Chapter 117 – 117. Steps

“What do you mean?”

In response to my question, Jeong So-hee lowered her eyes, pursed lips as if she didn’t know how to rhyme.

The gaze that fell toward the table came up to me again. He took a deep breath and opened his heavy lips.

“…Daewoong…What do you think of me?”

“Then what do you think of me?”

When she asks, her eyes tremble.

“A person who has to repay the favor for the rest of his life…And…”

She held her hand on the table as if she was determined, and she continued her words.

“Ah, someone I want to be with… I think…”

Her white skin glowed red and her head fell.

I looked at her calmly.
To some extent, this was to be expected. But the question is, are those feelings real?

“Isn’t that because of the obsession to repay the favor you saved?”

“Yeah?”

“You are saying that you may have misunderstood your feelings.”

“Oh, no. No… Never… That day… From the moment Dae-woong said that I was a special person… I felt it.”

Her slightly trembling body seemed to be clamoring for her word to be believed.

I quietly sipped my coffee. That look of her must have made her all in a hurry.

“Mu, of course, that doesn’t mean that you break up with the lovers you’re dating now and ask only me to look after you. Just, just… Me too…”

“For a moment.”

“…”

“Lovers…?”

“…I saw it before. Those…Three of you…”

It was like a barrier.
My thoughts, which had been flowing leisurely, rattled and came to a halt. My eyelids flickered like emergency lights.

He didn’t mention what he saw, but he had only one guess. You’re talking about what happened that night.

The night she saved her.

“I didn’t mean to see it. I can’t help it because of the sound…”

“Were you awake?”

“…Yes.”

“Is it okay to know that?”

She nodded her head without hesitation, as if she had already made up her mind.

I met her gaze with her.
The eyes filled with desperation said that rather than being alone again, it doesn’t matter whether it’s two or three people, so please stay by my side.

“I’m serious.”

“…Yeah.”

“But what if there are not two of us?”

“Yes?”

“What if I had 4 lovers?”

“Four…?”

“Does it matter? Maybe I can’t take care of you?”

To the ensuing question, Jeong So-hee could not answer easily and lowered her head. Her hand in her fist trembled and she bit her lower lip, but when she lifted her head again, her eyes were red with tears.

“…Can’t you… Love me too?”

As long as you can be loved, it doesn’t matter if there are 2 or 4 people. I had no choice but to grab her wrist and get up from her seat at those words filled with strong emotions.

“Ah…”

“Follow.”

I left her cafe and went back behind her building and pushed her against her wall.

“Dae, Mr. Daewoong?”

“Do you want to be loved?”

“…Yeah.”

When she took off her hat, her pure white hair that had been hidden under it spilled out.

I ran my cheeks gently through her hair. Cold, shiny white hair and pure white skin. A glowing pink lip caught her eye.

“I can love you.”

My body, which was so tense and hardened, trembled.
I touched her lips with my thumb and continued.

“Instead, there is one condition.”

“Joe, conditions?”

He removes his hand from her chin and places it on her shoulder, slowly lowering his gaze. Her gaze follows mine.

The destination is none other than the chest.

“Your breasts should grow.”

“…Yeah?”

She is beautiful.

That was an undeniable fact.
However, being beautiful and being ugly were two different things. In my opinion, she was beautiful, but not ugly.

Again, the heart was a problem.

“It’s small, so I won’t stand.”

“…”

Jung So-hee, who did not understand what I was saying, looked at me as if asking what I was talking about. For her sake, I told her the uncomfortable truth I had.

“I won’t stand if I have small breasts.”

My sexual orientation was severely tilted.
It was thanks to my aunt’s house when I was in middle school, just starting to open my eyes to the castle.

Every day, looking at those huge breasts that I couldn’t touch or hold for years, I felt a strong sexual thirst. And as a result, it became a body that could not erect unless it was big breasts.

When I told her about it, she said it as if it was unfair.

“I-I’m not…Not on the small side.”

“It looks small to me. You saw my lovers.”

“…”

Recalling the size of Jeong Ha-ryun and Seol Da-jin, she kept her mouth shut as if she had nothing to say. Frustration was evident on her face.

“…Now in my heart, you… You, Mr. Daewoong’s nothing, things don’t stand… So you mean I can’t receive love?”

