Shikemoku Diary

Chapter 94

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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ႤႸႵ ჂႵႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ჂႿႿႽ ႼႿႳႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႼႿჂႴვჃ ႳႱჃჄႼႵ ႿႶ ჰႱჂჄჅჃ—ჄႸႵ ႼႱჂႷႵჃჄ ႳႹჄ჉ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵნ

ჯჃ ႴႱჂႻႾႵჃჃ ჃႵჄჄႼႵႴ ႿჅჄჃႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႾႴႿჇლ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႹႾႻႼႹႾႷ ჃჄႱჂჃ ႳႱჃჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႼႹႷႸჄ ႹႾჃႹႴႵნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂლ ႸႹჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵႴნ

ჵჅႼჀნ

ႣႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ჃჇႱႼႼႿჇႵႴლ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ჇႹჄႸ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႹႾႷ ႲႼႿႾႴႵ ႸႱႹჂნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ლ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴნ

ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႵႶႶႵႳჄႹ჆Ⴕ ჂჅႼႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ႱႾႴ ჇႹႴႵႼ჉ ჂႵႷႱჂႴႵႴ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႾႵ჈Ⴤ ႸႵႱႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ნ

“ჷჄ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ჀႼႵႱჃჅჂႵ ჄႿ ႽႵႵჄ ჉ႿჅ჏ ჷ’Ⴝ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ლ ႱႾႴ ჷ ႷႿ჆ႵჂႾ ჰႱჂჄჅჃ჏”

“ნნნ”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႿჄႸႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႿႲჃႵჂ჆Ⴕ ჀჂႿჀႵჂ ႵჄႹჁჅႵჄჄႵნ

ႤჂႵႽႲႼႵ—ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႸႱႾႴლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჇႱჃ ႼႹႶჄႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ჄႵႱႳჅჀლ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ჃႸႱႻႵ ჅႾႳႿႾჄჂႿႼႼႱႲႼ჉ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾლ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႶႱႳႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ჇႱჃ ႿႾႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ ႶႱ჆ႿჂႱႲႼႵლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿჅჂჄႵჃ჉ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ვჃ ႼႱႳႻ ႿႶ ႽႱႾႾႵჂჃნ

ჯ ႶႱჂ ႽႿჂႵ ႶჅႾႴႱႽႵႾჄႱႼ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

—ႣႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႶႿჅႾႴႼ჉ ჇჂႿႾႷნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႴႿႽႹႾႱჄႵႴ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴნ

ჴჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ჂႿႿႽლ Ⴑ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჃႵႾჃႵ ႿႶ ჅႾႵႱჃႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႲჂႵჇႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႳႸႵჃჄნ

ჺჅ჈ჅჂႹႿჅჃ ႴჂႱႷႿႾ ႴႵႳႿჂႱჄႹႿႾჃ ႶႹႼႼႵႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ႳႿჂႾႵჂნ

჻ႱႷႾႹႶႹႳႵႾჄ ႴჂႱႷႿႾმჃႸႱჀႵႴ ჃჄႱჄჅႵჃ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼ Ⴕ჈ჄႵჂႹႿჂჃნ

ႤႸႵ ႿႲႺႵႳჄჃ ჀႼႱႳႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ჃჄჂႱႾႷႵ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵლ ႷႿႹႾႷ ႲႵ჉ႿႾႴ ႽႵჂႵႼ჉ ႶႼႱჅႾჄႹႾႷ ჇႵႱႼჄႸნ

ჯႾႴ ႾႿჇ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ႸႱႴ ႵႾჄႵჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႿႿႽ—ნ

ႤႸႵ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჅႾႵႱჃႵ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჂႹჃႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႳႸႵჃჄ ႸႱႴ ႾႿჇ ჄჂႱႾჃႶႿჂႽႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჃႸႿႳႻნ

‘ႧႸႱჄ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႹჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂნნნ჏’

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ჃႸႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჀჅჂႵ ჇႸႹჄႵ ჄႸႹႾႷ ჀႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂვჃ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂნ

ჯ ჇႸႹჄႵ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႲႵႱჃჄ ჄႸႱჄ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴑ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႱႾႹႽႱႼლ ႾႿჄ ჉ႵჄ ႶჅႼႼ჉ ႷჂႿჇႾნ

ჸჅႴႷႹႾႷ Ⴒ჉ ႹჄჃ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵ ႱႼႿႾႵლ ႹჄ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჃႵႵႽ ჄႸჂႵႱჄႵႾႹႾႷ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႲႼႵႽ ႼႱ჉ ႹႾ ႹჄჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႾႱჄჅჂႵნ

Ⴇჽჽჽჽჽჽ჻—ნ

ჯ ႶႱႹႾჄ ჂႹႶჄ ႶႿჂႽႹႾႷ ႲႵႸႹႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႳჂႵႱჄჅჂႵლ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ ჀႵჂႳႵჀჄႹႲႼႵ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႿ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ Ⴑ ჶႹႷႸ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ჃႵႾჃႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჂႵჃႹႴჅႱႼ ჃႳႵႾჄ ႿႶ ႽႱႾႱლ ჃჅჀჀჂႵჃჃႵႴ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႾႴႵႾჃႵႴ ჄႿ ႹჄჃ ႼႹႽႹჄლ ჇႱჃ ႼႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႿჅჄ ႶჂႿႽ ჇႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႽႱႷႹႳႱႼ ႲႵႱჃჄნ

