Chapter 180 – Chapter 10 – Dream

“…Under.”

The time when the still-dark look outside the window and the cold air unique to dawn tickle your face.

I woke up from my dream with sweat dripping from my body.

“…Damn it.”

It was that dream again.

A nonsensical dream about me being raped by my daughter.

Even though it has already been five days since I returned to Shaanxi, it was the same dream every time.

No, to be precise, the content was slightly different.

In the end, it was the same that I was raped, but the position, the play, and so on were slightly different.

‘Don’t think, you crazy bastard..’

– Stinging

My head is pounding from the fatigue accumulated from not sleeping properly for several days.

I have dreams like this every day, so I can’t sleep well.

I wonder if people suffering from insomnia felt this way?

Falling asleep is not the way you want it, but even if you sleep, the fatigue is not relieved, but instead, the stress builds up, so you don’t want to sleep naturally, and it becomes increasingly difficult to force yourself to sleep.

However, people can’t sleep at all, so it’s crazy in many ways.

Originally, sleep should be there to recover from fatigue and take a break, but why are you rather afraid?

‘…Saintess, come out for a second.’

[Uh.. Didn’t it work?]

‘It seems a little better than yesterday, but it’s still the same.’

[…Is it so? Was there not enough blessings..]

There are only a few days left until the full-scale war with blood bridges begins.

I didn’t really have anything to do anyway, but I couldn’t keep my condition down like this.

I have to keep my mind clear in preparation for unexpected variables, and I have to comfort Yeo So-cheon or Swordswoman if they are having a hard time.

So I asked the saintess for help, but it didn’t work.

Even if I asked why I didn’t go to the lawmakers, I don’t think there are many lawmakers who are well versed in mental problems in this era, and even if there were, there was no way I could say the reason.

‘In the story I read, I was raped by the Heavenly Demon, and since then I’ve been dreaming about the Heavenly Demon’s daughter raping me every day, so I can’t sleep.’

Can you tell me the reason for this?

It’s much better to find magic than to find a doctor who can’t even properly explain why even though his skills aren’t reliable.

So I consulted with the saintess, received her blessings, and even received a magical tool that said to make me have a good dream by spending a little of her points, but it didn’t work.

‘Isn’t there a more effective magic tool?’

[For things related to dreams, we also consumed a lot during the war, so we barely have any in stock. Banshee-type monsters erode the mind through nightmares, so it was mandatory for almost all soldiers. I’m looking through the warehouse right now, but I can’t seem to find anything that will help the hero..]

‘Isn’t there anything the saintess wrote?’

[I overcame it myself with divine power. It wasn’t the banshee’s attack, but the nightmare I had naturally was able to overcome it because the hero was there at the time… Ah, how about this?]

‘What is it?’

[Succubus Queen’s Dream Express..]

‘Put it down.’

[Huh.]

No matter how much a succubus is a dream horse, it doesn’t seem like it’s an item with the effect I want.

…But just in case you don’t know, listen to the explanation…

[It contains the soul fragment of the succubus queen, so it guarantees the user a 100% ecstatic dream that he has never experienced in his life?]

Huh. You won’t need it.

If you make things worse, you make them worse, but there is a 0% chance that they will help.

I hope that at least in my dreams I can rest a little.

[Then, I will be looking for something else, so please wait. If you don’t want to fall asleep, it’s good to get some early morning air.]

‘…Maybe.’

Dang Ayeong carefully got out of bed so as not to wake her.

It was a bit disappointing that the warm feeling that covered my face was gone, but there was nothing I could do about it.

She averted her eyes from her breasts, which looked bigger than usual because she was usually wrapped in bandages, and cautiously went out into the backyard.

Perhaps it was winter, the wind, which felt a bit chilly in my pajamas, swept my skin and rubbed my arm with my hand when I saw a passenger in the backyard.

– Sarak

The sword embroiders the sky.

Even if I, a total stranger to martial arts, see it, it is a feast of sword dance that I can feel that a lot of enlightenment is contained in one swing.

It was a scene that could be said to be a precious feat that would be hard to get once in a lifetime just by watching it for an unmanned person, but to me it was just a pretty scene to keep an eye on.

After that, a splendid sword dance continued for several minutes.

-Chack!

Finally, the master of the sword dance put the sword into the scabbard.

– Clap clap clap

As I was clapping my hands without realizing it, Sword Master looked at me and said.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t greet you right away. If you talk midway, the flow is cut off.”

“No, it’s fine. It’s great.”

“I’m glad if it looked good.”

When I handed the towel that was on the nearby table to Geomhu-nim, who was approaching me, he smiled and shook his hand.

“It’s because I was simply warming up. I didn’t sweat.”

“How old are you?”

“Looks like it’s been half an hour now. Not too long ago.”

‘Then it’s an hour.’

It seemed like it would take some time to get used to Mu-in’s sense of time.

Anyway.

“Aren’t you sleeping? You’re leaving soon to fight.”

Looking at the position of the moon, it seems that it is now around 3 or 4 in the morning, so I wondered.

“Sleep can be replaced with a good luck meal. No matter how peaceful it was, I don’t think I’ve let the sword rust, but I don’t know. I guess I need to build my senses.”

“Lu Xiaochun said that meditation alone is enough.”

“Because I prefer to move my body myself.”

Oh, I see.

