Episode :

Widow, self-loathing

Aisha was sweetly asked by Loanna's line of sight, and she kept talking.

I don't know what to explain, and I'm at a loss.

The relationship with Keith was discovered by Royana. But that doesn't mean we can meet at this time.

As a guard knight, it is undoubtedly a problem to meet a man during the time when he has to engage in the task.

Aisha didn't even realize that Loyana's ideas were in other parts, so she tried desperately to make excuses for the problems she caused.

“Ah, yes… Er, yes… Me, haha.”

If this is outside Loana, it may insist on everything. Did you meet a man? Don't be silly! Maybe we can stand up to him firmly.

However, if Louana, who is known to have a lover named Keith, is found in a state filled with such a man's smell, there is no excuse.

Facing the helpless Aisha, Loana thought that she really met Keith, and then… The dark clouds in her heart would swell up.

Language will interrupt before meaning.

“You… Are not still in the task of protecting nia?… Even so, I am still with a man. “

Loana was startled by what she said. I didn't expect to say such an ugly expression of jealousy.

Although I couldn't help crying because I was too heartless, Loanna's mouth ran counter to this mood and kept saying things full of jealousy.

“As a knight guard, that… Do you think will be forgiven?… What are you going to do if something happens to Niya? “

Take an important niece as an example, trying to hide her true feelings. Jealous of Keith's young lover, ready to reprimand himself. I hate everything.

I wondered why I said that, but in some abstruse place, I asked for more.

Just like an idea that she couldn't control, Loana kept talking to Aisha, who was getting more and more nervous.

“After all… Even an old man… Can't abide by such a measure… As a knight…?”

“Why not just break up?” With this, Royana really cut in.

You can't just say that. Never say anything that will only make you miserable.

But in the bottom of my heart, the “Female” Part awakened by Keith murmured, let your male monopolize it.

If this girl can resign as a knight, she will be more like herself… Only herself… Even if she resigns, there is no conclusive evidence of breaking up, but the deep sticky part makes me think so.

Ai Sasha finally looked up and endured almost being led by the nose by thoughts.

“I'm sorry. I am in charge of everything. So please Keith… Please don't just report about Keith. Please! ！ “

With this, Loana was afraid of Aisha's straight eyes.

Although Loana only scolded Aisha, Aisha, who never knew Loana's true meaning, was scolded by herself and Keith.

If you want to be held responsible, there is no doubt that Keith is also guilty. That's why Aisha tried desperately to protect Keith.

In this way, honest and frank's heart can set off her ugliness, and Loanna's heart seems to be torn by too much emptiness and sadness.

What are you really doing when you are jealous of your young lover and expose your ugly appearance to the minimum?

Even Aisha's eyes couldn't stand it. As soon as Loana turned away,

“… That's enough… Be careful next time.”

Aisha asked in amazement at Loana's sudden and relaxed interruption of the conversation.

“Aye? Ah… That, then. “

“… It doesn't matter. Because I won't report to you… I like you, too… So does the care division. “

After listening to that, Aisha's face was decorated with a blooming smile. Loana is also a pure and beautiful smile. If you think like this, you will be jealous again.

“Thank you! Really… Thank you very much! ！ “

Say “Go” To Aisha, who bowed his head, and Louana left there.

After that, Aisha bowed to her back again and walked quickly to Niagara's room. Loana stopped and stared at such Aisha with eyes that were about to cry.

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Royana, who returned to her room, stored hot water in the bathroom, where she soaked in tears. What a stupid woman! I almost threw up and hated myself.

It doesn't matter if I say I come once in a while, but I'm actually jealous that young Aisha said that. This is a disgusting and ugly behavior.

Why did it become like this? Why do you have to understand this kind of mood?

Chinese New Year is Ceylon, and occasionally he comes to scare Keith without saying anything. It's obviously the only way.

In the expectation before coming, a faint, fast-paced mood hurt the size of Loana's expectation.

What you know, what you should know, but Keith is still thinking about himself somewhere.

“Should… Clearly not”

I'm sad to say it myself. Then I won't say it, but I want to hurt myself anyway.

For Asha who doesn't know anything… No, maybe you do. Just as Loana knew about Aisha and Keith, if Aisha also knew about Loana and Keith's relationship.

After reading Aisha's reaction just now, I know that there is absolutely no such thing, but for Loana who thinks in a negative direction, she thinks so.

If that's the case, Aisha may be smiling at heart at that time. Perhaps laughing at such a miserable young woman.

The idea of getting worse and worse flooded Royana's heart. She made the tears of hot water in the bathtub cry like a child.

Stupid, poor, sad woman. That's what you think. I may have reported it to Keith somewhere now, and two people are laughing.

Even if it's not like that, I'm sure I'll report what I found in Loana. In that case, Keith would have said that jealously, Loana.

Putting hot water on her head, which always thinks of annoying things, Royana shook her head. I don't want to think any more.

But Royana, who was addicted to Germany, was distorted by the thinking she could not get rid of. That's when.

“Whew…” Then the bathroom door clicked open. Surprised and said, “Huh?” In front of Loana, Keith suddenly showed his face.

“Loana. It's too much to say nothing when you are here. Huh? What's the matter? Even in a good mood. “

The part that is happy with Keith's appearance and the part that has thought of the poor woman so far have an argument, which makes Loana's face sink.

