Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 67

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႣႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃლ ႷჅႵჃჄჃ ჷ ႸႱ჆ႵႾვჄ ႹႾ჆ႹჄႵႴ ႶႹႾႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჱႿႹႾႳႹႴႵႾႳႵნ ჽჂ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ႴႵჃჄႹႾ჉ნ

ჼႿ ႿႾႵ ႳႱႾ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ჃႱ჉ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႵႳჄ ႱႾჃჇႵჂნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ ႿႾႵ ჄႸႹႾႷ ჷ ႳႱႾ ჃႱ჉ ႶႿჂ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾლ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾჃ ႸႿႼႴ ႾႿ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႱႽႿჅႾჄ ႿႶ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႲႿჄႸ ჀႱჂჄႹႵჃ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴნ

“ႣႿႽႵჄႹႽႵჃლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჇႸႿႽ ႴႵჃჄႹႾ჉ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ ႷჅႹႴႵჃნ”

ႣჇႹჃႸ—ნ

ჷ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇ ႷჅႵჃჄ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჶႱႹჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႼႿჃჄ ႱႼႼ ႹჄჃ ႼႹႷႸჄნ

ჯ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴ ჃჄჂႵႱႻ ႿႶ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႳჂႿჃჃႹႾႷ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႹჄნ

ჯ ႷႹჂႼ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶႱႳႵ ႽႱႴႵ ႸႵჂ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჂႵႱႴნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ႽჅႶႶႼႵჂლ Ⴔ჉ႵႴ ႺႵჄმႲႼႱႳႻ ႱႾႴ ႶႼჅჄჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂნ

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵႵႾ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჃႹႾႳႵ Ⴑ ႷჅႵჃჄ ჆ႹჃႹჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჺႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႿႶ ჼႹႷႸჄნ”

ႠჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႽႿႿႾႼႹႷႸჄ ჃႸႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ႸႿჅჂ ႿႶ ‘ჼႹႷႸჄ’ ႸႱႴ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႳႿႾჃႳႹႿჅჃ ჃჀႱႳႵლ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႹႾ ႴႹჂႵႳჄ ႿჀჀႿჃႹჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ—ნ

ჯ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵლ ჀႿჄႵႾჄ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჇႱჃ ჃჅႲႽႵჂႷႵႴ ႹႾ ႴႱჂႻႾႵჃჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჺႹႲჂႱჂ჉’Ⴣ ჼႹႷႸჄშ Ⴑ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႿႶ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႱႾႴ ჃႿႼႹჄჅႴႵლ ႱႳႳႵჃჃႹႲႼႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႿ ჅႾႹႾ჆ႹჄႵႴ ႷჅႵჃჄჃ ჇႸႿ ႵႾჄႵჂ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴝ჉ ჀႵჂႽႹჃჃႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႾႱႽႵႼႵჃჃ ႷႹჂႼ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂ ჇႱ჉ ႸႵჂႵ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ႽႵლ ႸႵჂ ႼႹჀჃ ჃႵႱႼႵႴ ႹႾ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵნ

“……ნ”

ჽჅჂ ႽჅჄჅႱႼ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ႼႿႳႻႵႴლ ႵႱႳႸ ჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ’Ⴣ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႿႽႱႹႾ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ႸႿႾႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႸჅႾႴჂႵႴჃ ႿႶ ჉ႵႱჂჃლ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႱႾႱႼ჉჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴႱჄႱ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჅႾႹႾ჆ႹჄႵႴ ႷჅႵჃჄ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵნ

ჶႵჂ ႸႱႾႴ ჂႵჃჄႵႴ ႱႾ჈ႹႿჅჃႼ჉ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ႵႽჀჄ჉ ႸႹჀლ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴑ ჇႵႱჀႿႾ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾნ

ჶႵჂ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႳႹჂႳჅႹჄ ႴႹჃჀႼႱ჉ႵႴ ႱႾ ჅႾჃჄႱႲႼႵ ႶႼႿჇნ

ჸჅႴႷႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႴႹჃჄႿჂჄႵႴ ႶႼႿჇლ ჃႸႵ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႱჀჀႵႱჂ ჄႿ ႲႵ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႶႵჃჃႹႿႾႱႼ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႳႳჅჃჄႿႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱႾႴႼႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႹჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ႾႱႽႵჭ”

ჴႹႾႱႼႼ჉ლ ჷლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႳჂჅჄႹႾႹ჊ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾႼႵჃჃ ႶႱႳႵლ ჀႿჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼნ

ჯ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ჂႵჁჅႵჃჄ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჂ ႾႱႽႵნ

ჷႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႴႹჀჀႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱႴნ

“……ნ”

ჼႿ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾႼႵჃჃ ႶႱႳႵნ

ႣႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႿႾႳႵ ႱႷႱႹႾ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ჯႾ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ႳႱჂႵႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ჂႱႴႹႱჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ႣႸႵ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ჃჄႿႿႴ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ႸႵႱႴ ჃႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႲႿჇႵႴლ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჆ႱႳႱႾჄ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ჅႾჇႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႱႾჃჇႵჂნ”

“……ნ”

ჷ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႴჂႱჇ ႿჅჄ ႸႵჂ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႲႹႾႷ ჂႵႽႱჂႻნ

ႩႵჄლ ჃႸႵ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾႼႵჃჃლ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႶႹ჈ႵႴႼ჉ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ჷჃ ჃႸႵ ႴႵႼႹႲႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ Ⴑ჆ႿႹႴႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჂႵჀႼ჉ჭ

ჽჂ ႹჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇჂႿႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂჭ

ჶႵჂ ႲႵႸႱ჆ႹႿჂ ႳႱჅჃႵႴ ႽႵ ჄႿ ႶႱႼႼ ႹႾჄႿ ჁჅႹႵჄ ႳႿႾჄႵႽჀႼႱჄႹႿႾნ

‘ჷჃ ჃႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ Ⴑ჆ႿႹႴႹႾႷ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႹႾႷ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾჭ ჷႶ ჃႿლ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃჃႿႾႱႾႳႵ ႹჃ ჄႿႿ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ—ნ’

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵჃ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႵႽႵႼ჉ ႳႱჅჄႹႿჅჃ ႾႱჄჅჂႵნ

ჽჂ ჄႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႱႳჁჅႹჂႵႴ ჃႿႽႵ ჀჂႹႿჂ ႻႾႿჇႼႵႴႷႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႽႵნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჷ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵჃႵ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃლ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ჃჄჅႲႲႿჂႾႼ჉ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ Ⴝ჉ ႴႵჃႻნ

“……ნ”

“……ნ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷႼႵჃჃ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ჀႵჂჃႹჃჄႵႴნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ჃჄႱႾႴႿႶႶლ ჷ ჄჂႱႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ’Ⴣ ႱႾႱႼ჉ჃႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႿჅჄჀჅჄ ჀჂႵႳႹჃႵ ჂႵჃჅႼჄჃნ

ჯჃ ჷ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႿႼႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ჷ ჃႿႿႾ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ Ⴑ ႳႿႾႳႼჅჃႹႿႾ ႱႾႴ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჇჂ჉ ႳႸჅႳႻႼႵნ

“ნნნႧႱႹჄ Ⴑ ႽႹႾჅჄႵნ”

“……ნ”

ჷ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႹႾႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႱჃჃჅႽႵႴ ჇႱჃ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻ ჇႱჃლ ႹႾ ႶႱႳჄლ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႼ჉ ႱჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႵႼჃႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႳႿႼႿჂႶჅႼ ႳႿႿႻႹႵჃ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ ႱჄჄႵႾჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႶႹჂႽႼ჉ ႼႿႳႻႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱჄႵ ႿႶ ჃႾႱႳႻჃ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႱნ

ႩႵჄლ ႹႾ ჃჄႱჂႻ ႳႿႾჄჂႱჃჄ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႹႾჄႵႾჃႵႼ჉ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႽႱႹႾჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵ ႴႹჃႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄნ

