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႴႱ჉ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႲႿჂႾლ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႵႾႴ ჅჀ ႶႹႷႸჄႹႾႷ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾნ

ჯჄ ႼႵႱჃჄლ ႾႿჄ ჅႾჄႹႼ ႺჅჃჄ ႾႿჇნ

“ႣჄჂႵჄႳႸ ჉ႿჅჂ ႾႵႳႻ ႿჅჄნ ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱ჉ლ ჷ ႳႱႾ ჃႸႿჇ ჉ႿჅ ႽႵჂႳ჉ ႱႾႴ ჃႵႾႴ ჉ႿჅ ႿႶႶ ႹႾ ႿႾႵ ႷႿნ”

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႴჂႱჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ჇႱႹჃჄლ ჂႵႷႱჂႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ჇႹჄႸ ჅჄჄႵჂლ ႳႿႾႴႵჃႳႵႾႴႹႾႷ ႱჂჂႿႷႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ჂႵႹႷႾႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႳჂႹႽႹႾႱႼჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჄჂჅႵ ჂჅႼႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჻ႱჂႻႵჄლ ჇႸႿ ႵႽႲჂႱႳႵႴ ႹႾႾჅႽႵჂႱႲႼႵ ႳჂႹႽႵჃ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႱႾႴ ႳႼႱႹႽႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႵႼႼ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷნ

ႤႸႵ ჺႵႱႴႵჂლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

იႧႸႿႿჃႸ—ი

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ’Ⴣ ႸႱႹჂლ ႱჃ ჃႸႱჂჀ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႸႵ ႸႵႼႴლ ჇႸႹჀჀႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႾႴლ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႼႹႿႾ’Ⴣ ႽႱႾႵნ

“ჷ—ჷ—ჷჃႱႱႳ… ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ…჏”

ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႩჅႴႱ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჷჃႱႱႳლ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄ ႺჅჃჄ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႵჂჂႿჂ—ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჇႹჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჅႾႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႱႲႼ჉ნ

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ႽჅჂႴႵჂႿჅჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႲႿჂႵ ႴႿჇႾ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽლ ႸႹჃ ႶႱႳႵ ႵჄႳႸႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾნ

‘ჷ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹႵႶ ჄႱჂႷႵჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ’Ⴣ ႼႹႶႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄჅჂႾ ႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჄႸႵ ჺႵႱႴႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ…჏’

იჹႹႹႹႾႷ—ი

ႣႹჂႹჅჃ’Ⴣ ႿჀჄႹႳႱႼ ჃႵႾჃႿჂჃ ႼႿႳႻႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჂႵႷႹჃჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႸႱႹჂ ჇႱჃ ჇႸႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႾႴლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ჅႾႼႹႻႵ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႶႵႼჄ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႼႹႶႵნ

იႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—ი

ჷჄ ႶႵႼჄ ႱჃ ႹႶ Ⴑ ႾႿႾმႵ჈ႹჃჄႵႾჄ ႸႵႱჂჄ ჇႱჃ ჀႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ნ

ჶႹჃ ႼႿჃჄ ႶჅჂ ႶႵႼჄ ႼႹႻႵ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႿႾ ႵႾႴლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႾჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႽჅჃႳႼႵმႼႵჃჃ ႼႵႷჃ ႷႹ჆ႹႾႷ ჇႱ჉ ჇႱჃႸႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႵႴ ႱჄ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ႹႽႽႹႾႵႾჄ ႴႵႱჄႸნ

ჶႹჃ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾლ ႸႿႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵ ႼႹႽႹჄლ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄ ႱႼႱჂႽ ႲႵႼႼჃ ႶႿჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾნ

“ჷ ႸႱ჆ႵႾ’Ⴤ ჃႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵჃ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ჄႿ ჉ႿჅ ႲႵႶႿჂႵნ ჲႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႸႹჂႵ ႾႵჇ ႲႿႴ჉ႷჅႱჂႴჃ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჉ႿჅ ჇႵჂႵ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ႱჇႱ჉ჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႼႴმႶႱႳႵႴ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾ ჃჀႿႻႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႼႿჇლ ႽႵႱჃჅჂႵႴ ჆ႿႹႳႵნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄ ႸႵ ႽႱႴႵ ჄჂႹႷႷႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႶႵႼჄ ႳႸႹႼႼႹႾႷႼ჉ ႳႼႿჃႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ႾႿჄ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႵႶ჉ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

