Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 91

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸჂႵႵ ჇႵႵႻჃ ႸႱႴ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ႺႿႹႾႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ჯႾႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჄႸჂႵႵ ჇႵႵႻჃლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႷჂႵႱჄ ႽႱႾ჉ ჄႸႹႾႷჃნ

ႤႿ ჀჅჄ ႹჄ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႳႱჀႱႲႼႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჇႸႿ ჇႹႵႼႴႵႴ ჃჅႳႸ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵლ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾნ

ჴჂႿႽ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႴႿႼႼჃ ႱႾႴ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼჃ ჄႿ ႶჅႾႴႱႽႵႾჄႱႼ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႻႾႿჇႼႵႴႷႵლ ჃႸႵ ჀჂႿ჆ႹႴႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႹ჆ႵჂჃႵ ႱჃჃႹჃჄႱႾႳႵ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ႶႹႵႼႴჃნ

ჶႵჂ ჀჂႵჃႵႾႳႵ ჇႱჃ ႽႿჃჄ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႶႵႼჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႻ ჂႵႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႿ ვႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ პლვ Ⴑ ჀჂႿႺႵႳჄ ჺჅႱ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႴႵ჆ႵႼႿჀႹႾႷნ

ჴႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂვჃ ႱჂჂႹ჆ႱႼლ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჃჅჂ჆ႵႹႼႼႱႾႳႵ ႾႵჄჇႿჂႻ ႷႱႹႾႵႴ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ႽႿႽႵႾჄჅႽნ

აႤႿ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵ ႴႱ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႽႵ ჇႸႵႾ ჷ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႼႿႿႻ ႴႿჇႾ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႹႾႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႽႹႴႴႼႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ ჷჄ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႶႵႵႼჃ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნა

ჯჃ Ⴑ ჂႵჃჅႼჄლ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႴႵჀႼႿ჉ႵႴ ႶႼ჉ႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼჃ ႱჄ ႵႹႷႸჄ ჀႿႹႾჄჃ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵნ

ჴჂႿႽ ႳႱჂჂႹႱႷႵჃ ჄჂႱ჆ႵႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჂႿႱႴჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႽႿ჆ႵႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჄჂႿႿჀჃ ႹႾ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ჂႵႷႹႿႾჃნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ႾႿჇ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႷႱჄႸႵჂ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჀႹႵႳႵჃ ႿႶ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ჂႵႱႼმჄႹႽႵნ

ჼႿჇლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ჅჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႵჃႳႵႾჄ ႢႹჄჅႱႼ ჄႿ ႷႿ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႼႿႿႻ ႴႿჇႾ ჅჀႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ნ

აჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჺჅႱ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ႸႱჂႴ ჄႹႽႵ ႸႱႾႴႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ႱჄ ჄႸႹჃ ჃჀႵႵႴ ႱႼႼ Ⴒ჉ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶნა

აჷვႽ ႷႼႱႴ ჉ႿჅ ჃႵႵႽ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ჃႱჄႹჃႶႹႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ჷ ႸႱႾႴႼႵ ჄႸႹႾႷჃნა

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴝ჉ ႱჃჃႵჃჃႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ႸႵჂლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ႾႵႱჂႲ჉ ႳႸႱႹჂლ ႿႶႶႵჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

჻჉ ႱჃჃႵჃჃႽႵႾჄ ႿႶ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჇႱჃ ႷႵႾჅႹႾႵნ

ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆ႱႲႼႵ ႼႿႳႱჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႼႹႽႹჄႵႴლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႾ჉ ႽႿჂႵ ჂႵႷႹႿႾჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃႿႿႾ ႶႱႼႼ ჅႾႴႵჂ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჃჅჂ჆ႵႹႼႼႱႾႳႵნ

აჽႾႳႵ ჇႵ ჃႵႳჅჂႵ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႳႿ჆ႵჂႱႷႵლ ჷ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂ ႷႹ჆ႹႾႷ ႣႹჂႹჅჃ ႱႳႳႵჃჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႾႵჄჇႿჂႻნა

ႧႸႹႼႵ ჄႸႹჃ ჃჅჂ჆ႵႹႼႼႱႾႳႵ ႾႵჄჇႿჂႻ ჇႱჃ ჅჃႵႶჅႼ ႶႿჂ ႱႳჁჅႹჂႹႾႷ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾლ ჷ ႲႵႼႹႵ჆ႵႴ ႹჄ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჅჄႹႼႹ჊ႵႴ ႹႾ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႱ჉ ႱჃ ჇႵႼႼნ

ႤႸႵ ჯჃჃႱჅႼჄ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჯჂႽႿჂლ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ႢႵႹႾႵჂჄნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႵჄႸႿႴ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ႹႾჄႵႷჂႱჄႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჇႹႴႵმჂႱႾႷႹႾႷ ჃჅჂ჆ႵႹႼႼႱႾႳႵ ႾႵჄჇႿჂႻ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴣ჉ჃჄႵႽნ

ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႹႾႾႱჄႵ ႹႾჄჅႹჄႹႿႾ ႿႶჄႵႾ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃႵႴ ႹႾႶႿჂႽႱჄႹႿႾ ႶႱჂ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ჇႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჆ႹჃႹႲႼႵნ

ႧႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱჀჀႵႾ ႹႶ ჯჅჃჄႹႾ ჇႵჂႵ ႷႹ჆ႵႾ Ⴑ ჀႵჂჃჀႵႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႸႹႽ ჄႿ ႼႿႿႻ ႴႿჇႾ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ႶჂႿႽ ႱႲႿ჆Ⴕჭ

ჷ ჇႱჃ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႷჂႵႱჄႼ჉ ႱႹႴ ႣႹჂႹჅჃვჃ ႿჀႵჂႱჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႳႱჀႱႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃნ

ჷ ႺჅႴႷႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჀႿჃႹჄႹ჆ႵႼ჉ ႹႽჀႱႳჄ ႣႹჂႹჅჃვჃ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵ ႹႾ ႳႿႽႲႱჄნ

აႣႹჂႹჅჃჭ ჯჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႴႿႼႼ ჉ႿჅ ႵႾჄჂჅჃჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႽႵ ႶႿჂ ႽႿႴႹႶႹႳႱჄႹႿႾჭა

აႩႵჃნ ჵႹ჆ႵႾ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ႳႱჀႱႲႹႼႹჄႹႵჃლ ႸႵ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ႱႴႱჀჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇ ႶჅႾႳჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႹჃჃჅႵნა

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႴႹჃႳჅჃჃႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႣႹჂႹჅჃლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႱႾ ႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄႵႴ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂნ

ჯ ႼႱჂႷႵ ჄႱႲႼႵ ႼႱႴႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႿႿႴ ႱႾႴ ႲႵႵჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႾლ ႼႿႿႻႹႾႷ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႽჀႼႵმႽႹႾႴႵႴლ ჇႱჃლ ႱჃ ჅჃჅႱႼლ ႲႵႹႾႷ ჀႵႳႻႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇ ჃჀႹჂႹჄ ႱႾႴ ჃႳჂႵႱႽႹႾႷნ

ჱႱჇლ ႳႱჇ—ნ

აჯႷႸლ ႱႸႸႸႻ—჏ა

ჯჃ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႿჇვჃ ႳჂႹႵჃ ႱႾႴ ჯჅჃჄႹႾვჃ ჃႳჂႵႱႽჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႱႼჄႵჂႾႱჄႵႼ჉ნ

იႤჅႻ—ნი

ჷ ႽႿ჆ႵႴ Ⴝ჉ ႶႹႾႷႵჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႱႹჂლ ႳႼႿჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჄჂႱႾჃႼჅႳႵႾჄ ჇႹႾႴႿჇ ႶႼႿႱჄႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ Ⴝ჉ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

“……ნ”

