Chapter 203 – Chapter 11 – Awareness

“Okay. I washed everything. Check it out.”

I proudly handed over Master’s washed clothes.

I was a little worried because it was a long time since I washed clothes, but fortunately, my skills didn’t seem to rust.

“Hmm. Looks like it went well. Good job.”

“Ayy, that’s what I’ve always been doing.”

And if you leave it up to Master, your clothes will become completely dirty.

I know how to make clothes, but why can’t I wash?

I have a lot of knowledge and skills in strange parts, but I can’t really do what I really need.

“…But then, how did you dress when you were training?”

“…?”

“…I can’t believe I’ve been wearing the same clothes for about 3 years.. But.. It wasn’t that dirty…”

Actually, it must have been worn for a long time, so I said I should wash it, but it wasn’t very dirty.

With a bit of exaggeration, the clothes are almost new.

But then, is there something strange?

There’s no way Master could do the laundry alone…

“I didn’t wear it, so it’s not dirty, right?”

“Aha.”

The answer was simple.

I didn’t wear any clothes during training…

“…Yes?”

“It’s a place where no one comes in from the outside anyway and I’m alone, so there’s no need to cover it up inconveniently.”

“Uh…Huh?”

Is it because you talk like it’s too obvious? I almost did it.

“Oh, no, that’s not it! Even if you’re alone, you have to wear clothes!”

“Even though it’s more comfortable if I’m not wearing it?”

“But you can’t do it! You could get something weird on your skin and rub it here and there and it might get damaged!”

“There’s no way my skin could be damaged with just that.”

As Master said that, she held out her arm.

…It was definitely great.

Well, I know best that Master’s skin is so good that it doesn’t match the background of the times.

‘But then training naked…’

As the thought crossed his mind, his brain, which works only when it is needlessly like this, instantly pictured Master naked in a dark room in his head.

– Hot

“…”

“Your face suddenly turned red. Is it really that angry that Master didn’t wear any clothes when he was alone?”

“No.”

It would have been a stimulating imagination even in normal times, but because it happened in the middle of the night, the imagination did not calm down easily.

In an instant, my imagination stretched out and changed its shape like a branching tree, and then, just like it happened that night, Master took off my sleeping clothes and lifted me up.

-Shaking my head

‘My, what am I thinking.’

I don’t have any thoughts that I can’t put in front of Master.

Ah, no matter how much it happened yesterday, isn’t it Master?

It’s just that Master was glad to see a disciple he met after a long time, so he made a few mistakes in his lonely heart.

‘Not a little bit!’

‘When did you escape! Put this bastard in!’

‘Hey you crazy bastards! What kind of mistake should I make in the world to attack me while I sleep and cum inside me more than 10 times… Eup!’

There was a commotion in his head for a moment, but he shook his head from side to side to dissipate the thoughts and calm his mind.

But somehow Master didn’t wake up in the middle.

If that was the case, the situation would have been 10 times more awkward than it is now, but if I just close my eyes and think that I was raped once, there is nothing more I can do.

…If it’s Master, it’s okay.

“Ah, anyway! Now that you’re out in the world, don’t be like that! Back then it was okay because it was in the mountains, but here you are in the world where people get kicked!”

“Does the teacher seem to be so reckless? I really want it.”

“I’m not kidding!”

Even if I had to be alone later, I was barely able to finish getting ready to go out only after I asked him several times not to do that.

Obviously, people have abilities, but common sense is lacking in strange areas, so living together was not the only hardship.

* * *

To get Master’s clothes, Dang Ah-yeong and the three of us went outside.

There was not one but two beauties who would naturally widen their eyes, so it seemed like it would be burdensome in many ways when walking, but surprisingly, their eyes didn’t gather much.

It was a mysterious phenomenon, but it hadn’t happened to me once.

When she first met Master, she was amazed that she was such a pretty woman and no one was looking at her.

Perhaps a cognitive impairment technique? I wonder if there is something similar to that.

Anyway, as a result, Master’s new clothes were successfully commissioned to be made to order.

It was only natural that the clothes that were usually made and sold couldn’t fit Master’s body shape.

