Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 71

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჯ ჃႸႵႵჂ ႳႼႹႶႶ ႶႱႳႵ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႿჂႴႵჂႼႱႾႴჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჹႹႾႷႴႿႽ ႿႶ ჷჃႼႱჄნ

ႤႸႵჂႵლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ႱჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჄႿႽႲჃჄႿႾႵლ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ნ

ჶႿႿႿ—

ჱႿႼႴ ႲჂႵႱჄႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႽႿჅჄႸლ ჇჂႱჀჀႵႴ ჄႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽჅႶႶႼႵჂნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႼႵႶჄ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႽჀႱႾႹႿႾჃ ႱႾႴ ჄჂႱ჆ႵႼႵႴ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ႸႵჂႵ ႱႼႿႾႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ႲჂႹႾႷ ႳႼႿჃჅჂႵლ Ⴒ჉ ႸႵჂ ႿჇႾ ႸႱႾႴლ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄნ

“……ნ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႿႽႲჃჄႿႾႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႵჂႵႳჄႵႴ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶლ ႽႱႾ჉ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ႱႷႿნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႽႱჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႱ჆Ⴕ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჄႱჅႷႸჄ ႸႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

“ნნნ჻ႱჃჄႵჂლ ჷ’Ⴝ ႲႱႳႻ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵნ”

იႣჇႹჃႸლ ჃႳჂႱჀႵნი

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჃჇႵჀჄ ႱჇႱ჉ ჄႸႵ ႴჅჃჄ ႱႾႴ ႴႹჂჄ ႱႳႳჅႽჅႼႱჄႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

ჽႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵლ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႸႵჂ ჄႿჅႳႸ ႸႱႴ ჀႱჃჃႵႴლ ჇႵჂႵ ႹႾჃႳჂႹჀჄႹႿႾჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴნ

ჯ ႳႿႽჀႼႵ჈ ႱჂჂႱ჉ ႿႶ ႳႸႱჂႱႳჄႵჂჃნ

ჽႲ჆ႹႿჅჃႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჇႸႵႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႵჂႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ႲႵႵႾ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႹႾჃႳჂႹჀჄႹႿႾ ႿႾ ႹჄნ

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჇ ჃႿ ႴႵႾჃႵႼ჉ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႳႱჂ჆ႹႾႷჃნ

—ႤႸႵ ჳ჈ႹႼႵლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႱႾ ႵႼႶლ Ⴕ჈ႹႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ႸႱႴ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

“……ნ”

ჯ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႷჂႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႽႱჃჄႵჂნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷჂႵႵჄႹႾႷლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႸႱႾႴნ

ႣႸႵ ჀႼႱႳႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႸႱႾႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵ ႱႾႴ ჀႿჅჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჃჅႲჃჄႱႾჄႹႱႼ ႱႽႿჅႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ ႹჄნ

იႧႿႿႿႿႿႿႾႷ—ი

ჯ ႲႼჅႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႷႼႿჇ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵლ ႵႾႷჅႼႶႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ႳႱჂ჆ႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႹჄჃ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵნ

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ႷႼႿჇლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႽႿႴႹႶႹႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

“ჷ ႻႾႿჇ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ”

ႤႸႵ ჄჂჅႵ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჇႱჃ ჄႿჅႳႸႹႾႷნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႽႽჅႾႹႳႱჄႹႿႾ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵლ ႽႿႴႹႶႹႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ႹႼႵ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂლ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႾႷ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჄႿ ႸႵჂნ

იႣჄႱჄႹႳლ ႳჂႱႳႻႼႵ—ი

ჯჃ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႲჅჂჃჄ ႿႶ ჃჄႱჄႹႳ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿნ

ႣႿႿႾლ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ႶႵႽႱႼႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႵႳႸႿ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

მ “ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵႵႾ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱნ”

“ნნნჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ”

მ “ႤႿ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴჃႽႱႾ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႲႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႵႵႻႹႾႷ ႽႵ ႿჅჄნ ႧႵႼႼლ ჷ ႷჅႵჃჃ ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႼႹ჆ႵႴ ႼႿႾႷ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷნ”

ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႶჂႿჇႾႵႴ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႼႱ჉ႶჅႼ ჆ႿႹႳႵნ

ႣჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႱჂ჆ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ’Ⴣ ჄႵႽჀႵჂႱႽႵႾჄ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႲႵႵႾ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჇႹႳႻႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႳჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႼႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჂႵႼႱჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ჁჅႹႵჄ ჃႵႳႼჅჃႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႱႳჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႹჂႱႳႼႵ ႹႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႵ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃნ”

ႩႵჄლ ႴႵჃჀႹჄႵ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႱჄლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჂႵႼႹႵႴ ႿႾ ႽႿჃჄ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇნ

ჯႾ ႵႼႶ ႽႱႷႵ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႼႹ჆ႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႳႵႾჄჅჂႹႵჃნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჃჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჄႿ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႳჅჂჃႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჄჇႹႾႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ႸႹჃჄႿჂ჉ნ

მ “ႧႸႱჄ ႹჃ ႹჄლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱჭ”

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჇႸ჉ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ჃႿჅႷႸჄ ႿჅჄ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ

ႤႿ ჃႸႱჂႵ Ⴑ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჄႵႼႼ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႵႼჃႵნ

“ႤႸႵ ႥႾႶႱჄႸႿႽႱႲႼႵ ႥႾႻႾႿჇႾნ ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵნ”

მ “ნნნნნნ”

ჸჅჃჄ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჄჇႿ ჀႸჂႱჃႵჃ ႼႵႶჄ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂჇႱჂႴლ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾႴႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႥႾႶႱჄႸႿႽႱႲႼႵ ႥႾႻႾႿჇႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄ ႼႱჇჃ ႷႿ჆ႵჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႴႹჃႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႠႹႼႷჂႹႽ’Ⴣ ჸႿჅჂႾႱႼნ

ჴႱႳႹႾႷ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႳႸႿჃႵႾ ჃႹႼႵႾႳႵ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ჀჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ჃჄႿჂ჉ნ

“ႩႿჅ’ჂႵ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჀႼႱ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႿႼႼ ႷႱႽႵ ჄႿႴႱ჉ლ ႱჂႵႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅჭ”

მ “ნნნნნნ”

“ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ჇႿႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႹჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵႾნ ႧႸ჉ ჉ႿჅ ႸႿႼႵႴ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႹႾ჉ ႳႱჃჄႼႵნ ჯႾႴ ჇႸ჉ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႿႼႼ ႷႱႽႵ ႱႼႼ Ⴒ჉ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶ—”

ჶႵჂ ႳႼႵႱჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჄႿႾႵნ

ჶႵჂ ჂႵჃႿႼჅჄႵ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჀႹႵჂႳႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႴႿჅႲჄჃ ჃႸႵ ႸႵႼႴნ

“ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴ ႾႿჇნ”

მ “ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ჉ႿჅნნნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႴႿႹႾႷნნნ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ჷ’Ⴝ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂნ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵ჉’ჂႵ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ႹႽႱႷႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႳႿႼႿჃჃႱႼ ჄჂႵႵ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႵჂ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჀჂႹႽႿჂႴႹႱႼ ႼႹႶႵ ႶႿჂႽლ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႿჂႹႷႹႾჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჅႾႻႾႿჇႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჆ႱჃჄ ႶႿჂႵჃჄ ႳჅႼჄႹ჆ႱჄႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄ ჄჂႵႵ ჂႿႿჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႱჂჄႸნ

ႤႸႵ ႡჅႵႵႾ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႣჀႹჂႹჄჃნ

ჯႾႴლ ჱႿႾ჆ႵჂႷႵႾႳႵნ

ჯႼႼ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႿჂႹႵჃ ჂႵႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ჇႵჂႵ ႹႾჄႵჂႼႿႳႻႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ႸႵჂლ ႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵლ ႳႿႸႵჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄნ

