Chapter 179 – Chapter 10 – Engraving

[I-I am your father..!]

[It’s natural for a father to give love to his children. Let’s say I drive away the pushed back.]

[N, let go! Let go of this! Let go!!]

[Dad, then his arm fell off. It’s tied up, but it’s dangerous to move so violently. I’m old, but I shouldn’t get hurt.]

[Don’t take off your clothes! What are you doing! What do you want from daddy!!]

[I don’t want something big.. Just make me a little brother.]

[Well, if that’s the case, I’ll talk to your mother when she gets back.. Please.. Please put on some clothes..]

– Steamed!

[This, you crazy bitch..!!!]

[Dad. There’s nothing I can’t say to my daughter.]

[Ah, it’s not too late yet… If you leave it out now…]

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– Boom!

“Heo-euk..! Heo-euk..!”

The feel of the soft bed and blanket on your body.

After carelessly embracing the blanket with my flustered hands, I looked around and saw the dim but familiar scenery around me.

It was Dang Ah-yeong’s room.

My practically substantial room where I spend more time than my own room.

– Jump!

“What’s going on?! A leg cramp…”

As Dang Ah-young hurriedly opened the door and came in, as if she had heard my screams, I hurriedly hugged Dang A-young.

– Wow!

“Oh.”

“Heo-euk… Heo-euk…”

Due to the location, it seemed like I was just burying my head in Dang A-young’s breast, but Dang A-yeong and I were already at that level without hesitation.

Right now I was in a yard where I was distracted, so I just hugged the target I could rely on.

– Pat pat

The sound of my heart beating as I buried my face in my chest and Dang Ah-young’s hand patting my back without words.

The remnants of the sticky and terrible dream that remained on my body at that touch gradually became diluted in the air of reality.

Did 10 minutes pass in that state?

“…”

“Are you calm?”

“…Yes.”

I was barely able to release the strength from the hand that was holding Dang Ah-yeong’s waist.

Fortunately, her body was in a much calmer state compared to the moment before, when her entire body was shaking, including the hand on Dang Ah-young’s waist.

– Pat pat

“It’s been a while since I came home. What’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?”

“…Nightmare..”

Those words automatically flashed through my mind what had happened in my dream just before, and my whole body began to tremble again, and I had no choice but to lean on Dang Ah-young again.

“Oh hey, I don’t know what it is, but it looks like it was really bad. I’m not going anywhere, so calm down.”

-Ssutdamssdam

“Whoa… Whoa…”

No matter how much I’ve been through everything in real life, the content of this dream was something I couldn’t just ignore.

It wasn’t enough that I was forcibly imprisoned by the Heavenly Demon, and the image of me being raped by the daughter I gave birth to was…

“Wow..”

“Hey, you’re nice.. Calm down..”

It was a dream to the point of becoming a trauma if done wrong.

It was also a problem that it was strangely vivid and not like a dream, even if it was only because of the dream that trauma was caused, but the content was a bigger problem.

‘My daughter…’

Others.

I’d rather endure being raped by a woman I’ve never seen before.

But not someone else, but the daughter I gave birth to?

I. With my genes. That I was raped by the daughter she gave birth to by impregnating her with my sperm?

Can’t even imagine It was a terrible memory that I don’t even want to imagine.

Even in the middle of it, this cursed body is a woman, and she couldn’t resist and had an erection like she always did…

‘No.’

Even if you put up with everything else, that’s not the only thing.

I’d rather go to the saintess’s world and live as a stallion.

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“Are you really calming down now?”

“…Yes.”

“But I’m doing it just in case. You can keep hugging me.”

“…”

“It’s late at night anyway, so let’s just lie down. If you can’t sleep, I’ll talk to you all night long.”

Saying that, Dang Ah-yeong lifted me slightly and moved me to lie down on the bed.

Come to think of it, since I was hugging him for a long time, he should have maintained an uncomfortable posture for quite a while, but there was no bitterness.

“Shall I sing you a lullaby?”

“…Poof.”

“Ah. I laughed.”

“…I’m feeling down right now, so don’t try to be funny…”

“I didn’t mean to be funny.”

…The atmosphere was broken by an unexpected drip.

I was trying to seriously think about the atmosphere like this..

“Damn..”

“Do you still remember?”

“What kind of lullaby is a lullaby that doesn’t suit you..”

What kind of lullaby is this for a subject of the same age as her, who is neither a mother nor an older sister at least?

Considering my age in my previous life, I must have been quite a bit older.

“Can’t you treat me like a Westerner?”

“How do I treat you like a Westerner?”

“… First of all, how can I treat you like a child…”

“Huh..”

Dang Ah-yeong let out her snort and hugged me a little more.

“How should we treat Seo-Bang-nim like an adult who buries his face in his wife’s chest as soon as he wakes up from a scary dream?”