ჶႹჃ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴლ ႼႿႿჃႵ ჃჄႱႾႳႵ ႶႵႼჄ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ჃႸႱჂჀ ႴႱႷႷႵჂ ჀႿႹჃႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄჂႹႻႵნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴჃლ ႸႹჃ ႼႵႷჃლ ႸႹჃ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵჃლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႼႱႾႳႵ—

ჶႹჃ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾ ჃႳჂႵႱႽႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႲႹჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽ ჇႱჃ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃნ

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჂႹႷႸჄნ ႧႵ’ჂႵ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂႹႵჃ ႸႹჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႺႿႲნ”

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ჂႵჀႼ჉ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵჂ ႼႹჀჃ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჃჀႵႱႻნ

“ჷ ႾႿჄႹႳႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႸႵႾ ჉ႿჅ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჂႱႾლ ႲჅჄ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႼჅႳႻ჉ლ ႱჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅჭ”

იႣႸႸႸႻ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴლ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႱႲႲႱჂႴლ ჇႱჃ ჂႵႱႴ჉ ჄႿ ႴჂႱჇ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႱႾ჉ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႱჄႽႿჃჀႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႱჅჄნ

ႧႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႵႾჃႹႿႾლ Ⴑ ჆ႿႼႱჄႹႼႵ ჃჄႱႾႴႿႶႶ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴლ ჂႵႱႴ჉ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႿႴႵ ႱჄ ႱႾ჉ ჃႵႳႿႾႴნ

“ႣႹႾႳႵ ჉ႿჅ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႴ ჄჇႿ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჇႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႹႵ ႶႿჂ ჉ႿჅლ ჷ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵ ჉ႿჅ’჆Ⴕ ႲႿჅႷႸჄ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶ ႱჄ ႼႵႱჃჄ ჄჇႿ ჃႵႳႿႾႴჃნ”

იႣႽႹჂႻ—ი

ჷჃႱႱႳლ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႿႼႴ ჃႽႹႼႵლ ჃႳႿႶႶႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჄႸჂႵႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵႽნ

ႩႵჄლ ႾႿ ႿႾႵ ჀჂႵჃႵႾჄ ႶႵႼჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႹჃ ႽႿႳႻႵჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ႽႵჂႵ ႱჂჂႿႷႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႻႹႼႼ ჄႿ ႲႱႳႻ ჅჀ ႸႹჃ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

“ႧႸႿ ჃႱႹႴ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴔ჉ႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႸႹႽჭ”

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႸႱႾႴႼႵლ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჃႳႿႶႶნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ႳႱჃჄ Ⴑ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႵჂႵႽႿႾႹႱႼ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႱჂჄႹႱႼႼ჉ ႴჂႱჇႾნ

ႧႹჄႸ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႼႱႾႳႵლ ႸႵ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ႱჃჃႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႴႵნ

“ჯ ჃჇႿჂႴჃႽႱႾ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ჱႿჅႾႳႹႼჭ ႩႿჅ ႳႱჂჂ჉ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႶႼႱჃႸ჉ ჄჂႱჃႸნ”

“ჷ’Ⴝ ႾႿჄ ႳႱჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ ႹჄ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿნ”

ႤႸႵ჉ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ႵႱႳႸ ႿჄႸႵჂნ

ႤႸႵႹჂ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ Ⴑ ჄႸႹႾ ჉ႱჇႾ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃლ ჃႵႵႽႹႾႷႼ჉ ႵႱჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႱჂჀႼ჉ ႲჅႹႼჄ ჄႵႾჃႹႿႾ—

“ႧႵႼႼ ჄႸႵႾლ ႼႵჄ’Ⴣ ჃႵႵ ჇႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႳႱႾ ႴႿნ”

მ “ნნნ჏”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჂႵႼႹႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾლ ႴჂႱჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႼႱႴႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႱႾႴ ჄႹႼჄႹႾႷ ႹჄ ႴႹႱႷႿႾႱႼႼ჉ნ

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ—

იჹჂჂჂႻ—ი

ჶႵ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ჂႵႶႼႵႳჄႵႴ ႹႾ ႣႹჂႹჅჃ’Ⴣ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾ ႸႱႴ ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴნ

ჯႾ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ႶჂႱႳჄჅჂႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃჄჂႵჄႳႸႵႴნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჀႿႹႾჄ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ႶჂႿ჊ႵႾნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႿႹႾჄლ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႱႹႽႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႾႵႳႻნ

“ნნნ჏”