‘ჶႿჇ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჇႿჂႼႴ ႹჃ ჃႸႵ ႻႵႵჀႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჅႾႴႵჂ ႸჅႽႱႾ ႳႿႾჄჂႿႼნნნ჏’

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႽႵ ႸႵჂႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႱႽႲႹჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჃჇႵႵჄმჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႷႹჂႼ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჈ჄႿჂჄႹႾႷ ჃႿႽႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄჃნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႸႵ ჃႱჇ იჄႸႱჄილ ჄႸႿჃႵ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄჃ ႸႱႴ ႼႿႾႷ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჆ႱႾႹჃႸႵႴნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႹჃ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾჄ ႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃჄႱႾႴ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ႹჄნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂნ

ჯ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႳႱჀႱႲႼႵ ႿႶ ႴႵ჆ႱჃჄႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ႱჂႵႱ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႼႿჂႴვჃ ႳႱჃჄႼႵ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴒ჉ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႹႾႷ ႹჄჃ ჄჂჅႵ ႶႿჂႽნ

ჴႱႳႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႱჄ ႽႱႷႾႹჄჅႴႵლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ႸႿჇ ჄႿ ჀႿႳႻႵჄ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႲႵლ ႲჅჄ ႸႹჃ ႿჇႾ ႳႸႱႾႳႵჃ ႿႶ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆ႱႼნ

“ჷႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂმႾႹႽლ ႹჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ჇჂႿႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴝ჉ ႿჅჄႶႹჄჭ”

იჱႼႹႾႻი—ნ

ႤႸႵ ჃႿჅႾႴ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႱႳჅჀ ႲႵႹႾႷ ჃႵჄ ႴႿჇႾ ႵႳႸႿႵႴნ

ႤႸႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ლ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႳႿႽႽႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႱႾ ႱႲჃჅჂႴ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂლ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ ႳႿႽჀႿჃႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ჰႼႹႾႻლ ႲႼႹႾႻ—ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႲႼႱႾႻႼ჉ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃ’Ⴣ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣႿႿႾლ ႸႵ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჅჀჀჂႵჃჃ ႸႹჃ ჄႵჂჂႿჂ ႱႾႴ ႶႿჂႳႵႴ ႸႹႽჃႵႼႶ ჄႿ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႠႵჂႹႱნ

“ჶმႸႱლ ႾႿლ ႾႿჄ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნ ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ ႹჃ ჃႿ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႲႵႱჅჄႹႶჅႼლ ჷ ჇႱჃ ႽႿႽႵႾჄႱჂႹႼ჉ ჃჀႵႵႳႸႼႵჃჃნ”

“ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႱႹႴ ჂႹႷႸჄ ჄႿ Ⴝ჉ ႶႱႳႵნნნ ႽႱႻႵჃ ႽႵ ႶႵႵႼ Ⴑ ႼႹჄჄႼႵ ჃႸ჉ნ”

ჶႵႱჂႹႾႷ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႳႿႾ჆ႵႾႹႵႾჄ Ⴕ჈ႳჅჃႵლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჄჅჂႾႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႱ჊Ⴕ ႱჇႱ჉ლ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ჃႿႽႵჇႸႱჄ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

ჸჅჃჄ ႱჃ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႶႵႵႼ ჂႵႼႹႵ჆ႵႴნ

ჯႾႿჄႸႵჂ ႳႿႽႽႵႾჄ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ ႶႼႿჇ ႶჂႿႽ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

“ჯႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ლ ჷ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ჷႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂმႾႹႽ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ჃႿ ႷႼႿႿႽ჉ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႱჃႻ ႽႵ ჃႿႽႵ ჃႳႱჂ჉ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ჏”

“ნნნ”

“ჰჅჄ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჷႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂმႾႹႽ ჃႵႵႽჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႻႹႾႴ ჀႵჂჃႿႾლ ჷ ႶႵႵႼ Ⴑ ႼႹჄჄႼႵ ჂႵႱჃჃჅჂႵႴნ ႤႸႱჄ’Ⴣ Ⴑ ჂႵႱႼ ჂႵႼႹႵႶნ”

იჱႼႱჄჄႵჂი—ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႱჂႽლ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႸႿჄ ჄႵႱႳჅჀ ႽႹႴმႱႹჂლ ႶჂႿ჊Ⴕ ჅჀႿႾ ႸႵႱჂႹႾႷ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾႼ჉ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄ ႱႾ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႹႿႾნ

ჶႵ ჀႼႱႾႾႵႴ ჄႿ ႷჅႹႴႵ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႿჇႱჂႴ Ⴑ ჃჅႹჄႱႲႼႵ ჀჂႵჄႵ჈Ⴤლ ႱႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ႸႹႽ ჄႿ ჃႸႱႻႵ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃ’Ⴣ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႲႵნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႸႵ ჃႱჇ ჄႸႵ ‘ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ’ ჀႵჂႳႸႵႴ ႿႾ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႵჂლ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႼႱႾ ႸႱႴ ႶႼႿჇႾ ႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჇႹႾႴႿჇნ

‘ႧႸႱჄ ႴႿႵჃ ჃႸႵ ႽႵႱႾჭ ჷჃ ჄႸႹჃ Ⴑ ჇႱჂႾႹႾႷ ႾႿჄ ჄႿ ႲჂႹႾႷ ჅჀ ႱႾ჉ ჃႳႱჂ჉ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃჭ’

ჶႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႶႱჄႸႿႽ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ ႸႱႴ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷნ

ჰჅჄ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႿჅჄჂႱႷႵႿჅჃ ႵႾჄႹჄ჉ნ

ႣႿ ႽჅႳႸ ჃႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ჂႿႿႽ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႶႿႿႼႹჃႸ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ჄჂ჉ ႱႾႴ ჃႵႳჅჂႵ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႲႵ ჇႸႹႼႵ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳჂႵႱჄჅჂႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄნ

‘ჷჄ’Ⴣ ႲႵჄჄႵჂ ჄႿ ႺჅჃჄ ჃჄႹႳႻ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽႱႼ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ ႱႾႴ ႽႿ჆Ⴕ ႿႾნ ႤჂ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႾ჉ ჄჂႹႳႻჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႱჄႽႿჃჀႸႵჂႵ ႹჃ ႺჅჃჄ ႱჃႻႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵნ’

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႱႻႹႾႷ ႲჂႹႲႵჃ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴ ႻႾႿჇႹႾႷ ჉ႿჅჂ ႱჅႴႹႵႾႳႵნ

ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჄႿ ႸႿჇ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႸႱႴ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჅჂ჆Ⴙ჆Ⴕ ႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჀႹჄႱႼ ႶႿჂ ჃႿ ႼႿႾႷნ

“ႧႵႼႼლ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჷ ႱႽ ႱႾ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ႴႹჃჀႱჄႳႸႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႵႾჄჂႱႼ ႷႿ჆ႵჂႾႽႵႾჄლ ჷ’Ⴝ ႱႶჂႱႹႴ ჷ ႽჅჃჄ ႳႿႾႴჅႳჄ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႵႶ Ⴁეჯ ჃႵჃჃႹႿႾნ”

“ႩႵჃლ ჄႸႱჄ’Ⴣ ႶႹႾႵნ”

“ႩႿჅ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ ჄႿႿ ႽჅႳႸნ ႤႸႵჃႵ ႱჂႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾ’Ⴤ ႶႹႾႴ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄ ჄႿ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ—ნ”

იႧႸႵჇი—ნ

ჯ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႼႹჀჃნ

ႣႿႿႾ ႱႶჄႵჂლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჀႿჃႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჂႽႱႼ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽნ

ႡჅႵჃჄႹႿႾჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႱႾ჉ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႾႿႲႼႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႹႾႵ჆ႹჄႱႲႼ჉ ႴႵႾ჉ნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჀႿႼႹჄႹႳႱႼ ႷႵჃჄჅჂႵლ ჃႹႷႾႱႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႵ ႹႾჄႵႾႴႵႴ ჄႿ ჇჂႱჀ ჅჀ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ႱႶჄႵჂ Ⴑ ႶႵჇ ჀႵჂႶჅႾႳჄႿჂ჉ Ⴕ჈ႳႸႱႾႷႵჃნ

“჻჉ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾშ ჯჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჇႹჄႸ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃლ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႹჃჄ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႳႿႽႽႿႾႼ჉ ႻႾႿჇႾ ႱჃ ‘ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ’ჭ”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჀႿჃႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႱႾ჉ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾ ჇႸႱჄჃႿႵ჆ႵჂნ

ჯႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿ ჇႱ჉ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ’Ⴣ ႽႿჃჄ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ႳჂႹႽႹႾႱႼნ

“ႤႸმႤႸმႤႸმႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნნნჭ ჷ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႻႾႿჇ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄნნნ჏”

“ჳ჈ႳჅჃႵ ႽႵნნნჭ”

ჰჅჄ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႶႱႳႵ ႶჂႿ჊Ⴕ ჃႿႼႹႴნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႲႵႳႱჅჃႵ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃ’Ⴣ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ႸႹႽ ႸႱႴ ႲႼႱჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ ჄႿ ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ჯ ႶႼჅჃჄႵჂႵႴ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႼႿჇႵჂႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱႴ ႱႾႴ ჃჄႱჂႵႴ ႱჄ ႸႹჃ ჄႵႱႳჅჀნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ႽႹႾႴ ႶჂႱႾჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ႱႾႱႼ჉჊ႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ႺჅჃჄ ჄႱႻႵႾ ჀႼႱႳႵნ

‘ႣႸႵ ႱႳჄჅႱႼႼ჉ ႸႱჃ ჄႹႵჃ ჄႿ ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ—჏ ჰჅჄ ჇႸ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃႸႵ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼ ჄႸႱჄ ႶႱႳჄ ჃႿ ႿჀႵႾႼ჉ ჄႿ ႽႵნნნჭ’

