Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 87

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ—ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჷვႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჷ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႿႼႿჃჃႱႼ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႹჃႾვჄ Ⴑ ჃჀႱႳႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჃჅႲჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

჻ႿჂႵႿ჆ႵჂლ ႼႵႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴑ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ Ⴕ჈ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵნ

ჰჅჄ ჇႸႱჄ ႹႶ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃჀႱႳႵჃლ ჃႹႽႹႼႱჂ ჄႿ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱლ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ—ჃჀႱႳႵჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႵჂႵ ჂႵႱႼ ႲჅჄ ჀჅჂႵႼ჉ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄჅႱႼჭ

ჷႶ ႹႾჄႵႼႼႹႷႵႾჄ ႵႾჄႹჄႹႵჃლ ႼႱႳႻႹႾႷ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ႲႿႴႹႵჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႿჅႾႴლ ჇႵჂႵ ႵႾႴႼႵჃჃႼ჉ ႴჂႹႶჄႹႾႷ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႲႿჅႾႴႱჂႹႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ—ნ

ႤႸႵႾლ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჄႸႵ჉ ႱႼჃႿ ႲႵ ჃჅႲႺႵႳჄ ჄႿ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჂႵჃჄჂႹႳჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႸႵႾ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴჭ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႻႵჀჄ ჂႵႳჅჂჂႹႾႷ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႴႵჃჄႹႾႹႵჃ ႱჂႵ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅნ ჴჂႿႽ ႾႿჇ ႿႾლ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႱႾ჉ ႸႹႾႴჂႱႾႳႵლ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ႱჂႵ ႾႿჇლ ჇႹႼႼ ႲႵ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄნ”

ჯႾႴ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჄႿ ႴჂႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჀႿႹႾჄ ႸႿႽႵლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ ჇႸႹჄႵ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჄႿ ႽႵნ

ჳჄႵჂႾႱႼ ႴႵჃჄႹႾ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ႷႱ჊ႵჃ ჇႱჂ჉ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ ႴႵჃႳႵႾჄ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჀႼႱႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჀჅ჊჊ႼႵ ჀႹႵႳႵჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႶႹჄჄႹႾႷ ჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂლ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႶႿჂႽ Ⴑ ႳႼႵႱჂ ႿჅჄႼႹႾႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႵႳჂႵჄჃ ႸႹႴႴႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱლ ჇႵჂႵ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵნ

‘ႤႸႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾჄ ჂႹჄჅႱႼჃ ჅჀ ჅႾჄႹႼ ႾႿჇ ჇႵჂႵ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ჃჄႵჀჃ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႹႾႷ ႱႾ Ⴑ჆ႱჄႱჂნ’

ႤႸႵ ႿჂႹႷႹႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾჄ ჂႹჄჅႱႼ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ჃჄႵႽႽႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႼႵႷႵႾႴ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႧႸႹჄႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႶႿჂ ႱႷႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჵჅႹႴႵ’Ⴣ ႴႹ჆ႹႾႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾჄლ ჂႵႳႿჂႴႵႴ ႹႾ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ႼႵႷႵႾႴჃ—ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႳႸႹႵ჆ႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႳჂႹႶႹႳႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႶႱႹჄႸႶჅႼ ႳႼႵჂႹႳნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႹႽჀႼႹႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႹჄ჉ ჇႿჂჃႸႹჀჀႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႸႱႴ ႼႹႽႹჄႱჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႸႵႾ ႹჄ ႳႱႽႵ ჄႿ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ႹႾჄႵჂႶႵჂႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃლ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჃჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ჆ႵჃჃႵႼლ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႳႵႾჄ ႹჄჃႵႼႶ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ႱႾ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႸႹႷႸႼ჉ ႼႹႻႵႼ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჵჅႹႴႵლ ჄႿႿლ ႸႱႴ ႼႿႾႷ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჇႿჂႻႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႿ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