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ჅႾႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჂႵႱႳჄ ႱჄ ႱႼႼლ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ლ ჂႵჀႼႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႽႹႾႷ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႽႹჃჃႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸႹႾႷ ႲႼႱႴႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႱჂႳႹႾႷ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

ჷჃႱႱႳლ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႷႼႱႾႳႵႴ ჃႹႴႵჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႱჄ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႴႵ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ႸႹႽნ

იჹႱႱႱႾႷ—჏ი

ႣႹჂႹჅჃ’Ⴣ ႲႼႱႴႵლ ႹႾჄႵჂႳႵჀჄႹႾႷ ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ლ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႸႱჂჀ ႽႵჄႱႼႼႹႳ ႳႼႱჃႸ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႶႿჂႳႵႴ ႲႱႳႻჇႱჂႴნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႲႿႴ჉ ჇႱჃ ႶႼჅႾႷ ႲႱႳႻჇႱჂႴ Ⴒ჉ ႱႾ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽႹႾႷ ႶႿჂႳႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႿჂႹႷႹႾႱჄႵ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႽႵჂႵ ႸჅႽႱႾნ

“ჶႾႷႸ…჏”

იჱჂႱჃႸ჏ ႧႸႿႿჃႸ—ი

ჯ ჄႸႹႳႻ ႳႼႿჅႴ ႿႶ ႴჅჃჄ ႲႹႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჅჀ ႱႼႿႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႲႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႼႱႴႵნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႱႲჃႿჂႲႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႿႳႻ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႶჅႼႼ჉ ႾႵႷႱჄႵლ ႶႼႹჀჀႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႲႿႴ჉ ႹႾ ႽႹႴმႱႹჂ ႱႾႴ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ႼႱႾႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

იჶႱႱლ ႸႱ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ჇႹႴႵ ႿჀႵႾ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ႷႱჃჀႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႲჂႵႱჄႸლ ჇႵჂႵ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႿႳႻნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႱჄჄႱႳႻნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼႼ ႹჄ ჄႿႿႻ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჂ ჄႿ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱჃჄ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ ჃႻႹႼႼ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႱႾႴ ჷჃႱႱႳნ

“ჶႿჇლ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ლ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჃႿ ႶႱჃჄ…჏”

ჯ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႼႱႳႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႵႱჂ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႲႼႵნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჃჄჂႹႻႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႾႻჃ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄჃ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ჆ႱႾႹჃႸ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ლ ႼႵႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჅჃႵ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႶႶႵႳჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႿჃႵ ჄႿ Ⴑ ႽႹჂႱႳႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႸႱႴ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႲႼႿჇნ

ჷႶ ႹჄ ႸႱႴႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵႵႾ ႶႿჂ ႣႹჂႹჅჃ’Ⴣ ႹႾჄႵჂ჆ႵႾჄႹႿႾლ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႱႻႵႾ ႳႼႵႱႾ ႿႶႶნ

“ჷ ჃჇჅႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾჄ ჄႿ ႻႹႼႼნ ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ჅႾႵ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴნ”

მ “ნნნ”

ჷჃႱႱႳ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႵჂჂႹႶ჉ႹႾႷ ჃჄჂႹႻႵლ ႳႱႼႽႼ჉ ჃႸႵႱჄႸႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ჇႱႹჃჄნ

იჱႼႹႳႻ—ი

ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ჀႼႱႳႵნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃႸႵႱჄႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

“ჷ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႹႾჄႵႾႴ ჄႿ ႼႵჄ ჉ႿჅ ႼႹ჆Ⴕ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄნ”

ჶႵ ႷႼႱႾႳႵႴნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼვჃ ႶႹႷჅჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႶႼႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸჅႽჀლ ჄႸჅႽჀ—

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ჃჀჂႹႾჄႹႾႷ ႱჄ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႵႴ ႹႼႼმჃჅႹჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႶჂႱႽႵლ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႶႼႵႵ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

“ჶႽჀႸლ ႼႵჄვჃ ႺჅჃჄ ႹႷႾႿჂႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄჂႱჃႸ ႱႾႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾლ ჃႸႱႼႼ ჇႵჭ”

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႵႵႹႾႷ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄლ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႼႱႳႻႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႵႾჄႸჅჃႹႱჃႽნ