“ჶႿჇ ႽჅႳႸ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႵႼႶლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႷჂႱჃჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႴႷႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄჂჅჄႸ ႱႶჄႵჂ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ႺႿჅჂႾႵ჉ ႱႾႴ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႿჂჂႹႶႹႳ ჄჂႱႷႵႴႹႵჃლ ႱჃႻႵႴნ

მ “჻ႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇნ”

ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჄჂႱႾჃႷჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႳႿႽႽႹჄჄႵႴ ႱႼႿႾႷჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂ ႼႿႾႷ ႱႷႿლ ჇႱჃ ႶႱჂ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴟ჆ႵჂნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ႲჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႶႵჂ჆ႿჂ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႴჂႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

“ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჅႽႽႿႾ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃნ”

მ “ნნნႧႸႱჄჭ”

“ႤႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ႶႱႳჄႹႿႾ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჀჅႼႼ ႿႶႶ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჃჅჃჀႹႳႹႿჅჃ ჅჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵ’Ⴣ ႶჂჅႹჄნ ႥႾႹႿႾნნნ ႿჂ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႱႾჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႹჄნ ႤႿ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႵ ჄႸႹჃლ ჷ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼჀ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႻႹႾ ჇႸႿ ႹჃ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ႻႾႿჇႼႵႴႷႵႱႲႼႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႽႱႷႹႳნ”

ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ႾႵႵႴ ႶႿჂ ႶჅჂჄႸႵჂ ႸႵჃႹჄႱჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄლ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱნ

ႣႸႵ ჃჄႱჄႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႿႼႴ ႳႿႽჂႱႴႵნ

“ჷჄ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႸႵႼჀ ႽႵნ”

ႤႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჆ႿႹႳႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆Ⴕნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႸႹჀლ ႷႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႲႼჅႵ ႼႹႷႸჄლ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႵႴნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჯჂჄჂႹႱნ

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ႼႿჇႵჃჄმჂႱႾႻႹႾႷ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႹႷႸჄ ႣჇႿჂႴჃ ႱႾႴ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂႹႵჃლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჀႱჂჄႵႴ ჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჇႹჄႸ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႸႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႱႼႿႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႵႱႴႵჂ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱლ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႷჂႱႾჄႵႴ Ⴑ ჆ႱႳႱჄႹႿႾ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶნ

ჼႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႣჇႿჂႴ ჵႸႿჃჄ ႸႱႴ ႷჂႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႽႵ ႿႶႶნ

ჶႱႴႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႶ ႷჅႹႴႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႱჃჃႹႷႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ႱႲႱႾႴႿႾႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႱႾႴ ჂჅႾ ႿႶႶ ႱႼႿႾႵჭ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾႳႹႴႵႾჄლ ჃႸႵ ႶႵႼჄ ႱჀႿႼႿႷႵჄႹႳ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷႵჃჄნ

ჯჃႹႴႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႱჄლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႢႱႶႱჂႹႱ ႱႼჃႿ ႸႱႴ ႸႵჂ ႿჇႾ ႲჅჃႹႾႵჃჃ ჄႿ ႱჄჄႵႾႴ ჄႿნ

ი჻ჅႾႳႸლ ႽჅႾႳႸ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ჄႸႿჂႿჅႷႸႼ჉ ႵႾႺႿ჉ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჄႹႽႵ ႿႶႶლ ჄႿႿႻ Ⴑ ႸჅႷႵ ႲႹჄႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႻႵჇႵჂ ႸႵႼႴ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႸႱႾႴნ

“჻ႽႽლ ჉ႵႱႸნნნ”