That’s what I was, but I didn’t have anything more to ask.

To be honest, I don’t even know much about unmanned people.

“So you didn’t sleep well today? I think I heard you haven’t been sleeping well lately.”

“…Well, that’s how it is.”

“You’re just a normal person, maybe we wouldn’t know. Even if it’s hard, you have to force yourself to sleep so you don’t get upset. Sleep plays a more important role in your body and mind than you think.”

“I know that too well…”

It’s been a long time since I’ve been tired of hearing about the importance of sleep on Earth.

That insomnia is more frightening than the various mental problems it causes.

Perhaps, according to Swordsman-nim’s standards, he expressed that he was offended.

If you think about this body that only knows sex, it would not be as bad as erectile dysfunction even if it took everything else, but it was dangerous anyway.

Perhaps at this point, if the saintess is free, [If you come to our world, we can sleep for you forever!] No worries about insomnia!], But fortunately, he seemed busy right now.

[What the hell does the hero think of me?!]

‘Aren’t you going to do that?’

[I’d rather take the side effects and treat the warrior’s mind directly with magic, I don’t intend to turn him into a sleeping prince!]

What’s more scary

What do you mean by kneading?

Please don’t mess with things like that.

And why does the saintess bear the side effects? It’s my body.

[Since when did the warrior have a choice?]

‘At least it’s on me now.’

[Ah, fight your horns!]

I don’t know if it’s after passing, but if it’s before passing, the initiative is with me.

And if you think of that poor personality, you can say that my life is over the moment I hand over the initiative.

‘I’m going to find what I’ve been looking for!’

[Huh.]

After kicking the saintess with words and sending her back to her warehouse, she smiled awkwardly at the swordswoman, who looked at her with her puzzled eyes.

I’m not in a good condition right now, so I couldn’t hear what you were saying because I had multitasking.

“I’m sorry. I was thinking about something else for a while.. What did you say?”

“No, that… The contents of the nightmare you may have is a volcano..”

“Yes?”

“…No. It was meaningless, so forget it.”

“…?”

I don’t know what you were trying to say, but I think it’s okay if it’s not a big deal.

“…Ah.”

Then, the swordsman made an expression as if he realized something.

“If nightmares are your problem, how about thinking about Master?”

He suddenly said something unexpected.

“…Yes?”

“A long time ago, when I was raising a student, I had a memory of a student having a nightmare to soothe me. I heard that you have been with your teacher since childhood, but I thought you might have had a similar experience.”

“Master…”

This is a method I hadn’t even thought of.

I feel ashamed because I feel like I’m looking for my parents after growing up, but in fact, is there anyone else I can rely on besides my parents?

It is an unchanging fact that Miu and Gou are practically like parents.

“Actually, the best thing is to visit him in person, but since Master said he’s in the middle of a closed training session, it must be difficult to visit him for that reason..”

“Ahaha… I can’t help it.”

By the way, unlike Dang Ah-young, I didn’t tell Swordsman that I jumped out on my own.

What is the reason…

‘I feel like I’m going to get scolded…’

Although she has a straightforward personality, she even raised disciples herself, so the situation was different from Dang Ah-yeong.

Anyway, thanks it helped.

“I’ll do as you said. Thank you.”

“Yes. When you’re young, you have to sleep well to grow up properly.”

“…It’s been a long time since I grew up, right?”

“…Oh, I don’t know.”

I looked at the swordsman with a puzzled expression, then headed for my room, not Dang Ah-young’s room.

I thought it would be better to sleep alone if I was going to think about the old days.

I feel sorry when Dang Ah-yeong wakes up after digging into the bed.

– Flutter

I opened the folded duvet and positioned myself on the bed so that I could fall asleep.

‘Master…’

You should have come out of the mountain by now.

Considering the period you mentioned, I think it is highly likely that you came out.

Perhaps by now, they are looking for me while wandering around the midfield with their eyes on.

‘…I’ll see you later in real life.’

There are a lot of things that the bulcho disciple came out and opened up.

Needless to say, now is an important time, so it’s hard to make time for it.

But it would have happened even if I hadn’t come out of the mountain, so please excuse that.

-Sreuk

He took out the marble that Master cherished and held it in front of his eyes, looking at it and thinking about Master for a long time.

Although he has always been said to have an eccentric personality, he is a very grateful person.

Even on a fictional day, it was a half-playful affair, and I’ve never had anyone do anything that I couldn’t handle.

If there was something really dangerous or difficult, he would do it himself, and if I unexpectedly fell ill, he would cook me porridge and search the mountains like a rat to find herbs.

-Pissik

This is why I fell in love in the past.

I didn’t think anyone would see me as a man at all, so I put it aside.

I don’t want to cook though.

To be honest, I was sick, and I had no choice but to eat it because of my sincerity, but I couldn’t even boil porridge.

…Zzz…

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Fortunately, I fell asleep safely, and I had a dream that was completely different from the dream that had been bothering me for several days.

If that was a dream of a distant future that never happened, this is a dream of memories that happened in the past.

It was a dream about the days I spent with Master, probably because I thought of Master before going to bed.

But I know that…

– Slap

– Squeak

That… Why…

“Can you handle the water temperature? It seems lukewarm, so I’m thinking of raising it.”

“Yes..E..”

Why do I have to dream…

…It’s a dream when we bathe together?!