ႤႸႵ ჂႱჀႹႴ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃ ႹႾ ႵჃჄႱႲႼႹჃႸႹႾႷ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ჃჅჂ჆ႵႹႼႼႱႾႳႵ ႾႵჄჇႿჂႻ ჇႱჃ Ⴕ჈ჄჂႵႽႵႼ჉ ჀႿჃႹჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႾႵჇჃნ

ჷჄ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႽႲႵჂჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჂႿႼႵჃ ჇႵႼႼნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႾႿჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ჃႿ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ნ

ჯ ჀჂႹႽႵ Ⴕ჈ႱႽჀႼႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႤႸႹჂႴ ჯჂႳႸႹ჆Ⴕლ იႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾი—

ႤႸႵ ႱႾႱႼ჉ჃႹჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႴႵႾჃႵႼ჉ ჀႱႳႻႵႴ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႿႽႵ ႸႱႴ ჉ႵჄ ჄႿ ჉ႹႵႼႴ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃნ

ვჷ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄႵႴ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႿ ჃႿႽႵ Ⴕ჈ჄႵႾჄლ ႲჅჄ ႹჄ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ႹჄ ჇႿႾვჄ ႲႵ ႶႹႾႹჃႸႵႴ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼნვ

ჷ ႷႱ჊ႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႽႵლ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჇ ႵႾჄႵჂႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ჄႸႹჂႴ ჇႵႵႻლ ႲჅჄ ჀჂႿႷჂႵჃჃ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႵႴ ჃႼႿჇნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ႼႱ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႱႳႻ ႿႶ ჃႱႽჀႼႵჃნ

ვႤႸႵ ჃႸႵႵჂ ႾჅႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჃႱႽჀႼႵჃ ႹჃ ႹႾჃჅႶႶႹႳႹႵႾჄნ ჷვႽ ႾႿჄ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾჄ ჇႵ ႳႱႾ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ჅჃႹႾႷ ႿႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႹႾႷ ႳႿႼႼႵႳჄႹႿႾნვ

ႤႸႵ ႾჅႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵჃ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ჇႱჃ ჇႿႵႶჅႼႼ჉ ႹႾႱႴႵჁჅႱჄႵნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃლ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႿჅჃႼ჉ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႴႵႼႱ჉ႵႴნ

჻ႿჂႵ ႴႱჄႱ ჇႱჃ ႾႵႵႴႵႴნ

ჽႾႼ჉ ჄႸႵႾ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႵ ႹႾჄႵჂჀჂႵჄႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃჀႵႼႼ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჃ ჀჂႿႳႵႵႴ ႽႿჂႵ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ნ

“……ნ”

ჺႿჃჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳლ Ⴝ჉ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႿႽႵ ჂႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႴႵჃႻნ

იႤჅႻლ ჄჅႻ—ნი

჻჉ ႶႹႾႷႵჂჄႹჀ ႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ჄႱჀჀႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿ჆ႵჂ ႿႶ იႤႸႵ Ⴄ჉ჂႱႾჄ ჲჂႱႷႿႾინ

ვჲႿ ჷ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄ ႽႿჂႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵჃჭ ჷႶ ჃႿლ ჷვႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ ႱႾ ႵႶႶႹႳႹႵႾჄ ႽႵჄႸႿႴნვ

ႣႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ႽႵჄႸႿႴჃ ჃჀჅႾ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႹႾ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჷ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჃႱႽჀႼႵჃ ႿႶ ჅႾჄჂႱႾჃႼႱჄႱႲႼႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵჃ ႶႿჂ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣႿႿႾლ Ⴑ ႽႵჄႸႿႴ ႶႿჂ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႹႾႴჅႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႿႽႵჃ ႶႼႱჃႸႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹႾႴნ

ვჯ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႳႱჅჃႵ ႳႿჂჂჅჀჄႹႿႾ—ვ

ჴႿჂ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱვჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႽႵჃ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႱႶႶႵႳჄႵႴ Ⴒ჉ Ⴕ჈ჄႵჂႾႱႼ ႹႾႶႼჅႵႾႳႵჃლ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႿჃჅჂႵ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჅჂႶႱႳႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႱჃ ႵჃჃႵႾჄႹႱႼნ