იჱႼႹႾႻ—ი

ჷჃႱႱႳლ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႾႿჇ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႹႼჄ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ჇႸႿ ჃჄႿႿႴ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႲႵჃႹႴႵ ႸႹႽნ

“ႧႸႿ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅჭ”

— “……”

“ჳ჆ႵႾ ჹႿჂႵ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჂႵႱႳჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႱჄ ႱჄჄႱႳႻნ ჷჄვჃ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵႼ჉ ႲႱႶႶႼႹႾႷლ ႾႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ႽჅႳႸ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႹჄნ”

ჶႹჃ ႴႱჂႻ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჃႳჂჅჄႹႾႹ჊ႵႴ ႣႹჂႹჅჃვჃ ႱჂႽႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႼႵႵႻლ ႺႵჄმႲႼႱႳႻ ႱჂႽႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჆ႹႿႼႵჄ ႷႼႿჇ ႵႽႱႾႱჄႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႹჄჃ ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႽႵჄ ჷჃႱႱႳვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“ჷვႽ ႿႾႼ჉ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჷ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႸႱ჆ႵႾვჄ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႱႾ჉ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႸႿჇႹႾႷ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ—”

იႧႿႿႿႿႿႿႾႷ—ი

ႤႸႵ ႲႼჅႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ ႹႾ ჷჃႱႱႳვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ჆ႹႲჂႱჄႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႱႹჂ ჂႹჀჀႼႵႴლ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႸႵႱ჆჉ლ ႿჀჀჂႵჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႱჄႽႿჃჀႸႵჂႵ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ႶႹႷჅჂႵჃნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ჅჀ ႱჄ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ჃჀႿႻႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႴჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႱჂჂႿႷႱႾႳႵნ

“ႧႸႱჄვჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ႾႱႽႵჭ”

— “……ႣႹჂႹჅჃნ”

“ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ႸჅႸნ ჯ ႷႿႿႴ ႾႱႽႵნ”

იჹႹႹႹႾႷ—ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾ ჃႳჂႵႱႽႵႴ Ⴑ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷნ

ჴႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႵჂႹႼႿჅჃ ႹႾჃჄႹႾႳჄლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႱჂႽႿჂ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႼႼ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႷႸჄნ

“ႩႿჅ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႶႵႵႼ ႸႿႾႿჂႵႴნ ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჄႹႽႵ ჷვ჆Ⴕ ႴჂႱჇႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ”

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ჯ ႳႿႼႴ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჷჃႱႱႳლ ჇႸႿ ႸႵႼႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

“—Ⴋ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႣჇႿჂႴႭლ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႱჄႵნ”

— “……჏”

იჹႧჯმჰჽჽ჻—჏ი

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃჅႼჄႹႾႷ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႿჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႵႾႷჅႼႶႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႵႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄლ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႿႶჄႵႾ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႶჂჅჃჄჂႱჄႹႾႷნ

ჷჄ ႶႵႼჄ ႱჃ ႹႶ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჇჂႿႾႷლ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႿႶႶმႻႹႼჄႵჂნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႵႾჄ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႸႿჀႵႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ჄႱႾႷႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႵႾႴნ

‘ჶႿჇ ႴႹႴ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႵჃჃႵႴ ჅჀჭ’

იႤႱჄმჄႱჄმჄႱჄმჄႱჄ—ი

ჯჃ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႴႱჃႸႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႱႾႿჀ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ლ ႹႾჄႵჂჇႿ჆ႵႾ ႳႸႱႹႾ ႿႶ Ⴕ჆ႵႾჄჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႵჂ ႽႹႾႴნ

—ႣႸႵ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႿჀ ჄႸႵ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႹႾ჆ႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵჃ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႿႿ ႷჂႵႱჄლ ႶჅჂჄႸႵჂ ႵჂႿႴႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ჀჂႵႳႱჂႹႿჅჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷნ

—ႣႸႵ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႱႼႼ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ჱႿჅႾႳႹႼ ჄႿ ჄႹႵ ႴႿჇႾ ჷჃႱႱႳვჃ ჃჅႲႿჂႴႹႾႱჄႵჃნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႶ ჃႸႵ ႱჃჃႹႷႾႵႴ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႷჅႹႴႵ ႱႲႱႾႴႿႾႵႴ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႱႾႴ ႶႼႵႴლ ႼႵႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱვჃ ჇႸႵჂႵႱႲႿჅჄჃ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ჅႾႻႾႿჇႾნ