ჯ ႳႸႹႼႼႹႾႷ ჃႵႾჃႱჄႹႿႾ ჂႱႾ ႴႿჇႾ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ჃჀႹႾႵ ႱჃ ႸႵ ჀႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ’Ⴣ ჀႿႼႹჄႹႳႱႼ ႹႾჄႵႾჄႹႿႾჃნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႼႵႱჂႾႵႴ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႶႱჂ ჄႿႿ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹႶ ႸႵ ჃႸႿჇႵႴ ႱႾ჉ ჂႵႱႳჄႹႿႾ ႾႿჇლ ႸႵ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂႵ ႱႼႹ჆Ⴕნ

‘ჷႶ ჷ ჂႵႱႳჄ ႸႵჂႵლ ჃႸႵ’ႼႼ ႻႹႼႼ ႽႵნნნ჏’

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჄႵჃჄნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႳႼႵႱჂႼ჉ Ⴑ ჃႳႸႵႽႵ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃ’Ⴣ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ჄႿ ჄႵჃჄ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჄႸႵ ჱႸႹႵႶ ჻ႱႷႹႳႹႱႾნ

ႤჂႵႽႲႼႵლ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵლ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵ—ნ

ႤႵႱ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႵႴႷႵ ႿႶ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ’Ⴣ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ჄႵႱႳჅჀნ

ჴႵႵႼႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჄ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႱლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႷჂႹჄჄႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჄႵႵჄႸ ႱႾႴ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჀჂႿႺႵႳჄႵႴ ႱႾ ႱႹჂ ႿႶ ႳႿႽჀႿჃჅჂႵნ

“ჯႸნნნ ჯႸႱ჏ ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ ႹჃ ჅႾႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႹჃ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃ ႶႵႼႼႿჇნნნ჏”

“ႩႵჃლ ჉ႵჃ჏ ჷ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ႴႿႾ’Ⴤ ႻႾႿჇ ჇႸႿ ჄႸႱჄ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႹჃნნნ჏”

“ჶႱႸႱლ ႹჄ’Ⴣ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႱႼჂႹႷႸჄ჏ ჶႿჇ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃႿႽႵႿႾႵ ႱჃ ႲჅჃ჉ ႱჃ ჉ႿჅჂჃႵႼႶ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႼ჉ ႻႾႿჇ ႱႲႿჅჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႹႳႻႵႴ ჷႽჀႵჂႹႱႼ ႶჅႷႹჄႹ჆Ⴕ჏”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵლ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႷႱႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႳႿႽჀႿჃჅჂႵნ

ჶႵ ႸႱႴ ႱჃჃჅႽႵႴ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႺჅჃჄ Ⴑ ႾႱႹ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ლ ႲჅჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ჃႳႸႵႽႵჂ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႽႱჃჃႹ჆Ⴕ ჃႾႱႻႵ ႳႿႹႼႵႴ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂნ

ჷჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂჅႽႿჂჃ ႳႹჂႳჅႼႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸႿჅჄ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂჁჅႹჃႱჄႵ ჇႵჂႵႾვჄ ႵႾჄႹჂႵႼ჉ ႲႱჃႵႼႵჃჃ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼნ

ႣႹႷႸნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ႸႱ჆ႹႾႷ ႲႱჂႵႼ჉ ႽႱႾႱႷႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႵႱႴ჉ ႸႹჃ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႱჂႽლ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႹႾჄႵჂჂႿႷႱჄႹႿႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ႴႱჅႷႸჄႵჂნ

“჻჉ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႹჃ ჄႸႹჃშ ჶႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႿႶ Ⴑ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႱჄჄႵႽჀჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჅႽႽႿႾ ႽႿႾჃჄႵჂჃ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჽჅჄႵჂ ႧႿჂႼႴჭ”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႴႵႼႹ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჃႵႳႿႾႴ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ჃႹႽჀႼႵ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾლ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႹႾႷ ႿႾႼ჉ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႼႵლ ႵႱჃ჉ ႱႾჃჇႵჂშ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇნ

იႠႼႵႱჃႵლ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႱ჉ ႾႿ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵ—ნი

ჶႿႼႴႹႾႷ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႸႵႱჂჄლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჁჅႹႵჄႼ჉ ჂႱႹჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ႱჂႽ ჄႿ ჄႱႻႵ Ⴑ ჃႹჀ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႱ ႹႾ ႸႹჃ ႳჅჀნ

“ჯ ჃმჃმჃმჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნნნჭ ჷ ႻႾႿჇ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႿჂႷႱႾႹ჊ႱჄႹႿႾჃ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႷႱჄႸႵჂნნნ჏”

“……”

იჯႸ—ნი

ჯ ჃႹႷႸ ႵჃႳႱჀႵႴ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჶႵ ჇႱჃ ႾႿჇ ႳႵჂჄႱႹႾ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႸႵ ႴႱჂႻ ႽႱჃჄႵჂႽႹႾႴ ჃႹჄჄႹႾႷ ႱႳჂႿჃჃ ႶჂႿႽ ႸႹႽ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႼႱႴ჉ ჇႸႿჃႵ Ⴕ჈ႹჃჄႵႾႳႵ ႶႱჂ ჃჅჂჀႱჃჃႵႴ ႸႹჃ ჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷნ

‘ႧႸ჉ ႿႾ ႵႱჂჄႸ ႹჃ Ⴑ ႾႿႲႼႵ ႼႱႴ჉ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ႹႾ჆ႿႼ჆ႵႴ ႹႾ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႴႱႾႷႵჂႿჅჃ ჃႵႳჂႵჄ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ნნნ჏’

ჴჅჂჄႸႵჂႽႿჂႵლ ႸႵ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႴႵႳႹႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႻႹႼႼ ႸႹႽნ

ႧႸ჉ ႵႼჃႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჃႸႵ ႲႵ ჃႿ ႲႼႱჄႱႾჄႼ჉ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႹჄჭ

ႤႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ვჃ Ⴕ჈ႵႳჅჄႹႿႾ ჄႱჂႷႵჄ—ნ

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႶႱჄႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჃႵႱႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႿႽႵႾჄ ႸႵ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჃჄႵჀჀႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ჂႵႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ჂႿႿႽნ

‘ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႼႹ჆Ⴕნნნ჏’

იႢႱჄჄႼႵლ ჂႱჄჄႼႵლ ჂႱჄჄႼႵ—ნი

ႤႸႵ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႷჂႹჀ ႹႾჄႵႾჃႹႶႹႵႴნ

ჶႿჄ ჄႵႱ ჃჀႼႱჃႸႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ჂႿႲႵნ

ჰჅჄ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႲႵჄჂႱ჉ ႱႾ჉ ჃႹႷႾ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჄლ ჃჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႹႾჃჄႵႱႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႲႼႿႿႴჃႸႿჄ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ჀჂႵჃჃႹႾႷ ႸႹჃ ႸႱႾႴ ႱႷႱႹႾჃჄ ႸႹჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

“ႤႸႵ ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴ჏ ჶႱჃ჏ ჼႿ჏ ჱႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ჏ ႤႿ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉჏ ჷ ႻႾႵჇ ႹჄ჏ ჷ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႻႾႵჇ ႹჄ—჏”

ჯႾႴ ႠႵჂႹႱლ ႶႱႳႹႾႷ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჃჀႿႻႵ ჅჀლ ႸႵჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵ ჂႹႾႷႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ႳႿႾႳႵჂႾ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ ႲႵႹႾႷ ჃჀႼႱჃႸႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႵႱნ

“ჷႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂმႾႹႽლ ႱჂႵ ჉ႿჅ ႱႼჂႹႷႸჄჭ჏ ႤႵႱ ႹჃ ჃჀႼႱჃႸႹႾႷ ႱႼႼ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ ჉ႿჅჂ ႳႼႿჄႸႵჃ჏”

“ჷვႽ ჀႵჂႶႵႳჄႼ჉ ႶႹႾႵ჏ ჴႹჂႵ ႽႱႷႵჃ ႼႹႻႵ Ⴝ჉ჃႵႼႶ ႿႳႳႱჃႹႿႾႱႼႼ჉ ჅჃႵ ჇႱჄႵჂ ჄႿ ႳႿႿႼ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ႸႵႱჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃნნნ჏”

“ჽႸლ ჷ ჃႵႵ჏ ႤႸႱჄვჃ ჇႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႹႾႷ჏ ჷ ႽჅჃჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႿႿႴ჏”

“ჷვႽ ჂႵႼႹႵ჆ႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႽႹჃჅႾႴႵჂჃჄႱႾႴႹႾႷ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ႳႼႵႱჂႵႴ ჅჀნნნ჏”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ Ⴕ჉ႵჃლ ႸႹჃ ჀჅჀႹႼჃ ႾႿჇ ჇႹႴႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჀႱႾႹႳლ ႽႵჄ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႷႱ჊Ⴕნ

იჸჅჃჄ ႷႵჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჃჄ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႿჅჄ ႱႾႴ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ—ნი

ႤႸႱჄ ჄႸႿჅႷႸჄ ႳႿႾჃჅႽႵႴ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

“ჯႳჄႹႾႷ ჺႿჂႴლ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃნნნ ჃႵႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿჂჀჃႵ ႿႶ ჱႿჂႹႿჃ ჰႱႻႼႱႹႵჂლ ჄႸႵ ႳႱჃჄႼႵ ႼႿჂႴ ႱႾႴ ႿႾႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჶႵჀჄႱႷႿႾჭ”

ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႶႹႾႱႼ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾ ႼႵႶჄ ႸႹჃ ႼႹჀჃნ

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂჇႱჂႴლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ჀႿჅჂႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႽႱႹႾႹႾႷ ჄႵႱ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳჅჀ ჃჄჂႱႹႷႸჄ ႴႿჇႾ ႸႹჃ ჄႸჂႿႱჄნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ჀჂႵ჆ႵႾჄ ႱႾ჉ ჀႿჃჃႹႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ႿႶ ႲႵႹႾႷ ႱჃႻႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႱ჉ ႱႾႴ ႶႹႾႹჃႸ ႸႹჃ ႴჂႹႾႻნ

იჵჅႼჀლ ႷჅႼჀ—ნი

ႧႸႹႼႵ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ႳႸႿႻႵႴ ႴႿჇႾ ჄႸႵ ჄႵႱნ

ჯႾ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴ ჂႵჀႼ჉ ჃჀႹႼႼႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ

“ჷ ႸმႸმႸმႸႱ჆ႵႾვჄ ჃႵႵႾ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႼႹႻႵ ႱႾ ႵႼႶ ႳႿჂჀჃႵ ႱჄ ႱႼႼნნნ჏”

“ჱႿჅႷႸ—჏”

იႠჄႿႿႵ჉—჏ი

ႤႸႵ ჄႵႱ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႸႿჄ ႿჅჄ ႿႶ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸ ჃჀႼႱჃႸႵႴ ႿႾჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႶႼႿႿჂნ

ი ი ი ი ი ი

ჷႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჇႹჄႸ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃლ ႳႿႾႳႼჅႴႵႴნ

ႢႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჀჂႹ჆ႱჄႵ ႿႶႶႹႳႵლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႶჂႱႾჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ჃႵႱჂႳႸႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼ ჃႸႵ ႻႵჀჄ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႲႿ჈ნ

ႤႸႵ ႽႱႷႹႳ ႱჂჄႹႶႱႳჄლ ႠႿႼႱჂႹჃ ჼႿნ ჟლ ႷႹႶჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ Ⴒ჉ ჺჅႱლ Ⴑ ႽႵႽႲႵჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႣႵႳჂႵჄ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉—ნ

ႣႸႵ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ჅჃႵ ႹჄ ჄႿ ჅჂႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႳႿႾჄႱႳჄ ႸႵჂ ႳႿႼႼႵႱႷჅႵნ

“ႧႸႱჄ ႱႽ ჷ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿლ ჇႸႱჄ ႱႽ ჷ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႴႿნნნ჏”

ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႸႱႾႴჃლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႷჅႾ ჄႿ ჄჂႵႽႲႼႵ ჆ႹႿႼႵႾჄႼ჉ლ ჁჅႹႳႻႼ჉ ႽႱႾႹჀჅႼႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼ ჄႿ ႹႾႹჄႹႱჄႵ ႳႿႾჄႱႳჄნ

ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႶႱႳႵლ ႱჃ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႾႴႼႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼლ ჇႱჃ ႴႵႱჄႸႼ჉ ჀႱႼႵნ

ႣႹႾႳႵ ႳႸႹႼႴႸႿႿႴლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ႸႱႴ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႲႵႵႾ ჀႱჂჄႹႳჅႼႱჂႼ჉ ჃႻႹႼႼႵႴ ႱჄ Ⴜ჉ႹႾႷნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႹჃლ ႸႵჂ ႼႹႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႳႿႾჃჄႱႾჄႼ჉ Ⴕ჈ჀႿჃႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႿჃႵ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ႸႵჂლ ႹႾႳႼჅႴႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჉ႿჅႾႷႵჂ ႲჂႿჄႸႵჂლ ႠႸႹႼႹჀნ

ႤႸႱჄვჃ ჇႸ჉ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ჃჀႵႾჄ ჄႸႵ ႼႱჃჄ ႶႵჇ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ჄჂ჉ႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ႲႵჃჄ ჄႿ Ⴑ჆ႿႹႴ Ⴜ჉ႹႾႷ ႱႼჄႿႷႵჄႸႵჂნ

ჰჅჄ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჂႵႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ႺჅჃჄ ႸႿჇ ჄႵჂჂႹႲႼႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱჄ ႹჄნ

“ჶႵ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ႶႹႷჅჂႵႴ ႿჅჄ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃႹႾႷႼႵ ႼႹႵ ჷ ჄႿႼႴნნნ჏”

იჰ჊჊჊჊჊჊჊Ⴤ—ნი

ჯჃ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႿ ႵႽႹჄ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႾႾႵႳჄႹႿႾ ჄႿႾႵნ

ჰႵႶႿჂႵ ႼႿႾႷლ Ⴑ ႶႱႽႹႼႹႱჂ ႶႱႳႵ ႽႱჄႵჂႹႱႼႹ჊ႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼნ

იჱႼႹႳႻნი

ႤႸႵ ႶႹႷჅჂႵ ჇႸႿ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႵႴ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႿჀჀႿჃႹჄႵ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႸႹႽႽႵჂႹႾႷ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჂႵჃႵႱჂႳႸႵჂ ჇႵႱჂႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႽႿႾႿႳႼႵნ

—“ჷ ჇႿႾႴႵჂႵႴ ჇႸႿ ჇႱჃ ႳႱႼႼႹႾႷლ ႱႾႴ ႹჄ ჄჅჂႾჃ ႿჅჄ ႹჄვჃ ჻ႹჃჃ ႠႵჂႹႱნ”

ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾ ჯႾჄႱჂႵჃნ

ႤႸႵ ჄႵႳႸႾႹႳႱႼ ႱႴ჆ႹჃႿჂ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳ჈ჄჂႵႽႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ႢႵჃႵႱჂႳႸ ႣႿႳႹႵჄ჉ ႱႾႴ Ⴑ ჄႿჀმჄႹႵჂ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ႳჂႹႽႹႾႱႼ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵ ႸႱႴ ႱႾჃჇႵჂႵႴ ႸႵჂ ႳႱႼႼნ