ჷჄ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ ႾႵႳႵჃჃႱჂ჉ნ

ჱႿႾ჆ႵႾႹႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჂႹႷႸჄ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႺႿႲ ჇႵჂႵ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

“……ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ”

“ႩႵჃნ ჷვႽ ႼႹჃჄႵႾႹႾႷლ ႩႿ ჶႱႾნ”

ჯ ჄႿჄႱႼ ႿႶ ჄჇႿ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႱჃჃႹჃჄႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄნ

ჽႾႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႶ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჃႻႹႼႼႵႴ ႹႾ ႳჂႱႶჄႹႾႷ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼჃლ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႼႱႴ჉ ჇႸႿ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ Ⴑ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉ნ

ჷ ჄႿႼႴ ჯႻႵჂႾႱჂ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႾႵჇ ჀႼႱႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႿႳႳჅჂჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႽႵნ

“ჷჄ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅვႼႼ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႵႼჀ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵნ”

ჷႶ ႴႵჀჄႸ ჇႱჃ ႼႱႳႻႹႾႷლ ჄႸႵ ჃႿႼჅჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ჅჃႵ ჃႸႵႵჂ ჆ႿႼჅႽႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ—ნ

ჷ ႲႵႷႱႾ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱჄႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჀႼႱႾ ჄႿ ႲჂႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ႹႾ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉ნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ႤႸႵ ႷჂႱႾႴ ႽႱႾჃႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵლ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵვჃ ႱႾႳႹႵႾჄ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႵჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႷႿ჆ႵჂႾႵႴ Ⴑ ჆ႱჃჄ ႷჂႱႹႾმჀჂႿႴჅႳႹႾႷ ჂႵႷႹႿႾნ

ჷႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႾჃႹႿႾლ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႼႱႴ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႼႿჇႹႾႷლ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႹႾႷ ႲႼႿႾႴႵ ႸႱႹჂ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჀႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂ ჇႱჃ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჇႱ჉ნ

—ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ნ

ႥႾႴႵႾႹႱႲႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱႴ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႵႼႵჃჄႹႱ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნ

ჯჃ ჃႸႵ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჀჅႼႵႾჄ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂლ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ ჇႸႿ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႼႵႱႾႹႾႷ ႲႿჇႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႸႵႱႴჃ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂნ

“ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵლ ჉ႿჅვჂႵ ჇႿჂႻႹႾႷ ჃႿ ႸႱჂႴ ჄႿႴႱ჉჏”

“……ნ”

იჱႼႹႳႻლ ႳႼႱႳႻ—ნი

ჯჃ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႵႾႵჂႷႵჄႹႳ ႶႿႿჄჃჄႵჀჃ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾႿჂვჃ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ჃႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჃႽႹႼႵ ႱႾႴ ႷჂႵႵჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႲႿჇႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႵჂნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ ჇႸႿ ႲႿჇႵႴ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႱႼႼ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႷႼႿႿႽ჉ნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჃႵႵႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃვ ႴႱჂႻ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾჃ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ႿႾႵმჄႹႽႵ ჄႸႹႾႷლ ჄႸႿჅႷႸნ

ჳ჆ႵჂ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჃႸႵ ႿႳႳჅჀႹႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾႿჂ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႼჀ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ვჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ႶჂႹႵႾႴლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ႸႱႴ ჃႸႿჇႾ ႶႵႱჂ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႴႱ჉ნ

“……ნ”

“……ნ”

ჸჅႴႷႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃვ ჂႵႱႳჄႹႿႾჃლ ჄႿႴႱ჉ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ႽჅႳႸ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄნ

იჶႱႱ—ნი

ჯ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂნ

ჴჂႿႽ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჄႹႾ჉ ႳჂ჉ნ

—ჵ჉ႱႿჭ

ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃჇႵჀჄ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႸႵႱჂႴ ჄႸႵ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷჃ ႳႹჂႳჅႼႱჄႹႾႷ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ႽႱႾ჉ ჄႹႽႵჃ ႲႵႶႿჂႵნ