“…Not a scary dream.”

“And even if it’s not a dream, you’re usually very childish. On the subject of acting cute several times a day.”

“That’s what Sojeo ordered me to do…!”

“Then, would you like to take the lead today like a western lady?

“…Just let me tell you.”

I’ve already tried a few times to take the lead.

Every time I said that even though I knew what it ended up being like..

“..Don’t tease me.”

“Why? If you practice, you might become one someday, right?”

“There are things in the world that cannot be achieved through practice alone.”

No matter how much experience I accumulate, my patience is not increasing, on the contrary, my body is becoming more sensitive.

Where in the world is there a man who can’t shake his waist properly even when a woman is still?

Even when Swordsman was almost a virgin, he was defeated so horribly, but there is nothing to say after that.

As Sword Master’s technique increased, it increased.

Since they are unmanned, they will learn to use their bodies very quickly, but there is no way I can keep up with that speed.

…I’m walking in place anyway, so I’ll follow you and sleep, but there’s nothing to do.

…But wait a minute.

“Why do you secretly call me Mr. Seo?”

“You told me to treat you like a Westerner.”

“…Did I?”

“What is it? Didn’t you think about it?”

…I said I was the West?

“…”

“So, when are we going to have the ceremony? I have to say hello to your teacher, too.”

“…I’ll prepare it after what Lu Xiaochun said.”

“You didn’t even know where Master was right now, did you?”

“…Still, if you want to find it, you’ll find it soon.”

Dang Ah-yeong said most of the things about Master.

It was a situation where I just jumped out of the mountain by myself without saying a word while Master went into closed-door training, so he said that he would probably jump out of the mountain right after he found out I was gone.

The only problem was that I didn’t even tell them where I was going before I got out of the mountain.

I left a note, but it just skips the rhetoric and simply sums it up: ‘I’m bored, so I’m going to play’.

Since I only lived in the mountains in the first place, I don’t know where I am, so how can I leave it as if I’m going somewhere before coming out?

Given Master’s personality, I could be sure that he would chase me out of the mountain to catch me by the hair, but I wasn’t sure if he would come right back to where I was.

Even Master won’t know where I am, so there’s a high chance I’ll wander here and there

I also don’t know where Master is, so I can’t go looking for it.

But if you’re looking for it, you’ll find it soon enough.

“If you ask for an eyewitness account of a very pretty blonde woman in the open, you will find it quickly.”

It was because of his striking appearance.

“…Can a person’s hair be golden?”

“Yeosocheon is blue.”

“…Aha.”

If you walk around as a blonde in this all-black midfield, you will definitely stand out.

Actually, that overwhelming look stands out more than blonde hair, but that’s okay

“And there are not many of them in Jungwon, but there are many of them in West Station. In Jungwon, they will be called Saekmokin.”

“Was Master Saekmokin?!”

“I’m a native of Central China.”

“I heard you were a Saekmokin just now?!”

“I said Saekmokin was blonde, but my teacher never said he was Saekmokin.”

When I first saw it, I thought it was a Westerner.

His hair color is blonde and his body is not Asian, no matter how you look at it, so I thought he was at least of mixed blood, but they said he had never been out of the midfield.

“By the way. I’m saying this because I feel like I’ve calmed down, but do you know that you haven’t even said hello yet since you came back?”

“…Was it?”

“Yes. Blue Lightning Sword-sama brought him back, but he seemed to be in a deep sleep, so he didn’t show any signs of waking up, so he moved him to the bed. It’s been a while since I saw him, but I couldn’t even say hello. I thought he had just woken up, but he doesn’t look good.”

Dang Ah-yeong puffed out her cheeks as she said that.

Come to think of it, I had a dream like that after I was knocked out to go back to Lu Xiaochun.

‘No, but is it really a dream?’

My mind was too clear to be a dream.

Even if it was a lucid dream, there was nothing that I could control within it.

From the moment I cummed for the first time, my legs were so weak that I couldn’t even stand upright.

I, who was tied up, also vigorously resisted until the third time, but after that, I just languished and said nothing.

“…”

– Imprisoned

“Huh?”

“…I’ll stay like this for a while.”

“It must have been a very scary nightmare. She’s a kid anyway.”

– Pat pat

I just decided not to remember.

It wasn’t possible to intentionally erase the memory, but it was possible to forcibly think about something else if it seemed to come to mind.

So, the dream I had today is not in my memory.

If you think it’s just a memory that didn’t exist, it will fade and disappear someday.

“…Sozer.”

“Yes?”

“Children only give birth to sons.”

“…Is that what you want it to be?”

“…If you pray, they’ll do something. Maybe.”

And even if I have a son, I hope I don’t look like him.

Because there’s nothing good about being like this dad.