Dang Ah-young went to the store she recommended because she was in a similar situation, though not as good as her teacher’s…

‘…It was amazing.’

I couldn’t forget the expression on the face of the female tailor who was still taken aback by measuring Master’s body circumference with something like a tape measure.

Wouldn’t she want to be sure that the inventory itself was real?

By the way, I paid for it.

Although I am in a position to receive pocket money from Dang Ah-yeong, I have at least the money I earned and saved.

Right now, the money I received from the last time I went to the Demonic School is staggering.

‘…The Demonic Cult.’

– Spooky

My body shuddered just thinking about it.

After coming out of the world, I think I went through a lot of hardships in midfield, but if I were to pick the top 1 place I would never want to go back to, it would be Makyo.

Seriously, thinking about it now, I wonder how I got out of here…

[Then let’s see each other again in half a year.]

– Creepy

Oh right.

I… Have to go back…

‘I’m crazy, why did I make such a promise..!’

For a moment, I felt resentful of my past self, but thinking about it, I had no choice but to be that way.

I was surprised to learn that I was the fateful partner of the Heavenly Demon, but since I was raped inside the heavenly spirit, the first thing to do was to run away from the future.

And if I said I wouldn’t come back, would he have sent me back?

I didn’t know it at the time, but according to what I heard later from Yeo Xiaochun, he fell in love with me at first sight.

If the heavenly spirit I experienced was made based on her imagination, wouldn’t it mean that I even thought of giving birth to a child in that moment?

She didn’t know much about her yet, but she said that I had a lover, but she wasn’t the kind of woman that would let me go if I told her that I wouldn’t come back when she saw how I flirted with her.

Let’s think that you came out alive then by mortgaging the future.

If I had been honest at that time, there is a 99% chance that my house would have been the basement of the Demonic Cult by now.

That’s what matters now.

‘Oh, how much time has passed.’

Has it been about a month?

A lot of things have happened lately, so my sense of time has become ambiguous, but I think that’s probably about it.

Then I have 5 months left to live.

‘No, don’t imagine being anxious.’

Worst of all, you will never see the light of day and live locked up in a basement, not die.

If that were the case, my grave would have appeared instead of the heavenly spirit I had read.

Looking back at that time with barely enough room, I realized that I really had been overdoing empty checks to get out of the situation.

In order to hide the fact that I was the one who was destined, I pretended to be someone completely different from me, and I made a promise to come back within half a year that I had no intention of keeping at the time..

‘No, wait a minute, now that I see it, my soul is also held in mortgage by the saintess.’

Is this crazy, is this human life?

I have to walk on my own to a place where I don’t know if I’ll be able to return in half a year or not, and when I get all the points, I’m taken to another world and can’t die and live as a stallion.

‘…My body is not mine…?’

When did this happen..?

Apparently, she thought she had a decent life, except for having three wives..?

Even if life is twisted, it is tightly twisted.

Even before I went to the Demonic Bridge, it was already saturated, but it seemed to be able to withstand it, but now I can’t stand it 100%.

It’s not just full, isn’t it the level of forcibly stuffing it in and pressing the lid on?

But now I can’t even pick it up.

She said she would come within half a year, but didn’t go, and it all ended the moment that dangerous woman came out of the midfield.

I tried to keep her from coming out, so she risked being imprisoned in the first place and went to the Demonic Cult.

‘I still hate it..!’

I was traumatized to the point of dreaming of being raped by my daughter just because I had only been there once.

We have to find a way somehow.

And right now, the Heavenly Demon was the only opponent who had the chance to try her hand somehow.

The saintess and I have already signed the contract, and of course we have to live with her master, not to mention her three wives.

However, the Heavenly Demon still had a chance.

‘Cha, if you make me hate me…!’

If falling in love with me at first sight is the cause of the problem, shouldn’t I just make her hate me now?

I haven’t interacted with anyone in my entire life, but I think I fell in love with the person I met after a long time because he has a similar hobby and has a pretty face, but I just have to fantasize about it.

I don’t know what fantasies she has of me, but if I remind her that I’m not who you think she will be, won’t her interest in me go away?

It will be, no it should be.

It was the only means to lighten the weight of my life.

…Please.