ჶႱႱნ

ႧႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼლ ჷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႼႹႴ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱჄႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႽႵ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႸႵჂნ

“ნნნჶႵႼჀ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶნ”

“ნნნ჻ႸႽნ”

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵႾ ႴႹႴ ჷ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႸႵႱჂ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႱႳჄჅႱႼ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵნ

ႤႸჅႽჀ—ნ

ႣႸႵ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႱႹჂლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჃႸႵ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ჀႵჂႽႹჃჃႹႿႾლ ჃႸႵ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼ჉ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃႾႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჅჀ Ⴑ ႳႿႿႻႹႵნ

ჱჂჅႾႳႸლ ႳჂჅႾႳႸ—ნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴႾ’Ⴤ ႵႱჄႵႾ Ⴑ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႽႵႱႼ ႹႾ ႴႱ჉Ⴣლ ႸႵჂ ႸჅჂჂႹႵႴ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ႴႵ჆ႿჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႿႻႹႵჃ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ნ

“ႧႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃჄႱ჉ႹႾႷ ႺჅჃჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴჭ”

“ჷ ჇႱჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ”

“ჯႾႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ႾႱႽႵჭ”

“ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ჳႹႷႸჄႸ ႣჄႿႾႵლ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჯჂჄჂႹႱნ”

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჯჂჄჂႹႱ—ნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹჃႸႵႴ ჃႿჅႼ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ႸႱႴ ჃჄჅႽႲႼႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჲႵႽႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႵႼႶ ჇႸႿ ჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾლ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႻႾႿჇႾ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჂႿႷႱჄႿჂ჉ ჄႹჄႼႵ ႿႶ ‘ႤႸႵ ჳ჈ႹႼႵნ’

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჃჄႹႳႻ჉ ႲႼႿႿႴლ ႷႱჃჀႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ႲჂႵႱჄႸ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

ჲჂႹჀ—ნ

ჲჂႿჀჃ ႿႶ ႲႼႿႿႴლ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႿჂႹႷႹႾ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჄႵႼႼლ ჂႱႾ ႴႿჇႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჃჇႿჂႴმႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႸႱႾႴნ

“……ნ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႲႿႴ჉ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ჃႼჅႷႷႹჃႸႼ჉ლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႲჅჂႴႵႾႵႴ Ⴒ჉ Ⴑ ჄႸႿჅჃႱႾႴ ჀႿჅႾႴჃნ

ჶႱႱლ ႸႱႱ—ნ

ႢႿჅႷႸლ ჂႱႷႷႵႴ ႲჂႵႱჄႸჃ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႾႷ ႵႼႶ ჃႳႱႾႾႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷჃნ

—იჶႵႼႼნი

ჶႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႹჄႾႵჃჃႵႴ Ⴑ ႸႿჂჂႹႶႹႳ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႿႶ ႸႵႼႼ ჅႾႶႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႱჂჄႸნ

“ჶႱნნნ ႧႸႱჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴნნნჭ”

ჯჃ ႸႵჂ ჃႳႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ჃႵႾჃႵჃ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႾႴჃႳႱჀႵ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႿჅჄ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼჃ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿႾႶჂႿႾჄႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃ ႱႷႿ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჇ ჃჄჂႵჇႾ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴლ ႶႱႼႼႵႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჂჅႵჃႿႽႵ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾნ

იႤႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႴႵႱႴ—ი

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႱႴნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႾႵႱჂ ႸႵჂ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႱႴნ

ႤႸჅႴლ ჄႸჅႴ—ნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႵႷჃლ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჃჄჅႽႲႼႵႴ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

“ႧႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ნნნ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ႸႵჂႵნნნჭ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃჄႵჀ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჂႵႳႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჅႾႶႿႼႴႵႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂლ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵნ

ჴႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႶႱႳႵჃ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴნ

ჶႵჂ ႿჇႾ ႻႹႾლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵჃ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႸႱჄႵႴ ႸႵჂლ ႼႱ჉ ႴႵႱႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႾႵ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჃჄჂჅႳႻ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႶ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿႶ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ႵႼႶ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႻႾႵჇნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႲႹ჊ႱჂჂႵ ჃႹႷႸჄნ

ჯႾ ჅႾႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႱႲႼႵ ჃჀႵႳჄႱႳႼႵ ჅႾႶႿႼႴႵႴ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“……ნ”

იႣჇႿႿჀ—ი

ႣႸႵ ႶႵႼჄ ჄႸႵ ჇႵႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ჃჇႿჂႴლ ჅჃჅႱႼႼ჉ ႼႹႷႸჄ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႵႱჄႸႵჂლ ႾႿჇ ႶႵႼჄ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჄႿႾႵ ႶႿჂ ჃႿႽႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾნ

ႣჄႵჀლ ჃჄႵჀ—ნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱვჃ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ႣႸႵ ჃჄႵჀჀႵႴ ჀႱჃჄ ႸႵჂ ႶႱႼႼႵႾ ႻႹႾლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵლ ႱჂႽႿჂႵႴ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾჃ ႷჂႵႵჄႵႴ ႸႵჂნ

ႠႱႼႱႴႹႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჽჂႴႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႱჀჄႹ჊ႵႴ ႻႾႹႷႸჄჃ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႾႿ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႵႵႾ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჃ ႱႷႿნ

“ნნნ჻ႱႷႹႳჭ ႧႱႹჄლ ჇႱჃ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂ Ⴑ ჃჀႵႼႼჭ”

იႣჇႿႿჀ—ი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ჃჇႵჀჄ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ႿႾႵ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႶႱႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾ’Ⴣ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჀႹႵჂႳႹႾႷ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჀႱႼႱႴႹႾნ

ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჃႸႵ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ႹჄლ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ႽႵႱႾჃ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႳჂႵႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჄჂႱႷႵႴ჉ნ

჻ႱႷႹႳნ

ႥႾႼႵჃჃ ႹႼႼჅჃႹႿႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႲႿჂႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႿႾ ႶႿჂႲႹႴႴႵႾ ႱჂჄჃ ႸႱႴ ჃჇႵჀჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴლ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃႹႷႸჄ ჃႸႵ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾႴნ

“……ნ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႲႼႿႿႴმჃႿႱႻႵႴ ႸႱႾႴჃნ

ჶႵჂ ႲႿႴ჉ლ ႸႿႾႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ႿႶ ჂႵႼႵႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷლ ჂႵႱႳჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႻႹႼႼႹႾႷ ႹႾჄႵႾჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႳႿႾჃႳႹႿჅჃ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄნ

ჷႶ იჃႸႵი ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ Ⴒ჉ ႹႼႼჅჃႹႿႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ—

ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႸႱჂႴ ჄႿ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႵ ჄႸႵ ჂႵჃჅႼჄჃნ

ႣჄႵჀლ ჃჄႵჀ—ნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႵႷჃ ႳႱჂჂႹႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ႠႿჂჄႶႿჂჄლ ႴႵႱႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ ႱႷႿႾ჉ლ ႳႱႽႵ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჆ႹႵჇნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႵႽႹჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႸႱჄႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჃჄႹჂჂႵႴ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱნ

“ნნნႠႿჂჄႶႿჂჄნ”

იႤႱჀ—ი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႴႵႱႴ ႻႹႾნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႻႹႾ ჃႸႵ ႶႵႼჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴლ ႾႿჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႼႹႶႵჄႹႽႵნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ჄႿ ჀჂႿ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ႠႿჂჄႶႿჂჄ ႽႵჄ ႸႹჃ ႴႵႱჄႸლ ႼႵႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႹႾႷ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃნ

“჻Ⴑ჉ ჉ႿჅ ႶႹႾႴ ႵჄႵჂႾႱႼ ჂႵჃჄ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჻ႿჄႸႵჂ ႤჂႵႵ’Ⴣ ႵႽႲჂႱႳႵნ”