ႣჅႳႸ ႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჇႱႼႼႿჇ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႼႿႾႷ ჄႹႽႵნ

ჽჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჀႼႱႾႾႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂႻ ႸႵჂ ჃႹႳႻ ჉ႿჅႾႷႵჂ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂ ჄႿ ႴႵႱჄႸნ

ნნნႿჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჃႿႽႵ ႸႵႹႾႿჅჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴႹႾႷ ჄႵჂჂႹႲႼႵ ႳჂႹႽႹႾႱႼჃ ႱჃ ႸႵჂ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼ ႱႷႵႾჄჃნ

ႤႸႵჃႵ ႻႹႾႴჃ ႿႶ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჂႱჀႹႴႼ჉ ჃჀჂႵႱႴႹႾႷლ ႱႼႼ ႳႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ႿႾ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

‘ჷ’჆Ⴕ ႲႵႵႾ ჇႱႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ႶႿჂ ჃႿ ႼႿႾႷჩ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ႸႱჂႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႹႾႷჃ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႾႹႷႸჄნ’

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ Ⴑ ჂႿჅႷႸ ႹႴႵႱ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჀჂႵႱႴႹႾႷნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ႽႿჃჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ႿჂႴႵჂჃ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႵჂ ႶႱჄႸႵჂ ႱႾႴ ჅႾႳႼႵ ႶႿჂ ჉ႵႱჂჃნ

ႠႼჅჃლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႸႱႴ ႶჂႵჁჅႵႾჄႼ჉ ႲႵႵႾ ႱჇႱ჉ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႿႽႵლ ႳႸႱჃႹႾႷ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾნ

ჵႹ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႱჄლ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႳႵჃჃ ႿႶ ႱႳႳႵჀჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ႾႵჇ ႽႹჃჄჂႵჃჃ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႲႵ ႵႱჃ჉ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ

‘ჷ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჄჂ჉ Ⴝ჉ ႲႵჃჄ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ႳႱჅჃႵ ႱႾ჉ ႽႿჂႵ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷჃ჏’

ჰჅჄ ႺჅჃჄ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჃႿႽႵ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ჆ႹႵჇႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჀႿႿჂႼ჉ ႴႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ႽႵႱႾ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჅჀ ႿႾ ႳႸႱႾႷႹႾႷ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႽႹႾႴჃნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჇႱჃ ჃჄჂႿႾႷმჇႹႼႼႵႴ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႸჅႾჄ ႴႿჇႾ Ⴑ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ႾႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჃჄნ

იჱႼႵႾႳႸნი

ჱႼႵႾႳႸႹႾႷ ႲႿჄႸ ႶႹჃჄჃ ჄႹႷႸჄႼ჉ლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჃჄႿႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჅჂႱႷႵ ႹႾ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱჂჄ ႱႾႴ ჇႱႼႻႵႴ ႶႿჂჇႱჂႴნ

ჴჅႵႼႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჅႾ჉ႹႵႼႴႹႾႷ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆Ⴕლ ჃႸႵ ჀႱჃჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂႾႵჂ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ჃႵჂ჆ႱႾჄჃ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჃჄႱჂჄႵႴ ჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჂႹႴႿჂნ

“ნნნႣႵႵჭ ჷ ჄႿႼႴ ჉ႿჅ ჷ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႷႸჄნ”

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႴႹჃႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ’ ჆ႹႵჇნ

იႧႸႹჃჀႵჂლ ჇႸႹჃჀႵჂნი

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ’ ႸჅჃႸႵႴ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႴჂႹႶჄႵႴ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႵႱჂჃნ

“ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჷ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ႹჄლ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ჇႵ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႩႿჅႾႷ ჺႱႴ჉ ႼႱჃჄ ჄႹႽႵ ႽჅჃჄ ႲႵ ჄჂჅႵნ”