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵႼႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႻႵჇႵჂლ ჃႸႵ ႳႼჅჄႳႸႵႴ Ⴑ ႲႱႷ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႽႱႾ჉ ႽႿჂႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႼჅ჈ჅჂ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႴႱ჉Ⴣ ჃႸႵ ჇႱႾႴႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄ ႹႾ ჃႸႱႲႲ჉ ႳႼႿჄႸႵჃ ჃႵႵႽ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႴႹჃჄႱႾჄ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႾႿ ႼႿႾႷႵჂ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჂჅႾႾႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჃჅჀჀႼႹႵჃნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႱႾႻჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇ ႳႿႽჀႱႾႹႿႾჃ ჃႸႵ’Ⴔ ႱႳჁჅႹჂႵႴნ

‘ႤႸႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნნნ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵლ ჂႹႷႸჄჭ’

—ႤႸႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ჯ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႹႾႷ ႸႵႼႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႾႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႴჂႵႱႽჃნ

ႤႸႵჂႵლ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႶჂႿႽ ႱႼႼ ჇႱႼႻჃ ႿႶ ႼႹႶႵ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႿႳႹႱႼႹ჊Ⴕლ ႵႾႺႿ჉ႹႾႷ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႶႿႿႴჃ ႱႾႴ ႴჂႹႾႻჃნ

჻ႱႷႵჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႤႿჇႵჂლ ႼႿჂႴჃ ႿႶ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႵჃლ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾჃლ ႿႶႶႹႳႵჂჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ—ნ

ႤႸႵჃႵ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼჃლ ႴჂႱჇႾ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႶႹႵႼႴ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႱႲႼႵლ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ჇႿჂႻႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႷႿႱႼნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄლ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႿჂႽႵჂ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸნ

‘ႧႸ჉ ႿႾ ႵႱჂჄႸ ႹჃ Ⴑ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჀႱჂჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႷჂႿჅჀჭ’

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႹႾႷ ჇႸႵჂႵ Ⴑ ჶႿႼ჉ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ႶႿჅႾႴნ

ႧႱჃ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷ ჀႱႾႷჃ ႿႶ ႳႿႾჃႳႹႵႾႳႵჭ

ჸჅჃჄ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႴႱ჉Ⴣ ႱႷႿლ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႸႱჃჄႹჃႹႾႷ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶლ ႳႼႱႹႽႹႾႷ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႱႾႹႽႱႼლ ႾႿჄ Ⴑ ႽႱႾნ

‘ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႽჅჃჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႹჃ ჂႵႱჃႿႾჃნ ჷ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄ ჄႸႱჄნ’

ႢႵႷႱჂႴႼႵჃჃლ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჆ႱႼჅႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷჃ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჃႵႾႴႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჅჀჀႼႹႵჃლ ႲႿჂჂႿჇႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯჂႳႸႽႱႷႵ ჂႵჃႹႴႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჲႵჀႵႾႴႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆Ⴕ ႱႹႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႱႳჄႹႾႷ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ Ⴑ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႴႿ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵႽლ ႸႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ჃႹႽჀႼႵნ

ჺႵ჆ႵჂႱႷႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჄႱჄჅჃ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႵჂႳႵႾႱჂ჉ლ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႱჂჂ჉ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჄႱჃႻჃ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႼႹႵႾჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႽჅႳႸ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჇႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႴႿႹႾႷ ႱႼႼ ႱႼႿႾႷნ

“ჶႽႽლ ႸႽႽნნნ ჻Ⴑ჉ႲႵ ჷ’ႼႼ ႺჅჃჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႶႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႿჂႵნ”

იႣႸႼႹႳႻლ ჃႸႼႹႳႻ—ი

ჯჃ ჃႸႵ ႱჄႵ ႸႵჂ ჃႻႵჇႵჂლ ႸႵჂ ჃჄႵჀჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჆ႹႷႿჂნ

ႣჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ლ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵჃ ჂႵႷႹჃჄႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱვჃ ჃႵႾჃႵჃნ

იႣჃჃჃႸႸႸႻ—ი

ჯ ႳႸႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჃႵႾჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႽႱႴႵ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱვჃ ႿჄႸႵჂჇႹჃႵ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾႼႵჃჃ Ⴕ჉ႵႲჂႿჇჃ ჄჇႹჄႳႸნ