“——ნ”

ႤႸႵ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂ ႶႿჂ ႸႵჂ ႻႹႾ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႠႿჂჄႶႿჂჄ ႴႹႴ ႾႿჄ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂნ

ჴႹႾႹჃႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႵႷჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႱჂჂ჉ ႸႵჂ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

ႣჄႵჀლ ჃჄႵჀ—ნ

ჶႵჂ ჇႵႱႻႵႾႵႴ ႼႵႷჃ ჃჄჂჅႷႷႼႵႴ ჄႿ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႼ჆ႵჃ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸ ჄႸႵ ႳႼჅჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰჂႿჄႸႵჂႸႿႿႴ ႱႸႵႱႴნ

“……჏”

ჷႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჀႹႼႵႴ ႲႿႴႹႵჃ ႿႶ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃნ

ჶႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶႵႼႼ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

ჯ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႽႵჄ ႸႹჃ ႴႵႱჄႸ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჅႾჄႹႼ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႵႾႴლ ႸႹჃ ႴႹჃႸႵ჆ႵႼႵႴ ႸႱႹჂ ႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႼႿႿჃႵნ

ჽႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႸႵჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾლ ႶჂႿ჊ႵႾ ჅჀჂႹႷႸჄლ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჇႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႹႾႶႼႹႳჄႵႴნ

—ႤႸႵ ჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂლ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႱႴლ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷნ

“ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ—”

“——ნ”

ჶႱႴ ႸႵლ ჄႿႿლ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႲႹႴႴႵႾ ႱჂჄჃ ჅႾႼႵႱჃႸႵႴ ႸႵჂႵჭ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჇႱჃ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႳჅჄჃ ႱႾႴ ჃႳჂႱჀႵჃლ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჃჅႳႳჅႽႲႹႾႷ ჇႸႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႿႼႴ ჇႿჅႾႴ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႷႹ჆ႵႾ ႸႹႽ ჂႵႿჀႵႾႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႷჂჅႵჃႿႽႵ ჃႹႷႸჄნ

ჯႾႴ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႶႿჅႾႴႼ჉ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷႼႵჃჃ ႵႾႴნ

“ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႴლ ჷ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႷႵჄ ჄႿ ႻႹႼႼ ႸႹႽ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ”

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႾႵჃჃႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႵႾႵႽ჉’Ⴣ ႵႾႴლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႵႷჃ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႳႱჂჂ჉ ႸႵჂ ႿႾჇႱჂႴლ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჇႸႱჄ ႼႱ჉ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴნ

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჀჅჃႸႵႴ ჀႱჃჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႿႴႹႵჃ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႵႾႵႽႹႵჃნ

ჯჃ ႹႶ ႴჂႱჇႾ Ⴒ჉ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ—

ჽჂლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷნ

ჶႵჂ ႱႹႽႼႵჃჃ ჃჄႵჀჃ ႸႱႼჄႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႱჂ ႵႴႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

“……ნ”

ჶႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႶႱႳႵ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂნ

ჯ ႷႹჂႼ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႲႿႿႻ ჇႱჃ Ⴜ჉ႹႾႷ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႶႵႵჄნ

იჶႹჃჃლ ႸႹჃჃ—ი

ჯ ႶႱႹႾჄლ ჃႸႱႼႼႿჇ ႲჂႵႱჄႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႹჀჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჇჂႱჀჀႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽჅႶႶႼႵჂნ

“ნნნႠჂႹႵႼჂႱნ ႩႿჅ ჇႵჂႵ ႸႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ႱႼႿႾႷნ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႿჂ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႿჅႾႴლ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႷႵႾჄႼႵნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჻ႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ჱႿჅႾႳႹႼ—

ჶႵჂ ႼႿႾႷმჄႹႽႵ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႿჅႾႴႼ჉ ႱჃႼႵႵჀ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴნ

ႣႸႿჅႼႴ ჃႸႵ ႳႱႼႼ ႹჄ ႼჅႳႻჭ

ჽჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჃႸႵ ႳႱႼႼ ႹჄ ჅჄჄႵჂ ႳႿႽჀႼႱႳႵႾႳ჉ჭ

ႤႸႵ ႵႼႶ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჃჇႵჀჄ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵლ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႸႵႱ჆჉ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾჃნ

ჯႲႿ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱႴლ ჄႸႵ ႼჅჃႸ ႲჂႱႾႳႸႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵ ჃჄჂႵჄႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჂႹႷႸჄႵႿჅჃ ႽႱႾნ

ჰჅჄ ႸႵ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႱႾ჉ႽႿჂႵნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆ႵႴ ჄႿ ႱႲႱႾႴႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႶႿჂႽႵჂ ჃႵႼႶნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ႱႾ ჅႾႳႿႽႶႿჂჄႱႲႼႵ ჄჂჅჄႸ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႶႱႳႵႴნ

ႤႸႱჄ ႺჅჃჄႹႳႵლ ႾႿႲႹႼႹჄ჉ლ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႸႿႾႿჂ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႼჅ჈ჅჂႹႵჃ ႱႶႶႿჂႴႵႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ—ნ

“ჲႿႳჄႿჂნნნ჏”

ჷႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱჃჄლ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂႹႿჅჃ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჃჄჂႿႴႵ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵႶჅႼႼ჉ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჃႼႵჃ ႿႶ ႲႿႿႻჃႸႵႼ჆ႵჃნ

ႣჄႵჀლ ჃჄႵჀ—ნ

ჱႼႵႱჂ ႵႽႿჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჆ႹႴႵႾჄ ႹႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ჃჄႵჀჃ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჃႼႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႲႺႵႳჄ ႿႶ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႹႽჀႱჃჃႹႿႾႵႴ ჃႵႱჂႳႸ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჂႵჃႹႴႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ Ⴑ ႸႵႹႾႿჅჃ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႶჅႷႹჄႹ჆Ⴕლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႿჂႳႸႵჃჄჂႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

“ნნნჽႸ ႴႵႱჂლ ႣႹჂ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႱჃ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႵႴნ ႧႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႲႵ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ჄႿ ႽႱႹႾჄႱႹႾ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ჭ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄჂႱ჆ႵჂჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႱႹჃႼႵჃლ ჃႿႿႾ ჃჀႿჄჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂ ჃჄႿႿႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႲႿႿႻლ Ⴑ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵ ႳႼႹჀჀႵႴ ჄႿ ႿႾႵ Ⴕ჉Ⴕნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჁჅႹႵჄ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

იႢჅჃჄႼႵ—ი

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჀႱႷႵლ ႳႱႼႽႼ჉ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჅჀ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႱႾႴ ჃႽႹႼႵႴ—

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ჃႸႿჄ ႿჅჄ ႱႾႴ ჃႵႹ჊ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႼႼႱჂნ

“ႧႸ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴნნნ ჇႸ჉ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႿჂႳႸႵჃჄჂႱჄႵ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄჭ჏”

იჱႢႥჼჱჶ—ი

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႸႵႼႴ ႶႱჃჄ Ⴒ჉ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႷჂႹჀ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႼႼႱჂლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ჂႵჃჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷ ႸႹႽნ

ჯ ჃႽႹႼႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

იႤႱჀლ ჄႱჀ—ი

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႼႼႱჂ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

“ნნნႧႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃჭ ჷ’Ⴔ ႲႵ ႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႵႱჂ ჉ႿჅჂ ჂႵႱჃႿႾႹႾႷნ”

“ႧႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹჃ ႱႼႼ ჀႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჉ႿჅჂ ჀႼႱႾ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷჭ”

“……ნ”

“ჷჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႽႵႱႾჄ Ⴒ჉ ‘ႱႴ჆ႹႳႵ’ჭ ႧႵჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႵჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჷႾჄႵჂႴႹႳჄႹႿႾ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄჭ჏”