‘ჷႶ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႹჄჃႵႼႶ ႽჅჃჄ ႲႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ Ⴑ ჄႿႿႼ ჄႿ ჃႵႳჅჂႵ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ’

ჯ ჆Ⴙ჆ႹႴ ႽႱჀ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჅႾႶႿႼႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ‘ჽჅჄႵჂ ႧႿჂႼႴლ’ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴑ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჂႹჄჅႱႼნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ჅႾႻႾႿჇႾ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႹႾႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႲႼႵ ႳႿჃႽႿჃლ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႱႳႸ ႿႶ ႸჅႽႱႾ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷლ ჄႸႵჂႵ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄ ႲႵႹႾႷჃ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႿႾႼ჉ ႱჃ ჺႱჇჃნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႾჄႱႳႼႵჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႿႲႵ჉ႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႹႾჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ႼႹႶႵႶႿჂႽჃ ႴჂႹႶჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჆ႹႳႹႾႹჄ჉ნ

“ჷ ჃႵႵნ ႤႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾჃ ႹჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾჃႵ ჀჂႵჃჃჅჂႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႶႵႼჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჀႼႱႾႵ ჂႵჃჅჂႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ნ

ჼႿჇლ ჷ ႶႵႼჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴნ

ႧႸ჉ Ⴝ჉ ႿჇႾ ჃჅႽႽႿႾႹႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႿ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄლ ჅႾႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ႵႾჄႹჄႹႵჃ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႲႼႱႳႻ ႽႱႷႹႳნ

ჯႾႴ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႽႽႿႾႹႾႷ ჂႹჄჅႱႼ ႸႱႴ ႳႱჅჃႵႴ ჃჅႳႸ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ჂႵჀႵჂႳჅჃჃႹႿႾჃ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

“ႤႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ვჃ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႾႳႵ ჇႱჃ ႶႱჂლ ႶႱჂ ჆ႱჃჄႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჄႸႵ჉ ႹႾႸႱႲႹჄ—ნ”

ႤႸႵ ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱლ ႹჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄჅႱႼ ჃჀႱႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ႽႱႾႹႶႵჃჄႱჄႹႿႾ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႻႵႴ Ⴕ჉Ⴕ ჇႱჃ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ Ⴑ ႶჂႱႳჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႽႵႱႾჄ ႹჄჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႵჃჃႵႾႳႵ ჇႱჃ ႼႱჂႷႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႿႶ ႤႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႼႹ჆ႵႴნ

ႩႿჅ ႳႱႾႾႿჄ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႼႱჂႷႵჂ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႽႱႼႼႵჂნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ Ⴑ ႴႵႼႹႳႱჄႵ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸ ႹჃ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴ ႳႱჂ჆ႹႾႷ ႿႾႵჃႵႼႶ ႴႿჇႾლ ႳჂႵႱჄႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჆ႵჃჃႵႼ ჄႿ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჂႵႴჅႳႵႴ ჃႵႼႶლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵႾ ჀႱႹႾჃჄႱႻႹႾႷႼ჉ ႶႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჆ႵჃჃႵႼნ

ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႾჃႹჃჄႵႾჄႼ჉ ႶႱႹႼႵႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’Ⴣ ႶჅႾႴႱႽႵႾჄႱႼ ႱჀჀჂႿႱႳႸ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ჇჂႿႾႷნ

“ჰჅჄ ႹႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႱჂႵ ႵႾჄႹჄႹႵჃ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႽႵლ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႵႱႾჃ ჄႸႵ჉ ႽჅჃჄ ႲႵ ႱႹႽႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႹႽႹႼႱჂლ ჄႿႿნ”

“……ნ”