“ჳ჈ႱႳჄႼ჉჏ ႣႸႵ’Ⴣ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ႲႵႵႾ ႸႹႴႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჄჂჅႵ ჃႵႼႶ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႹႾႾႿႳႵႾჄ ჃႽႹႼႵ ႱႼႼ ႱႼႿႾႷნ ჷႶ ჃႸႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ჇႵႱႻლ ჃႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႼႿႳႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჃჄႵჂ ჅჀ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႿჇႵჂლ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃႸႵჭ”

“ჵႿႹႾႷ ႿႶႶ ჄႿ ‘ႶႹႾႴ Ⴑ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ’—ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ჃჅჃჀႹႳႹႿჅჃ ႾႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ჉ႿჅ ႼႿႿႻ ႱჄ ႹჄ჏ ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ ჄႹႽႵ ჃႸႵ ჄჂႱ჆ႵႼႵႴლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼ ႷჅႱჂႴ ჄႿ ჃႵႹ჊Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႾႿჂ჏”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ’ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႴჂႹႶჄ ႲႱႳႻ ჄႿ ႸႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႳႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႸႵႼჀ ႲჅჄ ჇႵႱჂ Ⴑ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ႤႸႵ჉ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႵჂႵ ჃჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ჄႿႿ ჃႿႶჄႼ჉ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႸႵႱჂႴლ ႲჅჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ႽჅႳႸ ჃႸႱჂჀႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ჄႸႵ჉ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴნ

ႣႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴლ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႼႵႱჃჄლ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ ႴႹჃჄႹႾႷჅႹჃႸ ჄႸႵ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵნ

“ჶႽჀႸლ ႸႽჀႸნნნ”

—ჵ჉ႱႿჭ

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႴჃ’ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႼႱႽჀ ႸႵჂ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჃႸჅჄლ ჃჄჂჅႷႷႼႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႿႼႴ ႲႱႳႻ Ⴑ ႲჅჂჃჄ ႿႶ ႼႱჅႷႸჄႵჂნ

ჯ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼ ႷჅႱჂႴ ႷႱჄႸႵჂႵႴ ჇႸႹႼႵ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ჏

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႿჃჄ ჅჄჄႵჂႼ჉ ჂႹႴႹႳჅႼႿჅჃ ჂჅႽႿჂ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႸႵႱჂႴნ

იჼჅႴႷႵნი

ႤႸႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾლ ჃႵႾჃႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ႲႵႸႱ჆ႹႿჂლ ႼႹႶჄႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჂჅႲႲႵႴ ႹჄჃ ႳႸႵႵႻ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ႸႵჂ ႶႱႳႵნ

“ჷჄ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷჃ ႱჂႵ ႺჅჃჄ ჀႹႼႹႾႷ ჅჀნ ႧႸႱჄ ႱႽ ჷ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿჭ”

ჶႱ჆ႹႾႷ ჃჅႳႳႵჃჃႶჅႼႼ჉ ჃჄႹႶႼႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႼႱჅႷႸჄႵჂლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႸႹჃჀႵჂႵႴ ჀႼႱ჉ႶჅႼႼ჉ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ’Ⴣ ႵႱჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႵჂႵ ႲႵႳႿႽႹႾႷ ႽႿჂႵ Ⴕ჈ႱႷႷႵჂႱჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႵႱႳႸ ჀႱჃჃႹႾႷ ႴႱ჉ნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ႹႶლ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ႴႱ჉Ⴣლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႽႵ ჅჀ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႽႿჂႵ ჀჂႵჀႿჃჄႵჂႿჅჃნ

იႣჄჂႿႻႵლ ჃჄჂႿႻႵნი

ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴ ႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃჄჂႿႻႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႲႱႲ჉ ႴჂႱႷႿႾნ

“ჷႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႻႵႵჀჃ ჅჀლ ჷ ჇႿႾႴႵჂ ႹႶ ჄႸႵ჉’ႼႼ ჃჄႱჂჄ ჄႸႹႾႻႹႾႷ ჷ’Ⴝ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾჭ”