“… Why did you come?”

Maybe asked Aisha, Keith asked in a gloomy voice out of this idea, and answered Roanna cheerfully.

“No, just from the palace home that… Mr Phil? Was it? Meet him. I heard that Royana is coming. “

Phil's hometown is in Ceylon, and he will go back to his hometown during the New Year. However, I came to this palace with my luggage and so on for the time being.

Although I agree that I heard it from that Phil, I still can't feel the mood. On the dark Royana, when Keith entered the bathroom with his clothes on,

“That, really? What's dark about it? Even if you are in a bad mood. “

What you ask me like this is very angry in itself. It's obviously Keith's fault that he is so miserable because of Keith.

Loana stared at Keith with tears, as if to spit out this miss.

“… It's Keith's fault”

“Hey hey?”

“Because it is Keith's fault! Keith… Ah, that… Yes, that… Give it to me. “

Then Loana rattled on about what had happened and what she felt.

What I saw Aisha, what I realized immediately there, and what I was ugly, jealous and blaming Aisha. Don't hide anything, expose everything frankly.

It seems that Royana, who wants to confess, is talking and crying. It shouldn't be a dead husband who exposes himself like this.

Keith just listened to that silently. Then even if everything was asked, he didn't say anything and stared at Louana.

Silence dominated the meeting, and soon after she calmed down, Royana began to sneeze alone.

“Wow, I… That kind of thing, why… Well, why?”

Keith, dressed, soaked in the bathtub of Royana, who was crying in a torrent of uncontrollable thoughts.

Zaban! The hot water overflowed and Keith's black clothes got wet. Keith gently touched Louana with his hand, and Louana looked at the tears in a daze.

“I'm sorry, Louana… To make you feel this way, I'm sorry… Really.”

“… Lies, lies… Obviously there is no such thing”

“I was thinking. I really want to… Make Royana so sad… I feel really sorry. “

“Then why… Why”

Won't you break up with me? Won't you choose me? Can I be alone?

What you can't say is about to overflow, and when you endure it, it will turn into tears. Keith looked sad for the widow elf who had only shed tears after scratching her head.

“… Because it's Louana… Because it's Louana, so my mood… Can you understand… I'm spoiled.”

“I… So?”

Keith mumbled “Yes” To Royana, who tilted her head inexplicably. And stare at the face.

“… Here, is the country of the elves?… Where I… As a human being, I am alone. “

“… Ah”

“Loneliness… Pain… Someone wants someone who can comfort this mood.”

That's a feeling of understanding too much for Loana. For Roanna, who was once married to the country of human species, she was called your kind of elf.

Lonely and absent-minded I'm curious, too. I have a hard time seeing. But I can stand it because I have someone to rely on and someone to love.

Roanna understood Keith's request for it like that.

So it is inseparable from Aisha. Because Royana can't always be around. I can only rely on others.

When thinking like this, Loana also understood Keith's anxiety to say “Mine” Or “Only mine” To him.

Everyone can't stand loneliness, and seek to exist even if there is a person who only loves himself. Yes, that's really with Royana.

“Shh… I heard that.”

“I'm sorry That's pathetic. That's funny. It's really silly to do such an outrageous thing to Royana just because I feel lonely… “

Calling the name of Keith, who looked lonely and depressed, Loana hugged him hard.

I have to understand. I should have known. Only oneself should understand the pressure of only one race to hold important positions in the elf country.

Even so, I mistakenly thought that Keith was just a seed who liked women, and I didn't even find him lonely.

Loanna stroking this lonely man like a hug to Keith desperately, and felt very cute from the bottom of her heart.

Resonant hearts will rely more on Keith than ever before.

This is really a bastard in my heart. I will believe the lies of a man who has never felt lonely in an elf country from 1 to 10.

Keith, held by such Loana, finally went smoothly and breathed a sigh of relief.

When Aisha was also seen last year (I showed it to you at that time), Loanna begged herself to love her too.

However, this year, I was jealous of Aisha. Although she is an ex-wife who has lived for 300 years, she is a lovely girl at heart.

Although Loana has fallen in this direction, if so, it is ok to attack in a way suitable for him, and Keith has carried out an instantaneous resonance operation.

Keith believes that if she knows because she is Royana, she will show loneliness, and if she is a maternal widow spirit, she will be cheated.

The mature fairy who is addicted to the worst man's worst plan forgets her thoughts about Aisha and begins to think about what she can't do together.

If we can stay with Keith all the time, that kind of loneliness can be eliminated. In the face of Loana who apologized and said “I'm sorry” In such a mood and hugged him in his arms, Keith began to kiss “After Good”.

Kissing loyana assiduously, Keith licked his tongue heartily,

“… Louanah, please understand… I really put Louanah… But I…”

“It doesn't matter… It doesn't matter… I'm jealous because I don't think about Keith… I'm really… Sorry.”

Then he started kissing again, and Keith slowly began to take off his clothes during this period. Although it is difficult to take off clothes that are wet by hot water, even so, just take off your underwear and throw it on the bathroom floor, naked,

“So, Louanah… I'll make up for what made Louanah sad… Here you are. On the contrary… Can you fill my loneliness? “

Loanna, who was asked (just felt) from the bottom of her heart for the first time when she heard the truth, did not answer Keith, but kissed him herself.