ႣႸႵ ჄႿႿႻ Ⴑ ႲႹჄႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႱჄ ჃႻႵჇႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃჄႹႳႻ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

“ნნნჶ჉ჅႾႷნ ჷჄ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჃႸႵ’Ⴣ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႱႼႿႾႵნ”

“ნნნჷ ႶႹႷჅჂႵႴნ ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵლ ႷႵჄ ჂႵႱႴ჉ნ”

“ნნნႣႸႵ’Ⴣ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႾჃႹ჆ႵმႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႸႹჀნ ჷჃ ႹჄ ႿႻႱ჉ ႹႶ ჇႵ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ႾႿჇჭ”

“ნნნႤႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ႶႹ჆Ⴕ ႿႶ ჅჃლ ჇႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽჭ ჷჄ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ႴႵႳႿჂႱჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჃჇႿჂႴჩ ჃႸႵ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჃჇႹႾႷ ႹჄ ჀჂႿჀႵჂႼ჉ნ”

ჴႱႹႾჄ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႵႱჂჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჂჅჃჄႼႹႾႷ ႲჅჃႸႵჃნ

ჶႵჂ ႱႳჅჄႵ ჃႵႾჃႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჀႹႳႻ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჅჀჀჂႵჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჃႿჅႾႴნ

იჶႽႽ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႷႱ჊Ⴕლ ႲჂႹႵႶႼ჉ ႳႼႿჅႴႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲჅჃႸႵჃნ

ჰႵႶႿჂႵ ႼႿႾႷლ Ⴑ ႳჂႿჇ ႶႼ჉ႹႾႷ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႸႵႱႴ ႼႱႾႴႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂნ

“ႠႵჂႶႵႳჄნ ჷ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ჃႿႽႵ ჀჂႱႳჄႹႳႵ ႱႾ჉ჇႱ჉ნ”

—იჱႱჇლ ႳႱჇ—჏ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႾႵჇႼ჉ ႱႳჁჅႹჂႵႴ ჀႱჂჄႾႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ႣႸႱႴႿჇ ႣჀႹჂႹჄ ႸႱႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ჃႵႾჃႵႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႱჄჄႹჄჅႴႵნ

იႣჂႹႾႷ—ი

იჱႼႱႾႻ—჏ი

ႤႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ႽႿ჆ႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႲჅჃႸႵჃნ

“ႣჅჂჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂ჏ ႠჂႵჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႱჄჄႱႳႻ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉჏”

“ႩႵჃლ ჶ჉ჅႾႷ჏”

ჰႱႾႴႹჄჃლ ჇႵႱჀႿႾჃ ႹႾ ႸႱႾႴლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ႼႵႱჀႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႲჅჃႸႵჃ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჇႱჄႳႸႵႴ ჄႸႵႽლ ჄႸႵႾ ჀႼႱႳႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႿჇმႵႽჀჄ჉ ჃႻႵჇႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ႲႱႷნ

იႠႼႿჀ—ი

ႣႸႵ ჄႸႵႾ ႼႹႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႱჅႳႵ ႿႶႶ ႸႵჂ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჃ ႱႾႴ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇ ჀႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂნ

“ႢႵႱႴ჉ჭ”

—იჱႱჇ—჏ი

“ჺႵჄ’Ⴣ ႷႿლ ჰႼႱႳႻႹႵნ”

—იჭი

ჷႷႾႿჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇ ჄႹႼჄႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႹႾ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႹႿႾლ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ჇႵႾჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱჄ ႸႵჂ ႸႹჀნ

ႤႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃ ႳႼႿჃႵႴ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႽ ႱႼႼ ჃႹႴႵჃნ

ჱჂჅႴႵ Ⴑ჈ႵჃლ ჃႸႱჂჀ ჃჀႵႱჂႸႵႱႴჃლ ႱႾႴ ႳႸႱჂႷႹႾႷ ႼႱႾႳႵჃ—

ჯჃ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჇႵႱჀႿႾჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႹႽႵႴ ႱჄ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႱႾႴ ჃჇჅႾႷ ႴႿჇႾლ