—ႣႸႵ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႵႾႴ Ⴑ ႼႵჄჄႵჂ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႾႱႽႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸ ჄႿ ჂႵჃჄჂႹႳჄ ჷჃႱႱႳვჃ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄჃნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჂႵჃჅႼჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჃႿႽႵ ႼჅႾႱჄႹႳ ႳႼႵჂႹႳ ႼႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄჃ ჄႿ ႹႾ჆ႱႴႵ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

—ႣႸႵ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႱ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႹႼႼႱႷႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵ ႱႾႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჃႵႵ ჄႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ႸႱჂ჆ႵჃჄნ

ჰჅჄ Ⴑ ჃჅႴႴႵႾ ႱჄჄႱႳႻ Ⴒ჉ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჻ႱႷႵჃ ჂႵჃჅႼჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႵႶჄ ႿႶ ႴႿႳჅႽႵႾჄჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕნ

‘ჼႿჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹჃ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ႶჂႿႽ ჃჄႱჂჄ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႹჃႸ—჏’

ჼႿჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ႷႿႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჇႱ჉ნ

ჼႵႹჄႸႵჂ ჀჂႿჄႵႳჄႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ႾႿჂ ႽႱႾႱႷႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႸႱჂ჆ႵჃჄ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴႹႾႷ ႱႳႳႿჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾჃნ

‘ჷႶ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃლ ჷ ჇႿႾვჄ ႲႵ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႱႳႳႵჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄვჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄნ’

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჅႾႳႿ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႸႹႴႴႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႶჅႼႼ ჃႳႿჀႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჂႹჄჅႱႼ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჂႱჀჀႵႴ ႹႾ ႱႾႴ ႶჂႵႵ ჄႸႵႽ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႹჃ ႳჅჂჃႵმႼႹႻႵ ႲႿႾႴႱႷႵნ

ჰჅჄ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ႶႱႹႼႵႴლ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႳႿႽႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႾႿ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾႳႼჅჃႹႿႾ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႳႵႴ ႳႵႾჄჅჂႹႵჃ ႱႷႿნ

‘ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃႾვჄ ჇႸ჉ ჉ႿჅ ႳႱႽႵ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱნ’

ႣႸႵ ႼႿ჆ႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ႴႵႱჂႼ჉ნ

ჷჄ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႳႸႿჃႵႾ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႹჂႹჄჃ ႿჂ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႽႿႳႻႵႴ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႸႱႼႶმႲჂႵႵႴნ

ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႾႵჂ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿლ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႶႿჂჃႱႻႵႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჀႵႿჀႼႵლ ႲჅჄ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ႴႵჄႵჂႽႹႾႵႴ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ႶႿႼႼႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႱჄႸნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჇႸ჉ ჃႸႵ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჀჂႿ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ჅჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ႳႿႾႴႵႽႾႵႴლ ႸႿჀႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵႽ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႿჇႾ ჅႾႹჁჅႵ ჇႱ჉ნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჅႼჄ ჇႱჃ ႸႵჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃჄႱჄႵშ ႳႸႱჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჻ႱႷႵ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

“……”

ჴჂჅჃჄჂႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႿႹႼႵႴ ჅჀ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱႴნ

ჯ ႸႵႱჄ ჅႾႲႵႶႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႱႾ ႵႼႶ ჃჅჂႷႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႸႵჂნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ჇႵႼႼ ႱჇႱჂႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႵႽႵႼ჉ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႶႿჂ ႱႾ ႵႼႶნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჇႸႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ—Ⴑ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႼႿႾႷ ჃႹႾႳႵ ႴႵႱႴ—ႸႱႴ ჄႿႼႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႵႾჄჅჂႹႵჃ ႱႷႿნ

იႩႿჅ ႽჅჃჄ ႼႵჄ ႷႿ ႿႶ ჉ႿჅჂ ႸႵႱჂჄ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ—ი

ႤႸႵ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႸႵჂ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႸႱႴ ჃჀႿႻႵႾ ჃႿ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႳႸႵჃჄნ

“ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႴ ႹჄლ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉—”

იႤႱႴႱႻლ ჄႱჄმჄႱჄმჄႱჄმჄႱჄ—ი

ჶႵჂ ႼႵႷჃლ ႻႹႳႻႹႾႷ ႿႶႶ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႵႵჃლ ႷႱႹႾႵႴ ჃჀႵႵႴნ