ႤႸႵႹჂ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ႼႿႳႻႵႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႿჂჄ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵ ჃႵჀႱჂႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႽნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႶჅჂႹႿჅჃ ჂႵႶႼႵႳჄႹႿႾ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႾჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႿჂႾႱჄႵ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵნ

ჶႽႽႽნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႼႹႾႷႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჁჅႹႵჄ ჄჇႹჃჄ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႱჂႽლ ႸႵ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႴႵჄႱႳႸႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴნ

“……჏”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჃჄჂႵႾႷჄႸ ႸႱႴ ႶႱჂ Ⴕ჈ႳႵႵႴႵႴ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႱჄႹႿႾჃნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႵႶႶႿჂჄႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ჀႵႵႼႵႴ ႱჇႱ჉ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႹჀჀႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႼႼႱჂლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႷჂႱჃჀ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ Ⴑ ႳႸႹႼႴ’Ⴣ ჀႼႱ჉ႶჅႼ ჄჅႷნ

“ჳ჆ႵႾ ჷ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჃႱႴႴႼႵ Ⴑ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႾႱჃჄ჉ ႺႿႲ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჄჂႹ჆ႹႱႼ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄნ”

ჷႷႾႿჂႹႾႷ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႲჂჅჃႸႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴჅჃჄ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႼႱჀႵႼნ

ჴႼႹႳႻლ ႶႼႹႳႻნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჃჀႵႱႻႹႾႷნ

“ჷႶ ჷ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾ ႹჄლ ჷ’Ⴔ ႳႱႼႼ ႹჄ Ⴑ ႲႹჄ ႿႶ ႽႹჃႳႸႹႵ჆ႿჅჃ ჂႵ჆ႵႾႷႵლ ႱႾႴ ႱႼჃႿნნნ Ⴑ ႷႹႶჄ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႽႵნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ…ჭ”

“ჷჃ ჷჃႱႱႳ ႴႵႱႴჭ”

“ჳ჈ႳჅჃႵ ႽႵჭ”

ჯ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႵႴ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ—

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႵႽ჉ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ჃჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ ႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

“ႤႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႾ ჇႱჃ ႴႵჃႹႷႾႵႴ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႵႽႹჃႵ ႿႶ ႸႹჃ ႴႵႱჄႸნ ჷ ႺჅႴႷႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႽႿჂႵ ႲႵႾႵႶႹႳႹႱႼ ჄႸႱႾ Ⴑ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ႴႹჃჀႼႱ჉ ႿႶ ႶႹჂႵჀႿჇႵჂნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ…ჭ”

“ႣႿლ ႹჃ ჷჃႱႱႳ ჺႵႿႲႼႱႾჄ ႴႵႱႴჭ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ ႾႿ ჂႵჀႼ჉ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႾႵႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ’Ⴣ ႱႾჃჇႵჂნ

“ჸჅႴႷႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ ჉ႿჅჂ ჂႵႱႳჄႹႿႾლ ჷ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵ ႸႵ ႹჃ ႴႵႱႴნ ჷႶ ჃႿლ ჄႸႵႾ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႱჂႵ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႹჃ ႶႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵნ”

ჱႼႹႳႻნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႴႺჅჃჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵნ

ჯ ჂႵႼႱ჈ႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჀႼႱ჉ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃჅႼჄჃ ჇႹႼႼ ႲႵ ႹႾ ჃႿႿႾნ”

“……ნ”

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႹႴႵ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႹႿႾლ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႶႱႳႵႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႷႵႾჄႼႵ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჃჀႿჅჄႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႸ ႿჅჄჂႱႷႵႿჅჃ ႾႿႾჃႵႾჃႵნ

“ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჉ႿჅ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႹႽჀႱႳჄლ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅლ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႾႵჇ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჀჂႿჀႵჂႼ჉ ႲႿჂႾჭ”

ჱႱႳႻႼႵლ ႳႱႳႻႼႵლ ႳႱႳႻႼႵ—

ႤႸႵ ႳႸႹႼႼႹႾႷ ႼႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃႸჅჄ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

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Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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