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႴჂႵჇ ჄႸႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵჂ ႸႹჀნ

“ႣႸႵ’Ⴣ ႿႾႼ჉ ႿႾႵ჏ ႣჅႲႴჅႵ ႸႵჂ჏”

“ႤႱႻႵ ႸႵჂ ჃჇႿჂႴ჏”

“ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣჇႿჂႴლ ჴႹႶჄႸ ჴႿჂႽ—ნ”

იႣჂႹႾႷ—ი

იႧႸႿႿჃႸ—჏ი

ჯ ჂႱჀႹႴ ჄႸჂჅჃჄ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႱჇნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄ ႱႹႽႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႵႾႵႽ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႱႴႿჇ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ႽႿ჆ႵႴნ

ႣჀჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ႴႱჂႻႾႵჃჃნ

ჯ ႳႸႹႼႼ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾႴႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႾႵႱჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴლ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃ ႻႾႵჇ ႹჄლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႹႽႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჄႸჂႿႱჄჃნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵნნნ჏”

“ႤႸმჄႸႵ ჃႸႱႴႿჇნნნ჏”

იႤႸჇႱႳႻ჏ ႤႸჅႴ჏ ႤႸჇႱႳႻ—჏ი

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႶႹ჆Ⴕ ჃႸႱႴႿჇჃლ ႽႹႽႹႳႻႹႾႷ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ჃႹႽჅႼჄႱႾႵႿჅჃႼ჉ ჀႹႵჂႳႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃლ

იჱႼႹႳႻ—ნი

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ’Ⴣ ჃჇႿჂႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ჃႸႵႱჄႸნ

ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱლ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჃჄჂႹႻႵ ჄႿ ჃჅႲႴჅႵ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႵჂნ

ჯ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ჃჇႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႾႵჅჄჂႱႼႹ჊Ⴕ ႱႼႼ ႶႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႵႾნ

“ჵႿႿႴ ႺႿႲლ ჰႼႱႳႻႹႵნ”

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႴႵႱႼჄ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႾႴႹჄჃლ ႠჂႹႵႼჂႱ ჃჄჂႿႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႹჂႹჄ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჃႸႵႱჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჇႿჂႴნ

—იჭი

იႧႸႿႿჃႸლ ჇႸႿႿჃႸ—ნი

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇ ჃჀႹჂႹჄ ჀႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ჃႸႿႿႻ ႹჄჃ ႸႵႱႴლ ჃჄႹႼႼ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႹႿႾნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃნ

ჯ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႱႾႴ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ჀჂႹ჆ႱჄႵ ႼႱႲႿჂႱჄႿჂ჉ნ

იჵჅჂႷႼႵლ ႷჅჂႷႼႵ—ნი

ႤႸႵ ႳჅႼჄႹ჆ႱჄႹႿႾ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႸჅჂႾႹႾႷლ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵლ ჅႾჀႼႵႱჃႱႾჄ ႾႿႹჃႵჃნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ Ⴑ ႶჂჅႹჄ ჄႿ ჅჃႵ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႵႴႹჅႽ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵნ

“ႩႿჅ’ჂႵ ჄႵႼႼႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჄႿ ႳჅჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႸႹႾႷჭ”

“ჲႹ჆ႹႴႹႾႷ ႹჄ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ჃႹ჈ ႵჁჅႱႼ ჀႱჂჄჃ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჃჅႶႶႹႳႵნ ႠႼႵႱჃႵ ႽႱႻႵ ႹჄ ႳႼႵႱႾნ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႼႼႵႱႷჅႵ ჇႸႿ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჂႵჁჅႵჃჄლ ႴႹႴ ႾႿჄ ႼႿႿႻ ჀႼႵႱჃႵႴნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႸႱႴ ႱႲჂჅჀჄႼ჉ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ႸႹႽ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ႱႾႴ ႿჂႴႵჂႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჄႿ ჃႼႹႳႵ ჅჀ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႹႴႵႿჅჃმႼႿႿႻႹႾႷნ