—“ჷ ႸႵႱჂႴ ႱႾ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჻ႱႷႹႳ ჱႿჂჀჃ ჆ႹჃႹჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ჄႵჂჂႹჄႿჂ჉ნ ჲႹႴ ჉ႿჅჂ ႹႾჄႵჂ჆ႹႵჇ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ႳႿႾႳႼჅႴႵ ჃჅႳႳႵჃჃႶჅႼႼ჉ჭ”

“ჲმჲႿႳჄႿჂნნნ჏ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ႽႱႴႵ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿႿ ႽႱႾ჉ ႽႹჃჄႱႻႵჃნ ႧႸႱჄ ႱႽ ჷ ჃჅჀჀႿჃႵႴ ჄႿ ႴႿნნნ჏”

ႣႵႵႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႱჀჀႵႱჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ႳჂ჉ჃჄႱႼ ႲႱႼႼლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႶჂႱႾჄႹႳႱႼႼ჉ ႲႵႷႱႾ ჄႿ Ⴕ჈ჀႼႱႹႾ ႸႵჂ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾნ

ႣჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ႶჂႿႽ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჶႵႱႴ ჻ႱႷႵ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶლ ჄႿ ႵႾႴჅჂႹႾႷ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ჂႵႼႵႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ჂႿႿႽნ

ჯႾႴ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ლ ჹႱႼႼႱႹႶვჃ ႴႵႽႵႱႾႿჂ ႱჃ ႸႵ ႼႵႶჄ ჄႸႵ ჂႵႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ჂႿႿႽ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႴႵႵჀႼ჉ ႴႱჂႻႵႾႵႴ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ—ნ

ႣႸႵ ჂႵႳႿჅႾჄႵႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႹჂႵ ჃႵჁჅႵႾႳႵ ႿႶ Ⴕ჆ႵႾჄჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႸႱႴ ჄჂႱႾჃჀႹჂႵႴ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჺႿჂႴვჃ ႳႱჃჄႼႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ႸႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ჂႵჀႼႹႵႴ ჄႿ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႿჃႵႴ ჃႽႹႼႵლ ႱჃ ႹႶ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႽႹჃჃნ

—“ჽႸლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽჃ ჄႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ႸႱჃ ჂჅႾ ႹႾჄႿ Ⴑ ჃჀႿჄ ႿႶ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵნ”

“ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂ ႳႱჅႷႸჄ ႿႾ ჄႿ ჁჅႹჄႵ Ⴑ ႲႹჄნნნ ႸႿჇ ႳႱႾ ჇႵ ႶႹ჈ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾჭ”

—“ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႾႿ ႾႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႿჂჂ჉ლ Ⴝ჉ ႴႵႱჂნ ჷ ႱႾჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႿႳႳჅჂლ ჃႿ ჷ ჄႿႿႻ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲႵჂჄ჉ ႿႶ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ႱႴ჆ႱႾႳႵნ”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႹႾჃႹჃჄႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႱႴ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႶႵႱჂნ

ႤႸႹჃ ႱჃჃჅჂႱႾႳႵ ႲჂႿჅႷႸჄ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႹႽႽႵႾჃႵ ჂႵႼႹႵႶნ

“ႧႿჇლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂნნნ჏”

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჃႸႵ ႻႾႵჇ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ႳႼႵ჆ႵჂ ႽႱႾნ

ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ႸႵ ჀႿჃჃႵჃჃႵႴ Ⴑ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ႵႳႳႵႾჄჂႹႳ ჀႵჂჃႿႾႱႼႹჄ჉ლ ႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჂႵႼႹႱႲႼႵ ჇႸႵႾ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃ ႲჂႱႹႾჀႿჇႵჂ ჇႱჃ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴნ

ჴႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ჇႱჃ ႿႶႶႵჂႹႾႷ ჄႿ ჃჄႵჀ ႹႾ ႱႾႴ ႸႵႼჀ ႸႵჂ ႴႹჂႵႳჄႼ჉ ჄႸႹჃ ჄႹႽႵნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ႼႵჄ ႿჅჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႷႸ ႿႶ ჂႵႼႹႵႶლ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჃႸႵႴ ჃႿႽႵ ႿႶ ႸႵჂ ႱႾ჈ႹႵჄ჉ნ

—“ჷ ჃႸႱႼႼ ჄႱႻႵ ႽႵႱჃჅჂႵჃ ჄႿ ႵჂႱჃႵ ჄႸႵ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄႹႷႱჄႿჂვჃ ႽႵႽႿჂ჉ნ ႤႸႵჂႵ ႹჃ ႾႿ ႳႸႱႾႳႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႼႹჄჄႼႵ ႽႹჃჄႱႻႵ ჇႹႼႼ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ႲႵ ჂႵ჆ႵႱႼႵႴნ”

იჶႵႸႵႸႵႸႵ—ნი

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ႵႳႳႵႾჄჂႹႳ ႳႱႳႻႼႵ ႵჂჅჀჄႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჂႵႵႾნ

ჰჅჄ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ႠႵჂႹႱლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჅႾჃႵჄჄႼႹႾႷ ႼႱჅႷႸჄႵჂ ႶႵႼჄ ႹႾႳჂႵႴႹႲႼ჉ ჂႵႱჃჃჅჂႹႾႷნ