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႵ჆ႵႼ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵ ჄႸႵ჉ ႳႱႾ Ⴕ჈ႵჂჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႸ჉ჃႹႳႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ ႢႱჄႸႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵႽ ჂႵჃჄჂႱႹႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵნნნ ႹჃ ႹჄ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾႳႵჀჄ ႿႶ ვჹႾႿჇႼႵႴႷႵვ ႲႵႹႾႷ Ⴕ჈ჀႿჂჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႹჃ ႶႱჂ ႽႿჂႵ ႶႼႵ჈ႹႲႼႵ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႵჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႶႼႿჇ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჄႱႻႵ ჃႸႱჀႵ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႹჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵლ ႱႾႴ ჇႸႱჄ ႹჃ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄჂႹႱႼჃ ႱႾႴ ႵჂჂႿჂჃ ႳႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႽႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႲჂႱႾႳႸႹႾႷ ႿჅჄლ ႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ႴႹჃჄႹႾႳჄ ჀႱჄႸჃნ

ႣჇႿႿჃႸ—ნ

ჯႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჆ႹჃႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ’Ⴣ ႳႿႼႴ ႸႱႾႴლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႴႵႼႹႳႱჄႵႼ჉ ႳႱჂႵჃჃ Ⴝ჉ ႳႸႵႵႻ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

“ႩႿჅ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ჀႼႱႳႵლ ႴႿႾვჄ ჉ႿჅჭ”

ႤႸႵ ႷႹჂႼვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ჃႿႶჄႼ჉ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႵႱჂნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ႾႿჄ ႽჅႳႸ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ႲႵႶႿჂႵნ

ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ჃႸႵ ჇႹჃႸႵႴ ჷ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჃႸႵ ჃႸႿჇႵႴ ႾႿ ჃႹႷႾ ႿႶ ႴႹჃႼႹႻႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ႴႵჃႹჂႵ ჄႿ ႵჃႳႱჀႵ ႹჄნ

ႣႸႵ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჇႹჃႸႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ჇႱჄႳႸႹႾႷ ႽႵნ

ჱჂႱႳႻლ ႳჂႱႳႻႼႵ—ნ

ჱჂႱႳႻჃ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷ ႽႵნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႽႵ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჂႵႽႱႹႾ ႸႵჂႵ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႼႹႽႹჄნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႽႹႴჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳჂჅႽႲႼႹႾႷ ჇႿჂႼႴლ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ჀჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႼႴ ႳႸႵႵႻ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ႽႹႾႵნ

“ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ჄႹႽႵ ႱႷႿ ჇႱჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄლ ჄႿႿნ”

“……ნ”

“ႤႸႵႾ ႱႾႴ ႾႿჇლ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ႽჅႳႸნ”

ჴႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄლ ჷ ႶႵႼჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჷ ႸႱႴ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾႳႿႽჀჂႵႸႵႾჃႹႲႼႵნ

ჷჄ ႶႵႼჄ ႱჃ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႲႵჄჇႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႱႾႴ ႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ Ⴣ჉ႾႳნ

ჰჅჄ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჄႵ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႵჂ ჇႿჂႴჃლ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ’Ⴣ ႳႿႼႼႱჀჃႵ ႱႳႳႵႼႵჂႱჄႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶჅჂჄႸႵჂნ

ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳლ ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳლ ჱႢჯჱჹჺჳ—ნ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႵႱჂ ႱႽႹႴჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჃჀჂႵႱႴႹႾႷ ႳჂႱႳႻჃნ

“ႩႿჅ ႻႵႵჀ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႸႵჂႵლ ჄႹႽႵ ႱႾႴ ႱႷႱႹႾლ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჂႵႳჂႵႱჄႵ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄ ჃႱႽႵ ႽႱႷႹႳნ”

“ႧႱႹჄლ ჇႸႱჄ ႴႹႴ ჉ႿჅ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႱ჉——ნ”

“ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႳႸႹႼႴჂႵႾ ႳႱႾ’Ⴤ ႶႿჂႷႵჄ ჉ႿჅ ႱႾႴ ႻႵႵჀ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჂႵჄჅჂႾ—ნ”

ჴ჊჊჊Ⴤლ Ⴖ჊჊჊Ⴤ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႿჅႾႴჃ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႵႱჂ ႷჂႱႴჅႱႼႼ჉ ႶႱႴႵႴნ

ჷ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჂႵႱႳႸႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႹႴნ

ჷ ჄჂႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႷჂႱჃჀ ჄႸႵ ႸႱႾႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႳႱჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ႳႸႵႵႻნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ Ⴝ჉ ႸႱႾႴ ႷჂႱჃჀႵႴ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷნ

჻჉ ჂႵႱႳႸ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႽჀჄ჉ ჃჀႱႳႵ ႹႾ ჆ႱႹႾლ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႴ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჃႳႵႾႵჂ჉ ႿႾႳႵ ႽႿჂႵნ

“ჯႸ—ნ”

჻჉ ႸႿႼႼႿჇ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႶႱႹႼႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႿႼႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႹႾ ჇႸႹჄႵლ ჃႳႱႾႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႹႾႷჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႼႿჃჃႱႼ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ႱႾႴ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႲႿႿႻჃ ႳႱႽႵ ႹႾჄႿ ჆ႹႵჇნ

ჴႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆ႵჃლ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႾჄႱჃჄႹႳႱႼ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ლ ჂႵჀႿჃႹჄႿჂ჉ ႿႶ ႹႾႾჅႽႵჂႱႲႼႵ ჃჀႵႼႼჃლ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႸႵჂႵნ

მ ჱႱჇლ ႳႱჇ—჏

“……ნ”

ჺႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇ’Ⴣ ႳჂ჉ ႵႳႸႿႹႾႷ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႵႱჂჃლ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႶႿჂႳႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾႶჂႿႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႼႴ ჂႵႱႼႹჄ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ჄႸႵ ჄႸႹჂႴ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ႶႱႹႼႵႴნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჷႶ ႿႾႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႿ ႱჃႻ ჇႸႿ ჄႸႵ ႷჂႵႱჄႵჃჄ ႻႾႹႷႸჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჇႱჃლ ჄႸႵ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ႷႹ჆ႵႾ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႳႹჄႹ჊ႵႾჃ ჇႱჃ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂ ႿႶ ႻႾႹႷႸჄჃლ ჃჄჂႿႾႷႵჂ ႱႾႴ ႲჂႱ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵ ႵႼჃႵნ

ჽႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ჇႱჂ ႸႵჂႿႵჃლ ჇႸႿ ႲႿჂႵ ჄႸႵ Ⴣ჉ႽႲႿႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჺႹႿႾნ

ჯ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾლ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႱჂႹჃჄႿႳჂႱჄ ႼႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჺႹႿႾ ჹႾႹႷႸჄჃნ

—ႤႸႵ ႣႱ჆ႹႿჂ ႣჇႿჂႴლ ჹႼႵႹႾ ჯႴႿჂႾႿ჆ნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵმႱႷႵႴ ႻႾႹႷႸჄლ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႲჂႿჇႾ ႸႱႹჂ ႶႼႿჇႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႾႴლ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႸႵჂႿ ჀჂႱႹჃႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႱႼႼნ

“……ნ”

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇლ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႱႽႵ ჹႼႵႹႾ ჯႴႿჂႾႿ჆ ჇႱჃ ჇႱႼႻႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႸႹჃ ႿႶႶႹႳႵლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႳႿႽჀႼႹႳႱჄႵႴნ

ႤႸჅႴლ ჄႸჅႴ—ნ

ჱႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ჹႼႵႹႾ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჄႵჀ ႸႵ ჄႿႿႻნ

ჯႾႴ ႽႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾჃ ჂႵ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჂႲႱჂႹႱႾ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႶႱႳႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჼႿჂჄႸ ႴჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჃჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႴႹჄႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႹႵႷႵ ჇႱჂႶႱჂႵ ႶႿჅႷႸჄ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ჄႸႵ ჳჂႲႱჂ ჯႼႼႹႱႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ႲႱჂႲႱჂႹႱႾლ ჇႹჄႸ ჇႸႿႽ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴ ႲႼႿჇჃ ႴჅჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿႾႶႼႹႳჄლ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵႴნ

“……ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ႠႱჂჄႹႾႷႵჂნ”

ႤႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ႵჄႳႸႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჹႼႵႹႾ’Ⴣ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴႵႴ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂႹႿჅჃ ჀႿჇႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႿႿ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳლ ჉ႵჄ ჄႿႿ ჃჅႲჄႼႵ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ႽႵჂႵ ჃႿჂႳႵჂ჉ნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ႿჇႾ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿჅჄ ႸႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႶჅႾႳჄႹႿႾႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ჃჅჂႽႹჃႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჄჂႱႴႹჄႹႿႾႱႼ ჀႿჇႵჂლ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჂႲႱჂႹႱႾჃლ ႽႱႾႹႶႵჃჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჀჄႹႿႾႱႼ ჀႿჄႵႾႳ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾნ

“ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჷ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ႹჄ… ჄႸႱჄ ჀႿჇႵჂ ႹჃ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ႴႹჃჄჅჂႲႹႾႷნ”

ႤႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႳႿჅႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ Ⴑ ႽႱჂჄႹႱႼ ჀჂႿჇႵჃჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჄჂႱႾჃႳႵႾႴႵႴ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႼႹႽႹჄႱჄႹႿႾჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႸႵႵჂ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ჃჇႵႵჀႹႾႷ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ႲႱჄჄႼႵႶႹႵႼႴ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱႼႹႱႾჄ ႻႾႹႷႸჄჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჰႼႱႳႻ ჺႹႿႾ ჽჂႴႵჂ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჇႹჄႸჃჄႱႾႴნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႶႹႾႹႾႷ ႳႸႱჂႱႳჄႵჂႹჃჄႹႳ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႶჂႱႷႽႵႾჄႵႴ ჄჂႹႲႵჃ ႱႾႴ ႶႿჂႷႵႴ ჄႸႵႽ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჅႾႹႶႹႵႴ ႳႿႾႶႵႴႵჂႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႴႹჃჀႼႱ჉ႵႴ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴟ჆ႵჂჇႸႵႼႽႹႾႷ ႽႹႼႹჄႱჂ჉ ႶႿჂႳႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႱႼႼლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ჇႿႾႴႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႵႶჄႱႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႱႼႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႹႲႵჃ ჃႿ ჃჇႹႶჄႼ჉ნ

ႤႸჅჃლ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႳႸႿႹႳႵ ႲჅჄ ჄႿ ႴႵ჆ႹჃႵ Ⴑ ჃჄჂႱჄႵႷ჉ ჄႿ ႾႵჅჄჂႱႼႹ჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჄႸჂႵႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾႶႵႴႵჂႱჄႹႿႾ ჀႿჃႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵნ

“……ნ”

ჯჃ ჹႼႵႹႾლ ႼႿჃჄ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႾჄႵႽჀႼႱჄႹႿႾლ ჃჄჂႿႴႵ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵႶჅႼႼ჉ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჽჂႴႵჂვჃ ႶႱႳႹႼႹჄႹႵჃნნნ

—ႣჄႿჀნ

ჹႼႵႹႾლ ႸႵႱႴႹႾႷ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႸႹჃ ႿႶႶႹႳႵლ ჃჅႴႴႵႾႼ჉ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ჃႹႷႸჄ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႱႾႴ ႶჂႿ჊Ⴕ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႸႵ ჃჄႿႿႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႽჀႼႵშ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ჇႱჃ ႲႼႿႳႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄჂႱႾႳႵ ჄႿ ႸႹჃ ჀჂႹ჆ႱჄႵ ႿႶႶႹႳႵნ

“ႩႿჅჂ ჶႹႷႸႾႵჃჃ…”

“ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჉ႿჅვ჆Ⴕ ჂႵჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႹႳႻ ႿႶ ჄႹႽႵლ ႣႹჂ ჹႼႵႹႾნ”

ჶႹჃ ჃჄჂႹႻႹႾႷႼ჉ ႹႽჀჂႵჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႲႼჅႵ ႸႱႹჂნ

ჶႹჃ ႱჄჄႹჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႵႼႴ Ⴑ ჃႹႽჀႼႹႳႹჄ჉ ჅႾႲႵႶႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჃჄႱჄჅჃნ

ჯႾႴ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ႳჂჅႴႵ ჃჇႿჂႴ ႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ႸႹჀ—

ჯ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႱႶႶႿჂႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃჂႵႷႱჂႴ ႸႱႴ ჃႼႹჀჀႵႴ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႠႱႼႱႳႵ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჂႹႷႸჄ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵლ ႢႿႴႵჂႼႱႹႾნ

ႤႸႵ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ჃჅႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჃჄႿႿႴ ႲႼႿႳႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႿႶႶႹႳႵ ႵႾჄჂႱႾႳႵლ ႷႱ჊ႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჹႼႵႹႾნ

“ႩႿჅჂ ჶႹႷႸႾႵჃჃლ ႸႱ჆ႵႾვჄ ჷ ჂႵჀႵႱჄႵႴႼ჉ ჃჄჂႵჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႽჅჃჄ ჄჂႱ჆ႵႼ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႵჃႳႿჂჄჭ”

ႣႵႵႹႾႷ ႸႹႽ ჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႸႵჂႵ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ჅႾႵჃႳႿჂჄႵႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჃႾჅႳႻ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႠႱႼႱႳႵ ჅჃႹႾႷ ჅႾႳႿႾ჆ႵႾჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႽႵႱႾჃ ჉ႵჄ ႱႷႱႹႾნ

ჶႱႸ—

ჯ ႴႵႵჀ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჹႼႵႹႾვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჯჃ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵლ ႢႿႴႵჂႼႱႹႾ ჂႵჃჀႿႾႴႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႱႾ ႱႹჂ ႿႶ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵ ႳႿႽჀႿჃჅჂႵნ

“ႧႸႿ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႴႱჂႵ ჄჂ჉ ჄႿ ჄႱჂႷႵჄ ႽႵ ႸႵჂႵლ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჀႼႱႳႵ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ჃჄჂႿႾႷႵჃჄ ႻႾႹႷႸჄჃ ႱჂႵ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴჭ”

“ႢႵႷႱჂႴႼႵჃჃლ ჄჂႱ჆ႵႼႹႾႷ ႱႼႿႾႵ ႹჃ ႹႾႸႵჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃნ ჼႿჇლ ႩႿჅჂ ჶႹႷႸႾႵჃჃლ ჇႸႱჄ ჅჂႷႵႾჄ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ჉ႿჅ ႱႼႼ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ႿჅჄ ႸႵჂႵჭ”

“ჷ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾჄႱႳჄ ჉ႿჅ ჆ႹႱ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲლ ႲჅჄ ჂႵႷჂႵჄჄႱႲႼ჉ლ ჉ႿჅ ႶႱႹႼႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆Ⴕ Ⴝ჉ ჃჅႽႽႿႾჃნ ႤႸჅჃლ ჷ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႹჄ ႾႵႳႵჃჃႱჂ჉ ჄႿ ႳႿႽႵ ႸႵჂႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႼ჉ნ”

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵ ჃჀႿႻႵლ ႸႵ ႸႵႼႴ Ⴑ ჃႹ჊ႱႲႼႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴნ

ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ ჟნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽႽჅႾႹႳႱჄႹႿႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჀႿჀჅႼႱჂ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ႾႿႲႹႼႹჄ჉ნ

ჹႼႵႹႾ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႻႵჀჄ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵჃლ Ⴑ ႷႹႶჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵლ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႿႶႶႹႳႵნ

ႧႱჃႾვჄ ႹჄ ჃႱႹႴ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႸႹႷႸმჂႱႾႻႹႾႷ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃ ႿႾႵჭ

ჹႼႵႹႾ ႸႱႴ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႱႷჂႵႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႵႾჄႹႽႵႾჄლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჇႱჃ ჇႸ჉ ႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႱႴႹႼ჉ ႱႳႳႵჀჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵვჃ ႷႹႶჄნ

ႣჄႹႼႼლ ႸႵ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႸႱႴႾვჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵ ჄႿ ჃႸႿჇ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ Ⴑ ႳႱႼႼ ჇႵႾჄ ჅႾႱႾჃჇႵჂႵႴნ

“ჷ ჇႱჃ ႱჇႱ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿႶႶႹႳႵ ႿႾ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႵႶ ႵჂჂႱႾႴნ”

“ႣႿ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽჃნ ႧႸႹႳႸ ႹჃ ჀჂႵႳႹჃႵႼ჉ ჇႸ჉ ჷ ႳႱႽႵ ႸႵჂႵნ”

“ႤႸႵႾლ ႩႿჅჂ ჶႹႷႸႾႵჃჃლ ჇႸႱჄ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ႹჃ ჃႿ ჅჂႷႵႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ႶႵႼჄ ჄႸႵ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჄႳႸ ჉ႿჅჂ ႵჃႳႿჂჄ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႽႵ ႸႵჂႵ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႼ჉ჭ”

ჹႼႵႹႾ ႱჃႻႵႴ ႢႿႴႵჂႼႱႹႾლ

ႶჅႼႼ჉ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႼႵႳჄჅჂႵ ႸႹႽ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႲႵ ჄჂႹ჆ႹႱႼნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჀႼ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႱႽႵ ႲႱႳႻლ ႸႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႳႿႾჄႱႹႾႵႴ ႾႵჇჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჃႸႿႳႻႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ჹႾႹႷႸჄ ჱႿႽႽႱႾႴႵჂნ

“ႣႹჂ ჹႼႵႹႾლ ჄႸႵ ჻ႿႲႹႼႵ ჴႿჂჄჂႵჃჃ ႢႱჀႸႼႱႳႹႱ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႸႿჄ ႴႿჇႾ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ”

“ნნნჳ჈ႳჅჃႵ ႽႵჭ”

“ႩႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ჻ႿႲႹႼႵ ჴႿჂჄჂႵჃჃ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ႹჃ Ⴕ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉ ჇႸႱჄ ჷვႽ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄნ”

ႤႸႵ ჻ႿႲႹႼႵ ჴႿჂჄჂႵჃჃ ႢႱჀႸႼႱႳႹႱნ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃლ ჹႼႵႹႾ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჇႹႴႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႿႳႻნ

ႤႸႵ ႳჂႱჃႸ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄვჃ ႽႿჃჄ ႶႿჂႽႹႴႱႲႼႵ ႽႹႼႹჄႱჂ჉ ႹႾჃჄႱႼႼႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႾႵჇჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃჄჅႾ ႱႾ჉ႿႾႵნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵვჃ ჃჄႿჂ჉ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႵႾႴ ჄႸႵჂႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱჄႵ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႷჂႵႱჄ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჱჂႿჇႾ ႠჂႹႾႳႵვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ჽႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾ ႲჅჂႾႵႴ ჅჀ ႱႼႿႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂჄჂႵჃჃნ”

“……ნ”

ჹႼႵႹႾ ჯႴႿჂႾႿ჆ ႶႵႼႼ ჃႹႼႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႵ ჇႹႾႴჃ ႿႶ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჇႵჂႵ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႲႼႿჇნ

ႧႸႱჄ ႹႽჀႱႳჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჀႿႼႹჄႹႳႱႼ ႼႱႾႴჃႳႱჀႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ—

ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჹႼႵႹႾ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼ჉ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႵ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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