იჱႼႹႾႻ—ნი

ჯჃ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႴჂႵჇ Ⴑ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႸႹჀ ႹႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾჃႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ჂႵჁჅႵჃჄლ

ႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ႳႿႽჀႼႱႹႾჄ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

“ჱႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჉ႿჅ ႺჅჃჄ ჅჃႵ ႱႾ჉ ႿႼႴ ႻႾႹႶႵ ჄႿ ႳჅჄ ႹჄჭ”

“ჷ ჇႹჃႸ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴლ ႲჅჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႵ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ႿႲႺႵႳჄ ჉ႿჅ ႳႱႾ ႴႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႹჄႸნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ჄႿ ႵႾჄჂჅჃჄ ႹჄ ჄႿ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჀჄႹႿႾႱႼ ჃჇႿჂႴჃႽႱႾჃႸႹჀნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ႿႾ ႵႱჂჄႸ ႹჃ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႸႹႾႷლ ႱႾ჉ჇႱ჉ჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႿႲႺႵႳჄ’Ⴣ ႹႴႵႾჄႹჄ჉ლ

იჶႵႸႵႸႵႸ—ნი

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ႳႱႳႻႼႹႾႷ ႼႱჅႷႸ ႱႾႴ ჄႿႼႴ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ

“ႤႸႱჄლ Ⴝ჉ ႶჂႹႵႾႴლ ႹჃ Ⴑ ႶჂჅႹჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵნ ႣႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჷ ჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇ ႲႿႴ჉ ჇႵ’ჂႵ ႳჅႼჄႹ჆ႱჄႹႾႷნ”

“ნნნႧႸႱჄჭ”

ႤႸႵ ჃჄႿჂ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃვჃ ႶႱႳႵ ႹႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႸႱჂႴႵႾႵႴ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႹჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჄႱႼႵ ႸႵ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႴႵႶႹႵႴ ႱႼႼ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷნ

—ႤႸႵ ჴჂჅႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႻႾႵჇ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႸႿჇ ჆ႱႼჅႱႲႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႿႲႺႵႳჄ ჇႱჃნ

“ჶႿႼႴ ႿႾლ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼႼ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄჭ ႤႸႹჃ ႷჂႿჄႵჃჁჅႵ ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ჴჂჅႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵჭ”

“ႩႵჃლ ႹႾႴႵႵႴნ ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ჷ ႽჅჃჄ ႱႴႽႹჄლ ႹჄ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჄႹႽႵ ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႼႱႹႴ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႿႾ ჃჅႳႸ ႱႾ ႹჄႵႽ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶნ”

“ჲႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ჄႸႱჄ ႣႹჂႹჅჃ ႶႵႼႼႿჇ ჄႱႻႵ ჄႸႵ ჴჂჅႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჴႿჂႵჃჄჭ ႤႸႵ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႹႾ ႱႾ ჅჀჂႿႱჂ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႵႽႵჂႷႵႾႳႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႾႵჇ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾლ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႹჄჭ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႶჅჄႵ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႳႼႱႹႽნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႴႵႾႹႱႼ ႼႱჃჄႵႴ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ლ Ⴑ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾ ႴႱჇႾႵႴ ႿႾ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ႱႾႴ ႸႵ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჀჅჂႵ ჃႸႿႳႻნ

“ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჄႵႼႼ ႽႵ…”

“ႤႸႹჃ ႹჃ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႹჄႵႽ ჷ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ႣႹჂႹჅჃნ ჰႵႸႿႼႴ჏ ჷჃႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႱႾ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႴႵႼႹႷႸჄႶჅႼ ჃჀႵႳႹႽႵႾჭ”

“ႩႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ႣႹჂႹჅჃჭ ႩႿჅ’ჂႵ ჄႵႼႼႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ჄႸႵ ჱႸჅჂႳႸ’Ⴣ ႱႴ჆ႵჂჃႱჂ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႵ ჇႸႿ ႺჅჃჄ ႺႿႹႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾჭ”

ჶႹჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႹႳႻ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႶჅჃႹႿႾნ

ႩႵჄლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჃჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

“ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ ჷ ႸႱჀჀႵႾ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჁჅႹჄႵ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႶჂႹႵႾႴჃლ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ჷჭ ႩႿჅლ ႿႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჂႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႵႾჄ ႿႾႵჃნ”

“……”

“ႣႿლ ჃჄႿჀ ჇႿჂჂ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჃႼႹႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ႶႿჂ ႽႵნ”

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ႴჂႵჇ ႸႹჃ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႱႾႴ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႽႱႾႱႷႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႸႿႼႼႿჇლ Ⴕ჈ႱჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

“ჶႱ… ႣႿ ႾႿჇ ჉ႿჅ’ჂႵ ႲႵႶჂႹႵႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ჄႿႿჭ ჷ ჃჇႵႱჂლ ჷ ႸႵႱჂ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჅႾႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႱႲႼႵ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴒ჉ ჃჄႱ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ”

ႤႸႹჃ ჀႹႵႳႵ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵႼ჉ ჃႸႿႳႻႹႾႷლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶႿჂ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ

ჶႵ ჇႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ႹႶ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႿႿ ႾႱჂჂႿჇმႽႹႾႴႵႴ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႱჃჃႵჃჃႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱჂჄႼႹႾႷ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႽႱႻႵ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ჃჀႹႾნ

“ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃნ ჱႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾჃ ႱჂႵ ႶჅႾႴႱႽႵႾჄႱႼႼ჉ ႳჂჅႳႹႱႼ ႶႿჂ ႱႾ჉ ჃჅႳႳႵჃჃႶჅႼ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼნ”

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჃႿႿႾ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႸႱჂႴႵႾ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾლ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ლ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ႶჂႿႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႹႽნ

“ႣჇႿჂႴჃႽႵႾ ႼႹႻႵ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴლ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႲჂႱႹႾჃ ႱჂႵ Ⴤ჉ჀႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႱჃ ႸႱჂႴႵႾႵႴ ႱჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ႲႼႱႴႵჃნ”

“……”

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾჄႵႼႼႵႳჄჅႱႼჃ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႸႿႼႴ ႹႾ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႵႽႵႼ჉ ႸႹႷႸ ჂႵႷႱჂႴნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ ჀჂႱႳჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႿႶ ႳჅႼჄჅჂႵნ”

“……”

“ჴႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႹჃ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჀჄႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႳႱჀႱႲႼႵ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႸႵჂႵნ ႤႸႵ ႿჇႾႵჂ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႼႼႹႱႾჄ ႽႹႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႶႵႱჂჃლ ႹႾ ႶႱႳჄნ”

“……”

“ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃლ ჉ႿჅ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჃჄჂႹ჆Ⴕ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ႼႿჃႵ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႾႹႶႹႳႵႾჄ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႱჃ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ…”

“ჷ ჃႱႹႴ ჷ ႷႵჄ ႹჄლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ—”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႵႾႴႼႵჃჃ ႼႵႳჄჅჂႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႹႽჀႿჂჄႱႾႳႵ ႿႶ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႶჂႹႵႾႴჃნ

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႳႿႼႴ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႳჅჄ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂ ႱႾႴ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႲႿჂႱჄႿჂ჉ნ

ჶႽჀႸნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჃႵႵႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႿႲႵႴႹႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႼႱႽჀႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჃႸჅჄნ

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႾႿႾჃႵႾჃႵნ ჼႿჇ ჃႸჅჄ ჅჀნ”

იႣႸႹႾႷ—ი

ႢႵႹႾჄႱჃ’Ⴣ ႲႼႱႴႵ ჃႼႹႳႵႴ ႳႼႵႱႾႼ჉ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჴჂჅႹჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႧႿჂႼႴ ႤჂႵႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႶჂჅႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჄ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ჃႹ჈ ჀႹႵႳႵჃნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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