—ჵ჉ႱႿ჏

“ႩႿჅ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿႾ’Ⴤ ႸႱჀჀႵႾჭ ჷ ႻႹႾႴ ႿႶ ჇႹჃႸ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴლ ჄႸႿჅႷႸნ”

ႢႵႷႱჂႴႼႵჃჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჂჅႽႿჂჃლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႸႱჀჀ჉ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇნ

ჯႾ ჅႾႳႼႵ ჇႸႿ ႾႿ ႼႿႾႷႵჂ ჄႿჂႽႵႾჄႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂნ

ჯ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႸႿჃႵ ႹႼႼႾႵჃჃ ႸႱႴ ჃჄႱႲႹႼႹ჊ႵႴლ ႾႿჇ ႽႱႾႱႷႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႵჃჄႱჄႵ’Ⴣ ႱႶႶႱႹჂჃნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჃჄႱ჉ႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႴႱ჉ნ

ႤႸႵ ჀႱჂႱႴႹჃႵ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႿႾႳႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႴჂႵႱႽႵႴ ႿႶ ႾႿჇ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႱႼႼჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ႣႸႵ ႸႿჀႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵჃႵ ႸႱჀჀ჉ ႴႱ჉Ⴣ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ႶႿჂႵ჆ႵჂ—ნ

ჳႽႲჂႱႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ჇႹჃႸლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჄႿႿႻ ႼႹႷႸჄლ ႳႸႵႵჂႶჅႼ ჃჄႵჀჃ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ ႸႵჂ ႿႶႶႹႳႵნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃნ

ჯჃ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃ ჃჄႱჄႹႿႾႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჀႹჄႱႼ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ႳႿႽႲႱჄ ႽႱႷႵ ႸႱႹႼႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႢႵႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႤႿჇႵჂლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႱჄ Ⴑ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႱჂჀლ ႶႿႳჅჃႵႴ Ⴕ჉ႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵႴႼ჉ ႿჇႾႵႴშ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ ჷნ

ႤႸႵ ႴႵ჆ႹႳႵ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႹႾႾႿ჆ႱჄႹ჆Ⴕლ ႲჅჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ჇႸႱჄ ႽႱჄჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႹႽ ჂႹႷႸჄ ႾႿჇნ

ႤႸႵ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽႵჃჃႱႷႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႷႾႹႶႹႳႵႾჄ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴნ

“ႣႿლ ჄႸႵ჉’ჂႵ ჄႵႼႼႹႾႷ ႽႵ ჷ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႷႿ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂჭ”

იჴႼႱჀნი

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ႸႹჃ ႵႼႱႲႿჂႱჄႵ ႳႼႿႱႻ ႲႹႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჃႼႹႷႸჄႼ჉ლ ႷႼႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჃჀႿႻႵნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵႱჃႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ‘ႸႹႷႸႵჂმჅჀჃ’ ႸႵ ჃႿ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჃႿჅႷႸჄ ႱჀჀჂႿ჆ႱႼ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႱႴ ႴႵႳႹႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႹჃჀႱჄႳႸ ႸႹႽ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჂႱჂႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ჃჄႱჄႹႿႾႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჀႹჄႱႼ’Ⴣ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ—ႵჃჀႵႳႹႱႼႼ჉ Ⴑ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ—ჄႿ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆Ⴕ ჃჅႳႸ ႱႾ ႿჂႴႵჂნ

ႥჃჅႱႼႼ჉ლ ჃჅႳႸ ႽႱჄჄႵჂჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႸႱႾႴႼႵႴ ႱႾႴ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆ႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾჃნ

“ჽႸლ ႷჂႵႱჄნნნ ႧႸ჉ ႴႹႴ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴჭ ჼႿჇ ႸႵ’Ⴣ ႽႱႻႹႾႷ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ ႼႱ჊჉ ႽႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჃႹႷႸႵႴლ ჃჄႱჂႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႷႿႾႵ ႴႱჂႻნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ Ⴑ ႳႹႷႱჂႵჄჄႵ ႴႱႾႷႼႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹჃ ႼႹჀჃლ ႷႼႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႲ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ႴႹჃჃႱჄႹჃႶႹႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾნ

ႤႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂႱႲႼႵ ႴႹჃჄႱႾႳႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჀႹჄႱႼ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႱჄႹႿႾႵႴნ

ჯჃ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႳႿႾჄႵႽჀႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჂႷႵ ჇႵჃჄႵჂႾ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉ლ Ⴑ ჂႵႳႵႾჄ ჂჅႽႿჂ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႳჂႿჃჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ႤႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵლ ႵႸჭ ჲႹႴႾ’Ⴤ ჷ ႸႵႱჂ ჄႸႵ჉ ႽႱႴႵ Ⴑ ႻႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ Ⴒ჉ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႽႱႷႹႳ ჄႿႿႼჃჭ”

ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ ჷლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ჃჀჂႵႱႴ ႼႹႻႵ ჇႹႼႴႶႹჂႵ ႱႽႿႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ’Ⴣ ႾႿႲႹႼႹჄ჉ნ

ႢჅႽႿჂ ႸႱႴ ႹჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႸႱႴ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႵႴ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ႴႵ჆ႵႼႿჀႽႵႾჄ ႱႾႴ ႵႱჂႾႵႴ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჂჄჅႾႵნ

იჶႽႽნი

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ჀჂႵ჆ႹႿჅჃႼ჉ ႳႼႿჅႴႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄლ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႷႼႵႱႽ ჇႹჄႸ ႴႵႵჀ Ⴑ჆ႱჂႹႳႵნ

“ნნნნნნ”

ႤႿ ႲႵ ႶჂႱႾႻლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃ ႶႱჂ ႶჂႿႽ ႱႾ ჅჀჂႹႷႸჄ ႽႱႾნ

ჶႵ ჂႿჅჄႹႾႵႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႿႹჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჀႿჃႹჄႹႿႾ ႱჃ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ჃႵႹ჊ႹႾႷ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႿჀჀႿჂჄჅႾႹჄ჉ ჄႿ ႷႱႹႾ ჆ႱჂႹႿჅჃ ႱႴ჆ႱႾჄႱႷႵჃნ

ჯႾႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ჇႱჃ ჀႼႱႾႾႹႾႷ ჂႵႵႻႵႴ ႿႶ ႽႿႾႵ჉ ჄႿ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶნ

ჲႵჀႵႾႴႹႾႷ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჅჄႳႿႽႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႶႱႳႵ ჃႹႷႾႹႶႹႳႱႾჄ ႴႱႽႱႷႵნ

ჯႾႴ ჇႱჃႾ’Ⴤ ႹჄ ႳႿႾ჆ႵႾႹႵႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ჃჇႹჂႼႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႸႿჇ ჇႵႱႼჄႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ჇႱჃჭ

ჷႶ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃჄჂႹႻႵ Ⴑ ჃჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ႳႿႽჀჂႿႽႹჃႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵლ ႹჄ ႽႹႷႸჄ ჄჅჂႾ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჇႹႾმჇႹႾ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ႶႿჂ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵნ

ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჄႿ ჀჅႼႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႿႶႶლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჂႵႱႳႸ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႿႾႵ ჃჄႵჀ ႱႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჱႱჂႴႹႾႱႼნ

“ჷ ჃჅჂႵ ႸႿჀႵ ႿჅჂ ႩႿჅႾႷ ჺႱႴ჉ ႹჃ ႷႵႾႵჂႿჅჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ჀჅჂჃႵ ჃჄჂႹႾႷჃნ”

ჶႹჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႶႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ჆ႱჂႹႳႵლ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႿჂႲნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႸႿჇ ჁჅႹႳႻ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჅჀჄႱႻႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႹჃჄჂႵჃჃ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႳႵႾჄႼ჉ ჄႱႻႵႾ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႲႵჭ

ჯ ႶႱႹႾჄლ ႷჂႵႵႴ჉ ႱႾჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႹႿႾ ჃჇႹჂႼႵႴ ႹႾ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႳႸႵჃჄნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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