“Uh.”

Can you love without a physical relationship?
At least I wasn’t Besides, there were four lovers who satisfied me mentally and physically by my side.

She didn’t have the confidence to give her love unless her breasts grew.

“But it’s not like there’s no way.”

“Yeah?”

“There is an item that enlarges breasts among the items I own, called breast milk cream.”

“Item…?”

“Yes. If that’s the case, it might solve this problem, what should I do?”

The color returns to her expression, which was buried in frustration. Hope is gained Her eyes changed, and she answered sternly.

“…I’ll put it on. Because I said I would do anything.”

Enthusiastic eyes looked up at me.

I smiled at her gaze and touched her lips again.

“I’ll be waiting for you at the motel tomorrow. I’ll take the cream.”

In my mind, I wanted to apply the allure cream from today, but there was seoldajin in my room. It must be difficult to come out with milk cream without her knowledge.

So I have to do it tomorrow.

“Yeah. All right.”

Jeong So-hee answers that she will definitely do so.
I smiled even more deeply and lowered my head slowly. Her eyes slowly close, and her lips gently overlap.

“…”

After a few seconds of kissing, Jeong So-hee lowered her blushing face and said,

“…Thank you.”

“What thanks.”

“…Thank you. I will work hard. So… I will become a woman that Daewoong likes.”

With a smile, I came out of the back of the building after gently brushing her hair after she said something extraordinary.

And the next day.

Jeong So-hee was waiting for me, holding a motel room as I had ordered. She went inside and she got up from sitting on her bed to greet me.

“Are you here?”

“Did you wait long?”

“Nope. I just came too.”

“Yes. Shall we start right away?”

“Can I ask you one favor before that?”

As she was taking out the breast milk cream she had secretly brought, Jeong So-hee approached her hesitantly. Reaching right in front of her nose, she rolled her eyes and then lifted her chin and closed her eyes.

“You want a kiss?”

“Yes…Bu, please.”

Well, it wasn’t too difficult, so I lightly kissed her on the lips, and she put her hands on her chest and went back to her bed, suppressing her laughter.

I laughed at her and told her.

“Now take it off.”

“Sah, be gentle, please.”

I wondered if she even had to say that since it was just applying cream, but for now, she nods.

She exhaled deeply and began unbuttoning the buttons on her shirt one by one.

But it takes a while

“Shall I take it off?”

“Yeah? Oh no. I am. I will take it off.”

I hurriedly move my hand at my words, but I can’t seem to make progress. I smiled bitterly and told her.

“Don’t be too nervous. Because today I am just applying cream.”

“Oh, only cream…Are you applying it?”

“You talked about it yesterday.”

“…It was.”

When I answered as if it were natural, she lowered her head, becoming sullen. Reluctantly, I approached her with the milk cream.

“Wake up.”

As I got her up from her seat and seated her between my crotch, her body stiffened as if she were made of ice.

“Ah…”

“Stay still. I will take it off.”

Feeling her swallow dry saliva, I undid the remaining buttons, revealing a white bra that blended so well with her pale skin.

“Look back a bit.”

When I said that because I wanted to see the front, she turned around with her back straight. It was as if she was forcing something that wouldn’t turn.

“It’s pretty. Matches well.”

“Go, thank you.”

Took.

With her thanks, I unhooked my bra with one hand. She was already stiff, but as soon as she heard the sound, she completely stiffened.

“Now look ahead.”

I couldn’t hear my words, so I didn’t even move.

I had no choice but to force myself to turn around and lower the shoulder strap. Jeong So-hee, who came to her senses only belatedly at the soft, dripping sensation, let out a gasp.

“It’s okay. Think of it as something for later.”

After calming her down by rubbing her shoulders lightly on her, he uncaps her breast milk cream. I rubbed a generous amount of cream and spread it on both of her palms and slowly placed my hand on her chest.

“Hey, wait a minute… Sobbing!?”

At that moment, her body trembled as if she had received an electric shock. A sweet moan leaked out at the same time.

I focused on my palms.

‘…Also.’

Her plump breasts were beautiful, bouncy, and soft, but my lower back was still silent.

‘He’s not standing.’

Damn you.

I laughed self-deprecatingly with curse words and rubbed her breasts as if squeezing them all the way forward.

“Whoops!”