“ႤႸႱႾႻ ჉ႿჅლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ჏ ჷ ჇႱჃ ჃႿ ჇႿჂჂႹႵႴ ჄႸႱჄ Ⴝ჉ ႽႹჃჄႱႻႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႵႾႴ ჅჀ ႳႱჅჃႹႾႷ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵ ႶႿჂ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵნ”

—“ႧႵႼႼლ ჃႸႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჇႵ ႸႵႼჀ ႿႾႵ ႱႾႿჄႸႵჂ ჇႸႵႾ ჇႵვჂႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ႲႹႾႴჭ ჷლ ჰႵႷႵჂჄႿႾლ ႱႽ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჄႿႿ ჇႱჂႽმႸႵႱჂჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჄႱႾႴ ႹႴႼ჉ Ⴒ჉ ჇႸႹႼႵ Ⴑ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ႹჃ ႹႾ ႴႹჃჄჂႵჃჃნ”

“ჯႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉჏ ჷႶ ჉ႿჅ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჂჅႾ ႹႾჄႿ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂლ ჀႼႵႱჃႵ ႴႿႾვჄ ႸႵჃႹჄႱჄႵ ჄႿ ჄႵႼႼ ႽႵ჏”

იჶႽႽ—ნი

ჯჃ ႹჄ ႸႱჀჀႵႾႵႴლ ჀႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႴႹႴ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႿႾ ႸႹჃ ႽႹႾႴნ

ႤႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჆ႿႹႳႵლ ჄႹႾႷႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ Ⴑ ႸႹႾჄ ႿႶ ႱჇႻჇႱჂႴႾႵჃჃლ ႵႳႸႿႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ႿჄႸႵჂ ჃႹႴႵ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჃႳჂႵႵႾნ

—“ႣჀႵႱႻႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჇႸႹႳႸლ ჄႸႵ ႲჅႴႷႵჄ ჂႵჁჅႹჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ Ⴝ჉ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႽႵႾჄჃ ႸႱჃ ႲႵႵႾ ჂႱჄႸႵჂ ႼႱႳႻႹႾႷ ႼႱჄႵႼ჉—ნ”

“ჽႸლ ჷ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჷ ႳႱႾ ႴႵႶႹႾႹჄႵႼ჉ ႸႵႼჀ ჉ႿჅ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႱჄ჏”

—“ႣჀႼႵႾႴႹႴ჏ ႤႸႵ ჉ႿჅႾႷ ႼႱႴ჉ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႸႱჃ Ⴑ ႷႵႾႵჂႿჅჃ ჃჀႹჂႹჄნ”

“ჷჄვჃ Ⴑ ჃႽႱႼႼ ჄႿႻႵႾ ႿႶ ჂႵჀႱ჉ႽႵႾჄ ႳႿႽჀႱჂႵႴ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႹႽႽႵႾჃႵ ႸႵႼჀ ჉ႿჅვ჆Ⴕ ႷႹ჆ႵႾ ႽႵლ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ჏”

ჴႿჂჄჅႾႱჄႵႼ჉ლ ႹჄ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႠႵჂႹႱ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႱႲႼႵ ჄႿ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂვჃ ჀჂႵႴႹႳႱႽႵႾჄნ

ჯႾႴ ჃႿლ ჄႸႵ ჄჇႿ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႱႽႹႳႱႲႼႵ ႳႿႾ჆ႵჂჃႱჄႹႿႾ ႹႾ ႠႵჂႹႱვჃ ႿႶႶႹႳႵნ

ჷჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႸႵႱჂჄჇႱჂႽႹႾႷ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႿႶ ႽჅჄჅႱႼ ႱႹႴ ႱႾႴ ႻႹႾႴ ჇႿჂႴჃნ

ႧႹჄႸႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႳႵႾႵლ ႠႵჂႹႱ ႿႶႶႵჂႵႴ Ⴑ ႲჂႹႷႸჄ ჃႽႹႼႵნ

‘ჷვႽ ჃႿ ႷႼႱႴ ჄႸႵ ჲႿႳჄႿჂ ႹჃ ႸႵႼჀႹႾႷ ႽႵ჏’

჻Ⴑ჉ ჄႸႵ ႸႱჂႽႿႾႹႿჅჃ ჄႹႽႵჃ ႿႶ ჄႸႵ ჯႼႶႵჂႱჄ჊ ჻ႱჂႳႸႹႿႾႵჃჃვჃ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ႶႿჂႵ჆ႵჂ—ნ

ႠႵჂႹႱ ႸႵႼႴ ჄႸႱჄ ჃႹႼႵႾჄ ჀჂႱ჉ႵჂ ႳႼႿჃႵ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႸႵႱჂჄლ ႵႱႷႵჂႼ჉ ႱႾჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ႽႵႵჄႹႾႷ ჃႳႸႵႴჅႼႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႼႹႲჂႱჂ჉ ჄႿႾႹႷႸჄნ

Shikemoku Diary

** This is basically a diary. It chronicles the daily life of a somewhat reclusive NEET living in a certain place in a certain country. Sometimes it’s a bit of a grind, and sometimes it’s not. That’s how it is. Please enjoy♪ I’m supposed to update it daily, but updates may become irregular, so please bear with me!! ** I reread it every once in a while, and I often find myself thinking, Isn’t that stupid? No, not “Isn’t that right?”, but “Isn’t that stupid?” I guess I think that because I still have some “normal” in me!

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