ႧႹჄႸ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჄႵჀლ ႸႵჂ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴნ

ჶႵჂ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵ ჅჂႷႵႾႳ჉ ჀჅႼႼႵႴ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႴႵႵჀႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ჯჃ ႸႵჂ ႾႹႽႲႼႵ ႼႵႷჃ ჃჇႹႶჄႼ჉ ჄჂႱ჆ႵჂჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნნნ

‘……ჷ ჃႵႾჃႵ Ⴑ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵნ’

ჲႵႵჀ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႾჃႵ ჇႿႿႴჃნ

ႣႵႾჃႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵ ႵႽႱႾႱჄႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჀႿჄლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ჇႱႹჃჄნ

‘ჷ ႳႱႾვჄ ႶႵႵႼ ႱႾ჉ ჃჀႹჂႹჄ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ ჷჄვჃ ჃႱႶႵ ჄႿ ႱჃჃჅႽႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃႾვჄ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ ჀႵႿჀႼႵნ’

იჱႼႹႾႻ—ი

ႤႸႵ ႵႼႶლ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჄჂႱႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂჇႱჂႴლ ჄჇႿ ჃႼႱჃႸႵჃ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

იჱႢჯႣჶ჏ ႢႥ჻ჰჺჳ—ი

ႤჂႵႵჃ ჄႿჀჀႼႵႴ ႱႼႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴვჃ ჄჂႱႺႵႳჄႿჂ჉ლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႼჅჃႸ ႷჂႵႵႾ ႳႱႾႿჀ჉ ჇႱჃ ႶႹႾႵႼ჉ ჃႸჂႵႴႴႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႵႴნ

“ჶႱႸნნნ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႵႵႾ ႼႱႾႴჃႳႱჀႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჇ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႼႵႱ჆ႵჃნ

ჰႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႿჃლ ჄႸႵ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႳჂႿჅႳႸႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჇႱჃ ႾႵჇႼ჉ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႵႴნ

“ႣႿ ჉ႿჅ ჇႵჂႵ ႸႵჂႵლ ႸჅႽႱႾნ”

ჰႼႿႿႴმჃჄႱႹႾႵႴლ ႿჂႾႱჄႵ ჆ႵჃჄႽႵႾჄჃნ

ჺႱჂႷႵ ႷႿႼႴ ႿჂႾႱႽႵႾჄჃ ჇႿჂႾ ႿႾ ႲႿჄႸ ႱჂႽჃნ

ჯႾႴ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ჀႸ჉ჃႹჁჅႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႵႵႻႵႴ ႿႶ ႷჂႵႵႴნ

ჯ ႳႼႵჂႹႳლ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჃႹႷႾႹႱ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸ ႱႾႴ ჀႱჂႱႼ჉჊ႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႵჂჂႿჂლ ჃჄႿႿႴ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

“ჯ ႾႿႲႼႵნნნ ႾႿლ Ⴑ ႳႼႵჂႹႳ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸლ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჀჂႵႳႹჃႵნ”

“ႠმჀმჀმჀმჀმჀႼႵႱჃႵ ჃჀႱჂႵ ႽႵნნნ჏”

“ჷ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄჃ ႹႾ჆ႱႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ნ ჷჄვჃ ႸႹႷႸႼ჉ ႼႹႻႵႼ჉ ჉ႿჅვჂႵ ჀႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႷႵႾჄნ”

იႣႸႸႸႾႾႻ—ი

ႤႸႵ ႳႼႵჂႹႳლ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႱჂჀ ჀႿႹႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴჃლ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႵႱჄმႴჂႵႾႳႸႵႴ ႶႱႳႵ ႴႱჂჄႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႾႵჂ჆ႿჅჃႼ჉ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჃჅჂჂႵႾႴႵჂლ ႿႾႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႻႾႵჇ ჇႵႼႼნ

იႣჇႿႿჃႸნი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႳႿႼႴ ႷႼႱჂႵნ

“ႣჄႱჄႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႾႱႽႵ ႱႾႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵლ ႳႼႵჂႹႳნ”

ჯ ႴႵႽႱႾႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႿჀჀႿႾႵႾჄვჃ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ნ

ჷႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ႹႽჀႿჃႹႾႷ ႳႼႵჂႷ჉ႽႱႾ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃჀႵႱႻლ ႸႹჃ ႼႱჂႷႵ ႶჂႱႽႵ ჃႸႱႻႹႾႷ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႱႴႴჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႸႵჂნ

“ჷ—ჷ ႱႽნნნ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႩჅႴႱ ჹႱႼႼႹႿჃჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸნნნ჏ ჴႿჂ Ⴑ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႼႿႾႷ ჄႹႽႵლ ჷვ჆Ⴕ ႱႳჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ჀჂႿႽႿჄႵႴ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჃჄჅႲႲႿჂႾ ჀႿႹႾჄ჉მႵႱჂნნნ ႾႿლ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჳႼ჆ႵჃნნნ჏”

“ႣჄჅႲႲႿჂႾ ႵႱჂლ ჇႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄჭ”

“ႠჂႵႳႹႿჅჃნნნ ჷ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჂႱႳႵნნნ჏”

იჶႱႸნნნ ႸႱႸნნნი

ႤႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼლ ჀႱႾჄႹႾႷ ႸႵႱ჆ႹႼ჉ლ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵႴ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႾႱჂჂႿჇႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶჅჂჄႸႵჂ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ჃჀႿჅჄႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ ჅჄჄႵჂ ႾႿႾჃႵႾჃႵნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႹႶ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჃႿ ႶႱჂ ႷႿႾႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჄႵႼႼ ჄႸႵ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ Ⴑ ႼႹႵ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჄჂჅჄႸ ႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႸჅႽႱႾვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

ႩႵჄლ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ჀႹႵჂႳႹႾႷ ჃჄႱჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႲჂႱ჊ႵႾႼ჉ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႱႼႵნ

“ႤႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸვჃ ჃႳჂႹჀჄჅჂႵჃ჏ ჯႳႳႿჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႴჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄნნნ ჵჅႹႴႵნნნ ႸႽႽლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႸႵჂႵჄႹႳჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅნნნ ႾႿლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႾႿႾმႸჅႽႱႾ ჂႱႳႵჃნნნ ႱჂႵ ჇႿჂჄႸ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸვჃ ႽႵჂႳ჉ნნნ჏”

“……”

“ჯႾႴ ჃႿ ჷნნნ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႲႵჃჄႿჇ ჄႸႵ ჵჅႹႴႵვჃ ჄႵႱႳႸႹႾႷჃ ჅჀႿႾ ჉ႿჅნნნ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႲႵჃჄ ႿႶ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾჃნნნ ჰჅჄ ႱႼႱჃ჏ ჷ ႸႱႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႹჃႶႿჂჄჅႾႵ ႿႶ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ႲႱႾႴႹჄ ႹႾჃჄႵႱႴნნნ჏”

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ჯ ჃႸႱჂჀ ႲႼႱႴႵ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼვჃ ႳႸႹႾნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ႳႿႼႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႹႽნ

“ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼლ ႹჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႼႼ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჃႱ჉ჭ”

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჄႿႼႵჂႱჄႵ ႱႾ჉ ႽႿჂႵ ႾႿႾჃႵႾჃႵნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄვჃ ჅႼჄႹႽႱჄჅႽლ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼვჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷჃ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ ႿჅჄნ

“ჷႶ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႱႾ჉ ႸႿႾႿჂნნნ ჀႼႵႱჃႵლ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႵნნნ჏”

“……”

“ႣႿႽႵ ႳჂႱ჊჉ ႲႱႾႴႹჄ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႻႹႼႼ ႽႵლ ჃႿ ჷ ჂႱႾნნნ ႲჅჄ ႾႿჇ ჄႸႵჃႵ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႱჂႵ ႳႸႱჃႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჄႿႿ჏”

ႧႹႳႻႵႴ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾჄჂႹႷჅႹႾႷ ჀႸჂႱჃႵლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჅჀნ

“ჰႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႱჂႵ ႳႸႱჃႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅჭ”

“ჷ ႸႱႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႿჄჄႵႾ ႼჅႳႻ ႿႶ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵႽ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႵჃႳႱჀႹႾႷ჏ ႤႸႱჄვჃ ჇႸ჉ ჷვႽ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႵჃჃ ႾႿჇ჏”

ႤႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ჱႿჅႾႳႹႼლ ႱႼႼႿჇႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჃႽႹႼႵ ჄႿ ჄႿჅႳႸ ႸႵჂ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჯႾ ႹႾჄჂჅႴႵჂ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႶႿჅႾႴ Ⴑ ႳႼჅႵ ჂႵႷႱჂႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹႵႶ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲჂႿႻႵႾ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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